Leng Shaodu loves the genuine daughter

It wasn't until lunch time that An Xia knew that Lu Yan's physical condition was not very good. It had been more than ten days since he came to Myanmar, and it had been three months since the last chemotherapy, so he was naturally a little worried. Wake up, even though Xu Qijun had already invited a doctor, but thinking that Su Yuesheng had been drugged by Abei, they were a little apprehensive, always worried that all kinds of accidents would happen.

When Xu Qijun came out of Lu Yan's room, An Xia asked worriedly, "Is it serious?"

"You know his condition, it's because of the delay in chemotherapy this time." Xu Qijun tried his best, at least he personally confirmed the medicines, "There are no other symptoms, just pain, this kind of disease is originally a different constitution Different people will behave differently, but the pain is very severe."

"I want to go in and have a look at him," An Xia said in a low voice, "After all, it's because of Ah K's matter that they got involved with their brothers."

"It has nothing to do with Ah K, you clearly know that he came here for you." Xu Qiyan stood next to An Xia with her lunch in her hand, "Hey, don't think I'm being straightforward, you and my brother both have children now, but over and over again You can't blame him for appearing in front of him, when he sees you, he will have thoughts."

Xu Qijun silently glanced at his own sister, and signaled to her that it's better to say less, "You go in with Ah Yan, you can give him something to eat, and if you have a good conversation with him, maybe you can distract him Some."

"Okay," An Xia agreed, holding Xu Qijun's hand, "Don't be tired, remember to eat something, Lu Xing and Su Yuesheng are already discussing the game of the night, you can go and have a look after lunch later Bar."

After An Xia and Xu Qiyan walked into the room together, Lu Yan was half lying on the bed with two pillows stacked on his back, "Xia'er, why are you here..."

The voice was still a little weak, with a tired look, and there were still some fine beads of sweat on his forehead.

"I'll bring you something to eat, and we came in a hurry. I didn't bring any medicine. Fortunately, Ah Yan can find some painkillers." An Xia said, signaling Xu Qiyan to prepare.

In fact, the medicine An Xia was talking about was crudely purified morphine. Xu Qiyan had been in contact with semi-finished poppies before, so naturally she had some channels, but Xu Qijun couldn't let this matter know, otherwise he would definitely be furious.

After Xu Qiyan closed the door, she went straight to the bathroom, took out the things she was carrying, and closed the door behind her back.

Now there are only An Xia and Lu Yan left in the guest room.

She took the white porridge in her hand and said softly, "I'm surprised why you and Lu Xing showed up here earlier, but when I think about it, it's not important anymore. You need to get better, you know?"

"Actually, I think it's good now." Lu Yan clenched his palms tightly, pinched the corner of the quilt with his fingers, and eased his tone, "You know very well that I had an operation at the beginning, and it could only last for about two years. You married him and now you have kids, that's enough."

Seeing Lu Yan panting after saying a few words, An Xia felt a little distressed, so he put the spoon to his mouth, "Eat some, it tastes good, but it's not as mellow as ours, but you shouldn't eat it." would mind."

Lu Yan smiled slightly, opened his mouth, and drank it. It was originally porridge without any seasoning, but it was a rare opportunity to be alone with An Xia, which was another kind of comfort, "Why did you let Ah Yan make it Those medicines."

In fact, what he wants to ask is not only this sentence, but the main reason is that they are in Maijayang, Myanmar, and they are still on Abe's territory. Lu Yan is very clear about the medicine that Ayan got, and he will probably let Abe and the others know , It's just a matter of time, such a move is indeed dangerous.

"Did you ask me to find Abe's people to ask for Dulantin?" An Xia tried to slow down her tone as much as possible, which seemed a little more relaxed.

"You know, I've been half-baked since the surgery," Lu Yan drank a few more sips, "I just thought that I would feel more at ease after seeing you give birth. "

She nodded.

She is clear about Lu Yan's wish. When Lu Xing told her, she had mixed feelings in her heart, especially when she was taken away by Chang Yuan with all her heart. When people care about it, it is chaotic, and it is also the time when Lu Yan went to the hospital most frequently. Her disappearance at that time made Lu Yan worry whether Xu Qijun could take good care of her. Lu Xing told her all these words at the time.

"Actually, I never knew how to face you," An Xia lowered her head, and kept stirring the porridge with her fingers, "You know it's impossible for me to forget the past that belongs to us. We are all thinking, why we are so in love but can’t be together? You are too confident and always think that the relationship is indestructible. No matter when, I will wait for you somewhere,” she said, and there was a pause, “ But at that time, I was really not confident and didn't have any sense of security. I admit that the time when I was with you was the most unforgettable day for me. I really loved you bravely, and that was the purest love."

But everything around has changed all of this. You must know that life is not just simple love, there is more, especially for Lu Yan, who is in his twenties and still has the foundation of the Lu family...

"Why do you need to say this now? It's sad enough to think about it. After all, I can't have the person I like so much." Lu Yan sighed and continued: "When I was diagnosed with stomach cancer, I thought about it. , give up everything to find you, after all, when my life is facing the end, the person I want to see most is you, so I run around the world without any burden, looking for everything related to you, when I was in France I once thought that I would really lose you and never find you again..."

Lu Yan's voice suddenly became a little more choked, and when his nose was sore, the pain became a little more serious. An Xia subconsciously put down the ceramic bowl in his hand, and reached out to grab his hands. Intense sweat, compared to being patient for a long time, "Hehe, I have to say that during the time I left, I have been living a life of inaction. Apart from designing clothes and working, I always think of our past. Thinking about the afternoon when I was 16 years old, if we hadn't rescued you at the beach, would we live a different life now, I always thought that time was rare and ordinary!"

Hearing this, Lu Yan smiled shallowly: "So I am very relieved. When I met Xu Qijun, I could see his thoughts on you. Until now, I am unwilling to bring up those common memories that belong to us. .”

After hesitating for a few seconds, he continued. After all, when he was with An Xia, he never imagined that she would marry another man one day in the future. However, when he saw Xu Qijun preparing for her airborne wedding , but he was able to stand peacefully on the other side and watch An Xia who was wearing a wedding dress walk past him step by step, and stood in front of another man, fingers intertwined, even though his gaze was the same as when he loved An Xia back then , that day he tried to be polite and thoughtful, even tried to smile.

"But I admit, I am very envious of Xu Qijun, he can have you."

When Lu Yan said this, An Xia also smiled calmly. In fact, when she was still an unworldly girl, she really thought about marrying Lu Yan, walking through spring, summer, autumn and winter together, holding hands through countless The seasons change, and there is no need for a grand wedding, or even a wedding dress, as long as they can hold hands together to get a marriage certificate, and the two of them will start an ordinary life of daily necessities.

But now, the person standing beside her is no longer him...

"Lu Yan, now we have missed it. No matter what we went through in France, we did get along like walking on thin ice in the end. Once the initial trust between two people is lost, it will be difficult to return to the original point."

"Yeah, like you said, I'm too confident, but in the end I feel that some futures are unpredictable, Xia'er, back then you lost all your reason for me, and you didn't hesitate to sacrifice your life in exchange for my safety. But when facing the grievances and grievances of those wealthy families, I have no courage. After all, my performance is too disappointing, isn't it?"

Since Anxia came back safely from pregnancy, Lu Yan thought about having a good chat with her during the period before the end of her life, but this place is definitely not the best choice, but he is the clearest about his physical condition, he said Here, he glanced at the people around him and sighed slightly...

At the beginning, he was entangled in various ways, and An Xia was disappointed in him, but after all, he left to make up for this situation, and now he has completely separated from his life.

"I will watch you and Xu Qijun live happily ever after, Xia'er, believe me, at least when you give birth safely, I won't die!!"

"You really don't choose what you say!" An Xia smiled weakly, but there were many emotions in his eyes.

Waiting until Xu Qiyan came out of the bathroom and saw the two people with red eyes, she naturally understood a little bit, and said in a rather relaxed tone: "It seems that my brother's suggestion is good. It really is an old acquaintance chatting about the meeting, but instead It can ease his pain."

Xu Qiyan, who was standing at the side, leaned forward and motioned for An Xia to help Lu Yan sit up, but found that Lu Yan had already sat up by himself with his arms supported, and the two pillows behind him were moved to a position close to the wall. His hand was suddenly held by him, "I can..."

This made Xu Qiyan laugh instead, "He is really the same as my brother, he is a strong person."

"I don't really like you comparing Xu Qijun with me," Lu Yan glanced at her with a wry smile, his face was soaked in cold sweat, and his eyes were slightly displeased, "After all, in the end It is your brother who hugged the beauty back."

Xu Qiyan didn't go on talking, but put the morphine that was simply purified in the bathroom just now on the bedside table, "Let me get it, sister-in-law, you are pregnant after all, and we've been here for so long, so that my brother won't worry, You go out, just say I'll clean up the dishes and go over right away."

These words obviously don't want An Xia to see Lu Yan in a mess, after all men want face, especially in front of the woman they love...

"Okay, then... Lu Yan, you remember what you said just now, I'll wait for you to get better."

"That's natural. Tonight we will sit at the gambling table together. For this, I will be fine."

An Xia calmed down when she remembered the sound of closing the door, but Xu Qijun, who had already been waiting outside, saw her emotional turmoil, "It's not bad to be able to become a rival in love with him, but it's a pity that I'm still a little jealous of him ..."