famous first flash marriage
1158、I want to control myself
As soon as Tang Xiao turned around, Pei Yuancheng said suddenly.
"Ok?"
Tang Xiao turned around in surprise.
"Smile, believe me, Reiko is not that kind of person, he must be delayed by something tonight."
He spoke to her seriously.
Tang Xiao was stunned for a moment, then lowered his head and smiled faintly: "Well, I know."
"But you don't trust him that much."
Pei Yuancheng said calmly.
"……Why do you say that?"
Tang Xiao looked at Pei Yuancheng in astonishment.
"If you really believed in him that much, you wouldn't be so sad, and you wouldn't be encouraged by Xiaoru. You and Xiaoru are very insecure people, and it's very difficult to trust others."
Pei Yuancheng said lightly.
Tang Xiao's fingers on his side slowly tightened.
She bit her lip and said softly, "You don't understand. Even if I am willing to believe him, most of the time, he is unwilling to explain. If he doesn't explain anything, can I still trust him foolishly?"
"Those who are willing to believe in him don't care if the other party has an explanation."
Pei Yuansheng said.
"Ah……"
Tang Xiao smiled wryly: "This is your man."
"What happened to our man?"
Pei Yuancheng's long and narrow black eyes widened slightly, showing disapproval.
"You men are like this. You don't say anything, and you wish women would listen to you, follow you, and trust you completely."
Tang Xiao said shyly: "But why? We don't rely on you to live, nor do we have our own thoughts. Do you think that the husband is the guideline like in ancient times, and women have three obediences and four virtues? We can't do without our own ideas. Think about your own pursuit?"
Pei Yuancheng was stunned: "..."
Should it be said that he is the kind of man that Tang Xiao said that he hoped that women would follow him and completely rely on him?
He asked himself that he has never looked down on women, and the company has always treated female employees well.
But perhaps, deep in his heart, he believed that women should depend on men.
He never thought that a woman can completely independent of a man and decide everything by herself.
Then why, he would have such an idea?
He had no way of knowing.
But he thought, very few men would really put women in a completely equal position with themselves.
What about the woman?
Can a woman take care of herself completely without relying on a man?
He was suddenly a little confused.
"Everyone has the freedom to escape from an unsafe relationship. Why, do we have to walk the tightrope in love and marriage? You guys want unconditional trust unconditional love, but, say nothing, say nothing Do it, but ask the other party to feel safe, why? Why do you have the initiative, but we can’t take the initiative to choose whether to leave or let go? Do we have to fall down and be smashed to pieces? Before falling down, I feel insecure I don’t dare to go on anymore, can’t I just turn around and leave? Is it wrong for a woman to love herself more and protect herself more? "
Tang Xiao said quietly in his ear.
"No... that's not the case."
Pei Yuancheng murmured.
"Isn't it? Are you sure you're not?"
Tang Xiao laughed silently, but that smile was filled with a kind of cold accusation.
Under the light, bits and pieces of light shone in her clear eyes.
Is she going to cry?
Suddenly his heart ached.
This heartache made him panic.
He was uncomfortable, neither sitting nor standing.
It seems that at this moment, he should do something, but he can't do anything.
He did it, and it was deviant.
If he did, he would be sorry for everyone.
At this moment, he found that sometimes, it is really difficult for people to be themselves, very difficult.
Perhaps, he was destined not to live for himself in this life.
Whether it's taking on the heavy responsibility of the entire family consortium, pretending to be Lu Chenxi by Xiaoru's side, or even marrying Xiaoru now——
It wasn't what he wanted from the bottom of his heart.
But had to make one choice after another.
So, Pei Yuancheng, what do you really want?
He looked at the weak and stubborn woman in front of him, and the answer he had hidden in his heart for three years was ready to come out.
However, he can't.
How could he be so selfish, to hug her, protect her, and take her as his own?
Countless times, he thought that if he could marry her, he would definitely give her the best life and never let her cry.
God knows how reluctant he is to see her cry and be sad.
In the past, he didn't dare and didn't deserve it. After all, he was a person who might die at any time. He could only watch her and watched her get farther and farther away from him.
Later, he finally became like a normal person with a healthy body, but he and she became even more impossible.
Why does fate always play tricks on him?
He stood one meter away from her and stared at her quietly, but felt that the distance between the two was simply unreachable.
This is the woman he loves and cannot love.
This is the woman he can only keep in his heart and wait for silently for the rest of his life.
"sorry."
After a long time, he said softly.
Tang Xiao smiled suddenly.
There were tears in her eyes, and this smile revealed an indescribable sadness and pity.
The fingers placed by his side moved slightly, but in the end he could only clenched into fists helplessly.
He had to restrain himself.
One step wrong, step by step wrong.
He doesn't allow himself to make mistakes.
Because of his fault, everything will be ruined.
"Pei Yuancheng, you don't need to say sorry to me. What do you owe me? You don't owe me anything. On the contrary, I owe you..."
Having said that, Tang Xiao stopped talking.
Some things don't need to be said clearly and plainly.
Just like some things, there is no need to speak clearly and plainly.
"What do you owe me?"
Pei Yuancheng sighed.
"Okay, let's not talk, anyway, thank you. I am really grateful to you and Xiaoru today."
Tang Xiao stretched out his hand and quickly wiped the corners of his eyes, pursed his lips and smiled softly.
Seeing her trying to smile, Pei Yuancheng wanted to sigh again.
He could no longer look at her, nor be alone with her.
As long as he looks at her and stays alone in a space with her, his heart will be full of pity uncontrollably.
If this continues, he will go crazy.
He would go mad with repressing himself.
In the future, maybe we shouldn't meet her again, he thought.
"I'm going down first, Xiaoru should be waiting."
After Tang Xiao finished speaking, he turned and walked outside.
Pei Yuancheng moved his lips, but he didn't say a word after all.
Tang Xiao ran into Xiaoru in the corridor.
The expression on Xiaoru's face was a bit strange, but Tang Xiao didn't think much about it.
"How did you come up?"
She asked.
"Seeing that you are not coming down, I am afraid that something has happened, so come up and have a look."
Xiaoru said with a smile.
"No, let's go down now."
Tang Xiao and Xiaoru walked a few steps arm in arm, Tang Xiao suddenly remembered and said, "By the way, that lipstick is from Armani, color number 501."
"Oh, let me say, this color number is really super temperament, it is worthy of your Amway."
Ji Xiaoru said absently.
Tang Xiao's head was still echoing the conversation with Pei Yuancheng just now, because he didn't hear Xiaoru's ecstasy.
The two went downstairs with their own concerns and sat at the table in the dining room.
There were four dishes and one soup on the table. All the dishes were delicious in color, fragrance and taste, and all of them were Tang Xiao's favorites.
Tang Xiao and Ji Xiaoru are good girlfriends who have known each other for many years, and their tastes are basically the same.
What Tang Xiao likes to eat is also what Ji Xiaoru likes to eat.
In the past, the two of them would definitely pick up chopsticks and eat happily.
But today, both of them are out of shape.
Ji Xiaoru looked down at the chopsticks in her hand, but her mind was circling the conversation between Tang Xiao and Pei Yuancheng that she heard when she walked to the door just now.
Although Pei Yuancheng didn't say anything, but...
His tone was very different from usual.
At least, he never talks to himself like that.
Could it be that Pei Yuancheng really still loves to smile?
Then he was lying to himself?
Her heart felt as if it was being slowly cut by a blunt heavy knife, it was extremely uncomfortable.
She regretted that she had run upstairs.
If she hadn't gone upstairs, she wouldn't have heard their conversation.
When she knew that Xiaoxiao was going to come out, her body made a decision one step ahead of her brain, and she took several steps back, pretending that she had never been to the door, let alone overheard the conversation between the two.
She didn't know why she did it either.
She imagined that Tang Xiao came out of the door and bumped into herself, then exclaimed, and then attracted Pei Yuancheng to come out, then Pei Yuancheng must know that he heard everything.
Maybe Tang Xiao couldn't hear the suppressed emotion in Pei Yuancheng's tone, but as a bystander, he knew it clearly in his heart.
If Pei Yuancheng knew that he already knew that he still had feelings for Tang Xiao, what would he do?
Would he show his cards to himself and break off the engagement?
Will he... just stop marrying himself?
No, you can't... you can't.
Ji Xiaoru suddenly realized that she was more afraid of this matter than anything else.
No matter what, she will marry Pei Yuancheng, and she will also marry him.
Apart from marrying him, she couldn't accept herself marrying any man in the world.
She loves no one but him.
Let her marry someone else, it is better to let her die.
But, does Pei Yuansheng really love her?
She was becoming more and more uncertain.
There was even a voice deep in his heart clamoring crazily that he didn't love her.
Pei Yuancheng doesn't love Ji Xiaoru.
The person Pei Yuancheng really loves is Tang Xiao.
The person Pei Yuancheng loved at the beginning was Tang Xiao.
Isn't this obvious?
Ji Xiaoru, why are you lying to yourself?Is this interesting?
Ji Xiaoru, wake up, he doesn't love you at all.
The voice was so small and sharp.
She was going crazy.
Why let her know all this?
Why should she hear it?
He must be in pain and depression, right?
She, Ji Xiaoru, knows the pain of not being able to love.
But, even so, she still didn't want to separate from him.
So, is that all?
In this way, continue to possess him, and live a lifetime with a person who will never love himself?
"Ok?"
Tang Xiao turned around in surprise.
"Smile, believe me, Reiko is not that kind of person, he must be delayed by something tonight."
He spoke to her seriously.
Tang Xiao was stunned for a moment, then lowered his head and smiled faintly: "Well, I know."
"But you don't trust him that much."
Pei Yuancheng said calmly.
"……Why do you say that?"
Tang Xiao looked at Pei Yuancheng in astonishment.
"If you really believed in him that much, you wouldn't be so sad, and you wouldn't be encouraged by Xiaoru. You and Xiaoru are very insecure people, and it's very difficult to trust others."
Pei Yuancheng said lightly.
Tang Xiao's fingers on his side slowly tightened.
She bit her lip and said softly, "You don't understand. Even if I am willing to believe him, most of the time, he is unwilling to explain. If he doesn't explain anything, can I still trust him foolishly?"
"Those who are willing to believe in him don't care if the other party has an explanation."
Pei Yuansheng said.
"Ah……"
Tang Xiao smiled wryly: "This is your man."
"What happened to our man?"
Pei Yuancheng's long and narrow black eyes widened slightly, showing disapproval.
"You men are like this. You don't say anything, and you wish women would listen to you, follow you, and trust you completely."
Tang Xiao said shyly: "But why? We don't rely on you to live, nor do we have our own thoughts. Do you think that the husband is the guideline like in ancient times, and women have three obediences and four virtues? We can't do without our own ideas. Think about your own pursuit?"
Pei Yuancheng was stunned: "..."
Should it be said that he is the kind of man that Tang Xiao said that he hoped that women would follow him and completely rely on him?
He asked himself that he has never looked down on women, and the company has always treated female employees well.
But perhaps, deep in his heart, he believed that women should depend on men.
He never thought that a woman can completely independent of a man and decide everything by herself.
Then why, he would have such an idea?
He had no way of knowing.
But he thought, very few men would really put women in a completely equal position with themselves.
What about the woman?
Can a woman take care of herself completely without relying on a man?
He was suddenly a little confused.
"Everyone has the freedom to escape from an unsafe relationship. Why, do we have to walk the tightrope in love and marriage? You guys want unconditional trust unconditional love, but, say nothing, say nothing Do it, but ask the other party to feel safe, why? Why do you have the initiative, but we can’t take the initiative to choose whether to leave or let go? Do we have to fall down and be smashed to pieces? Before falling down, I feel insecure I don’t dare to go on anymore, can’t I just turn around and leave? Is it wrong for a woman to love herself more and protect herself more? "
Tang Xiao said quietly in his ear.
"No... that's not the case."
Pei Yuancheng murmured.
"Isn't it? Are you sure you're not?"
Tang Xiao laughed silently, but that smile was filled with a kind of cold accusation.
Under the light, bits and pieces of light shone in her clear eyes.
Is she going to cry?
Suddenly his heart ached.
This heartache made him panic.
He was uncomfortable, neither sitting nor standing.
It seems that at this moment, he should do something, but he can't do anything.
He did it, and it was deviant.
If he did, he would be sorry for everyone.
At this moment, he found that sometimes, it is really difficult for people to be themselves, very difficult.
Perhaps, he was destined not to live for himself in this life.
Whether it's taking on the heavy responsibility of the entire family consortium, pretending to be Lu Chenxi by Xiaoru's side, or even marrying Xiaoru now——
It wasn't what he wanted from the bottom of his heart.
But had to make one choice after another.
So, Pei Yuancheng, what do you really want?
He looked at the weak and stubborn woman in front of him, and the answer he had hidden in his heart for three years was ready to come out.
However, he can't.
How could he be so selfish, to hug her, protect her, and take her as his own?
Countless times, he thought that if he could marry her, he would definitely give her the best life and never let her cry.
God knows how reluctant he is to see her cry and be sad.
In the past, he didn't dare and didn't deserve it. After all, he was a person who might die at any time. He could only watch her and watched her get farther and farther away from him.
Later, he finally became like a normal person with a healthy body, but he and she became even more impossible.
Why does fate always play tricks on him?
He stood one meter away from her and stared at her quietly, but felt that the distance between the two was simply unreachable.
This is the woman he loves and cannot love.
This is the woman he can only keep in his heart and wait for silently for the rest of his life.
"sorry."
After a long time, he said softly.
Tang Xiao smiled suddenly.
There were tears in her eyes, and this smile revealed an indescribable sadness and pity.
The fingers placed by his side moved slightly, but in the end he could only clenched into fists helplessly.
He had to restrain himself.
One step wrong, step by step wrong.
He doesn't allow himself to make mistakes.
Because of his fault, everything will be ruined.
"Pei Yuancheng, you don't need to say sorry to me. What do you owe me? You don't owe me anything. On the contrary, I owe you..."
Having said that, Tang Xiao stopped talking.
Some things don't need to be said clearly and plainly.
Just like some things, there is no need to speak clearly and plainly.
"What do you owe me?"
Pei Yuancheng sighed.
"Okay, let's not talk, anyway, thank you. I am really grateful to you and Xiaoru today."
Tang Xiao stretched out his hand and quickly wiped the corners of his eyes, pursed his lips and smiled softly.
Seeing her trying to smile, Pei Yuancheng wanted to sigh again.
He could no longer look at her, nor be alone with her.
As long as he looks at her and stays alone in a space with her, his heart will be full of pity uncontrollably.
If this continues, he will go crazy.
He would go mad with repressing himself.
In the future, maybe we shouldn't meet her again, he thought.
"I'm going down first, Xiaoru should be waiting."
After Tang Xiao finished speaking, he turned and walked outside.
Pei Yuancheng moved his lips, but he didn't say a word after all.
Tang Xiao ran into Xiaoru in the corridor.
The expression on Xiaoru's face was a bit strange, but Tang Xiao didn't think much about it.
"How did you come up?"
She asked.
"Seeing that you are not coming down, I am afraid that something has happened, so come up and have a look."
Xiaoru said with a smile.
"No, let's go down now."
Tang Xiao and Xiaoru walked a few steps arm in arm, Tang Xiao suddenly remembered and said, "By the way, that lipstick is from Armani, color number 501."
"Oh, let me say, this color number is really super temperament, it is worthy of your Amway."
Ji Xiaoru said absently.
Tang Xiao's head was still echoing the conversation with Pei Yuancheng just now, because he didn't hear Xiaoru's ecstasy.
The two went downstairs with their own concerns and sat at the table in the dining room.
There were four dishes and one soup on the table. All the dishes were delicious in color, fragrance and taste, and all of them were Tang Xiao's favorites.
Tang Xiao and Ji Xiaoru are good girlfriends who have known each other for many years, and their tastes are basically the same.
What Tang Xiao likes to eat is also what Ji Xiaoru likes to eat.
In the past, the two of them would definitely pick up chopsticks and eat happily.
But today, both of them are out of shape.
Ji Xiaoru looked down at the chopsticks in her hand, but her mind was circling the conversation between Tang Xiao and Pei Yuancheng that she heard when she walked to the door just now.
Although Pei Yuancheng didn't say anything, but...
His tone was very different from usual.
At least, he never talks to himself like that.
Could it be that Pei Yuancheng really still loves to smile?
Then he was lying to himself?
Her heart felt as if it was being slowly cut by a blunt heavy knife, it was extremely uncomfortable.
She regretted that she had run upstairs.
If she hadn't gone upstairs, she wouldn't have heard their conversation.
When she knew that Xiaoxiao was going to come out, her body made a decision one step ahead of her brain, and she took several steps back, pretending that she had never been to the door, let alone overheard the conversation between the two.
She didn't know why she did it either.
She imagined that Tang Xiao came out of the door and bumped into herself, then exclaimed, and then attracted Pei Yuancheng to come out, then Pei Yuancheng must know that he heard everything.
Maybe Tang Xiao couldn't hear the suppressed emotion in Pei Yuancheng's tone, but as a bystander, he knew it clearly in his heart.
If Pei Yuancheng knew that he already knew that he still had feelings for Tang Xiao, what would he do?
Would he show his cards to himself and break off the engagement?
Will he... just stop marrying himself?
No, you can't... you can't.
Ji Xiaoru suddenly realized that she was more afraid of this matter than anything else.
No matter what, she will marry Pei Yuancheng, and she will also marry him.
Apart from marrying him, she couldn't accept herself marrying any man in the world.
She loves no one but him.
Let her marry someone else, it is better to let her die.
But, does Pei Yuansheng really love her?
She was becoming more and more uncertain.
There was even a voice deep in his heart clamoring crazily that he didn't love her.
Pei Yuancheng doesn't love Ji Xiaoru.
The person Pei Yuancheng really loves is Tang Xiao.
The person Pei Yuancheng loved at the beginning was Tang Xiao.
Isn't this obvious?
Ji Xiaoru, why are you lying to yourself?Is this interesting?
Ji Xiaoru, wake up, he doesn't love you at all.
The voice was so small and sharp.
She was going crazy.
Why let her know all this?
Why should she hear it?
He must be in pain and depression, right?
She, Ji Xiaoru, knows the pain of not being able to love.
But, even so, she still didn't want to separate from him.
So, is that all?
In this way, continue to possess him, and live a lifetime with a person who will never love himself?
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