famous first flash marriage

A trace of resentment flashed across Yan Ling's eyes, but he knew that he had to completely make Yan Lili give up on him this time.

He was hurting this little girl whom he had loved since childhood. It was enough to do such a thing once, and he didn't want to do it a second time.

"Li Li, we only have brother and sister love in this life, it is impossible to be a couple, let alone a husband and wife, you know?"

He held her shoulders, looked down at her red eyes, and said seriously and gently.

Yan Lili bit her lip, her slender body trembling slightly.

Her heart fell completely to the bottom of the valley.

A deep despair seized her.

Why is she here, why should she listen to him say these words?

She was so sad, she was so sad that she could hardly breathe.

"Brother Lingzi...you haven't tried it, how do you know that we are not suitable? If you are willing...try to be with me, I promise—"

Yan Lili took a deep breath, exhausted her courage and said, "I promise, I will be the most gentle and considerate girlfriend, and I will definitely satisfy brother Lingzi."

There was a hint of helplessness in Yan Ling's eyes.

Facing Yan Lili, he felt distressed, but there were some things that a girl of her age couldn't possibly understand.

If one day, she really meets the right person for her, will she understand how stupid she is now?
At that time, she would definitely regret wasting time and energy on him now.

"Li Li, I don't need you to curry favor with me."

He said.

"I didn't! I didn't please you..."

She quickly defended, but her voice carried a weakness that she hadn't even noticed.

"What do you think is pleasing?"

Yan Ling stared into her eyes and asked.

"I……"

Her eyes were confused, and her delicate apple face was full of innocence and recklessness.

She will regret it.

Yan Ling thought again.

Maybe on that day, she will hate today's reckless and lonely self, and also hate this ruthless him.

"Think about it carefully, isn't what you're doing considered flattering?"

he sighed.

"I...I didn't..."

She was extremely sad, and faintly aware of something, but she was unwilling to admit it or accept it.

She shook her head and took a small step back, as if she could escape something by doing so.

"Don't you understand? Lili, true equal love does not require one person to please another person. Now, you work hard to learn to be a woman I like, and lose yourself, you will be happy Will I really like the woman you pretended to be? Can you pretend for a lifetime? Can I be deceived by you for a lifetime? Lili, you are yourself, you don’t need to change to win someone’s favor You, like you, will not be happy at all, let alone get the love you want."

Yan Ling said to her quietly.

She hoped that she could understand everything, that she would grow up quickly, stop being stupid, that she would be happy and marry someone worthy.

In his heart, she was still the sister who needed care and love.

This point will never change in a lifetime.

Yan Ling's words confused Yan Lili.

She stayed where she was, looking at her cousin Yan Ling.

The open window flooded the room with light, and his face was illuminated by the bright light.

The cousin is a familiar cousin, but it seems a little strange.

For example, she suddenly discovered that there was a faint blue shadow under his cousin's eyes, and his skin was not as fair and delicate as she imagined. eyebrows.

His eyes were amber, and the pupils reflected a charming light, but the eyes were tired and helpless, not the high spirits she remembered.

My cousin is very thin, and the outline of his face is very three-dimensional, but because of being too thin, his cheekbones are a little prominent, which makes him look much more mature than she thought.

My cousin is already a man in his 30s.

He is not her peers, nor is she the white and thin boy in her girlhood memory, who squints his eyes when he smiles, and looks like Fuji Shusuke in her favorite animation "The Prince of Tennis".

The cousin she remembered was long gone.

So, what is it that she has been pursuing so hard for so long?

At this moment, a trace of fear passed through her heart.

She was extremely uneasy, as if someone had poured cold water on a big dream, and she suddenly realized that those beautiful dreams did not exist, they were all nothingness.

The reality is cold and ruthless, not what she imagined.

but……

Even so, she still couldn't imagine losing her cousin.

Perhaps, she has long been used to relying on him.

In her dreams, she had fantasized about him countless times.

How she wanted to marry him and have children.

The dream was so beautiful that even if a basin of cold water was poured over her head to wake her up, she would continue to sleep with her head covered, dreaming of that unfinished dream.

"Brother Lingzi, I have thought about it. I don't want equality. As long as we are together, I am willing no matter what. Do you know? Only you can give me the feeling of heartbeat. I have no way to love others, Ling Brother Zi, in my mind you are the best. I have never seen another man who is better than you since I was a child. Therefore, the only person I want to marry is you. If it is not for you, I will spend my whole life Not married. Really."

She clenched her fists and said firmly.

"Hey……"

Yan Ling closed his eyes, feeling extremely exhausted and helpless.

He lowered his head and rubbed the center of his brow vigorously, and said weakly: "You are so stupid. Lili, I remember you were very smart when you were young, how did you grow up to be so stupid? Do you know what nonsense you are talking about... You are so stupid!"

"So what if you're stupid? I'm willing."

Yan Lili raised her chin stubbornly.

"You are willing, I am not willing."

Yan Ling shook his head and said.

"why?"

"Didn't I say many reasons? Are you listening?"

Yan Lili bit her lip and said nothing.

Yan Ling pointed to his face and said, "What do you like about me? Is this face? It's really weird. My old face is worthy of your love? Don't you think you stand with me? Is it too old?"

"..."

Yan Lili was still silent.

She had to admit that her cousin was aging faster than she thought.

But the cousin is still her favorite cousin, so what's the matter with being older?
It's all right, she thought.

Cousin, even if he is an old cousin, is much cuter than other men.

She still wants her cousin, not anyone else.

If she can't marry her cousin and give birth to her cousin in this life, what's the point of Yan Lili's life?

"You think so too."

Seeing that Yan Lili was silent, Yan Ling laughed at himself: "So, you are really blind to like me. There is no need, there is really no need for Yan Lili. Don't be stupid again. If this matter spreads, I will be caught by you." Believe it or not that the aunts and eight aunts beat you to death?"

Yan Lili raised the corners of her mouth slightly, as if she was amused by Yan Ling.

She quickly pursed her lips, lowered her head, and controlled her expression.

Yan Ling saw it, and smiled and said, "You won't really want us to betray our relatives, right?"

The atmosphere became a little lighter because of Yan Ling's two jokes.

"How could it be, brother Lingzi, everyone likes you so much."

There was a hint of longing in Yan Lili's eyes: "If we get married, my parents will be very happy."

"...it's strange."

Yan Ling sighed for the nth time.

"Brother Lingzi, you don't have to worry about this, I will take care of everything."

she said with confidence.

"No... Yan Lili, do you think this is appropriate? Do you think this is what a girl like you should do?"

Yan Ling wanted to hit her wooden fish on the head.

"What's inappropriate?"

Yan Lili looked confused.

"Not suitable, you are a girl, you have to be more reserved, you know? Why do you want to clear the way for your love, why do you want to please men? Why? Are you stupid? You are a girl and need to be pampered Being loved and cared for for a lifetime, why do you want to do everything a man should do? What else can a man do for you? Is this appropriate? "

Yan Ling sighed for the nth time.

"Brother Lingzi, you don't have to worry about this, I will take care of everything."

she said with confidence.

"No... Yan Lili, do you think this is appropriate? Do you think this is what a girl like you should do?"

Yan Ling wanted to hit her wooden fish on the head.

"I don't think there's anything inappropriate."

Yan Lili said stupidly.

"You don't think there is anything inappropriate, that's the problem."

Yan Ling's mouth was a little dry, and he dug out two disposable cups from Tang Xiao's drawer, went to the water dispenser to get two cups of warm water, handed one to Yan Lili, and drank the cup by himself.

I thought, why hasn't Tang Xiao come back yet?

Even if they were given alone time, it would be too long!
Now he desperately hopes that Tang Xiao can come back soon.

"Brother Lingzi, I don't understand...what's wrong with it?"

Yan Lili was extremely confused.

"Yan Lili, you are a woman, not a girl anymore. Whether you are dating or getting married, you have to put yourself in the position of a woman, do you know? I know what you like to talk about women's rights now, but women must be independent and self-reliant. It’s not that a woman can’t be a woman and get along with men. If a woman doesn’t look like a woman, then the woman will definitely suffer. Unless she is willing to be a woman like a man, her man just happens to be willing to be a man. A man like a woman."

Yan Ling said earnestly.

He knew that Yan Lili might still not understand, but if he didn't understand, he had to say it.

Otherwise, when will this girl be so stupid?

He was really going to be pissed off by her, and he was going to be so anxious to death by her.

"What kind of woman and man... I don't need to think about it so much. I just want to be with the person I like."

Yan Lili's mind is confused, but her goal is still very clear.

After hearing this, Yan Ling just wanted to knock her idiot out of her head.

"Do you think that love in reality is like in a fairy tale, the prince and princess are finally together in everyone's blessings, that is the end? Let me tell you, this is just the beginning."

Yan Ling said angrily: "A love that is blindly pleasing will not have a good result from the beginning. What about being together? Sooner or later, you will be disgusted by the other party, and finally abandoned by the other party."

"Brother Lingzi, are you angry?"

Yan Lili asked suddenly.

"……what?"

Yan Ling was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help thinking, yes, why is he so angry?As for?is this necessary?

Yan Lili smiled: "Brother Lingzi, you are so cute."