Marriage involuntarily

Her eyes were red, her nose was red, and tears fell like broken threads.

All of this was going on silently.She wept quietly, for fear of alarming anyone.

She still didn't look at him, her face was forced to be raised high, but the wet and sticky eyelashes drooped down, covering her eyes, like a butterfly in the heavy rain, curling up its wings weakly and helplessly .

"Don't cry, don't cry..." He put down his palm in a daze.He looked at her blankly and terrified.But he didn't know what method to use to make her stop being sad.

It's my fault, he thought, that my presence made her so sad.

If the real Ouyang Muchen hadn't died back then, would she have become the happiest little girl in the world?

For the first time, he asked himself this question in his heart.

She stretched out her hand and began to wipe away her tears, but for some reason, there were more and more tears on her face.

"I'm sorry..." She choked up and apologized to him, like a soldier who didn't follow the instructions seriously.

He must have hated the way she was crying. She reached out and wiped her tears vigorously, thinking, who would want to see other people crying in the morning?
She was so useless and made him angry again.

In a panic, she stretched out her other hand to wipe her tears, but forgot that she was still holding the book in her hand.

With a "snap", the paper fell to the ground, and she hurried to pick it up, but the other big hand had already scooped up the book first.

Ouyang Muchen stared fixedly at the cover of the book - "A Recipe of Nourishing Stomach Soup Every Day".

The smell of paste in the air is getting heavier.That silly woman didn't realize it, perhaps, she didn't know what the smell represented at all.

Her eyes were still as red as a rabbit, her face was dirty, there were tear stains, and there were some unknown traces that seemed to have been accidentally wiped off.

It's really embarrassing.

But he really wanted to, really wanted to reach out and hold her in his arms.

"Don't cry," he finally resisted the urge to say hard-bang-bang, "the soup is mushy, don't you know?"

"Ah..." Ning Wanqing yelped in surprise, then realized something, turned around and quickly picked up the pot.

Seeing her panicked back, Ouyang Muchen sighed silently.

The soup pot was very hot, but Ning Wanqing didn't know how to wrap it in a towel at all, so she just carried it with her hands in such a stupid way, and the result came naturally, she was so hot that she almost jumped up from the spot.

The white tender fingers turned red, Ning Wanqing bit her lip, and concealed her fingers behind her back, not daring to let Ouyang Muchen see.

Ouyang Muchen frowned heavily: "What are you doing there?" The implication was that she should obediently fill up the soup and bring it to Uncle Gu's mouth.

Ning Wanqing couldn't help feeling aggrieved in her heart, her fingers were still hurting, and there were still two lines of tears hanging down her cheeks, so she took the spoon tremblingly, and filled a bowl of soup carefully.

The smell of paste is very strong, and the color of the soup is also a bit weird. She has some doubts, is this thing really drinkable?
However, she did follow the steps in the recipe, so there should be nothing wrong with careful research, right?
With probing eyes, she watched Ouyang Muchen take it, without using a spoon, just drank it from the bowl.

A sense of accomplishment emerges from the bottom of my heart bit by bit, like clusters of beer bubbles bulging.

The red-run and full lips were bent quietly, and even the eyes were narrowed into a crescent shape.Although there were tears in his eyes, he formally formed a smiley expression.

"Don't do this again in the future." Ouyang Muchen looked at Ning Wanqing's fingers, the burn marks were especially obvious on those white fingers, just looking at them made people feel distressed.

"Why?" The smile on Ning Wanqing's face disappeared, and her fingers were even twisted together because of nervousness, "Is it because my cooking is not delicious? I'm sorry...Mu Chen, I will work hard in the future... Don't be mad at me."

She looked overly cautious, as if he was a jackal who could eat people.If he was really angry because of this, why did he endure the discomfort in his stomach and drink the so-called "stomach nourishing soup" that was as much as the dishwashing water?
He took a deep look at her, and finally replied lightly: "Yes, what you made is terrible."

"..."

"Don't do it again, understand?" He didn't want her beautiful fingers to become ugly and deformed because of doing housework, he just wanted her to be obedient and docile, a simple and sweet little woman.

He will take good care of her and let her have no worries about food and clothing, happiness and peace.Just like the "he" in her memory who would give everything for her.

So, Ning Wanqing, you have to be obedient, obedient, and be my woman.

"Mu Chen, I just want to do something for you..." Ning Wanqing thought for a long time, and finally couldn't help but say, "Since I was a child, you have always done this and that for me, and I I don't know anything...Sometimes when I think about it, I really feel that I am so useless. So...that's why you like her...Right? I can actually..." She raised her head, washed by tears Guo's eyes are bright and sincere, "I can do anything, you trust me, okay?"

She finally talked about Hua Linlin, Ouyang Muchen thought, this woman Ning Wanqing is not stupid at all.So she is here so early in the morning, just because she wants to prove to him that she can completely compare to Hua Linlin?
Ning Wanqing, who taught you to play tricks in front of me?Ouyang Muchen looked at the cautious and flattering woman in front of him, and suddenly felt strange.

However, Ning Wanqing was completely unaware of all the things in his mind, she was full of hope to redeem his cheating heart with her clumsy love.No matter how humble and pitiful he is, he will not hesitate.

"Wan Qing," he said with a sigh, "don't do these futile things again, I don't want to say it again. I married you back because I need a wife, not a maid."

"But--"

"Hua Linlin never does this," Ouyang Muchen interrupted her, "Wan Qing, I remember I told you about Hua Linlin, one day I will give you an explanation."

Ning Wanqing's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, she opened her mouth, but couldn't speak.

She was indeed waiting for his explanation, waiting day after day, until her heart had turned to ashes.

So many things happened between them, all her resentment and dissatisfaction had disappeared when he gave his life to save her.She comforted herself that as long as he loved her and they could grow old together, then she could choose to forget all the bad things.

Even with children, she is not as persistent as before.

She gave up everything, and the only thing she wanted was for him to love her.

She doesn't know how blind she is, just because she has been blinded by love.

However, how can a love full of contradictions and a love that hides secrets become a long-lasting love?
They each maintain love in their own way, thinking that they can fulfill each other, but in fact, what they get in exchange will always be deeper hurt.

"I owe Hua Linlin my life," he said, looking into her eyes. "Ten years ago, her father saved me. Before he died, he had only one wish, and that was for me to take care of his daughter for the rest of his life."

In the quiet light of the morning, his face was so calm, as if he was telling a story of indifference to himself: "At first I just took care of Hua Linlin's life, but slowly, I found that she looked at me a little differently , I didn't have that kind of idea at the time, I just thought of her as a beautiful and lively little girl. Later, I accompanied her for her birthday one day, and she was about 16 years old at that time? That night, she gave herself to me. Afterwards She was very stubborn and said she didn't want me to be responsible for her, but how could that be possible? I knew I couldn't marry her, so I had to compensate her materially. Fortunately, she didn't care about her status, she just wanted to stay by my side for the rest of her life. And I Since she promised her father to take care of her for the rest of her life, how can she break her promise? Wanqing, Hua Linlin's child must be born and entered into the Hei family's genealogy. She may not have a title, but the child cannot."

"The child will be born in four months. At that time, I hope that you will take care of the child. As for Linlin, she can visit her once a week. Or if you don't want to see her, I will order the nanny to send the child to you. Go and see her," he put his big palms on her shoulders, "Wan Qing, you can understand, can't you? You know, a child always needs a mother."

Ning Wanqing listened blankly to what he said, her whole body was stuck there like a piece of wood, she didn't know how to react.

His hand was on her shoulder, and to her, it was as heavy as a thousand catties.

Her heart was about to vomit blood, but she pursed her lips tightly, unable to utter a single word.

Ning Wanqing...you are so funny.

You are still waiting for his explanation, who knows, he has already arranged everything.

You see, in terms of emotion and reason, how can you have any room for criticism?

Ouyang Muchen, you are really... so cruel.

"Wan Qing?" He looked at her inquiringly.

She suddenly smiled: "Okay, let's do as you say." After she finished speaking, she moved and tried to walk away from him.

He stretched out his hand to grab her: "Wan Qing, tell me, what's on your mind?"

Ning Wanqing shook her head dumbly: "Mu Chen, I don't have any ideas - because you do have your reasons for doing that, I don't know if there is any better solution than doing what you said .”

"You... really think so?" He looked at her suspiciously, and frowned as if thinking of something, "I don't want the check incident last time to happen again. Wan Qing, don't hurt Hua Lin Lin, after all... she was your friend too."

Ning Wanqing's body trembled and she almost couldn't stand upright.

friend?

This is really the most ironic word in the world.

Between her and Hua Linlin, who can hurt who?
Heh, is Hua Linlin the victim in his eyes?

Now, he was begging her not to hurt his lover.

For the sake of being a wife, Ning Wanqing felt inexplicably sad for herself.

"Don't worry... I won't do anything," Ning Wanqing lowered her head and said softly, "Don't treat me as a bad person."

But he didn't breathe a sigh of relief because of this, instead he looked at her more suspiciously: "Wan Qing, you've been emotionally unstable recently, if you don't have anything particularly important, try to stay by my side."

Ning Wanqing suddenly raised her head, with a sad smile on her lips: "Are you so worried about me?"

Ouyang Muchen nodded as a matter of course: "I feel more at ease when you are by my side."

Ning Wanqing smiled, and that smile gradually changed, as if she was crying: "Is it because of what happened last night? Because I can't control myself, so do you think I'm crazy? Mu Chen, Do you think I will do anything to the child in Hua Linlin's womb while you are away? You are so worried about me—no, Hua Linlin, so why don't you lock me up? Lock me up with a chain Get up—Mu Chen, is this the only way you can feel completely at ease?"

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Seeing Ning Wanqing's sharp words, as if she was a different person, Ouyang Muchen was furious, "Ning Wanqing, it's not peaceful recently, I won't let you go out because of For the sake of your safety! What 'chained', you are bored watching too many TV series, right?!"

"You're angry..." Ning Wanqing looked at him blankly, "I'm sorry... I made you angry again... Don't lock me up, I'm afraid of the dark..."

"Ning Wanqing!" Ouyang Muchen roared unbearably.

She raised her head in shock, glanced at him quickly, then lowered her head and muttered to herself: "Shut it up...isn't it a dream?"

Her mind kept spinning, and her hands were habitually twisted together.

Some strange pictures appeared in her mind intermittently.They flashed by at first, leaving her without a trace, and then appeared slowly, like a solar eclipse, gradually eating away all the light.

When she regained consciousness of where she was, she had already come to the garden behind the villa, but she didn't know anything about what happened during this period.

"Mu Chen." She stood there, looking around, hoping to find his figure.However, in the garden, apart from the blooming flowers, she was the only one left.

In front of her was a field of dazzling white roses, with huge flowers on the delicate rhizomes, like wide-open eyes, looking at her unscrupulously in the sun.

Ning Wanqing took a step back in fear.

"Don't...don't come..." she told them.

A breeze blew by, the branches and leaves shook, making a small sound.

That voice was like whispering, whispering, and cursing with ill intentions.

Ning Wanqing covered her ears with her hands in panic.

"What's wrong with you, ma'am?" A gloomy female voice sounded from behind.

Ning Wanqing turned her head slowly, only to see the new maid standing there with a half-smile flashing in her small eyes.

"What are you going to do?" She looked at her warily.

"Madam, I just want to remind you that this place is very dangerous." The maid put down the shower in her hand and extended a hand to her, "Madam, come, I will take you home."

"Danger?"

"Yes, look—" she nodded, pointing sideways to her back, "there is a lake here."

Under the sun, the surface of the lake shone like broken gold.Ning Wanqing remembered that she pestered Ouyang Muchen to dig this lake back then.

On the opposite side of the lake, there is a rockery with clear springs curling up on the jagged rockery. Ouyang Muchen said that there are mountains, water and flowers here. Even if he can't stay with her often at home, she shouldn't feel lonely.

She stared at the lake obsessively, and walked there step by step.

"Ma'am..." When passing by the maid, she suddenly reached out to grab her arm.He said something very quickly.

"What did you say?" Ning Wanqing turned her head suspiciously.

"I said," her eyes were narrowed into a slit, but there was a frightening light shooting out of them, "I said——go to die."

With a sudden force, she pushed Ning Wanqing forward!
Ning Wanqing staggered unexpectedly, and watched herself getting closer and closer to the lake, and finally "jumped" into the lake.

She was falling rapidly, and the strange thing was that she was obviously sinking, but she felt like a kite with a broken string, and was involuntarily floating high into the sky.

She opened her eyes and saw a very deep and rich blue.The blue color gradually became a huge curtain.There were two people, one big and one small, sitting in front of the window.

As she opened and narrowed her field of vision, a woman's gorgeous face quietly emerged in the hazy and cloudy light.

She was wearing the most popular clothes more than ten years ago, with long hair like a waterfall hanging loosely, smiling infinitely tenderly, reaching out to her, and gently stroking her cheek——

"Wanqing, my child, I have done my best for you, so in this life, you must be happy..." She sighed with longing.

"Mother Ning?" Little Ning Wanqing raised her face curiously.I don't understand why she would say such incomprehensible words.

"No... don't call me 'Mother Ning', child, call me 'Mom' like Mu Chen, okay?" She looked at her sadly.

"Mom...Mom." She looked at her hesitantly and fearfully.

The most beautiful smile in the world instantly bloomed on her face: "Hey! Good boy, mom loves you the most," she lovingly cupped her little face with soft-slick and cold hands, repeating it over and over again. , leaned over and kissed her forehead, "You must be happy, you must live happily with the one you love - this is the only thing mother can do for you..."

For... why?Why do you say such things to me?
Ning Wanqing shouted silently, but that little Ning Wanqing ran away from the room without asking any questions.

In a blue space, only the woman remained.

That woman with peerless beauty and loneliness.

She watched her little daughter slip away from her side, still nostalgic, maintaining a hugging posture.

She looked at the door sadly.Then, she turned her head slowly and met the eyes of Ning Wanqing who was looking at her.

She was crying... Tears flowed from her eyes continuously, and gradually, they were dyed a faint red.

Blood dripped from the corners of her eyes, followed by those two lips that were as beautiful as cherry blossoms.Blood overflowed from inside, like a small snake, swimming past her pointed chin.