The contract chief is too domineering

Thinking of Ji Yun, Su Tiantian looked at Li Fan's face similar to Ji Yun's, this was the first time she looked for Ji Yun's shadow on Li Fan's face.

Li Fan watched Su Tiantian observe his face carefully, and couldn't help touching his face, "Is there something wrong?"

Su Tiantian shook her head, there was nothing wrong, she was just thinking why Ji Yun hated her so much, she began to be interested in the lost memories of her past self.

Although I don't know why Ji Yun always tortures himself in different ways, as if he has offended him, but in fact Su Tiantian really feels that he is innocent, and he has never sinned against Ji Yun.

Because all my previous memories have been forgotten, I lived in Ji Yun's home later, but Su Tiantian has always been very polite in this kind of life, treating Ji Yun like his own reborn parents, but But Ji Yun refused to soften his heart a little bit.

This made deputy Su Tiantian unbearable. The only thing worth affirming is that the reason why Ji Yun targeted him in this way was only his forgotten memory.

Ever since finding Xiao Mingtian, Su Tiantian not only wanted to retrieve the memory for Xiao Mingtian, she also wanted to retrieve the memory for herself.Because she wasn't sure if someone was looking forward to her recovering her memory like she was looking forward to Xiao Mingtian's recovery.

Su Tiantian thought of Xiao Mingtian, and couldn't help showing a sweet smile.

Li Fan looked at Su Tiantian's smile, although he understood that she was not smiling for him, but he had already lost the right to make Su Tiantian happy.But his heart hurt like a drop of blood, his heart was howling, and he snatched her back.

Li Fan lowered his head, "Is it because we can never go back?"

Su Tiantian watched Li Fan lower his head, and suddenly felt a pain in his heart, as if something was lost at the moment when Li Fan lowered his head, he couldn't say what he wanted to distance himself from Li Fan again. "How come? Didn't you say last time that it will be the same as before?"

Li Fan's eyes lit up, and then he showed a gratified smile. "Since you said that, I can still see you as a friend. Before you said this, I always felt that you didn't want to talk to me anymore when you came back this time."

Li Fan looked down at his fingers, which were already swollen by him. "Even if we just sit together and chat with each other, I'm satisfied." Li Fan raised his head and stared at Su Tiantian. He hadn't seen Su Tiantian for a while, and he had never let Su Tiantian leave his side for such a long time. Pass. "I miss you."

You'll never know how much I miss you, it's driving me crazy in my bones.Li Fan lowered his head again and twisted his fingers.In front of Su Tiantian, he never minded to spread his wounds.

"After all, I am a lonely person, and no one is willing to make friends with me sincerely. I hope you can stay by my side forever and live happily with me for the rest of my life. I need any friends. But I know this is unrealistic, I can only let you go, Tiantian, I must learn to live without you."

It's just that Li Fan didn't expect that what happened later turned into such a result... and he himself couldn't do without Su Tiantian.Thinking of this, Li Fan covered his eyes and laughed, he was afraid that if he let go of his hand, tears would stay.

Su Tiantian looked at Li Fan who was crying bitterly in front of her. In fact, she knew what Li Fan wanted in her heart, but everything was impossible. She had something she had to accomplish.But seeing Li Fan in such pain, Su Tiantian couldn't guarantee that he would not soften his heart.

Not for anything else, just because Su Tiantian now needs someone to take care of her. When Xiao Mingtian disappeared, when she just found out that she was pregnant, it was Li Fan who supported her.For the sake of this friendship, it is impossible for her to be clear with Li Fan.

"Hey, forget it, don't mention the previous things again! It's useless to say more, I think the most important thing is to live well now, and we haven't become close friends again Just relying on the words you are willing to say to me today, it shows that you really regard me as a friend.

So don't worry, I'm willing to share some things with you in the future. "Su Tiantian is in a better mood. Even if she needs to be on guard against Li Fan, she decides to treat Li Fan the same as before until she finds definite evidence. If there is something wrong, then she will no longer be bound by this feeling live.

"Li Fan? To be honest, what have you experienced these days? If you judge some things based on my experience, I think it is impossible for people to change themselves for no reason, unless something happens to make yourself I have the idea of ​​loathing my current self, and thus have a firm belief to change myself. When I saw you this time, I felt that you seemed to be a completely different person compared to before."

Su Tiantian repeated her question again, looking forward to Li Fan being able to tell her own story. Su Tiantian said that she was very interested in hearing the story, and it would be better than going back to face Xiao Mingtian who had amnesia.

Li Fan tried his best to recall it. Recently, his memory started to appear a little chaotic, so that he needed to work very hard to organize his fragmented memories, and then give Su Tiantian an explanation.

"How should I put it? Let's talk about it since you went to Yunnan. Although it was only a short period of time, I think it is longer than a lifetime."

Li Fan bought a trap, and when Su Tiantian's desire was strong enough, Li Fan spoke slowly again, "After you went to Yunnan, my mood continued to be depressed. This directly It affected my relationship with my mother.

Didn't I start my own company?Since you're not here, I can't contact you.Put all your energy on the company.I haven't broken the ice with my mother because of the previous quarrel, so I haven't contacted her.

But my mother started to blame me on my friends and relatives, even my clients. "

Li Fan looked at Su Tiantian's shocked face with a wry smile, "I don't know why it became like this, it seems that since you left, everything has gotten out of control."

Li Fan took a sip of coffee and continued: "But at that time, my mood was still so low, and I didn't care about my mother's endless abuse and accusations against me, so my mother felt more and more that I was helpless. It can be cured. But how could my mother know that she is already hopeless in my heart?"

Su Tiantian looked at the milk in front of her, "Although your mother treats me badly, but Li Fan, he is your mother after all."

Li Fan looked at Su Tiantian, she was still so kind, so kind that she wanted to be dirty. "You know, under my mother's compulsory discipline, I have always been very rebellious in my heart, but I just dare not speak out. You also know this. If it weren't for my previous cowardly character, I I had already turned against my mother and left with you.

It's just that I never had the chance to do it before, but now that I have done it, I don't want to be controlled by her anymore.Even if she tries everything to force me, I don't intend to give in. "

Li Fan put down the cup in his hand, "Tian Tian, ​​you are not me, you don't understand. You don't understand my hateful but powerless emotion, it makes me feel like a clown, a bug, and a trash."

"It's fine for you to decide, but Li Fan, I don't want this to be your decision on a whim, I'm afraid you will regret it later." Su Tiantian couldn't help interrupting Li Fan's speech when he heard Li Fan speak like this .

"But didn't you have a falling out last time? Are you going to sever ties with your mother this time?" What Su Tiantian asked was indeed a very crucial point. This is what Li Fan will discuss next, between himself and her mother. The relationship with my mother has reached a fever pitch.In the past, he and his mother just acted independently and had nothing to do with each other, but it was all a matter between their mother and son, and this time the trouble broke out.

"That's right, you've already heard it, I have indeed made clear our relationship with my mother, in front of relatives." Li Fan said with a smile on his face, Su Tiantian felt that Li Fan enjoyed what he did at that time. Having made such a decision, but thinking about it, this is a great release for Li Fan, being able to sever ties with Ji Yun in front of everyone, I am afraid that it is a new life for him.

"What about your mother now? Do your relatives agree?" Su Tiantian continued to ask about Li Fan's funeral, some of which she participated in, and some of which had nothing to do with her.Su Tiantian didn't know what this matter would be like for Li Fan in the future.But at least now, Li Fan is her friend, she must support Lifan.Not to mention that Ji Yun is her enemy.

"Of course the relatives disagreed. After all, they have a better relationship with my mother. But my mother's business has been getting worse and worse, while mine is getting better and better. So at that time, the relatives began to list the past. How did my mother take care of me and raise me up, but now she has become a white-eyed wolf and is disobedient."

Li Fan smiled and looked at Su Tiantian, "Tiantian, look, these are relatives, no one cares about your feelings, no one cares about your emotions, for them, as long as there is benefit, everything is fine. Even turning black and white It’s okay.” So there is no other relationship, Li Fan thought indifferently, since everyone is interested, let’s do it according to the interests!If there is no friendship at all in life, it can only talk about interests.