Unrepentant Marriage: The Global Hunt for the Young Wife

Hmph, he's not the only one in this world who can't help the woman he loves.

Mo Zixi supported his head wearily, and changed from his usual smirk and gag, "Jinnian, there is something I think you should know."

Mo Zixi looked at Lu Jinnian quietly, opened and closed his thin lips, and uttered amazing words, "Jiangnan, I almost committed suicide by jumping off a building in the back street of Lijing today."

Lu Jinnian's hands froze, and he breathed a sigh of relief when he thought that Liu Yan had reported to Jiangnan Ping'an just now.

"But Jiangnan is fine now, we saved her." Mo Zixi said, "However, what I want to tell you is another thing. Today, when Jiangnan committed suicide, she stood on the rooftop and she said that she should hate Yours, you are her enemy but she still loves you. Jinnian, Jiangnan loves you, she said she loves you, but she can't love you, it's because of love that she wanted to commit suicide."

Lu Jinnian's hand flipping the book slowly clenched into a fist, as if he was holding back something. '

When she stabbed him that knife, he really thought that everything in the past was his illusion, she never said I love you to him, he thought she really wanted him to die, her love for him There is already no more than half a point left.

When he begged her to express his concern and she broke free and ran away, he thought she was just here to see if he was dead.

But now, she loves him, she says she loves him!

This realization almost made Lu Zhi go crazy with joy, he really wanted to rush to her and hug her tightly in his arms and love her deeply.

"Jinnian." Mo Zixi spoke slowly, interrupting Lu Jinnian's contemplation with a deep voice, "Jiangnan committed suicide because she couldn't love you. Are you still unwilling to tell the truth?"

the truth?A trace of bitterness flashed in Lu Jinnian's eyes. He told her that if he said that he didn't kill the person, he asked her if she would believe her.

In fact, she wouldn't believe it. It was useless to say anything he said.

"Jinnian, what is the truth?"

Lu Jinnian was silent. Similarly, once he denied it, she would definitely ask him what the truth was.

If the knowledge that a man killed himself hurt her, the truth would only drive her mad.

If he killed someone, she would hate him, but if she knew the truth, she would definitely not live.

Lu Jinnian suddenly realized that he had entered a dead end. As long as this knot was not untied, he and she could only circle around in place forever.

Jiang Nan and Lan Yi returned to the house, Bai Shaochen sat in the living room watching old-fashioned variety shows, Lan Yi did not tell Bai Shaochen what happened today, and Bai Shaochen didn't know, seeing the two of them come back, he will have a good time Each poured a cup of hot milk.

Jiang Nan was holding the hot milk, and the palm of her hand was warmed by the heater. Her whole mind was in a mess. Looking back on the scene after scene that happened today, it felt like a dream. She didn't know why she did that.

Not long after, Jiangnan received a text message from Liu Yan, knowing that Lu Jinnian had withdrawn everyone, which made her feel even more flustered.

Once flustered, Jiangnan instinctively started to look for medicine, and then remembered that the medicine had been confiscated. She carefully recalled every conversation she had with Li Fanran in the past. There was indeed something strange about Li Fanran, but she couldn't tell where it was.

Li Fanran was found by Lu Jinnian, did Lu Jinnian know that Li Fanran had a problem?
The corner of Jiangnan's mouth curled up with bitterness, she asked herself, Jiangnan, why do you have to doubt Li Fanran?

Is it because you want to put all the past on her head?
Is it because you don't want to admit that you stabbed the knife, if there is something wrong with Li Fanran, if there is something wrong with the medicine, can you not be so guilty, not so self-blaming?
Looking at Liu Yan's text message, Jiang Nan thought about the man who was lying on the bed, holding her hand and begging her to say something worried, is he okay?Have you taken your medicine on time? Does the wound still hurt?
Jiang Nan hesitated, and finally picked up his phone and sent a message to Liu Yan, "Lu Jinnian, how is he? You should know, right?"

Liu Yan sat in the car and smoked over and over again. Jiang Nan's short message was to interrogate Lu Jinnian. He should be happy. If Jiang Nan still cared about Mr. Lu, Mr. Lu's forbearance was finally not in vain. If they were together and did not divorce, then Shuntian didn't have to suffer losses, but why his heart couldn't help but twitch and couldn't help the pain?
After thinking for a while, Liu Yan picked up his mobile phone and sent a message to Jiangnan: Mr. Lu's condition is very stable. The doctor said after the examination today that the wound will heal soon if treated like this.

Liu Yan put his finger on the send button, but didn't click. He added a sentence and sent it to Jiangnan.

Jiang Nan looked at the sentence at the end of the sentence: "How about you, I have mixed feelings in my heart. She didn't know that it was Liu Yan who asked this question, but she thought it was Lu Jinnian."

Jiang Nan didn't reply, and threw the phone aside, Bai Shaochen walked to her side, his eyes drifted to the bright lights in the distance, he said slowly, "What are you thinking?"

"I was thinking about what kind of place Italy is." Jiang Nan smiled lightly, "I was thinking about when I would have time to go and see, what kind of paintings you drew, and whether your grades were bad, that's why I came here. Won't you show it to others?"

"You guessed it right, my paintings are really bad." Bai Shaochen smiled, "So the former teachers basically had a headache when they saw me. But because I am handsome, the female teachers like me very much. Got me a passing grade."

Jiang Nan rolled his eyes at him, Bai Shaochen smiled, and suddenly said seriously, "Jiangnan, I want to find you a psychiatrist again."

Jiang Nan turned and looked at him, "Is there any problem with Li Fanran?"

"I don't know, it's just a feeling." Bai Shaochen recalled the process of meeting Li Fanran today, and had a very strange feeling. The woman seemed to be implying something to him intentionally or unintentionally. Every sentence seemed very normal, but It's that feeling, like someone is trying to put something in your head.

And she also asked him about some things about the Bai family, and said that if he needed help, he could find her.

Few people knew about the Bai family, how did she, a person outside their small circle, know about it?
He couldn't be sure if she was hiding any ulterior secrets, and he couldn't be sure if there were some people with ulterior motives behind her.

The next day, Mo Zixi was waiting in front of the Lan Family Martial Arts Hall. Lan Yi was wearing a martial arts uniform. Seeing him frowning, Mo Zixi opened the car door, "Let's chat."

Lan Yi got into the car, and Mo Zixi drove the car to a nearby secluded park and parked it under a tree.

At this time, the rain, snow and sunshine are together, and the sky is full of flying catkins, which is so beautiful that people can't take their eyes off.

The two people in the car were silent for a while, Mo Zixi said, "I admit that I do blame Jiang Nan, as a friend of Jinnian, I can't watch Jiangnan hurt Jinnian as if nothing happened. Lan Yi, this is the same as you did to Jiangnan."

"I know." Lan Yi looked at the snow falling on the car window outside the window, and the snow was getting thicker and thicker, just like the increase every day these days, piling up in her heart, "I thought about it yesterday A lot, I think I'm too emotional. I don't know why I was so emotional yesterday, maybe it has something to do with the medicine. But our problem is still there, it's just that in the past we were too lazy and procrastinated when we could. The problem has never been resolved.”

"What do you want to say?"

"Let's postpone the wedding, let's calm down." Lan Yi said seriously, "I thought about what you said to me yesterday for a long time, every sentence, and I finally understand what you are worried about. I think I may not have prepared a One's life becomes a preparation for two's life."

"The wedding can't be postponed." Mo Zixi looked at Lan Yi seriously, "Listen to me, Lan Yi, I can't postpone the wedding. There is one thing I haven't told you all this time. If I can't marry you this year, I have to marry someone else. woman on a blind date."

Lan Yi looked at him in astonishment, Mo Zixi grabbed her hand, stared deeply into her moist eyes, "Lan Yi, just treat it for me, if you still care about me in your heart, get married this year .I know you don't have any good feelings about marriage, and you are not ready for the world of two people. It doesn't matter. I will make all the preparations and leave all the preparations in my hands. You just need to tell me One thing is that you care about me."

Lan Yi stared at him blankly, unable to tell what kind of feeling he was feeling.

Yes, she cared about him. If she lost him right now, she would be so heartbroken that she couldn't breathe. However, she was really not ready for the future of the two of them.

She doesn't know if she can persevere when her mind is not firm.

There are too many uncertainties in her heart now, she doesn't understand, she can't make any promises to him.

It's too heavy to promise that kind of thing, if she can't do it, she doesn't want to promise lightly.

"I have no choice." Lan Yi shook his head and broke his hand away from Mo Zixi's, "I care about you, and I don't want to lose you, but I have no way to be sure that I can hold on until the day I get married."

"Then give it a try for me."

Lan Yi looked at Mo Zixi's deep eyes and was shaken again. It turned out that he was enough to shake her not only on the bed, but even under the bed.

In Li Fanran's clinic, Jiangnan still lay flat on the couch as in the past, but he did not relax with the usual electrical relaxation, but was a little more defensive.

Li Fanran pursed his red lips into a smile, "How do you feel recently? Did you have any nightmares? I heard from Lan Yi that you sat on the ground all night and didn't sleep all night?"

Jiang Nan looked at Li Fanran, still dressed like a professional woman, with an intellectual air about him, but Lu Xiaoqin's meanness always appeared in the corners of his eyes and brows.

At that time, she instinctively distrusted Li Fanran because of the meanness on her face.

Now, after Kang Qiao's reminder and Bai Shaochen's suspicion, she is even more suspicious of Li Fanran.

She committed suicide before meeting Li Fanran, but at least she didn't have hallucinations. However, after Li Fanran's treatment, every time she took the medicine, she had fewer and fewer nightmares, but she was less and less aware of it. Whether I slept or not, I was often dizzy and didn't know what I was doing.

Especially for that hypnotherapy session, she thought it was her own dream, but looking back now, it seemed that there was a voice in her ear guiding her and guiding her what to do.

That voice kept telling her that only by killing that demon, the people around her would not be harmed again.

At that time, she couldn't tell whether it was the voice in her heart or someone else's voice.

Thinking about it now, this voice is very similar to Li Fanran's voice, with a sense of reason and cold blood.

"Doctor Li." Jiang Nan said slowly, "I heard your voice during hypnosis last time. Are you talking to me?"

Li Fanran was taken aback for a moment, then regained his composure, "Why does Miss Jiang ask such a question?"

"It just suddenly occurred to me."