Marriage President V587

Yan Youxing originally wanted to discuss some arguments about life and death alone, as well as the purpose and meaning of his life, but after thinking about it, he realized that he hadn't lived for a few years, even if he was relatively They are smarter, know more things than ordinary children, and always feel that they should have more opportunities in this world.But Yan Youxing also knew that he couldn't express any too painful emotions now, otherwise it would only make the adults around him feel more uneasy, so he just sighed in his heart.

Before boarding the plane, Yan Youxing had secretly checked the death rate of lung cancer behind his back, and the result made him wish he could chop off his own hands and his curious mind, but the result was completely unsatisfactory. Among many cancers, Its death rate is extremely high, and once it spreads, there is no chance at all.

And in this situation, Yan Youxing didn't know whether he should cry or laugh, whether he should be thankful that he discovered it before it spread, or complain that the unfairness of the heavens made him the only one suffering from this disease.

On the plane, he seemed to have enough time to struggle with these things, but the result of the struggle was that Yan Youxing condemned his thoughts countless times in his heart, and even felt that his state was completely inconsistent with Even compared to Yan Chenxi's style of acting, he has not learned his fearless look. For this reason, Yan Youxing even secretly glanced at Yan Chenxi several times, but he closed his eyes slightly without revealing any expression.

Yan Youxing didn't want to use "still a child" to put his status or demands on himself, but during the few hours on the plane, he should feel that he should be stronger, although he didn't know that he would meet again after returning home. Regarding what kind of result, but it seems that being strong is the only way out for me, because even if I am already in the terminal stage of cancer, there is no way to change anything.

Yan Youxing even thought about it wildly. Regarding the worst outcome, if he died, he would have a better choice if he was reincarnated if he didn't live for a few years. He didn't experience too many joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys in life, but he just felt sorry for himself. Mom and Dad, who were pregnant with a child and wanted to have both children, but first had a miscarriage, and then had such problems in their own bodies. After all, they are ordinary people, how could they bear it.

Thinking of this, Yan Youxing stuck out his tongue. He has a good three views and has never done anything bad. He probably wouldn't find this kind of thing on his own head.Compared with this worst outcome, as long as you can survive, it seems that any outcome is much better than this guess.

If that's the case, I'm still worried.Yan Youxing said to himself in his heart.

As the flight attendant's gentle voice came, Yan Youxing realized that during the few hours on the plane, he actually had an independent thought about his life.Although in the process of thinking this time, I couldn't help but want to cough several times, and my face flushed and my thoughts were completely interrupted, but at any rate, I was relieved a lot, Yan Youxing said so comfortingly.

As soon as he got off the plane, Yan Youxing raised his head and said to Hu Kexin and inexplicably: "I'm sorry for disturbing your happiness, let's play together next time when I have a chance, and let my dad make up for you, it's so late. Mom is going home first, you guys go back and rest too, pay attention to safety!"

After saying this, Yan Youxing immediately pulled Nan Mengxuan and Yan Chenxi aside, looking at the backs of the three of them, Hu Kexin sighed a little, and let out a heavy sigh: "What a wonderful child , Why did this kind of thing happen? So carefully arranged for us to go back first at such a late hour, if something happens to this child, it will make people feel distressed. "

Although Hu Kexin is not a mother yet, she doesn't know how a mother feels about her child, but just thinking about it, she knows how painful it would be for the parents if something happened to the child.

Inexplicably, he also sighed. In fact, he understood why Yan Youxing urged him to leave so politely after getting off the plane, and told Yan Chenxi that the three of them were going home. In fact, this child was still a child after all, and he did not I don't like hospitals, and I don't think I can bear that kind of psychological pressure, so I don't want to go to the hospital with too many people. I'm afraid the worried eyes of others are a kind of huge pressure for him.

Knowing this inexplicably, Yan Youxing didn't expose those words when he said them, but arranged a sentence gently as soon as Yan Youxing finished speaking, and then let him leave.Inexplicably, I feel that this is his respect for a child, and it is also a blessing. Although I will not go tomorrow, I sincerely hope that nothing will happen to this sensible child.

In fact, Yan Chenxi understood Yan Youxing's careful thoughts, but she chose to keep silent. On the way Yan Youxing led them home, Nan Mengxuan's tears were about to fall. During the process, she saw this little man walking in a hurry, as if he was about to compete with something. The street lamps were softly shining on his shoulders. He didn't speak, but he felt sad.Originally, Nan Mengxuan wanted to send Yan Youxing to the hospital as soon as he got out of the car, but when he directly told Hu Kexin and Mo Ming that he wanted to go home, Nan Mengxuan hesitated for a moment, and was handed over by Yan Chenxi again. Pulling his sleeves, motioned her not to stop.

Nan Mengxuan froze for a moment, as if he didn't know how to stop him, and then saw him walking very quickly all the way, as if he didn't want to pay attention to Nan Mengxuan and Yan Chenxi behind him, and he didn't want to pay attention to all this.

During this process, Nan Mengxuan wanted to catch up many times, but he shook his head inexplicably, as if to make himself respect him more, but he walked through three streets until he saw Yan Youxing Fang Slow down.Yan Chenxi and Nan Mengxuan looked at each other behind them, and hurriedly chased after them.But when Yan Youxing turned his head, he saw tears streaming down his face.

After seeing the brilliance on his face by the moonlight, Nan Mengxuan only felt distressed as if he was going to suffocate. Yan Youxing has always been strong, very different from other children, it seems that no matter how big the ordeal is, he will not Knock it down, but after this incident, even an adult will be depressed because of it, let alone a small child.Nan Mengxuan only felt pain in his heart when he sighed.

Unknowingly, Nan Mengxuan's tears also slid down her cheeks, pity the hearts of parents all over the world, if Nan Mengxuan knew that there must be someone between herself and Yan Youxing who was going to get cancer, she hoped that it was herself who could take care of this little one. Small children bear all the pain.

After a while, Nan Mengxuan felt that his footsteps were heavy, and his whole body felt powerless. He squatted down slowly, keeping the same height as Yan Youxing. Looking at this child, his vision became more and more hazy, but Nan Mengxuan didn't dare to blink at all. It was as if Yan Youxing would completely disappear from his world if he didn't pay attention.

After Yan Youxing saw her mother suffering for herself like this, guilt arose in her heart, and she stretched out her hand to wipe the tears on Nan Mengxuan's face clumsily, while pretending to be strong and said: "Mom, why are you crying? Did you blow sand into your eyes too?"

"Yeah." Nan Mengxuan saw that a child could pretend to be so strong, so he naturally couldn't fall behind, so he just nodded, trying hard to hide his emotions.

"Let's go, let's go." Seeing her mother like this, Yan Youxing knew that she shouldn't be vulnerable, and that her vulnerability would only make those who love her more painful, so although her throat was very sour, she didn't say anything else. Instead of walking forward aimlessly, he reached out and stopped a taxi.

"Let's go home first?" In the taxi, Yan Youxing said tentatively.

Although he knew that he would have to go to the hospital sooner or later, he always felt that he had to rush to the hospital as soon as he got off the plane, and he couldn't accept it in his heart, as if he had a very serious illness, although in fact he had a very serious illness.

"Let's go home first." Yan Chenxi answered in place of Nan Mengxuan in a calm tone.

Yan Youxing glanced at Yan Chenxi, raised his lips and smiled happily, Yan Chenxi's calm look seemed to give Yan Youxing a reassurance, all he had to do was look at Yan Chen Xi's figure, you know that everything is with him, and the sky will not fall.Of course, as a man too, it is impossible for Yan Youxing to express this kind of attachment, so he turned his head away with just one glance, and there is no need to be hypocritical with his father.

He understands that Yan Chenxi is always thinking about himself, although sometimes he looks unreliable, but what he does is what a good father should do.

"Cook something for you?" The three of them were silent all the way, until the sound of the key being inserted into the lock, Yan Chenxi said lightly.

Yan Youxing froze for a moment, then nodded slowly, but after the door opened, feeling the warmth of the home, Yan Youxing suddenly coughed violently.

Nan Mengxuan hurriedly wanted to go forward to help, but was avoided by Yan Youxing. He raised his head stubbornly, as usual, and said to Yan Chenxi, "Dad, what will you do for me?"

"What do you want to eat?" Yan Chenxi still said in a calm tone, as if everything was as usual and nothing unexpected happened.

"Egg noodles." Yan Youxing smiled.

"Okay," Yan Chenxi said while changing shoes, "If you want to eat, make it yourself."

This tone is exactly the same as usual, it seems that nothing has changed, everything is as usual, and it seems that Yan Youxing has never suffered from any illness.

It's just that Nan Mengxuan couldn't bear it after seeing this situation, and hurriedly said: "Let me do it."

This is usually not a big deal, because every time Yan Chenxi quarreled and joked with Yan Youxing, Nan Mengxuan did it by himself, but this time, Yan Chenxi stopped him completely, and he said with a look of disdain: "He has hands and feet, why can't he do it himself?"

"Chenxi..." Nan Mengxuan tugged at his sleeve, signaling him to stop talking.

However, Yan Chenxi still had an indifferent look: "Don't pet him, he is not young anymore, what's there to pet him?"

After finishing speaking, he only glanced at Yan Youxing indifferently, and went back to his room.