famous first flash marriage

Because of Lu Chenxi's death, Ji Xiaoru suddenly became insane.

Sometimes she lay on the bed crying, sometimes she seemed to be talking to Lu Chenxi who was invisible to everyone.

"I was wrong... I'm sorry, Lu Chenxi, please forgive me."

"I know, I'm stupid...it's because I can't tell the truth from the fake, it's because I always blame you, it's because I'm always dissatisfied, obviously you are already so good, and you are so obedient to me, why do I still want to give up? Want to despise you?"

"Don't be angry, and don't ignore me. I was wrong. Say something, Lu Chenxi, please."

"Don't look at me like this...I'm afraid...I don't want to be separated from you, I will rely on you for the rest of my life, Lu Chenxi, I want to marry you, really..."

"Shall we get married? Actually, I never told you... I have secretly seen the wedding dress several times. I really want to wear a wedding dress in my dreams. Although I just told you that I don't want to get married for the time being, but I... I actually secretly I have imagined many times, standing in the church with you..."

"Everyone will wish us well... After all, you are so kind, kind and gentle, you have no temper, you never put on airs to others, and you don't have the arrogance of a big star. I always say you are too casual, but I know, you really It's very good, if you weren't so good, how could I have loved you for so many years..."

"Lu Chenxi, I was wrong. I was so wrong... Thanks to your good temper, you never quarreled with me, so I always lose my temper in front of you. Obviously I'm not that picky, why are you here? In front of you, I am always dissatisfied with this, but what about that?"

"Heh... If you didn't like me that much, if you didn't pamper me that much, maybe I would treat you better... I'm just a bitch, damn me..."

Ji Xiaoru tried to raise his hand to slap himself, but Cheng Lie strode over and held him down.

Ji Xiaoru struggled desperately, tears had already wet the pillow.

"Woo... Lu Chenxi, don't look at me like this," she looked at a certain point in the void, sobbing, "I know I was wrong, please don't hate me, okay? Give me another chance... Lu Chenxi , please, give me another chance, I will behave well, I will be a good woman who listens to you, and I will not bully you..."

"Just say something, please... I will be obedient in the future and listen to you in everything. Just say something, ah? Lu Chenxi, don't look at me like this... I don't like you looking at me like this, Are you going to break up with me? Why... I can change anything, don't you leave me, okay? A bad woman like me, who else would want me but you? Lu Chenxi, let me be selfish for a while, no matter what Anyway, I will pester you and forbid you to go...Did you hear me?"

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Seeing Ji Xiaoru like this, Tang Xiao had nothing to do. Lu Chenxi's death was also an extremely sad thing for her. When Ji Xiaoru cried, she just wanted to cry with Ji Xiaoru.

In order to prevent Ji Xiaoru on the hospital bed from committing self-harm again, Pei Yuancheng got someone to get a restraint belt and tied Ji Xiaoru's hands and feet to the bed.

Like a trapped animal, Ji Xiaoru wailed in despair.

Tang Xiao couldn't bear to watch it anymore, but if she didn't stay here, who would be able to accompany Ji Xiaoru?

Tang Xiao and Ji Xiaoru are the closest girlfriends to each other in this life.

Also because of this, Tang Xiao was especially able to empathize with Ji Xiaoru's pain.

The two men stayed in the ward for a long time, but they could only watch helplessly.

As men, they are not even allowed to cry.

However, the grief in their hearts may not be less than that of others.

On the terrace, Cheng Lie and Pei Yuancheng sat one by one.

The two men were silent for a long time.

They coincidentally chose to come to the terrace to breathe, but when they came out of Ji Xiaoru's ward, their mood became more depressed.

In the ward, there is the sadness of a woman who lost her lover.

On the terrace, the grief of two men who lost their brothers.

Cheng Lie wanted to smoke a cigarette very much, but, thinking of Pei Yuancheng's illness, he had to give up the idea.

However, the pain in the limbs could not be eliminated, and they desperately needed something to numb them.

Finally, Cheng Lie asked Pei Yuancheng: "Is there any liquor? A little bit stronger."

Pei Yuancheng was slightly stunned, then shook his head suddenly: "Liezi, you have also learned to drink away your worries."

"Heh... If you are not sick, I really want to drink with you."

The two men looked at each other and found that each other's eyes were red.

The boy does not cry easily.

Their tears are hidden in their hearts and in their eyes.

"I want to drink too. It's been so long that I'm so greedy for alcohol." Pei Yuancheng smiled wryly, "If I drank last night, I might die on the spot. It's better, so I don't have to bear the burden of my good brother today." The pain of leaving first."

"Fart you." Cheng Lie couldn't help but swear: "I don't want to organize the funeral of the two of you alone. Do you really think my heart is made of iron?"

Pei Yuancheng lowered his eyes, and said with a trace of mockery in his tone: "It's good fortune to trick people. I am the one who deserves to be damned, and I am the one who has been lingering. In the end, Lu Zi rushed away before me. Liezi, do you think this is the case?" Funny? If only I hadn’t suggested going to the beach to have some fucking barbecue yesterday. Wouldn’t it be the same if everyone sat peacefully in the villa and had a good meal? If we didn’t go to the beach, Xiaoru wouldn’t be lost Into the sea, Lu Zi will not lose his life to save Xiaoru..."

"There are so many ifs." Cheng Lie said lightly: "Everything that has happened is fate, and no one can resist it. It's not your fault. No one blames you."

"I will blame myself." Pei Yuancheng closed his eyes and leaned tiredly on the wheelchair, "Lu Zi has no parents, and he recognized my mother as a godmother since he was a child. Speaking of it, my mother likes me more than my own. Lu Zi is more. And when I was very young, I vaguely knew that the reason why my mother insisted on recognizing Lu Zi as her godson was because she was afraid that I would die early like my father and leave her alone."

"In these years, since my father passed away, my mother seemed to be afraid of me. She seldom communicated with me. I knew very well that she was afraid that she would be too attached to me. In the future, if I really died, she would I can’t stand it. I’m also afraid, so we both have a tacit understanding that neither of us will go to anyone, and we will live our own lives. I don’t worry about my mother, because she has Lu Zi, a godson, and Lu Zi is more suitable than me. A good son."

"For my mother, Lu Zi is really good." Pei Yuancheng sighed slightly, "He always thinks of my mother first when there is something good, and if my mother asks him to do it immediately, everyone says My mother is blessed to have such a good son as Lu Zi, and I feel very relieved to have Lu Zi around. But now that Lu Zi is dead... I still don't know how to tell my mother about this, Liezi, what do you think I should do? Can my mother accept Lu Zi's death?"

"I don't know. But whether you can accept it or not, you have to face it sooner or later." Cheng Lie looked at Pei Yuancheng with a sad face and said, "If you can't say it, I'll tell Aunt Zhu for you, but, Pei Son, have you ever thought that if Lu Zi is dead, you can continue to escape the responsibility of taking care of your mother?"

Pei Yuancheng looked up at Cheng Lie.

I saw Cheng Lie looking at him with dark eyes, and said in a deep voice: "Live on, do what you should do, and fulfill your responsibilities. I know that death may be easier for you, but you can't be so Selfish."

"Selfish?" Pei Yuancheng's eyes trembled, "I...I didn't want to evade responsibility, I was just afraid that my mother would be sad."

"Stupid." Cheng Lie said unceremoniously: "Because you will die sooner or later, so you avoid caring for your relatives, and because you will die sooner or later, you don't accept the feelings you should accept. How much water did it get in?"

It was the first time in Pei Yuancheng's life that someone pointed at his nose and scolded him like this. He didn't feel angry, but found it novel and interesting.

He couldn't help but chuckled, his shoulders trembled.

Cheng Lie looked at him calmly.

Pei Yuancheng laughed for a while, had enough, and looked up at Cheng Lie: "Yes, you are right, I am not only stupid, but also selfish, and a coward. I, Pei Yuancheng, am really a coward. I pretend that I am not afraid of death, but in fact , but I don't even have the courage to live, dare not do this, dare not do that, I am the most irresponsible man in the world."

"It's you scolding yourself. I didn't say it." Cheng Lie teased: "It's rare that you are willing to face yourself face to face."

"Heh..." Pei Yuancheng shook his head silently.There was a hint of mockery on his lips.

"Live, you and Lu Zi are gone, how lonely am I?" Cheng Lie put his hand on Pei Yuancheng's shoulder.

Pei Yuancheng said noncommittally: "Let me think about it again. If living is so easy, who wouldn't want to live?"

Cheng Lie took a deep look at him and said nothing.

He knew that no one could make a choice for Pei Yuansheng.

After all, no one can help him bear the pain and risks that need to be endured.

"Are you still drinking?" Pei Yuancheng said suddenly: "If you want to drink, I'll ask Mu Zihao to bring you a bottle. I still have a few bottles of good wine here."

"Then you still ask me to bring you all the way? It's not too much trouble." He reached out and thumped Pei Yuancheng's shoulder very lightly.

When they were young, they used to play around like you punch me twice, and I punch you twice.

Cheng Lie is the most powerful among them.

Pei Yuancheng's lack of strength has something to do with his lack of physical fitness since he was a child.

Lu Chenxi is stronger than Pei Yuansheng, but weaker than Cheng Lie.

But every time the brothers played together, Lu Chenxi always refused to use all his strength.

Just like a kitten deliberately retracting its paws, he was afraid of hurting someone.

Lu Chenxi has been a person who likes to consider others too much since she was a child.

Thinking of this, Cheng Lie couldn't help but sigh slightly again.

Why in this world, the earliest people to go are often those with the best temperament and kindest heart?