Black-bellied doctor, addicted to love

six.return home
Shang Yuxi didn't realize that Chi Xiangbei was following her at a low speed all the way behind her. She was like an electric car whose switch was unplugged, moving forward bit by bit by inertia alone. I don't know how long she walked like this. , she finally got there, but she stopped again, like a child who got a low score and would rather hesitate at the door of the house than go back.

Shang Yuxi took out her phone, pressed it on, checked the time, and watched the light disappear little by little, and finally merged herself with the darkness. After repeating this several times, she threw the phone into her bag in agitation , crossed his hands together, put them behind his head, and leaned against the wall.

Should I really come back?Shang Yuxi was a little confused at this moment, she was really not sure about the answer at all, if she had to face the responsibilities she couldn't escape when she received the news and returned home in a hurry, Shang Yuxi still had feelings for the city. There was a hint of anticipation, but now, she hesitated.

In the dark, no one saw Shang Yuxi's tears. Even Shang Yuxi, who thought she would never cry again, didn't know that her eyes were like faucets that couldn't be turned off. The liquid that had been there for a long time poured down, and in the tears, Shang Yuxi saw himself who was only a few days ago, only a few dozen hours ago, but it seemed like a lifetime away...

"Thank you for choosing the Air France flight! Next time...!" The restless air in the cabin covered up the sweet voice of the stewardess, and as early as when the plane started to glide, the quiet atmosphere in the cabin for more than ten hours had already been suppressed. Breaking, carrying the luggage, turning the phone on to report the safety of the family, it seems that everyone is waiting for the moment when they land and return home, except for Shang Yuxi who has been in a daze in the third row of seats and has not recovered until now.

Shang Yuxi, who seems to be alone in a still time and space, is like a white lotus blooming alone in the cabin, beautiful but with a touch of sadness. The inextricable melancholy between Liu Ye’s brows makes her frail figure look even more lonely. , and even more charming.

Finally, are you coming back?Shang Yuxi looked at the people around numbly, and the consciousness of fugue began to come back little by little. She turned her head and glanced out the window. Is this still the S city she was familiar with?She shook her head and smiled wryly, how could it still be the former S City, at least the family is no longer, and that person is no longer...

When that person's name slipped across his heart, Shang Yuxi still unconsciously tightened his hands, he, is he still in this city?Do you already have a little wife?Or……

It's really ridiculous, Shang Yuxi raised the corner of his mouth slightly, and gave himself a mocking smile. He was the one who chose to go abroad at the beginning, so what qualifications do he have to think about the past now, not to mention the changes in the past few years, She was no longer the Shang Yuxi who was enough to stand beside him.

Shang Yuxi stroked his hair, shook his head, as if to expel all his distracting thoughts, then got up from the seat, and began to follow the flow of people to the exit, everything changed on the road under his feet, the airport The construction of the building, the building in the distance, but the road under my feet seems to be the same as when I left, it is still so long and so winding...

"Later, I finally learned how to love. It's a pity that you have long gone away and disappeared into the sea of ​​people. Later, I finally understood in tears that some people will not be there once they miss..." Shang Yuxi's phone ringing cut through Shang Yuxi's memories, she glanced at the caller ID, originally wanted to put the phone back into her pocket, but the continuous ringtones seemed to provoke her, she pressed the answer button helplessly.

"Miss, what are you still dawdling about? Do you still want to send a pumpkin carriage to pick you up?" As soon as the call was connected, a sarcastic female voice pierced Shang Yuxi's eardrums neatly.

"The plane is late." Anger flashed across Shang Yuxi's face for a few seconds, but in a flash she returned to a normal expression, and she calmly explained to the other party.

"Come back quickly, the rent will be paid in one hour, don't say you have no money, we didn't let you come back to be the eldest lady, but to pay off the debt of your unsatisfactory father!" Said persistently, Shang Yuxi seemed to be able to see the look of disdain on that gorgeous face.

"I'll be right there." Shang Yuxi thought for a while, swallowed back the retort of "he is also your father", replied briefly with five words, and then hung up the phone in a hurry.

Before returning home, Shang Yuxi went to the bank. She glanced at the number in the ATM. She really hated the money when it was spent. I never thought that one day, I would actually worry about money.

It's really 30 years in Hedong, 30 years in Hexi, Shang Yuxi actually had a helpless smile on her face, she took out all the money in the card, and planned to pay part of the rent and part of the debt. Everyone knew that this amount of money was just a drop in the bucket for the debts that had to be paid off for his father.

As Shang Yuxi expected, her return was not welcomed by anyone. Her stepmother, her half-sister, and even their mother and daughter's dog all looked at this with defensive eyes. The "uninvited guest" who suddenly appeared in his house.

Although she had already expected a worse scenario than this, Shang Yuxi still felt a throbbing pain in her heart when she actually faced it. It was just reality, and she would not give her more time to be sad at all. To get rid of the pain, the most urgent thing in front of me is how to find a job as soon as possible, and how to pay off the debt left by my father.

"Where's the money?" Shang Yuxi's stepmother, Yang Xinran, was straightforward, without any greetings, she reached out her hand to the dusty man in front of her and went straight to the point.

Shang Yuxi opened the bag and handed a stack of money to Yang Xinran. Yang Xinran leaned over to look into Shang Yuxi's bag suspiciously. Shang Yuxi closed the bag defensively. Yang Xinran glared at Shang Yuxi , began to focus on the money in his hand.

"Yuwang, which one is my room?" Shang Yuxi didn't even look at this room. For her, this place is just a foothold, so it doesn't matter to her whether it is magnificent or dilapidated. difference.

"Go straight from here to the end, the one on the left." Shang Yuwang lazily raised his finger and pointed to a small aisle beside him, looked at the calm expression on Shang Yuxi's face, and added with a mocking look in his eyes, "But It’s not your palace anymore, I hope the eldest lady can get used to it.”

Shang Yuxi automatically filtered the ridicule in her tone, and dragged her luggage to her room.

A room less than [-] square meters, a dusty wardrobe, a single bed, a computer desk, a chair, when Shang Yuxi opened the door, everything in front of him could be seen at a glance, She didn't care. Wasn't it the same in the bachelor's apartment I rented when I first arrived in France?
Although he comforted himself in this way, even the small room in his bedroom that was not comparable to the cloakroom in the past still deeply hurt the pride in Shang Yuxi's heart. One day, these things will return to him, it's just that One day, how long will it take?
Thinking of this, Shang Yuxi unconsciously raised her head and looked at the third floor, the lights were still on, she sighed silently, she really didn't want to have any direct contact with Shang Yuwang and Yang Xinran anymore, but, at the same time Living under one roof, she has no escape.

Shang Yuxi took out her phone again and looked at the time. It was already close to midnight. She was like a poor Cinderella. The same Shang Yuwang and Yang Xinran would not let her go, but she really didn't want to go back there, to that dilapidated house that couldn't even be called "home".

The bitter smile came back to Shang Yuxi's lips. She may never have thought that she would live in a rented house now, and that place that could barely be called a house, even a part of her former villa No room can compare.

Like Shang Yuxi, Chi Xiangbei did not expect that his car would follow Shang Yuxi all the way here. If Shang Yuxi hadn't stood still here, he couldn't believe that this was Shang Yuxi who was going back. The place.

In a dilapidated community, the owners may have abandoned even the security room in order to save money. The lights in the community were broken or missing, and the light was very poor. I noticed that I was walking in front of me before heading north. Shang Yuxi, who was out of his body, tripped over something several times. If he wasn't afraid of exposing himself, he would have wanted to turn on the high beam several times.

Is this Shang Yuxi's home now?When this idea appeared in his mind, Chi Xiangbei was not only shocked, but also felt a little ridiculous. How could it be possible? With the status of returning, it is impossible to live in a community of this level. Chi Xiangbei can't find a reason to convince himself.

But if this wasn't her home, why would she come here so late?Thinking of this, Chi Xiangbei glanced at the time. At 23:45, Shang Yuxi had been standing here for almost 10 minutes. If it was really where she lived, why would she rather stand alone in the corridor than How about going up?

What can I do if I stand here again?Shang Yuxi asked herself in her heart, there is no way, if this is her fate, she should accept her fate, whether it was a few years ago or now, this is her Shang Yuxi's fate!She has to admit it!
Wiping the tears that were already wet on her face, Shang Yuxi said to herself, after these few days, you should wake up too, this is your fate, you either choose to accept your fate, or change your own fate, But the premise of all this is that you must accept it, accept it, Shang Yuxi, this is your new life.