Unrepentant Marriage: The Global Hunt for the Young Wife

Jiang Nan lowered his head and didn't want to answer this question. He sat beside Lu Jinnian and carefully helped him up, but Lu Jinnian didn't intend to let her go. He held her tightly in his arms, not letting Jiang Nan move.

Jiang Nan put his hand on Lu Jinnian's chest, and the heartbeat there was transmitted to the bottom of his heart through his fingertips, making Jiang Nan tremble uncontrollably.

Lu Jinnian's chin rubbed against Jiang Nan's cheek greedily, he missed her like crazy.

But now he didn't dare to force her anymore, he admitted that he was afraid, afraid that one day he would force her to death, and he would lose her forever.

Jiang Nan's long eyelashes trembled slightly, "Lu Jinnian, let's eat first and then talk, okay?"

Without the expected storm and any curses, Jiang Nan's calm attitude made people suspicious.Lu Jinnian slowly let go of Jiangnan, staring deeply into her eyes, "What do you want to say?"

Jiang Nan smiled faintly, "Shall we eat first?"

Jiang Nan changed the topic, because she didn't know how to speak, how to tell Lu Jinnian how she felt clearly, and how to make him tell herself what he really felt.

Jiangnan slowly blew away the excess heat in the hot porridge, and then delivered spoonful after spoonful to Lu Jinnian's lips. The two of them were so quiet that they didn't need to talk, and the air was filled with tranquility and beauty.

This feeling is like returning to the days when they got along seriously, like the most ordinary couple, living the most peaceful life, not needing romance to be vigorous, not needing sweet talk to life and death, just plain and natural.

Jiang Nan sometimes felt that she missed those days even more than she missed Lu Jinnian.

And Jiangnan's gentleness made Lu Jinnian suddenly feel the same as her.

The years are quiet and good, the wind is calm and the sea is calm, and the happiness is as plain as water.

That's what he once had and what he's looking forward to now.

When he lost everything in the past, he seemed to be able to understand Song Sien, his mother's choice.

To be honest, he also hated, and it was impossible for him not to hate his character, but the tacit understanding between Lu Pengtao and Song Sien made him unable to use hatred to face Song Sien's unfeeling departure back then.

But now, he seems to be able to understand that there is a kind of happiness in this world that is worth ten Lu families, and this kind of happiness will make people jump into the flames and forget everything.

There used to be such a good time, why did the father let the mother go?

With his father's character, how could he be willing?

"Why don't you eat it?" Jiang Nan asked softly, "Isn't it delicious?"

Lu Jinnian said lightly, "Jiangnan, why are you here?"

Jiang Nan stopped stirring the spoon, "I came here as soon as I received a call from Liu Yan in the morning."

"That's not what I asked."

Jiang Nan carefully stirred the remaining clear porridge in the bowl. Inside the round clock on the wall, the long pointer turned rhythmically, and quickly completed a circle. Lu Jinnian was very patient. He knew that she needed to think, and every time she was confused, Every now and then she stops to think.

He can wait for her, he knows that her thinking will not exceed 2 minutes, but he doesn't know what her answer will be after he waits.

"I don't want to know now."

Jiang Nan was slightly taken aback, originally she was still hesitating, he was so possessive and he was so tough in doing things, how she had to speak carefully so as not to annoy him was always a difficult problem.

But now, she doesn't seem to have to think about it any more.

"Someone told me that." Jiang Nan put down his bowl and chopsticks and said lightly, "He said that love and hate can coexist at the same time. If you love someone, then love someone well; if you hate someone, then go well Hate a person. If there is no way to recognize each other between love and hate, maybe we can divide a region, a world region, to love during the time of love, and to hate during the time of hate.”

"Kangqiao?" Lu Jinnian's eyes slowly became wary.

Jiang Jiang said, "But it's actually impossible to tell the difference, at least I can't make it absolutely clear. Lu Jinnian, I hate you. Whenever I see you these days, I think of my parents who died in the fire, and you. that lie."

Lu Jinnian moved, as if he wanted to explain something, and suddenly coughed violently, Jiang Nan quickly poured him a glass of water, "Be careful."

Lu Jinnian obviously calmed down after taking a few gulps of water. In fact, he didn't seem to be too afraid of Jiangnan's hysterical yelling at him. What he was more afraid of was her now.

Calm and rational, it seems that everything has been figured out. In his heart, he made a decision without authorization, leaving no room for him to negotiate.

"Lu Jinnian, I love you too." This was the first time Jiangnan said the word "love you" to Lu Jinnian, and Lu Jinnian's chest was filled with joy, he held Jiangnan's hand, and his palm was hot.

However, when his eyes touched Jiangnan's bland smile, that joy instantly turned into deep worry and doubt.

She seldom said sweet words, let alone a word of love, because she once loved another person, exhausted all her enthusiasm and said all her love words to that person.

If it wasn't Su but he who passed by her on the road of her growth back then, if she had grown up with her and she fell in love with him at the beginning, then what would they be like now?

In fact, Jiangnan has asked herself this question countless times. If it hadn't been for the fact that she had exhausted all her dedication and enthusiasm for love for more than ten years, would she be more desperate and more desperate when facing Lu Jinnian now? Crazy?
maybe.

This is Jiangnan's answer. Jiangnan said, "But Lu Jinnian, I can't make such a clear distinction between love and hate. Let's get a divorce. This is the only way I can think of to get out of the dead end of our relationship."

"You came here just to say that?" Lu Jinnian asked Jiang Nan coldly.

"I'm not." Jiang Jiang said frankly, "I came here because I was worried about you. I want to divorce just because I want to give myself a chance and give you and me a way out."

"Divorce?" Lu Jinnian sneered, "Unless I die."

"Lu Jinnian, why do you have to be so stubborn?" Jiang Jiang asked him, "It's impossible for us, I can't bridge the horizontal gap between us, don't you feel sorry for me every time you see me?" Are parents guilty?"

"I, Lu Jinnian, will not feel guilty towards anyone."

"You~"

Communication is sometimes just an expression of emotion, we don't have to demand results, it's a process of self-knowledge.

When Jiang Nan was about to lose control of his emotions and get angry, Kang Qiao's words suddenly rang in her ears, why should she criticize Lu Jinnian?

Hasn't he always been like this?It will never change because of anyone, because this is Lu Jinnian.

Obviously when she is faced with a case that cannot be negotiated, she can take a moment to think of other ways. Why is she always eager for success just because the other party is Lu Jinnian?
In fact, Lu Jinnian regretted speaking impulsively. He suddenly realized that Cambridge did not come here to tell him the series of words that followed, but to remind him of something that he often ignored because of his emotions.

That is, he actually loves her.

Amidst all the anger and jealousy, he was so overwhelmed that he forgot that he loved her.

The two were silent for a while, then Lu Jinnian asked Jiang Nan, "The doctor said the child is healthy?"

"Yeah." Jiang Nan smiled slightly, "Do you have any photos to see?"

Jiang Nan took out his mobile phone and put the B-ultrasound photo taken by the mobile phone in front of Lu Jinnian. Looking at the small black mass in the photo, a strange feeling slowly took root in Lu Jinnian's heart.

Is this the child of him and Jiangnan?Didn't expect it to be this big.

I don't know who will be born more like Jiangnan in the future, it will be more lovely and more distressing to be like Jiangnan.

Jiang Nan smiled slightly, "I just don't know if it's a boy or a girl. I hope it's a girl, I prefer girls."

When my parents joked back then, they also said that they liked their granddaughter more, but the joke at that time was someone else's, but it didn't matter anymore.

Now she likes this child, she wants this child, and she just wants to be with the child well.

"Girls are better." Girls are like mothers, of course it is better.From the corner of Lu Jinnian's eyes, Jiang Nan's face was twirling, but, Jiang Nan, do you know that I was so excited when I heard you beat the child, because losing the child means losing my only chance to catch you.

"Jiangnan." Lu Jinnian said suddenly, "For the sake of the child, let's start over."

Is it okay to start again for the sake of the child?If it was possible, why didn't Song Sien stay for the sake of the child?

After a moment of hesitation, Jiang Nan shook his head and refused, "I can't do it."

"Just for the children."

"I can't believe that he hasn't been born yet to bear such a heavy burden on his shoulders." Jiang Nan looked at Lu Jinnian seriously, "You know what? Before we said goodbye to your mother, she told me that in my room." Some words. She said that she used to resent Uncle Lu for asking her to choose between you and freedom, but after seeing how good you are, that little bit of resentment disappeared. She was glad that she was not on your shoulders Put such a heavy burden on your parents' happiness."

"She said that she couldn't imagine how unfortunate it would be if you were made to grow up with such a burden, and she couldn't imagine that one day you would live in eternal quarrels and start to resent the two of them. If it was just her alone If you leave, at least you will only resent her alone. Resenting your parents is the loneliness in a desert, but it might be better if you only resent one party."

After Jiang Nan left the hospital, in the quiet ward, after finishing all his official duties, Lu Jinnian called Song Sien.

Song Sien was creating a new artwork at this time, and seeing the word Xiaonian on the phone, his hands were almost shaking.

After she left that cold home, Xiaonian never took the initiative to call her, and every time she checked at the regular annual meeting in France, she invited him over and over again to celebrate the New Year.

She has always understood that in Xiaonian's heart she always cared about her past choices, although he was very caring and didn't say anything.

Even last time, if it wasn't because of Jiangnan, if it wasn't because he wanted to introduce her to her, he wouldn't have agreed to come over so readily.

After so many years, her Xiaonian would call her on her own initiative, how could this not make her not excited?

After answering the phone, Song Sien, who was always cheerful, suddenly didn't know how to call her Xiaonian.

Lu Jinnian said in a low voice, "It's me."

"Hehe." Song Sien smirked, "Yes, it's Xiaonian."

There were three sweat lines on Lu Jinnian's forehead. To some extent, his mother Song Si'en was really similar to that woman in Jiangnan.

"Is the art exhibition going well in New York?"

"Fortunately, a few works sold at a good price, but I was a little bit reluctant to sell one of them, so I didn't sell it and kept it." Song Sien smiled faintly, "I really want to give that sculpture to you and Jiangnan, Someday I will find someone to bring it back to China."

"Come back and see yourself when you have time."

Song Sien's voice on the other end of the phone was a little bit bitter, "Xiao Nian, it's not so easy to face, even if I look nervous, it's still difficult."

Lu Jinnian was silent on the phone. In his eyes, Song Sien lived a flamboyant life, which made people admire him. He couldn't take his eyes off him. He thought his mother was the strongest person in the world, and he should just disdain to come back to face her.

He never thought that facing it is actually a very difficult thing.

Lu Jinnian put his hand on his heart, feeling the beating there, so for him, what should he face?

"Xiao Nian, Mom doesn't want you to follow our old path." Song Si'en said, "Don't embarrass yourself, and don't hurt the people in your heart."

Lu Jinnian was silent for a moment, "Mom, thank you."

"Huh? My Xiaonian would actually say thank you for such a thing?" Song Sien laughed loudly, covering up his inner excitement.

"Thank you for not putting everything on my shoulders back then."

On the phone, Song Sien's laughter stopped abruptly. In the thick snow in Provence, she hung up the phone, covering her mouth and crying bitterly.

How many years of knots, how many years of forbearance, with this sentence, it is always worth it.

David gently hugged Song Sien in his arms, and comforted her with his broken Chinese. Song Sien couldn't help laughing when he heard so much broken Chinese, "David, your Chinese is really bad. , I can’t practice well in France, if I have time, I’ll take you to China.”

David looked at Song Sien tenderly, and tapped lightly on her forehead and lips, "OK."

In the coffee shop, Kang Qiao took the coffee from Jiang Nan and put it in front of him, and said to the waiter, "Give this lady another cup of hot milk." After speaking, he smiled slightly at Jiang Nan, "Lan Yi, give me the list. She made a list of taboo things, threatening to beat me into a pig's head if she dared to let her baby daughter do anything wrong."