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A few days later, Jason came back from China's S city, and he looked good.

It turned out that his grandfather Donald's condition has turned from danger to safety and is getting better day by day. It seems that this old man suffering from coronary heart disease is still strong enough to survive.

After returning, Jason approached Bauhinia, naturally concerned about her recent situation.

Bauhinia thought about her promise to Karina, and quietly clenched her hands: "Jason, listen to me, Karina is very good, and she is a good match with you. Even if you are not willing to get engaged, but you After all, you are engaged, so you should cherish your fate with her and be with her well. She is the woman who is most worthy of you. "

With such a serious demeanor and such earnest words, how could Jason not understand what she meant?
Is she going to reject herself?
She actually rejected him in this way?
"Jing, do you want me to be with her?" The trembling voice revealed the grief in his heart, and he almost frowned.

Bauhinia has already caught the injury in his eyes, but a person as physically and mentally handicapped as herself is really not worthy of him, not to mention, she really can't fall in love with him, so she gritted her teeth and suppressed her emotions to stare at him He nodded heavily.

"Jing, in this world, you are the only one who acts so recklessly in front of me." After Jason said, he suddenly stood up from the sofa and hurriedly walked towards the lounge.

"Jason..." Bauhinia stood up immediately, looking at the man's tall back as he hurried away, she was both heartbroken and disappointed.

Sometimes, some things, if you really do it, it will hurt people inside and out.

Jason, you are my elder brother benefactor that I will never forget, but I cannot love you as a life partner.

So, Jason, I can only say sorry to you.

At this moment, Bauhinia couldn't be more clear about her heart.

Her heart is really small, so small that she has always pretended to be alone, and can no longer accommodate other men.

But why is he the one who hurt her father again?

That night, Bauhinia dragged her exhausted body back to the apartment. What she didn't expect was that Xiaobai was sitting obediently at the door of her apartment. Around his neck was a long tube of white hair tied with a string. Paper.

When Xiaobai saw her, he ran towards her excitedly from a long distance away.

She hugged Xiaobai in her arms in surprise, took off the white paper, unfolded it, and realized what was going on.

It turned out that because Chu Jinyan was going to New York for a few days, he deliberately left Xiaobai to take care of her. In the letter, he also told Zijing to treat himself well, pay attention to diet and sleep, and so on.

On the one hand, Zijing felt that he was chattering more than the old lady, but on the other hand, she felt his endless concern.

After reading it, although she didn't know what he was going to do in New York, a faint nostalgia was born from it and lingered in her heart.

Holding the paw of the little thing in one hand, she held it up in front of her face, and she said with a smile: "Little guy, you will live with me in the next few days, I hope you will be like before, obediently , otherwise, you will have nothing to eat."

"Woof, woof..." Xiao Bai responded to her with a crisp and happy cry.

From this night onwards, Bauhinia is more obedient and obedient than Xiaobai in terms of life. She eats three meals a day on time every day, pays attention to nutrition and rest, and of course, she is also considerate and considerate to Xiaobai. The body is fat and fat, and it seems to have gained a lot of weight.

But Bauhinia is not good.

Although she pays attention to diet, nutrition, and rest, she still lost a lot of weight.

Why is this happening?

It turned out that this week, especially when she wakes up in the morning, she always has nausea and nausea. When it is serious, she will vomit after brushing her teeth. Occasionally, she will also experience nausea when lunch is greasy, fishy and salty.

At first, she thought it was because she had a hair dryer at the beach last time, and she didn't get better.

Later, after taking some stomach medicine, the morning sickness still didn't get better. In addition, the aunt who was always on time once a month had been missing for a long time, and she gradually felt that something was wrong.

Although she didn't want to think about it, there were signs that she might be pregnant.

Thinking back carefully, only a few days ago, I was drunk once and slept with Chu Jinyan once. Could it be that she was conceived that time?

That afternoon, the more Zijing thought about it, the more uneasy she felt.

In the end, she had to ask Jason for leave.

After leaving the company, she took a taxi directly and went to the nearest hospital.She wanted to make sure she was really pregnant.

In the hospital, Zijing finished the examination and sat nervously in the infirmary, waiting for the examination results.

Within ten minutes, the female doctor who examined her came in with a smile, handed her the examination form and said, "Madam, congratulations, you have been pregnant for more than a month."

"More than a month?" Bauhinia couldn't help but screamed out, but her heart was full of confusion.

It's been so many days, but she doesn't seem to have had sex/life with anyone?

Thinking like this, the night before leaving city c suddenly popped into her mind.

It was that night that she was raped by him.

Calculating the time, it should be that night.

Zijing walked out of the hospital in a daze, feeling more flustered than ever before.

She was actually pregnant, and what's more, she was pregnant with that man's baby. What should she do?
A few minutes after Zijing left the infirmary, the female doctor received another handsome man with blond hair and blue eyes.

Looking at the handsome and elegant tall man in front of her, the female doctor rubbed her hands and looked embarrassed: "I'm sorry, sir, who are you from the lady who just went out? We can't reveal the patient's privacy at will."

The man took out a business card, took out several hundred-yuan bills from his wallet, handed them to the female doctor together, and said with a smile: "Miss doctor, is this okay?"

The female doctor looked down at the introduction on the business card, especially the dollar bills, her eyes lit up: "The lady who went out just now has been pregnant for more than a month, she looks surprised." The female doctor said.

"Thank you, Miss Doctor. Finally, please do one thing, don't tell the third person that I met you, can you?"

"Of course, Mr. Crichton, I will keep the secret for you."

It was already very late at night, but Zijing still didn't feel sleepy at all.

Xiao Bai lay obediently on the corner of the bed, falling asleep sweetly.

Bauhinia leaned against the head of the bed, stroking her still-flat abdomen with her small hands, with thousands of threads lingering in her heart.

Once, she imagined her future life. At that time, she clearly remembered that she said that she hoped that she and him would have at least two babies in the future, a princess and a little prince.

She wants their princess to wear a beautiful tutu and play in the garden covered with vines...

Unexpectedly, now, she was actually pregnant with his baby.But she didn't feel any joy.

Because he was the one who killed her father, this baby is not the crystallization of love, but the product of rape.

If she gave birth to this baby, how should she explain to the baby in the future, how did he come here?Who is his biological father?

It's true that she and him will never be together for the rest of their lives, so if she insists on giving birth to this baby, then he will definitely not have a father.

How will she explain these problems to the baby then?
If you don't want this baby, the problem seems to be simple.

That night, she tossed and turned, and didn't fall asleep until very late.

The next day, she went to work in the company with bloodshot eyes.

After deliberating for almost a whole night, she decided to get rid of the unformed little guy in her stomach and cut off all worries.

Anyway, no one knows about it now, it just so happens that the little guy comes and goes quietly, nothing has changed, everything is going on quietly, she thinks, this is very good.

Zijing still contacted the female doctor who examined her in that hospital, and made an appointment for an abortion, which was this weekend.

On Saturday morning, Bauhinia wore a mask, a high-necked chiffon shirt, and black pencil pants. She covered herself tightly, ate a casual breakfast, and went to the hospital early.

She did not expect that the obstetrics and gynecology department is so lively, there are many people early in the morning, and most of them are pregnant women.

Most of them have big bellies, and they come for the pregnancy test accompanied by a man. Therefore, they have crooked eyebrows, and all of them have sweet and happy smiles at the corners of their eyes and brows, accepting the greetings from their husbands, caring and caring.

Sitting alone among them, Zijing couldn't help but put her hands on her belly, feeling sore in her heart.

Does she really want to kill a little life?
But, otherwise, even if the little guy comes to this world, he is destined to suffer for a lifetime.

Because, he is not the crystallization of love, but the product of rape. What's more, his own father killed his mother's father. How should the child bear it when he grows up?
In addition, once he is born, he is doomed to lack the love of his father, and a single-parent life without his father's company will also cause great harm to the child's spirit and soul.

She really can't bear to face such a miserable life for her own flesh and blood in the future, so, baby, don't blame mom, you really came at the wrong time.

Relentless, Zijing finally sat down on the bench and waited obediently.

There was constant noise in her ears, and Zijing pursed her lips, quietly waiting for the nurse on duty to call her name.

After more than an hour, Zijing finally heard the nurse calling her name.

She got up from the bench excitedly, but felt dizzy for a while.

"Miss, are you okay?" A black pregnant woman in her 40s sitting next to her couldn't help asking when she saw her pale face.

"Oh, no, it's all right, maybe it's because of sitting for too long." Zijing hurriedly waved to the kind mother-to-be.

"It seems that you have not been pregnant for a long time, right? The early stage of pregnancy is the most sensitive, so you must pay more attention." The enthusiastic black pregnant woman couldn't help nagging.

"Well, thank you sis, I'll go in first." Just then the nurse on duty called Zijing's name again, and Zijing answered, raised her face and hurried away.

When the mother-to-be saw Zijing walking towards the abortion room with the nurse on duty, she couldn't help but widen her eyes, looking unbelievable.

It seemed that she was devastated.