Leng Shaodu loves the genuine daughter

At the same time, when An Xia and Lu Yan were registering their marriage at the Civil Affairs Bureau, Xu Qijun's brother and sister were confronting each other.

After returning back, it was not clear whether it was due to the effect of the medicine or a short-term fever. Xu Qiyan, who was in good health, actually had a fever all night, and her whole body began to sweat. Xu Qijun had never seen a sister like this before. When I wanted to find a doctor, I was blocked.

Xu Qiyan, who couldn't even open her eyes, took his hand with all her strength, "No...you don't need to find a doctor, I...he has all my medicines, you go to him..."

It took a long time to finish the short sentence, Xu Qijun knew that the person she was talking about was the French half-race boyfriend, so he immediately went to the next room, waited for him to get the medicine, and fed her with water After taking it, Xu Qiyan turned off the wall lamp and left until she fell asleep.

Under his training since childhood, Xu Qiyan has always been in good health, especially after learning Muay Thai and judo, he was not worried at all about the possibility of this sister getting sick, but he witnessed her insecurity all night, as if the whole Everyone is struggling in the abyss of pain, and the hot and cold appearance really makes him feel a little distressed. When Xu Qiyan was in a daze, she would even murmur his name repeatedly like when she was a child, calling out stubbornly over and over again. with.

It was only after Xu Qiyan woke up that he asked, "What is it that is hiding from me? Your mixed-race boyfriend didn't intend to tell me."

Xu Qiyan, who had just regained her complexion, leaned on the soft pillow behind her, half-sitting on the bed, the powerless light was very soft, although the window screen blocked it, she could still feel the brightness and brilliance of the sun, she knew that this time it was difficult to hide it, even I didn't even have the strength to think, so I closed my eyes and said weakly, "I'm still a little tired, can you allow me to rest for a while?"

Xu Qijun sat aside and didn't answer. It could be heard that something was wrong with her voice when she was sick. She was shriveled, as if she had been smoked, hoarse and anxious. He got up and passed the warm water over, "Drink some The water is resting."

When the other party drank most of the glass of water, he got up and opened the thin window screen, and the bright sunlight instantly illuminated the room, "It's such a good weather, don't you want to bask in the sun?"

For Xu Qiyan, it is rare to see him like this, so she is not willing to miss this opportunity. She braced herself and nodded slowly, "Don't worry, I have a lot of things to hide from you. I can't explain clearly, as for why I became like this, I was completely angry at you, I never thought that you would bring An Xia and the others to rescue me."

"For the time being, I don't doubt what you said just now. Although you have been in good health since you were a child, and you have the skills to be around, you don't need to care about it at all. Now you suddenly become uncharacteristically strong and weak. I really find it difficult to adapt."

Remembering the knock on the door, Xu Qijun got up and opened the door. The mixed-race French boyfriend was holding a tray with porridge and side dishes on it, "Eat something."

Xu Qijun turned his head to look at the person who was half sitting on the bed, picked up the bowl and sat on the chair beside the bed with a spoon, "You don't want me to feed you personally, do you?"

I have to say that this temptation was very effective. Xu Qiyan took the bowl and didn't bother to use the spoon. She drank more than half of it in one go, holding her breath and didn't speak. After feeling the cold eyes of the person sitting next to her, she had no choice but to He drank the rest with his scalp.

The relationship between brothers and sisters has been like this since childhood. As she grows up, Xu Qiyan is sensible and mature. Even though she likes this brother Gang, she seldom shows overly kind behaviors. She hides her little thoughts. Just like now, she has done so many things without hesitation, but she still sticks to her principles.

She handed the empty bowl in her hand to Xu Qijun beside her, "I can take care of myself, you go away."

"Really? Maybe I think you should explain why you let me see you in pain," he glanced at Xu Qiyan, and waved to the mixed-race French man without saying a word, but the other party left with a sense of humor Don't forget to close the door for them.

When the eyes of the two people collided again, Xu Qiyan was the first to speak, "I have nothing to say. I have hidden a lot from you. Compared with the ones you know, there are more than half of the unbearable side you have never heard of. You know that I am involved in gangsters, but I am not only transporting arms, but more often, I also transport drugs. Of course, it is only some defective products processed by OEM. Last time you saw my hostile side in France , I can have hallucinogens, which means I have drugs."

Although Xu Qijun had expected this, when he heard it with his own ears, he was still a little astonished. He stared at her sharply, trying to see through her thoughts, but he only saw the sadness that was gradually surging.

"Don't look at me like this. In fact, I was eager for quick success and quick profit at first, and wanted to shorten the gap between us. You gave me the feeling that I was on par with you. I have always been very clear about your departure. I have always loved everything with you. Everything about it, be it games, financial securities, or even if you want to study abroad, I will follow along..."

"But have you ever thought that we shouldn't have such feelings between us? I am your brother. I love you, take care of you, and even save your life. These are my responsibilities, do you understand?"

Seeing the sudden change in Xu Qijun's expression, Xu Qiyan obviously didn't want to hear these words. She stretched out her hand from under the quilt, and brushed the broken hair behind her eyes, her eyes fell outside the window, but there was no focal length, just a wandering state .

"Most of the time, maybe because I don't have parents, I always feel that you are my world and the light that I can reach. I miss the days when I was with you when I was a child, but do you think it's ridiculous for me to fall in love with someone? In fact, for you, it may be because you are afraid of the relationship between us. I don’t care what you think. I just ask for trouble, because this is my own feeling and has nothing to do with you. I don’t want you to treat me badly. Response, it's just hard to accept that you will fall in love with another woman."

Her voice was very calm, and she didn't look at Xu Qijun's reaction anymore, but Xu Qijun was stuck in her throat after thinking about it, not knowing how to continue communicating with this sister.

"You care about An Xia, but so does Lu Yan. Do you really think that your presence has not affected the relationship between the two of them at all?"

She intends to take this opportunity to clarify all her worries. After a short silence, she turned her attention to Xu Qijun. Today, he has put on a pure black coat, and there are light lines on his forehead. Time has quietly left traces on the man she loved deeply.

"When I met Mo Jingyan, I really had some emotions. He is so like you, but I know he is not you, because you will never care about me like that. For the hatred of the Mo family, I thought It will kill me, but Mo Jingyan's mother said that she wants to watch me die alone one day. Now I understand that this is punishing me in the cruelest way, just like An Xia treats you, she cares about you But I won't be with you, because I can't let go of Lu Yan, because I can't match my feelings for you."

Xu Qijun agrees with this statement. He lowered his head and was a little hesitant. When he was in the French church, after An Xia drank the hallucinogen, he was clearly whispering his name, but he dragged Lu Yan to accuse him of why Don't show up earlier, under the effect of hallucinogens, Lu Yan is regarded as the person he most wants to see, as Xu Qijun, all of which are told by Lu Xing himself, and the truth at any time is beyond imagination , there is no other choice but to accept silently.

Since he first arrived in Mississippi, he has observed Lu Yan countless times, and found that he is not a man who seems to be aloof and indifferent, not to mention that Zhang Monai once told him in detail what happened between this man and An Xia. All things can live and die together, but they can't face the complicated past together, and this relationship originally belonged to two people, but after being mixed with factors in life, it evolved into complexity.

"Perhaps you are right. Back then, because of An Zhiruo, Lu Yan couldn't solve the fundamental problem between them. An Xia also hurt Lu Yan again and again because of Lu Xing. This is the case in life and death. , do you think An Xia still can't figure it out after going through all this?"

Xu Qijun stood up from the chair, and said slowly: "She knows better than anyone what kind of life she wants. After five years of separation, she netted Lu Yan, but she didn't have the vigorous energy and effort before. To pursue feelings, she has biological parents and even an older brother, but she lives on her own, just like without them. Maybe Ye Dong is her expectation for her older brother, but after all, the loss outweighs the gain. Relatives are not like relatives, but those who are related by blood It's the same as having no blood relationship!"

When he said these words, Xu Qijun obviously regarded the person half-sitting on the bed as air, and after he calmed down, Xu Qiyan blurted out subconsciously, "Are you saying that, are you planning to watch An Xia and Lu Yan together willingly?" ?"

"Yes, what she wants is a peaceful and stable life, which I may not be able to give."

"Do you really think that I will continue to oppose you?" She smiled bitterly, recalling the doctor's advice to her before, and suddenly pursed her lips, "For the 'Smoke-Free City' project, for my means of blackmailing Lu Yan , all of this is just to let An Xia see clearly, when you get along day and night, she will become more and more aware of where her feelings belong, whether it is you or Lu Yan..."

"But is there any difference? Can we be together if we love?"

This question successfully blocked Xu Qiyan's mouth.

Can love be together?

Yes, she has loved Xu Qijun in front of her for so many years, but so what, I am afraid that it is impossible to really be together, after clearly realizing the conversation just now, she evaded the seriousness and asked: "Are you really planning to give up? "

"Of course, it's just that you need to explain why you take such medicine?"

Regarding this problem, Xu Qiyan automatically blocked it. She didn't want to destroy the situation she had worked so hard to manage, so she excused herself to sleep and rest, and lay down and covered her head with a quilt. The whole person completely ignored the existence of Xu Qijun, and originally planned to avoid the problem. I definitely didn't expect to actually fall asleep like this...