Bai Shaochen said, "I sent her back that day, and when we were chatting on the way, I realized that we were in the same school, and she was a year older than me. That Italian is my classmate..."

As he spoke, Bai Shaochen slowly showed a nostalgic smile.

That day, the Italian never believed that they were lovers, and insisted on proving that her face was as red as an apple, she stood on tiptoe, closed her eyes, her long eyelashes trembled slightly, and her red lips touched his cheek.

At that time, he clearly heard her heartbeat, which was frighteningly fast.

Then they started pretending to be a couple, he pretended to be her boyfriend, and she was his girlfriend, and this relationship continued after the Italian never appeared again.

Jiang Nan asked him, "Can you hear the heartbeat of the other party?"

"Well, I can't hear you." Bai Shaochen said lightly, "After our fake couple relationship ended, I realized that maybe what I heard that day was my own heartbeat."

"The end of the fake relationship?"

"Well. The two of us never said that we were going to start. From that day on, we pretended to be a couple until the end." Bai Shaochen said, "We did what all couples would do, dating, shopping and watching movies. She often Come and cook for me in my little one-room apartment."

"Did you kiss?"

Bai Shaochen nodded, "After this relationship ended, I was very depressed for a while. At that time, no one was cooking, and I didn't want to eat, so I broke my stomach."

"Why did it end?"

Bai Shaochen stood up and smiled, "Okay, this time the story ends here. If you want to know what will happen next, see you next time when you take medicine."

Jiang Nan glared at him angrily, and seriously warned him that half of what he said was bad.

Bai Shaochen leaned over and looked at her with a smile, with a thick-skinned look who was not afraid of anything, he stared deeply into her eyes, slowly approached her, and his magnetic voice slowly rang in her ears, "Have you heard that?" Is my heart beating?"

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Jiang Nan looked at him in confusion, and Bai Shaochen looked disappointed, "It seems that I have to work harder."

The next morning, Lan Yi accompanied Jiangnan to the prenatal check-up. Looking at the child who was only the size of a grain of rice under the ultrasound, Jiangnan felt a special feeling in his heart. This feeling was both excited and hesitant, nervous and scared.

Jiang Nan sat on a chair to rest, and Lan Yi went to get the medicine.

Li Fanran greeted Jiangnan like a coincidence, "Mrs. Lu is also here for the prenatal checkup?"

Jiang Nan smiled faintly, "Is Dr. Li here to see a doctor?"

"I am also with friends." Li Fanran asked Jiang Nan, "Did you take your medicine yesterday?"

Seeing Jiang Nan nodding, Li Fanran tried to show his professional side again, "Do you still feel uncomfortable with the new medicine?"

"I don't feel flustered anymore, but I still have nightmares at night." Jiang Nan said sincerely.

"Take it for a while, and it will be fine in the future."

At this moment, a pregnant woman about 30 years old with a slightly protruding belly came over, "Xiaofan."

Li Fanran smiled slightly, "Is the test report out?"

"Hmm." The pregnant woman sighed helplessly, but I begged the doctor for a long time and still refused to tell me whether I was pregnant with a boy or a girl. "

"The national law stipulates this, and they also act according to the rules."

"But I really want a daughter." The pregnant woman said excitedly.

Jiang Nan couldn't help but smile when he listened, it seems that mothers prefer girls, so what about her?Does she want a boy, or a girl?
The pregnant woman sighed for a long time, "You don't know that my kid was born just like his father, but now he is five years old, his temper, temperament and appearance are all like her father, and he is not like me at all. Every time I see their father and son When we play together, I feel like I’m being pushed out and beaten. It would be great if this baby was a daughter, and the daughter is the mother’s little padded jacket.”

Sitting on the side, Jiang Nan's face was slightly pale, and his temper and appearance all resembled his father?
She suddenly remembered that dream, the umbilical cord connecting Lu Jinnian and her. Will the child in her belly become Lu Jinnian's second?

Li Fanran took Jiangnan's expression into his eyes with satisfaction, pretended to comfort the pregnant woman casually, and then slowly left with her.

Lan Yi came back with the inspection report that had just come out, and saw Jiangnan sitting on the cold chair, his hands tightly grasping the edge of the metal chair, his knuckles were white and trembling.

"Nannan, what's the matter? Is something wrong?"

Jiang Nan shook his head, "Let's go back."

In the car, Jiang Nan couldn't help asking Lan Yi tentatively, "Lan Lan, if I say I don't want this child, will you support me?"

Lan Yi stared closely at Jiangnan's eyes, and Jiangnan evasively turned his head to look out the window.

Lan Yi said seriously, "If you really think it through, Nannan, no matter what you decide, I will support you, even if you are against the whole world."

"Lanlan, I never think that there are things that must be done in one's life, but Nannan, no matter what kind of decision you make, you have to think it through yourself first, and you must be thoroughly prepared to bear the burden after making a decision. Everything that will happen in the future." Lan Yi held Jiangnan's hand tightly, "Nannan, I only hope that no matter what you do, you will not have any regrets."

A warm current flows through Jiangnan's heart, and Lan Yi always brings her the deepest touch and deepest thinking.

Even sometimes, Lan Yi thinks deeper and more thoroughly than herself.

She was really afraid of this child and that nightmare. She hinted countless times that this child belonged to her and had nothing to do with Lu Jinnian, but every time she kept persuading and convincing herself, she always The ability to see another thought in the eyes of others.

No, she had to convince herself that she believed that this child was hers, and that in the future, in the future, and every day after that, it was impossible to have anything to do with Lu Jinnian.

In the New World Department Store in the commercial street, Jiangnan accompanied Lan Yi to pick out clothes. Lan Yi took a very conservative dress from a woman from a good family and asked Jiangnan, "What does this look like? You said there are many conservative men like Mo Zixi, Could his parents be very rigid people too?"

"From a normal person's point of view, Mo Zixi is not conservative at all. I don't think you need to dress like you are cultivating with hair, just be a little more conservative than usual." Jiang Nan said while sitting on the sofa Flipping through a magazine on his lap.

Lan Yi used to wear clothes, how sexy she was when playing, how comfortable she was when exercising, and never changed her dressing style because of anyone. She thought she cared more about Mo Zixi.

Lan Yi asked, "Really? You really don't think Mo Zixi is conservative and traditional?"

"Mo Zixi has the feeling of a traditional man, but she is not too conservative. It is said that her father is also the chief jewelry designer of CB, and her mother is the world's top model. Both of them are at the forefront of fashion."

"Then I'm relieved." Lan Yi patted his chest, "Waiter, return all the clothes you wrapped up just now, and replace me with that navy-style jacket and that punk-style denim leather jacket."

Snapped!
Jiang Nan closed the magazine on his lap, "Lan Yi, even though Mo Zixi's parents are at the forefront of fashion, they are from the previous generation after all. Mo Zixi's mother often attends celebrity dinners, so she may be more courteous. a little."

"Do you see that I have the temperament of a celebrity all over me?"

Jiang Nan shook his head honestly, "But you can still pretend."

"Okay." Lan Yi resigned to his fate and began to pick out ladies' clothes.

After trying countless sets of clothes, Lan Yi finally found a dress that was less awkward to wear and looked more docile. After swiping his card, he went out to take a taxi and went back to Jiangnan.

After going back, Lan Yi didn't rest for long, rushed in to take a shower, blow dry his hair, and put on makeup.

"Nannan, it's the first time I realize that putting on makeup is so laborious!" Lan Yi frantically looked at the mirror on the dressing table.

Jiang Nan looked at it and re-drawn it with an eyebrow pencil, "Okay, you are too impatient."

When Jiangnan finished Lan Yi's makeup, Lan Yi hurried out while putting on her shoes.

Bai Shaochen gave Jiangnan some warm water, "Are you women always going out in such a mess?"

Jiang Nan spread his hands, Bai Shaochen handed her the medicine, Jiang Nan squinted at him, "I've whetted my appetite so many times, should I tell me today?"

Bai Shaochen smiled, touched the back of her hand, "Cheers."

Jiang Nan had no choice but to swallow the medicine together with him. Bai Shaochen looked at the quiet scenery outside the window and said lightly, "It was she who proposed that I broke up with her. That day I asked someone to buy her favorite fan club. , It was originally intended as a birthday present. She suddenly told me that she was bored and tired, and said that since we are fake, it is time to return to reality.”

"Is there any reason for her?"

"That day she said that the hypocrisy should end, and I asked her, since the hypocrisy is over, can we start the truth." Bai Shaochen said lightly.

However, once the memory started, it was impossible to stop. He looked into the distance and remembered the way she firmly said to break up that day, which was the absoluteness he had never seen before.

She said, we started by accident. I never knew you, and you may not know me. It has been enough for so long.

"I don't understand." Jiang Nan said.

Bai Shaochen smiled wryly, "Actually, she doesn't love me, I'm just a practice in her pursuit of dreams. That day she told me clearly that she never loved me~"

That day, she looked at him so coldly and said to him, "Do you think I really love you? I have never loved you. I am just dissatisfied with the teacher saying that I have never experienced love, so I can't draw a picture full of emotion. The body portrait is just using you as an experiment."

"I wash your clothes and cook for you. Do you think I really do it for you? I just think girlfriends should do that. Now I'm tired of playing this game, so of course I want to break up with you."

"In the future, I will find my own way in the Italian art world. I have already seen the so-called love between men and women. This kind of thing will not become a stumbling block in my way forward. I still want to thank you for this. of."

Jiang Nan looked at him in astonishment, did that girl say that?Said so unfeelingly, so hurtful?
Jiangnan suddenly wanted to hug him, similar to the kind of hugs of the same people who have fallen in the end of the world, a hug that has been hurt and she really did that. She hugged Bai Shaochen and patted him on the back lightly .

Bai Shaochen rested his chin on her long hair, "I admit that I did have a period of depression after that, and I never painted after that period, but I am still very grateful to her. At least in the During the most difficult days when I first arrived in Italy, even if it was deceit, she accompanied me through it. During those days, without her, I might not be able to survive until the day when my family gave in to me."

He remembered that the last painting he drew was when he was drunk. It was her appearance. He didn't bring that painting back, but kept it in the rented house forever, and left all her vicious words behind. into that dark little space, taking only his gratitude for her tenderness with him.

After getting drunk that night, he fell on the slag of a broken glass bottle and got seventeen stitches. After he was discharged from the hospital, his hands and heart were fine, and it was impossible for him to pick up a paintbrush again.

However, no matter whether the world is kind or malicious, as long as Zeng Jin has treated each other tenderly, he is unwilling to add any embarrassment to such tenderness.

Bai Shaochen thought that it was more helpful than practical, the only thing he could bring her was understanding, and he was willing to empathize with her.

This is also Li Fanran's suggestion to him. Empathy means that they can understand each other. He told her his past, told her that he had a similar experience, so that she could accept her current mood more calmly, and also Accept his understanding and help.

In the pub, Li Fanran and Su Ran met regularly, and Su Ran was also very concerned about the progress.

"What's the use of letting that pregnant woman say those things?"

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