Leng Shaodu loves the genuine daughter

For the day when An Xia and Xu Qijun tied the knot, it was full of blessings until the end of the meal, but only after the show was over and after sending the couple away, Lu Yan avoided the wedding by himself. After leaving Lu Xing and Xu Qiyan, he walked aimlessly around the street lights alone, until the frequent vibration of his mobile phone brought him back to his senses...

"When are you going to come back?" Zhang Monai said angrily on the phone, "Lu Xing has already returned, it's not that you don't know your physical condition."

"Oh? What physical condition," he deliberately pretended to be at a loss. "Perhaps it wasn't because of her sudden abandonment and choice, otherwise I would have already died in peace!"

Zhang Monai on the other end of the phone immediately understood why Lu Yan was so abnormal. At first he refused the operation because he had no hope of surviving. It was a waste of energy, but because of An Xia's leadership, a violent drama was staged, which stimulated Lu Yan to live to witness An Xia's so-called happiness...

"Could it be because..." Zhang Monai had already guessed the reason, thinking of Lu Xing's expression when he came back, "An Xia and Xu Qijun..."

Lu Yan agreed sullenly, "Well, they have registered their marriage," his voice was very flat, and his face became more and more gloomy, "Monet, I'm fine, it's just..."

After thinking about it for a few seconds, he actually felt a stuffy breath stuck in his throat, and his breathing became a little suppressed 6
Zhang Monai, who has been holding the phone tightly, seems to have noticed the abnormality, "Lu Yan, are you uncomfortable, tell me your location, or..." She hurriedly thought about what some professors told her some time ago, "Yes Alright, you have emergency medicine in your pocket, take one first, I'll rush over there right away, don't hang up the phone..."

At this time, Lu Yan, who was standing under the neon lights, was in a daze. He once thought that he was persevering, and even endured the complications brought about by the operation, just to see An Xia's happiness at the end of his life. Now he wants to tonight What I want has been realized, and it seems that the courage to live has been taken away in an instant, and my vision is intermittent, even a little blurry! !
Everything in front of him made him a little unbelievable, and he even felt that this complicated and chaotic life that belonged to him was like a dream that was close to waking up. He looked at the upside-down world with a wry smile, and felt more and more that this dream was finally about to wake up. Here, Xiaer who belongs to him should look like the first time we met in a shipwreck, like a mermaid princess in the deep sea, a little bit far away from the depths of the sea...

When he opened his eyes again, Lu Yan only saw Zhang Mo Nai with a cold face in front of him, "Why haven't I died yet?"

"Could it be that the first thing you said when you woke up was to give up on yourself?"

Faced with Zhang Monet's accusation, Lu Yan did not refute, but said lightly, "Monet, you know that I am willing to live so meekly just to see her have a good home!!"

Yes, Xu Qijun is really Anxia's best destination, so it seems that there is no reason to survive, after all, he has to endure such pain, countless reexaminations and monthly chemotherapy, he is so proud A person who was poisoned by Chen Chuhua in the past insisted on going to the hospital for gastric lavage after the meeting, but now his calmness and perseverance that surpassed ordinary people have all disappeared...

Thinking of these, thinking of the past, Zhang Mo Nai also became silent for a while, and couldn't think of how to continue!

"Monet, are you disappointed in me!"

"I just think it's a little unpredictable." She glanced at Lu Yan calmly, "After all, An Xia made you voluntarily undergo the surgery because of her hard work, but..."

But now, because of the marriage of An Xia and Xu Qijun, you have ruined all the pain and suffering you have experienced before. You are indeed a little unwilling!

Zhang Monai couldn't say these words, and he didn't intend to mention the operation process that made Lu Yan heartbroken! !
"Believe me, when I face Xia'er tonight, I wish her sincerely." When he said this, Lu Yan's expression was slightly vicissitudes, which made Zhang Monai feel a little worried. "I want to smoke a cigarette, don't you?" Can Nai get it for me?"

Zhang Monai looked up with a wry smile, and looked at the no-smoking sign on the wall, "I really don't agree with you doing this..."

"How long can I live? Do I have to limit me like this with a single cigarette?!"

Hearing Lu Yan's justification, Zhang Monai finally got up and went out. When he came back again, he already had an extra pack of cigarettes in his hand. Although he was reluctant, he took out one and handed it to his lips, helping him Lit up, "I'm really pampering you, but this cigarette is not for nothing. I called An Xia just now, maybe she can..."

"No, why are you telling her this?!"

Zhang Monai shrugged his shoulders, and watched Lu Yan lose his temper patiently, "But I haven't finished speaking yet, the person who answered the phone was Xu Qijun, he said he would rush over alone, after An Xia fell asleep..."

Before Xu Qijun arrived, Zhang Monai and Lu Yan chatted for a long time, during which they even talked about Zhang Monai's marriage and family life. Lu Yan lamented that Zhang Monai's luck was much better than his. He is a good man, and he also has an enviable first love and a vigorous career!

Zhang Monai silently accepted Ian's comments, "Do you know why I only got married in my 30s? Because there was a man in my heart before, and after I didn't try to let go of that relationship, I was afraid of disappointing the next one."

"In this case, Lu Xing and I are both stupid enough to start a new life."

Zhang Monai sighed, "I'm also someone who has experienced feelings. Believe me, just because An Xia chose Xu Qijun doesn't mean that she completely separated you and Lu Xing from her inner world."

Because Zhang Monai knew that in her heart, there was someone she never wanted to forget, that once world-renowned gold medal lawyer, who belonged to her first love, but I have to say, he is hard to forget, but now she is carrying her husband The person whose dishes are irreplaceable, cherishes everything in the present, and it is more important to miss the past from afar. Occasionally, it is enough to be quiet or recall a few minutes. After all, he is a person who teaches himself to grow, so naturally there is no need to force Forget it yourself! !
During this period, Lu Yan smoked two more cigarettes, and when he asked for it again, Zhang Mo Nai directly rejected it.

"It's almost enough. You smoked three cigarettes. As an innocent me, it is equivalent to second-hand smoke. For the sake of my children and husband, please bear with me for a while."

In order to relieve Lu Yan's emotions, Zhang Monai tried every means, even threw a piece of fruit jelly into Lu Yan's mouth with overwhelming maternal love, secretly begging Xu Qijun to show up sooner.

When really waiting for Xu Qijun to appear, Lu Yan felt a little helpless, "Isn't Yingai a bridal chamber wedding night?"

"So you know it too!" Xu Qijun said slowly.

"That's natural, as the old saying goes, 'The night of the bridal chamber, when the gold list is named,' this is the most memorable day..."

Even though he said this, Lu Yan was still a little relieved, at least the night of the marriage registration broke Xu Qijun and An Xia's alone time.

Just when Lu Yan's idea was spreading, he felt sad when he heard the second half of Xu Qijun's words!

"To be precise, we were married last night, and she was still wearing a wedding dress designed by myself." Xu Qijun's eyes were full of excitement, "I heard that at the wedding between you and An Xia tonight, When Lu Xing hugged her, he was really jealous, because I couldn't imagine An Xia in her 20s wearing a wedding dress..."

Unable to accept this rhetoric, Lu Yan chose to remain silent. He regretted mentioning this topic. When the two Anxia men who had both once had a conversation about the same woman, there would always be a strange atmosphere. Zhang Monai left early, otherwise he must be affected by this low-pressure emotion...

"Has anyone told you one thing?" Lu Yan suddenly raised his eyebrows and said, "It was An Xia's freshman ball when he entered Maqiao University!"

Xu Qijun was suddenly very interested in listening to the topic he had missed once, "I admit that An Xia doesn't have much talent for dancing!"

"You misunderstood, Xia'er didn't dance at that time, it's just..." He paused, "It's just that she was really beautiful that night, she was so beautiful!"

Xu Qijun completely agrees with this description, after all, he also thought this way once when he saw An Xia wearing a wedding dress...

"You know that An Xia and Lu Xing were studying together at the time, and they were also at the same level. In order to please him, those younger brothers who followed Lu Xing did not hesitate to drug Xia'er!"

Hearing this, Xu Qijun understood what Lu Yan wanted to say, and frowned slightly, his mind was full of images of Yunyu with her Wushan last night...

"However, I took her away from the welcome dance in time, and Lu Xing almost beat the drugged person to death."

"Then you... have you?" Xu Qijun still wondered, although he knew the past of Lu Yan and An Xia, and he didn't mind the substantive relationship, but he thought it shouldn't happen when they were drugged. , Then he would feel a little heartbroken!
Lu Yan saw his worries, smiled and wanted to talk, but suddenly coughed a few times in a row, Xu Qijun immediately comforted his back, and when he calmed down a little, he handed him warm water.

"Don't worry, although I had thoughts about Xia'er at that time, I wouldn't take advantage of it." He drank more than half of the warm water and continued: "I have to say that the process was very difficult, after all, I was normal. The man in question had a physiological reaction, but in the end he still held her in the bathtub and soaked in the water all night to avoid what you were worried about from happening."

"You are indeed someone worthy of An Xia's love for a long time..."

Xu Qijun never said affirmative words to Lu Yan face to face, even though both of them knew that what Xu Qijun did at first was a naked pursuit, but then he really sincerely asked him to reunite with Xia Er, just like Xu Qiyan said If you really want to blame, you can only blame Lu Yan himself. In France, a wrong decision ruined all the good things!
In this delicate world, the feelings for Xia'er are the most soul-stirring existence. Lu Yan lost his mother when he made a sound, and lost his father before he was an adult. He will appear lonely and cold when he lacks love, but once The person who pushed the door of his heart was only An Xia from the beginning to the end. Thinking of this, he turned his head to look at Xu Qijun, the man who really owned An Xia's happiness for the rest of his life.

Lu Yan can clearly feel that this man is really the best candidate, just like what Zhang Monai said just now, he can't forget the man in his heart, and can't easily let the next one down, now An Xia is willing to accept Xu Qijun , must have put Lu Yan deep in his heart, it is not bad to be treated like this, at least the woman he has loved for almost a lifetime will deeply remember his existence, this thought eased him a lot !

"Xu Qijun, Xia'er, I really leave it to you!"