famous first flash marriage

His first reaction was to push her away.

However, she hugged him even tighter.

"Don't reject me..."

she begged desperately.

"..."

Realizing that he was no longer trying to push her away, she kissed him harder, biting his lips lightly with her teeth, and even tried to pry his lips away with the tip of her tongue.

But it didn't work.

His lips, like his heart, were closed to her.

She was trying to get a full kiss like a poor lunatic or a beggar, but he wasn't going to cooperate at all.

Perhaps for him, not pushing her away was already a kind of great mercy.

But this is far from enough...

He is her lover, isn't he?
Why is it so hard to even kiss?

What the hell is he thinking...

Does he still love her?
She was going crazy.

She felt a pain in her chest, tightness, and a feeling of being out of breath.

She kissed him in vain, and his indifferent face was reflected in her tear-filled eyes.

His eyes are also cold.

She could see no emotion in it.

It was as if being kissed by her was a kind of charity and patience for him.

She was in a terrible pain.

Tears kept falling from the eye sockets.

Tears fell into her mouth, and she kissed him stubbornly, but he remained unmoved.

This kiss tastes like tears.

So bitter, so salty.

She thought she might as well die.

Being so hated by the person she loves, why doesn't she die?

But she didn't understand what she did wrong.

Why did he suddenly stop loving after loving and loving.

She wanted to cry, to yell, but she knew that all of this was useless.

She felt desperate, she thought she should leave him, but she couldn't.

It hurts more to stay and beg for his love, or to leave without looking back, she couldn't find the answer.

After a long time, she finally let go of him.

He stood there calmly, his eyes and face were indifferent.

Only the delicately curved lips were stained with a trace of blood.

It was left by her repeated biting.

She didn't know that she had bitten his lips to draw blood.

"Does it hurt?"

She reached out and tried to wipe the blood off his lips, but he took a step back and avoided her hand.

"fine."

he said lightly.

"I'm sorry."

With tears in her eyes, she explained weakly: "I didn't do it on purpose... I really..."

"fine."

His tone was still so calm, as if nothing had happened.

"go to sleep."

Ji Xiaoru closed her eyes in despair, then opened them again.

"why you are treating me like that?"

He was silent.

She panicked again.

Recently she is always very scared, afraid that he doesn't love her, afraid that he will leave her.

"Did I do something wrong just now?"

He still didn't say a word.

"Please speak!"

She couldn't help but turn up the volume.

Sometimes, it's not that she wants to be hysterical.

It was the other party's silence that broke her down and made her unbearable.

"I don't know what to say, Xiaoru, go to sleep."

he said lightly.

"Why is that?"

Ji Xiaoru refused to leave.

Her eyes were red, and pain was written all over her face.

"Lu Chenxi, you wouldn't treat me like this before, you never wanted to talk to me before, you used to go out to film, whenever you had time, you would find various topics to chat with me, why do you have nothing to say to me now? You tell me, where did I make you angry, I will change, I will change everything, okay?"

"you're not wrong."

"I'm just so tired," he said.

"tired?"

Her eyes widened: "Did I make you tired?"

"No."

She suddenly smiled bitterly: "Heh... After all, it's still my fault. I became your burden, and I dragged you down."

"go to sleep."

he said again.

"Don't be so indifferent to me? Okay?"

She pleaded: "You scare me so much, Lu Chenxi, I don't like you like this..."

"I also don't like you forcing me to do things I don't want to do, Xiaoru."

he said with a sigh.

"You're blaming me? Are you?"

she asked hastily.

He doesn't speak.

Or rather, I don't know what to say.

"I was wrong. I was wrong just now. I shouldn't have kissed you forcefully, Lu Chenxi, please forgive me, please forgive me, I'm not in the right mind to do this... Don't hate me because of this, look down on me Me, okay? I was really wrong... Please forgive me, Lu Chenxi...don't hate me..."

She spoke incoherently, and tears fell again.

Her whole body seemed to be soaked in tears, and there was a wet breath all over her body.

"I do not blame you."

"You obviously blame me, you hate me now, don't you?"

"No."

He was a little helpless.

"Forgive me, Lu Chenxi, I really know I was wrong. Don't hate me because of this, and ignore me, okay?"

As she spoke, tears rolled down her face.

"...Xiaoru, go to sleep."

"I don't sleep, I don't sleep! Forgive me - how can you forgive me? Lu Chenxi, I know I'm wrong, don't hate me, okay?"

She whimpered like a helpless little animal.

In his eyes, she is very pitiful and needs to be taken care of, but he knows that sympathy is not love.

The one he loves in his heart is always someone else.

She begged bitterly, and found that he was still unmoved, and her heart was overwhelmed by great despair.

She really didn't know what to do.

"Pfft..."

Her knees softened and she knelt down in front of him.

Raising her tearful eyes, she cried and said: "Lu Chenxi, I was really wrong, I kneel down to you, please forgive me! You love me like before, okay? Please, I was really wrong ...I feel so sad that you are so indifferent to me...my heart is about to burst, Lu Chenxi, please forgive me...please..."

"Xiaoru, don't do this."

He furrowed his thick brows tightly, with a regretful expression on his face, but more helpless.

He didn't know what to say, let alone what to do.

He can play Lu Chenxi, but he can't play Lu Chenxi who loves Ji Xiaoru deeply.

Perhaps at the beginning, he thought of this matter too simply.

Is he really helping her?

Which is more difficult to accept, the blow of a lover who died because of her death, or the blow of a lover who is alive but does not love herself?
he does not know.

She took two steps on her knees, came to him, grabbed his trousers with both hands, and looked up at him pitifully: "Forgive me, Lu Chenxi, forgive me, don't stop loving me... Except you, no one in this world loves me Now... Lu Chenxi, don't leave me, I'm really afraid that you will leave me..."

She begged him like crazy, she believed that if he left her, she would die in pain.

He lowered his head and stared at her sympathetically for a long time, and finally sighed.

"Xiaoru, I will not leave you."

"really?"

She held her breath for a moment.

"Ah."

She laughed all of a sudden.

So, he was only temporarily angry, and he still loved her in his heart, right?

He ignored her, but because he was too tired, because he was annoying him, right?

He loves himself.

He hasn't changed his mind.

He didn't even plan to leave her.

This realization rescued her from the abyss of pain.

It was so easy for her to convince herself that he still loved her.

No matter how much conclusive evidence there is before that can prove that he no longer loves him.

At this moment, she only believed what she wanted to believe.

He loves her.

"I knew it... I knew you haven't changed!"

She was ecstatic, stood up and rushed to hug him.

He sighed inwardly, and reached out to pat her on the back.

She leaned her head on his shoulder and murmured joyfully: "Lu Chenxi, I love you, I love you...you always love me too, okay?"

He was speechless.

Fortunately, she didn't pursue the answer.

He carried her to the bedroom, put her on the bed, and covered her with a quilt.

She looked at him intently: "you won't leave me, will you?"

"Ah."

His eyes are gentle.

She smiled sweetly.

She is really a beautiful woman, even if her face is thin and her complexion is dull, as long as she smiles from the bottom of her heart, her whole face will regain its brilliance.

He touched her forehead and said softly, "good night."

"What about you?"

"I'll wait until you fall asleep."

He said.

"it is good."

She obediently closed her eyes.

After confirming that the other party still loves her and will not leave her, all her nervousness and madness disappeared.

She became the most docile girl in the world.

When a woman is sure that she is loved, she is always extra tender.

A woman who shows her teeth and claws is just because she knows that she is not loved.

He had been sitting by the bed, watching her fall asleep, and then left gently.

Back in the study, the oppressive feeling gradually subsided.

With Ji Xiaoru, he always feels depressed.

Only by staying alone in the study can one obtain a moment of tranquility.

He sighed and walked towards the bookcase.

I've been having insomnia lately, and it seems like it's hard to fall asleep tonight.

He decided to find a book to pass the time.

At this moment, there was a sharp pain in the heart.

"hiss……"

He gasped in pain, his feet went limp, and he threw himself forward.

The world instantly went dark.

After an unknown amount of time, the pain in his forehead and body woke him up.

Opening his eyes, he saw a solid desk and a dark gray carpet in front of him.

Thanks to the cashmere carpet on the floor, he didn't have a bloody head.

Even so, during the fainting, the forehead hit the desk, and there were some bruises on the arms and legs from the fall.

He slowly sat up from the ground, holding his heart with his hands.

The sudden sharp pain just now was like a hallucination. At this time, the heartbeat was stable, and there was no major abnormality except for a slight chest pain.

And the tight pain in his chest is already an old friend, he has long been used to it.

The heart surgery was undoubtedly a success. He hasn't had a seizure for a long time. Maybe it's because he's too tired recently and doesn't have enough sleep time, so he suddenly fainted like just now?
He decided not to take it to heart.

As for the bruises on his forehead and the bruises on his arms and legs, he turned a blind eye even more.

According to the original plan, he chose an English book from the bookcase, made himself a cup of tea, and sat on the recliner to read it slowly.