famous first flash marriage

In the end, it turned out that her hunch was right.

It couldn't have been worse.

"Sister Xiaoxiao... Do you want to persuade me to kill the child?"

Yan Lili mustered up the courage to ask.

"I don't advise."

Tang Xiao looked at her helplessly: "Because I know, it's useless for me to persuade you. If you could listen to the persuasion, you would have taken the initiative to talk to me about this matter, wouldn't you? Your choice to resign is enough to prove your decision .”

Yan Lili was very surprised, she didn't expect that Tang Xiao didn't immediately force herself to do the "right thing".

Adults always live in various choices. As an adult, you always need to make various correct decisions, otherwise, you will not be a normal adult.

Yan Lili couldn't be more clear that the fact that she wanted to give birth to a child was an incorrect decision in the eyes of everyone.

I made this choice myself, and if people knew about it, I would immediately become a lunatic in the eyes of everyone.

However, she doesn't care.

Why do people have to live in the eyes of others in their whole life instead of living for themselves?
"Thank you, Sister Xiaoxiao."

She said to Tang with a smile sincerely.

Tang Xiao sighed again.

"Thank me for what? Deep down in my heart, I don't want you to make this decision, but I know that everyone has the right to choose their own life, and I can't control you and I can't replace you. But Lili, you have to think clearly, What does it mean for you to make this decision—do you know how difficult this path is?"

Her big clear eyes stared at her quietly.

"I know... Sister Xiaoxiao, I have thought a lot recently, I think, maybe... maybe one day I will regret it, but how can people think so far, I just know that I have to live now Get him down."

As a medical staff, Tang Xiao cherishes every life, but she doesn't want Yan Lili to give birth to this child.

Because this child is doomed to have no father, and is doomed to never be loved by his father.

She and Yan Ling have also known each other for several years, and she knows very well that with Yan Ling's character, she will not force herself to be the father of his child just because Yan Lili gave birth to his child behind his back.

If he had known about this, he might have dutifully provided money to Yan Lili's child, but he would not love that child, let alone Yan Lili.

When this child is born, it will bring endless troubles.

She believes that Yan Lili has already thought about all the troubles.

She has already made up her mind to give birth to this child, what else can she say as a bystander?

"Li Li, if you change your mind, you must tell me immediately. If you still decide to give birth... if you have any difficulties, please tell me immediately, okay?"

Tang Xiao held Yan Lili's little hand in both hands, stared at her seriously and said.

Yan Lili's hands were very cold, she really wanted to do her best to give this little girl who had just grown up some warmth.

However, many things can only be experienced by the parties themselves, and no matter how worried others are, they cannot replace them with their own bodies.

"Thank you, sister Xiaoxiao, thank you... Thank you very much."

Yan Lili's eyes were full of tears, and under the light, crystal tears could no longer be restrained from rolling down from those eyes full of sorrow.

At this moment, Tang Xiao seemed to have a bad premonition in his heart. She tightened her hand and told her that this situation might cause irreparable consequences. However, there was a glimmer of hope for Shangyan Lili's pair eyes, she couldn't say anything.

Her icy little hands tightly held her back, like a drowning person grabbing a life-saving straw with all his strength.

So, can this life-saving straw go back and say "no" to this person?

She can't.

At this moment, Tang Xiao suddenly realized how terrible and heavy it is to be treated as a life-saving straw and to be placed with all hope.

"Sister Xiaoxiao, can I ask you one more thing?"

Yan Lili opened her eyes wide, looking at Tang Xiao eagerly.

"What's the matter? Tell me first."

Tang laughed.

"Sister Xiaoxiao, I think, I want to beg you..."

Yan Lili bit her lips lightly, and said, "I want you to promise me that you will never tell anyone about this."

Tang Xiao's dark pupils suddenly constricted.

She withdrew her hand, took a sip from the teacup on the table, as if she wanted to forcefully suppress the surging emotions in her chest.

No.

No...

She can't promise her.

what does this mean?
This means that she will always be a person who knows everything but can say nothing.

What if Yan Ling asked in the future?

What if the child asks in the future?

Will she still be able to keep silent?

"Miss Xiaoxiao..."

Yan Lili begged, "Please, sister Xiaoxiao."

"No."

Tang Xiao put down the tea cup in his hand, and finally rejected Yan Lili resolutely.

"I can't promise you this matter. I can promise not to tell others, but if one day, Yan Ling finds that the child looks like him, and he asks, I can't pretend that I don't know anything. Also, Lili, the child was born by you, and now it belongs to you alone, but when it is born, it is a person, and it is no longer yours alone. It belongs to itself, do you know? If the child When I ask, I can't pretend to be ignorant. Unless, no one will ever ask about it."

After hearing this, Yan Lili couldn't help crying again.

Her eyes were like faucets that couldn't be turned off, and tears flowed from them.

She knew that what sister Xiaoxiao said she couldn't agree to was that she really couldn't agree.

She didn't blame Sister Xiaoxiao, but when she thought of that child growing up...she couldn't help but feel heartbroken.

Will the child blame her in the future?
It's all because of her selfishness, because of her reluctance, and because of her greed.

Otherwise, how could there be this little life.

Subconsciously, she reached out and touched her belly.

It was as flat and quiet there as ever.

Except for her and Sister Xiaoxiao, no one in this world would have thought that there is a child hidden in her belly——

A child that belongs to her and brother Ling Zi.

Her heart was full of bitterness, but when she thought of Yan Ling, a faint sweetness rose unknowingly.

Isn't that what life is like?

There is always more bitterness and less sweetness.

But for that little bit of sweetness, people still have to bite the bullet and grit their teeth to continue living.

"Li Li, why didn't you tell Yan Ling about this? With his personality, he may not be unwilling to take responsibility, but if you gave birth to this child regardless of his wishes, if you find out in the future, you will definitely be angry with me .”

Tang Xiao said to Yan Lili seriously.

Yan Lili cried even harder.

Why didn't she want to tell him?

But how could she have the face to say it?
"Lili...?"

Tang Xiao didn't understand why her reaction was so strong.

Is it possible...

"Did Yan Ling force you?!"

If it wasn't for the daily grocery store, Tang Xiao would almost have jumped up when there were people walking around from time to time.

If that's the case, she must blow Yan Ling's head off!
"No, no!"

Yan Lili was afraid that Tang Xiao would misunderstand her, so she shook her head desperately: "He didn't force me! Yes, I did it voluntarily!"

"What the hell is going on then?"

Tang Xiao's eyebrows furrowed tightly.

Yan Lili twisted her fingers repeatedly, a tangled expression appeared on her pale and delicate face.

She couldn't speak.

This matter, to her, is disgraceful.

Blame her for being greedy for a while, but now she is completely reaping the fruit of herself.

Brother Ling Zi is innocent in this matter.

The child in the womb is also innocent.

Everything started with the greed of a poor woman who couldn't love her.

blame her...

Yan Lili was so sad that she covered her face with her hands and burst into tears.

Afraid of disturbing other guests, she bit her lip tightly, not daring to make a sound.

Her facial features were squeezed together in pain, sticky tears dripped down on the palm of her hand, and from the palm of her hand to her face.

It was so uncomfortable.

She felt like her heart was being cracked inch by inch like the earth that had been dry for a long time.

And there was nothing she could do about it happening.

This is what she asked for.

At the beginning, she longed for a little bit of love, even when he was drunk and didn't know it at all, she still yearned for his warmth, taking advantage of the little bit of tenderness that he didn't know about.

Looking back now, that little rain is the only thing she can have in her life.

Now, she is still trying to use this cracked land to give birth to a new life, isn't it a bit whimsical?

The more she thought about it, the more powerless she became, and the more she thought about it, the more sad she became.

"Okay, stop crying."

Tang Xiao's calm voice suddenly sounded.

"..."

Yan Lili was still covering her face and trembling all over.

She didn't dare to cry, because she strongly restrained her physical instincts, so her body trembled especially violently.

"Don't cry, just cry blindly, what can it solve?"

Tang laughed and said with a sigh.

Yan Lili bit her lips tightly, trying to let herself take a deep breath, she knew that what she said was right.

What's the use of crying now?
Do you expect anyone to take pity on her?

Yan Lili, Yan Lili, everything you have done is your own fault, and you are not worthy of sympathy at all.

After a long time, she finally made her eyes no longer shed tears and her body no longer trembled.

She slowly lowered her hands covered in tears.

She knew that she must be extremely ugly and embarrassed now.

Tang Xiao looked at Yan Lili who was flushed with snot and tears, teeth marks and blood dripping from her lips, shook her head helplessly, and tore open a bag of wet tissues and handed them over.

"Wipe it. I'm going to be a mother. Don't cry like this in the future. The child will hear it."

she said slowly.

When Yan Lili heard this, her nose was sour and she almost cried again.

"Hold on."

Tang Xiao looked into her eyes and said firmly.

"Um……"

She nodded and carefully wiped her cheeks with a wet tissue.

Tang Xiao poured her another glass of water, watched her drink it, and said lightly: "Single mothers are harder than you imagined, and there are many difficulties to face in the future. It's just the beginning. In time."