famous first flash marriage

But in Ji Xiaoru's view, he is more like a competent special nurse, a special nurse who can take good care of the other party without instructions from the other party.

Because the real tacit understanding is spiritual communication. For example, she saw several times that Tang Xiao and Pei Yuancheng were sitting and chatting, and when they stopped chatting, they looked at each other and smiled.

That's a tacit understanding.

Why didn't Xiaoxiao know Pei Yuancheng before Cheng Lie?

If Xiaoxiao didn't know Chenglie, but met Pei Yuancheng first, would everything be different?

If Xiaoxiao had been with Pei Yuancheng from the beginning, then it would be impossible for him to like Pei Yuancheng.

Then Xiaoxiao will be happy with Pei Yuancheng, then she can also be with Lu Chenxi in a down-to-earth manner——

If Ji Xiaoru thinks too much, she will become a little dazed.

She always thought that if everything could go back to the beginning and start over.

She used to think that she would never regret loving someone.

But now she regrets it.

Loving Pei Yuancheng is too painful.

Moreover, her love hurt Pei Yuancheng miserably.

This love should never have existed in the first place.

She fell into deep regret and self-blame.

This seems to be another vicious circle --

Because once she starts to regret and blame herself, it will bring anxiety.

Once anxious, she would have that desire to destroy everything.

In the huge room, the light was dim, only a small floor lamp next to the sofa was on.

In order not to affect Pei Yuancheng's rest, she turned the lights to the darkest.

She was sitting on the sofa beside the dim floor lamp, but she looked like a moth being burned by a candle.

She felt suffocated.

Can't help but cast a glance towards the bed——

Pei Yuancheng's breathing was steady, and it seemed that he would not wake up in a short time.

She clutched the corner of her clothes tightly, obviously she was just sitting there, but her chest was heaving and her breathing was short and restless.

Can't stay in this room anymore.

Stay for another minute, and she will suffocate.

She pinched the other hand with one hand, controlled her breathing, and slowly stood up from the sofa.

She stepped on her slippers and was about to leave this breathless room.

At this moment, Pei Yuancheng, who was sleeping soundly on the bed, suddenly let out a low murmur.

"Don't go..."

Just a few steps away from the sofa, Ji Xiaoru, who was facing Pei Yuancheng with his back at the moment, couldn't help but froze in place.

Is he... calling her?
He doesn't want her to go?

He actually... needs her?
There was ecstasy in her heart.

She turned her head, her eyes almost shining.

She looked at him and thought, as long as he doesn't want her to go, she will never leave him half a step in this life!
However, immediately after, the sleeping person on the hospital bed made a weak voice again: "Xiaoxiao...don't go."

"..."

Ji Xiaoru's heart fell from the edge of the cliff.

The falling process was so long, so long that even though she was standing there, she could truly feel the weightlessness of the continuous falling.

At the same time, her heart was cracked inch by inch like dry land.

People are really strange, sometimes it is obvious that the heart is cracked, but it starts to rain on the face.

Her tears fell like a torrential rain.

And all of this happened silently.

Probably Pei Yuancheng will never know that on a certain night, Ji Xiaoru once stood beside the bed and cried like this.

Her tears even smeared a small patch on the rug at her feet.

That was her dying love.

She cried blankly for a while, realizing that if she continued to cry, she might be seen by Pei Yuancheng who woke up suddenly, so she decided to let herself go with the remaining reason.

So like a wooden stake, she slowly moved her heavy body out.

She came to the door, pulled the door behind her backhand, leaned against the wall and lost all her strength and courage, and tears rolled down again.

At this time, she heard light footsteps, and raised her head, and in her hazy sight was Mu Zihao in a suit and leather shoes with a back comb.

He was still calm and polite, without a hint of surprise in his eyes, as he had never been before.

Ji Xiaoru wanted to say something, but she didn't know how to explain it, or maybe a person like Mu Zihao was not surprised by anything that happened, and never needed an explanation.

He handed her a dark blue handkerchief.

Ji Xiaoru didn't thank her, and covered her face with that handkerchief——

She really didn't want people to see her ugly face.

Mu Zihao stood quietly by the side without saying a word, as if he was waiting, but also as if he was silently accompanying him.

No matter what, Ji Xiaoru is grateful to him.

She couldn't explain why she was grateful.

It was strange that on the one hand, she didn't want anyone to see her distress, but on the other hand, she didn't want to be alone when she was heartbroken.

People are contradictory.

She cried for a long, long time, probably the longest and most resilient cry of her life.

When the last tear was shed, she vaguely thought that she would never cry like this again in her life.

Perhaps, this scene represented the end of the passionate part of her life.

From now on, her heart will only be like a pool of stagnant water, and it is impossible to cause any waves.

This isn't a bad guy.

Anyone will have such an experience.

When people understand that passion must coexist with pain, they will fear passion and yearn for peace.

Ji Xiaoru no longer yearns for love anymore.

Perhaps, from this moment on, she is old.

At first Tang Xiao thought that Ji Xiaoru was just too tired and wanted to go out to play for a few days by himself, and he would be back in a few days.

A few days later, when she couldn't contact Ji Xiaoru no matter what, she knew that Ji Xiaoru had really left.

"Pei Yuancheng, what should I do? How could she do this, how could she just leave? Have you sent someone to look for her? Is there any news about her?"

Tang Xiao sat by the bed, grabbed Pei Yuancheng's quilt and asked anxiously.

Compared to Tang Xiao's panic, Pei Yuancheng was very calm.

"Don't worry, Xiaoxiao, I'm already sending someone to look for her, and there should be news of her soon."

Pei Yuansheng comforted him.

"But why hasn't there been any news yet? It's already the fourth day... Where did she go? Why is it so silent... Did something happen to her?"

Tang Xiao was so anxious that he wanted to cry.

These days, she couldn't sleep well every day, and she dreamed that Xiaoru would come back.

However, she couldn't get in touch with her at all.

Xiaoru walked almost silently.

Except four nights ago, she sent her a WeChat message——

"Smile, take care of yourself, I want to go out for a walk."

When she woke up the next day, she called her immediately after seeing the news, but she kept reminding the other party to turn off the phone.

She was so anxious that she had never been in such a situation for so many years. After all, she would never fail to contact Xiaoru.

How could Xiaoru not answer her call?
Something must have happened to her!
She was so anxious that she couldn't even go to work, so she asked for leave immediately and rushed to the hospital to find Pei Yuancheng.

Pei Yuancheng knew what she was coming for a long time ago, and when he saw her rushing in hurriedly, he spread out his phone to show her.

On Pei Yuancheng's mobile phone, the same sentence was displayed on the chat interface with Ji Xiaoru——

"Take care of yourself, I want to go for a walk."

"It's fake, isn't it?"

Tang Xiao yelled at that time: "I don't believe that she will leave us and walk away! I don't believe that she must have been kidnapped! Pei Yuancheng, can you use all your strength to find her right away? She's your wife...you don't care about her, do you?"

Pei Yuancheng seldom sees such a gaffe in Tang Xiao.

"Of course I won't leave her alone, you believe me, I will try my best to find her."

Pei Yuancheng put his hand on Tang Xiao's shoulder, trying to calm her down.

"Relax, smile, Xiaoru just wants to go out and relax, nothing will happen."

He said very firmly.

And the reason why he was so sure was that before Ji Xiaoru left, he asked Mu Zihao to tell him that her marriage with him didn't count, and she decided to regain her freedom from now on.

The two hadn't had time to get the certificate, and the wedding was only halfway through. Therefore, Ji Xiaoru had no objection to ending his marriage with him.

After Ji Xiaoru left, he also asked Mu Zihao to transfer a sum of money into her account. Even if it was a very extravagant person, this money would be enough to squander a lifetime.

And he didn't plan to tell Tang Xiao about this for the time being.

"I'm not at ease... how can I be at ease?"

Tang Xiao said anxiously: "For so many years, she has never treated me like this... Why did she do this? I don't understand... Did I do something wrong to make her unhappy, so she left without saying goodbye?"

Seeing that she began to doubt herself, Pei Yuancheng couldn't help but sigh: "Why? You are her best friend and the person she trusts the most. How could she be angry with you? Besides, you have never done anything to apologize to her ah."

"Then why did she leave suddenly? I really want to ask her personally...I don't believe she just left."

Tang Xiao said in a daze.

"Wait... Xiaoxiao, then you now believe that she was not kidnapped, right?"

Pei Yuancheng asked.

"...I'm just, rather than she being hurt, I'd rather believe that she just doesn't want to talk to me..."

Tang Xiao murmured.

Pei Yuancheng was silent for a moment: "...you are so stupid."

During these four days, almost every day, Tang Xiao would frantically repeat the same few questions.

Pei Yuancheng always had infinite patience with Tang Xiao. He always listened to her calmly, and then explained to her softly.

Maybe it's because of too many explanations. On the fifth and sixth day, Tang Xiao gradually believed in what Pei Yuancheng said——

Ji Xiaoru really really just wants to go out and relax by herself, she is doing well now.

In order to make Tang Xiao believe this even more, he also showed Ji Xiaoru's consumption details in recent days.

Tang Xiaozai took a closer look, and indeed, Ji Xiaoru's large expenses were basically spent on staying in hotels, and then on some tourist attractions.

She really went on a trip alone...

Moreover, she seems to be aimless, wherever she goes.

Tang Xiao didn't doubt that Pei Yuancheng would forge a consumption statement for her, nor did he ask how Pei Yuancheng retrieved Ji Xiaoru's consumption statement.

She always trusted Pei Yuancheng unconditionally.