famous first flash marriage

"Hey, why do you look so reluctant," Ji Xiaoru muttered, "Forget it, if you don't want to, I won't go. Anyway, I've already thought about it, and I'll travel around with you. I am in charge of earning money to support the family. I am in charge of being beautiful and beautiful, which seems to be quite good? Besides, even if you are no longer popular and have no money, I still have a small business. Although it is nothing to you, but that If we save money, we can still live on.”

Lu Chenxi's eye circles became redder, which made Ji Xiaoru start to panic.

She had never seen Lu Chenxi cry before, and she was not at all ready for him to cry in front of her.

If he really cried, what should she do with him?

"Okay, okay, I won't talk nonsense anymore," she reluctantly withdrew her thief claws from his face, "Go back and sit down, and pass me the mango, and you don't need to feed me, I will eat it myself .”

She moved her wrist. Although she was still very uncomfortable, she was in a good mood, and the discomfort on her body seemed to be bearable.

Lu Chenxi did not insist on feeding her personally, and sat back on the wheelchair a little tiredly, panting a few times, and handed the fruit plate to Ji Xiaoru.

Ji Xiaoru ate the mango and felt that her throat was moistened, and her voice was not so unpleasant.

She was originally a bit chatty, as long as she was facing someone she didn't dislike, she could always find something to talk about.

Of course, she didn't have something to say to everyone.

In this world, Tang Xiao and Lu Chenxi are the two who suffer the most from her chatter.

Speaking of which, Tang Xiao and Lu Chenxi really have a good temper.

No matter what she babbled every time, they would never get bored, would not interrupt her, and would always listen to her carefully.

I didn't realize it before, but after having a strange dream, Ji Xiaoru suddenly woke up——

It is really important to find someone who is willing to listen to your speech in your whole life.

For someone like Lu Chenxi who is sought after and loved by thousands of people, someone might be too excited to fall asleep after just a few words to him, but he always patiently listens to his own complaints and complains about some things. , this is really very, very rare.

Ji Xiaoru told herself that from now on, she must cherish Lu Chenxi and live with Lu Chenxi well.

She chewed and ate the mango slowly, then turned to look at Lu Chenxi, only to see that he was sitting in a wheelchair with his head down, wondering what he was thinking.

"Lu Chenxi, put the fruit plate down for me." She reached out and handed the fruit plate towards Lu Chenxi.

Lu Chenxi took the fruit plate and put it on the bedside table.

In fact, Ji Xiaoru can do this by herself, but she just wants to interrupt Lu Chenxi's daze and have some interaction with Lu Chenxi.

Ji Xiaoru felt uneasy and unaccustomed to Lu Chenxi who was too quiet as before.

"Lu Chenxi, don't always keep your head down, look up at me." Ji Xiaoru didn't know that her behavior had unknowingly violated the plan she had just made to transform into a gentle and considerate little woman. After all, she was too used to being treated Lu Chenxi used imperative sentences when speaking.

Lu Chenxi raised his head and looked at her quietly.

Ji Xiaoru stared at Lu Chenxi wonderingly: "You are a bit strange today."

Lu Chenxi smiled and asked, "Why is it so strange?"

Ji Xiaoru stared at Lu Chenxi with a strange look.

In the past, Lu Chenxi basically would not show such an expression to her, and even responded to her doubts in such an understatement tone.

Lu Chenxi always pays special attention to her every move and is very nervous.

"I think... you suddenly become a little less like you." Ji Xiaoru murmured.

Lu Chenxi didn't speak again, he just looked at her quietly.

But after tens of seconds, Ji Xiaoru felt panicked.

She said anxiously, "Okay, let's not discuss this issue. I guess you are not feeling well, are you? How about we sleep together for a while."

She patted the empty seat next to her and said to Lu Chenxi, "Come on."

Lu Chenxi didn't move.

At this moment, Ji Xiaoru inexplicably discovered that this room was not the one she and Lu Chenxi lived in when they came to N Island yesterday.

The layout here is more like a ward.

Look at your wrist again, there are still pinholes on it.

What the hell is going on here?
Could it be that she hung a needle without knowing it?
But she is obviously fine, why did she suddenly get a hanging needle?
Thinking of this, Ji Xiaoru remembered the pain in her wrists and ankles from being restrained when she just woke up.

So weird.

She clearly remembered that they had just arrived at Island N last night, had dinner with Pei Yuancheng, and went back to the room to rest in the afternoon.Then--

Then they went to the beach.

seaside?

Ji Xiaoru's pupils suddenly constricted.

In the dream, it was also at the seaside.

The bitingly cold sea water, even in her dream, is still fresh in her memory, as if she had really fallen into the sea.

"Lu Chenxi..." A look of horror suddenly appeared on her pale face, "I... I had a dream... I dreamed—"

She couldn't go on.

For some reason, she felt as if if she said it, Lu Chenxi in front of her would disappear.

She didn't know where this strange feeling came from, but even if there was a one in ten thousand possibility, she didn't want him to really disappear.

"What did you dream about?" His voice was hoarse, with a look of pity on his face.

Ji Xiaoru didn't want to watch it, nor did she want to think about it.

She shook her head quickly, forcing a smile on her face again.

"No, I didn't dream of anything."

The fingers on her side involuntarily grasped the corner of the quilt tightly, as if trying to use them to give herself some strength.

"Didn't you just say that you had a dream? Why didn't you dream of anything?" Lu Chenxi spoke very slowly, with no fluctuations in his tone.

This is really strange, Lu Chenxi would never talk like this normally.

However, now Ji Xiaoru doesn't want to pursue these issues at all.

Let's just assume that his temperament changed overnight. Maybe, like himself, he also had some terrible dreams, so he suddenly became like this.

Anyway, as long as he is still Lu Chenxi, as long as he is still by her side, everything is enough.

She doesn't care about anything, as long as they are together.

"I suddenly forgot, I'll tell you when I remember." Ji Xiaoru said in a relaxed tone.

"...Okay." Lu Chenxi said lightly.

Ji Xiaoru raised her hand to cover her mouth, and yawned big: "I don't know if it's because my aunt is coming soon, I feel so sleepy. Lu Chenxi, I want to sleep again, I think you are not in good spirits, Do you want to come up and sleep for a while?"

Lu Chenxi cast his eyes on the vacant seat next to Ji Xiaoru, hesitated for a few seconds, and said to her, "Okay, but I have something to do later, so I can't sleep for too long."

Ji Xiaoru quietly breathed a sigh of relief.

In the short few seconds when Lu Chenxi hesitated just now, her nervous little heart was about to jump out of her chest.

When Lu Chenxi said that she was willing to sleep with her, her heart was finally settled.

How could this not be Lu Chenxi?

This is Lu Chenxi, if it wasn't for him, how could he sleep with her?
Ji Xiaoru was very happy, watching Lu Chenxi stand up from the wheelchair, go to the bed and sit down, lowering his head and slowly taking off his shoes.

She leaned over and wrapped her arms around his waist from behind.

Lu Chenxi lost weight.

Moreover, at the moment she hugged his waist, she felt his body stiffen slightly.

Ji Xiaoru thought, it must be because he seldom took the initiative to make such intimate gestures to Lu Chenxi before, and he was a little uncomfortable for a while, so he did this.

As for the fact that he seemed to have lost weight, maybe it was because I had been arguing with him a lot during this period, which made him feel depressed and eat less, so he lost weight.

In short, she can find a reasonable explanation for all the unreasonable things.

She tried to convince herself that everything was normal and nothing happened.

Putting her cheek against Lu Chenxi's warm back, Ji Xiaoru closed her eyes and smiled happily.

"From now on, I will hug you like this every day, Lu Chenxi," she said softly, "Every morning when I wake up, the first thing I do is to kiss you, and every night before I go to bed, the last thing I do is to kiss you. I want to kiss you. I want to hug you to sleep at night. Lu Chenxi, let's get married quickly, I feel like I can't wait any longer."

Lu Chenxi turned her head and looked at her with deep eyes: "Xiaoru, why didn't you get married before? I remember that you were always unwilling to marry...me before."

Ji Xiaoru didn't expect that Lu Chenxi would ask such a question. In the past, Lu Chenxi never asked her anything, and never blamed her.

But now, she was really afraid that he would be unhappy.

She nervously grabbed one of his hands and held it gently, looked up at him and said, "Lu Chenxi, I really don't want to marry you, I'm just afraid...you know, my parents always married you when I was young Divorce and remarriage, remarriage and divorce, this made me feel that marriage is very, very unstable since I was a child, and I was really terrified—”

"Is this the whole reason?" He didn't seem to believe it, and said in a serious tone: "I thought you just didn't love me enough. Don't you?"

"No... Lu Chenxi, it's not like that." Ji Xiaoru held Lu Chenxi's fingers tightly, for fear that he would leave suddenly.

He looked at her silently.

Such eyes made Ji Xiaoru very scared.

"I love you, I really love you, but I didn't know it before." Tears gradually welled up in Ji Xiaoru's eyes, "I'm so stupid, I'm always used to receiving and getting love from you. Love has become a matter of course. I never know how much love I have received, and how much love I should give you in return. Yes, I am too selfish. I am simply a selfish ghost... Lu Chenxi, I was wrong, I am sorry for you, I even always thought that I still... still like Pei Yuancheng.

Lu Chenxi's body trembled slightly, and a look of shock appeared in his eyes.

Crystal tears rolled down from Ji Xiaoru's eyes.

Her eyes were full of remorse: "I didn't dare to tell you, Lu Chenxi, the reason why I am willing to come here with Xiaoxiao and them this time is actually to see Pei Yuancheng. I want to confirm for myself whether I still like it or not." He. I'm sorry, Lu Chenxi, I'm sorry for you. But I know now, the person I like is you, it's you... The person I want to spend the rest of my life with in this life is also you..."

Lu Chenxi gently withdrew his hand from hers, sighed and said, "Xiaoru, how could you do this? Do you know—"

Halfway through his speech, he stopped abruptly as if thinking of something.

Ji Xiaoru didn't ask any further, she was full of self-blame now, she urgently needed to express her heart to Lu Chenxi, let him know that she loved him, deeply in love with him.

"Lu Chenxi, I beg you to forgive me for being stupid and vacillating. It was all my fault. Please forgive me. I am willing to make up for you in the future. No matter what you want me to do, I am not willing..." Ji Xiaoru grabbed again He raised Lu Chenxi's hand and begged.

Lu Chenxi closed her eyes, shook her head and said, "It's too late, Xiaoru."

"No...Lu Chenxi, it's not too late. We still have a long, long life, and we can do many things together, can't we? We can go to foreign castles to hold weddings together, and we can go to see the aurora and polar bears , as long as you want to do, I can accompany you to do it, Lu Chenxi, I love you, I want to be with you, forever and ever..."

Lu Chenxi's eyes were red, and he said painfully: "Xiaoru, why didn't you say these words earlier, why?"

"I say it now, and I will say it every day in the future. Not only do I say it, but I also have to do it one by one, okay?" Ji Xiaoru looked at Lu Chenxi nervously.

Lu Chenxi remained silent.Water light gradually gathered in the eyes.

Ji Xiaoru reached out and stroked Lu Chenxi's face: "Chenxi, it's not too late for us, we are still young, we are not controlled by our parents, and we can make ends meet financially, Chenxi, we are free, we can do anything thing, right?"

Under Ji Xiaoru's expectant eyes, Lu Chenxi turned his head and stopped looking at her.

"Xiaoru, go to sleep for a while, I'll go out for a while." Lu Chenxi said softly.There was an imperceptible choke in the voice.

However, Ji Xiaoru was very afraid of him leaving.

She held his arm tightly and refused to let go: "Where are you going? I will go with you. If you don't sleep, I won't sleep either. I will follow you wherever you go."

Lu Chenxi frowned and looked at her: "Be obedient, or I will really ignore you."

Ji Xiaoru was stunned. He had never threatened her like this before.

But now, he has changed.

And she had to adapt and accept his changes.

She let go of her hand slowly: "then... when will you come back?"

"Soon." He looked at her and said, "Go to sleep for a while, and I'll be back when you wake up."

"But..." She still hesitated.

"Good boy." He stroked her hair, "We can't stick together from morning to night, can we? Listen to me, Xiaoru, you have to give me some personal space."

"But...don't Xiaoxiao and Liezi stick together from morning to night every day?" Ji Xiaoru said slightly dissatisfied.

"They are them, we are us, besides, we are not married yet." Lu Chenxi said.

He seemed to be reminding her that if she was disobedient, he wouldn't marry her.

Ji Xiaoru had to admit defeat: "Okay, then I will only sleep for half an hour, and you will come back after half an hour, okay?"

He thought for a while and said, "Yes."

Ji Xiaoru smiled at him: "I'll wait for you."

Her smile was a bit forced, and it was obvious that she was trying to please the other party.If it had a tail, she probably couldn't help but shake it at him.

After all, she was the one who did the wrong thing, and she was the one who should beg his forgiveness.

There is nothing wrong with him.

In love, the person who gives more is always more worthy of sympathy.

Like Ji Xiaoru, if the roles were reversed, she would never forgive him no matter what.

Lu Chenxi's eyes became softer: "Lie down and rest."

Ji Xiaoru lay down obediently, and found that Lu Chenxi had no intention of leaving for the time being, as happy as a child who got candy suddenly.

"Aren't you leaving?"

"I'll leave when you fall asleep," he said.

"Hmm." Ji Xiaoru closed her eyes, with a happy smile on her pale lips, maybe her body was still too sleepy, she fell asleep after a while.

The person sitting by the bed whispered: "Xiaoru? Are you asleep?"

Ji Xiaoru didn't respond.

He breathed a sigh of relief.

Slowly getting out of bed, he pressed his aching heart, and the exhaustion and pain that had been deliberately hidden just now were instantly released.

With a stagger, he almost fell to the ground directly.

Worried that there would be too much movement, he hurriedly grabbed the hanging bed sheet so as not to embarrass himself too much.

Half kneeling on the ground, he controlled his breathing, picked up the phone from the bedside table next to him, and pressed the emergency button.

Soon, Mu Zihao arrived with well-trained medical staff.

"Master, please persevere..." Rao has seen similar situations many times, but every time Pei Yuancheng had a heart attack, Mu Zihao would feel like he was going through a bad battle.

Pei Yuancheng pressed his chest tightly and panted hard. He felt that he was no different from a stranded fish.

Severe hypoxia and severe heart pain made him unconscious, but he couldn't pass out completely.

When someone carried him onto the mobile hospital bed and was about to leave the ward, Pei Yuancheng turned his head slightly and glanced at Ji Xiaoru who was lying asleep on the bed.

She was in a deep sleep, and she didn't mean to be woken up by him at all.

Very good, in this case, he will be relieved.

The hospital bed was pushed into the corridor, and a group of people surrounded him and pushed him to the emergency room.

Pei Yuancheng opened his eyes slightly, and the pain reached a certain level but he couldn't feel the pain anymore.

Some pictures and some words flashed through his mind.

He feels messed up now.

Maybe it's easier to die, but it's not the time yet.

Obviously, Xiaoru regarded him as Lu Zi.

In fact, someone said before that he and Lu Zi look a bit alike.

It is said that the ancestors of the Zhu family and the Lu family were also cousins, so it is understandable that they have similarities in their facial features.

However, even so, no one would mistake him for Lu Chenxi, or Lu Chenxi for him.

He thought that maybe Xiaoru was too shocked to accept the fact that Lu Zi died, so she subconsciously took Lu Zi, who looked slightly similar to Lu Zi, as Lu Zi.

Maybe he should have denied that he was Lu Zi immediately and told Ji Xiaoru the whole truth.

However, he couldn't bear it anymore.

He has already hurt Ji Xiaoru once.

Now, is he going to hurt her again?

Pei Yuancheng suddenly thought, is it because of the mistakes a person has made in this life, fate will make him repay in other ways sooner or later?
No one can be loved forever.

No one can be secure forever.

Everything is his own fault.

It's all his destiny.

"Heh..." Pei Yuancheng sighed one last time, allowing himself to fall into the bottomless abyss.