Wang Zhanyang looked at her with strange eyes.

Qu Yiran laughed a few times, pursed his lips, paused, and said, "What's the matter? Don't you want to? I think the relationship between us has stabilized, so it's time to put the marriage on the agenda ?"

"Why do you want to get married?" When Wang Zhanyang asked her, he thought of the scene he saw in the car today, "Why do you suddenly want to get married?"

"Is the marriage very sudden?" Qu Yiran didn't think it was sudden, "Or...you never thought about marrying me?"

When she was with him, she held the idea of ​​being with her for the rest of her life.

Didn't he even think about marrying her?
"Why do you want to get married all of a sudden?" Wang Zhanyang asked this question.

He didn't know why, but he always felt that now that she suddenly said that she was going to get married, she couldn't break away from that man.

"I just want to marry you, want to be together forever, don't tell me, have you never thought about the issue of the two of us getting married?" Qu Yiran's bright eyes suddenly turned gray.

Suddenly, she thought that before, the person in his heart was never hers. 
So, it is precisely because I don't love her that I never thought about marrying her and being with her forever, right?
"It's still not the time to get married." Wang Zhanyang thought of the scene where she and Lin Senchuan left together, and his heart suddenly changed, "It's getting late, let's go to bed early."

Qu Yiran looked at him who obviously didn't say anything, and his heart suddenly became very uncomfortable, "Wang Zhanyang, have you never thought about marrying me?"

When she thought of this possibility, her eyes turned red immediately, "I knew it, I knew it would be like this." 
She still wanted to marry him so that Lin Senchuan could stop thinking about it, but she didn't expect that she always wanted to be with Wang Zhanyang for the rest of her life, but what about him?He never thought of marrying her at all?
After all, tell me, what is she doing for?
"Go to bed first." Qu Yiran stood up, turned around and walked out of the bedroom.

Wang Zhanyang took her arm, "What are you going to do?"

"I'm going out to drink some water." Qu Yiran said without looking back. 
Her eye sockets are full of tears now, as long as she turns her head, the tears in her eye sockets will immediately flow out, a person cannot lose her reputation, even if he really doesn't have her in his heart, she can't be in front of him at this time How embarrassing to cry out on my face.

Wang Zhanyang took her arm slightly, pulled her directly into his arms, grabbed her chin with his knuckle fingers, looked into her red eyes, and asked, "Why are you crying?"

cry?
What is she crying for?

"Did I cry?" Qu Yiran showed a smile that was uglier than crying, "The wind is so strong that I just lost my eyes."

Wang Zhanyang knew that she was lying with her eyes open, "Tell me, why are you crying?"

"Who told you that I was crying? It's just that my eyes are uncomfortable." Qu Yiran said bravely. 
She is crying.

She was crying for herself, she felt sad for herself, she had been with Wang Zhanyang for half a year, she thought that he was ready to be together for the rest of her life just like her, as a result, today she It turned out that he had never thought of marrying her.

So, what is she paying for so long?
"Okay, since you said you didn't cry, I'll ask you another question." Wang Zhanyang changed another question, "Then why do you want to marry me?"

"Wang Zhanyang, are you sick or something? Don't you know why I want to marry you? Are you an idiot? I want to marry you. Besides loving you, is there any other reason?" Qu Yiran was so angry at his words, "Wang Zhanyang, if you don't want to marry me, there's no problem, and I won't force you. I don't want to quarrel with you about marriage. Do you think we should marry me now?" Calm down with each other."

Qu Yiran felt that if he continued to confront her like this, there would definitely be a quarrel in the end.

She doesn't want to argue with him.

Some people say that feelings are born out of quarrels.

However, Qu Yiran didn't think so. She felt that the relationship would become more and more quarrelsome. If the quarrel continued like this, the relationship between them was already unstable. If the quarrel continued, the final result would be to break up.

At this moment, Qu Yiran felt that he had...failed enough.

Even if Wang Zhanyang has made it very clear now that he will not marry her, and his idea of ​​not loving her has been clearly expressed, in the end, all she can think of is that she still doesn't want to break up with him.

After all, she still hated him.

From the very beginning, Qu Yiran loved him more than he loved her.

Some people say that in a relationship, whoever loves more will lose miserably.

So, from the looks of it now, she, Qu Yiran, was the one who lost the worst.

"I don't want to quarrel with you either." Wang Zhanyang is also a man who doesn't talk much. When he thinks of her and that man leaving in a car, he feels like a thorn in his heart. "You want to talk to me?" Is getting married a momentary impulse? Or is it the truest thought in your heart? Or, in your heart, is the person you really love, me?"

is it him?
Qu Yiran didn't know how he came up with this sentence, she smiled bitterly, "So, I've been with you for so long, and in your heart, I've always been a person who can't distinguish my inner feelings , Wang Zhanyang, is it because I can’t recognize it clearly, or you can’t recognize it clearly.”

Thinking of what he just said, Qu Yiran laughed angrily, "Wang Zhanyang, you bastard man, let go of me, I don't want to talk to you."

After all, he didn't have her in his heart, so there was nothing else to say.

"You don't want to talk to me, so who do you want to talk to?" Wang Zhanyang held her hand and slightly exerted force, "Is that man Lin Senchuan?" 
Qu Yiran raised his eyes and looked at him in surprise, "Did you see it?"

Before she and Lin Senchuan left, she deliberately looked around, fearing that he would see it and cause his misunderstanding, but in the end, he still saw it.

"Listen to my explanation, it's not what you see, he..."

Wang Zhanyang interrupted her, "So what if it's not what I saw? Wasn't you the one who took his arm and left? Wasn't you the one who followed him into his car? Could it be... at the end The person who left in his car wasn't you?"

Qu Yiran was stunned by his words, "..."

"Talk, didn't you speak well just now?" Wang Zhanyang hugged her hard again.

The arms were tightly bound, and Qu Yiran felt the pain, "You hurt me."

"Does it hurt?" Wang Zhanyang hugged her arm again, "What about this?"

"Wang Zhanyang, you..." It's not the first time Qu Yiran has felt that he has such a childish temper, "The relationship between Lin Senchuan and I is not what you imagined, the reason why he and I left together at that time was because It was time to get off work, and he..." was holding a bouquet of bright red roses in his hand.

"At that time, people came and went, which way I went, he followed me, I had no choice but to leave with him, but I have already made it clear to him."

"Speak clearly? How to say clearly?" Wang Zhanyang's deep black eyes are like a black hole, too deep and bottomless, and people can't understand him, what is he thinking.

Qu Yiran sighed, "Wang Zhanyang, I'm really tired tonight, and I don't want to quarrel with you. I've already made it clear to you and Lin Senchuan what I should say. I'm going out for a drink."

"Drink water, is there no bedroom?" Wang Zhanyang hugged her and stood up, "I think you don't want to talk to me today, since you don't want to talk, then let's do it."

He put her on and began to pull the pajamas on her body, the meaning of which was self-evident.

Qu Yiran was startled, "Wang Zhanyang, don't touch me, I don't want to do it."

She didn't want to do such a thing when neither of them was calm, not at all.

When the two of them are not calm at all, doing this kind of thing is obviously with a certain kind of anger, so how can it be true...

"You don't want to do it with me, so who do you want to do it with?" Wang Zhanyang's face was tense, and his eyes were fixed on her face, not letting go of the trace of emotion on her face.

While Qu Yiran was in a daze, he moved immediately.

"you……"

This was a scene where the two of them were obviously angry, and they did do that kind of thing.

In the end, Qu Yiran still had no backbone to feel happy physically and mentally. Although her heart was filled with anger, her body still honestly responded to him.

In the end, not only did Wang Zhanyang not feel comfortable, but he still felt blocked and uncomfortable at all.

In the middle, what went wrong?
Wang Zhanyang stood up and walked towards the bathroom naked.

And Qu Yiran was lying on the bed alone, crying alone, feeling sad, she didn't know why she burst into tears all of a sudden, maybe it was because of her grievance, or maybe it was because he never really loved her.

She did not understand, what is love?
Qu Yiran didn't understand, how long could she tolerate this kind of love for Wang Zhanyang?
She felt more and more that her love for Wang Zhanyang was blind and unprincipled. She felt that, if this continued, one day, her love for him would be wiped out.

However, she didn't know which day it was.

Wang Zhanyang, do you really understand what kind of feelings I have for you?

And you... What kind of feelings do you have for me?

Wang Zhanyang, maybe, you never really loved me, right?

However, Qu Yiran was too timid to ask this sentence, she was afraid that when she really asked him, the two of them would really have no chance to be together.

At that time, they should really separate.

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