First marriage and love, ex-husband please stop

The gentle but merciless humiliation caused Lu Wanwan's body to shake, and she almost fell down.

"Aheng, how can you use such words to refer to me? I am your mother..."

"In my memory, my mother was gentle and caring for my father wholeheartedly, but you are just Mrs. Fujiwara, what have you to do with me?"

Hearing this, Lu Wanwan's heart suddenly became entangled, and there were sharp stabbing pains in her heart.

She thought that everything she did was correct, and she had only told herself for so many years. Only with such firm belief could she live a painful and seemingly beautiful life.But in the face of her own son's indifferent attitude, she realized how dereliction of duty she was as a mother in his son's mind, and he would rather have her dead than see her alive.

When she came to talk today, she had already decided how to face it, but she still felt sad when facing the indifference and coldness of her own son.

Lu Haonan said lightly, "Why did you come to me today?"

Putting away her sad emotions, Lu Wanwan cheered up and told him the purpose of coming today.

"Impossible, I will not agree to your request." Lu Haonan directly refused, with a very blunt attitude.

He promised to help Fujiwara Lily because he didn't want the innocent child to be forcibly taken away without even seeing the world. He and Niannian once lost a child, and then Tuanzi was taken away for such a long time , he is so tolerant towards children, it has nothing to do with other things.

"Aheng, you can hate me, but Lily is your own sister, you can't ignore her."

The corner of Lu Haonan's mouth raised slightly, "Is it my half-sister? So, wouldn't Mo Ren and I have a brotherhood?"

"No, of course you have nothing to do with Mo Ren." Lu Wanwan looked into his eyes and smiled, "A Heng, I don't believe you don't know anything."

Lu Haonan's expression was indifferent, and his voice was somewhat cold, "What does Mrs. Fujiwara think I should know?"

Although his words were calm, they could always pierce Lu Wanwan's weak heart, and her smile could not be maintained all of a sudden, "Ah Heng, Lily is your biological sister with the same father and mother. She was pregnant, and later she had to marry Fujiwara Sawaaki."

Lu Haonan was silent for a few seconds, and when he spoke again, his tone was still cold, "So, you were also forced to marry Fujiwara Sawaaki? Did someone force you with a knife on your neck, or did you just marry him for the so-called true love? Disregarding her husband's hatred of her son's life and death, marrying a man you once loved?"

"Aheng..." His words were sharp and merciless, and Lu Wanwan felt powerless in her heart.

The little child who used to be around her all day long, smiling so happily, is now like a different person, which makes her really unable to compare the cold and indifferent man in front of her with the cute smiling face in her memory. combined in one piece.

Maybe, she was really wrong.

The pain in her abdomen made her face pale, and she could feel her life passing by little by little.

"Aheng, no matter what you think of me, I have never stopped thinking about you over the years. I look forward to seeing you as an adult every day, and I want to see you marry a wife and have children. The matter of Tuanzi is actually It was my idea. I have been looking for you secretly for so many years, but I didn't know that you changed your name. Your uncle never wanted to tell me about you. He said that you died in that rebellion a long time ago, but I can't believe you're really dead..."

"I asked Cheng Mo to investigate the matter between you and Gu Nianxi, and the probability of the child surviving is so low, I thought it would be good to meet your child since I can't meet you... I took good care of that child, carefully Teach him, thinking that one day if you father and son want to see each other, he will be a polite and caring child."

Lu Wanwan's speech speed became slower and slower, and every word she said seemed to use up all her strength.

She didn't dare to show the slightest strangeness, she couldn't bear the pain in her body, she almost groaned several times, but she held it back firmly.

"You know that Niannian doesn't understand me because of the child's death, so why hide the child's trace? I can understand that you are inconvenient to move as the wife of the Fujiwara family, and I can believe that you have difficulties, but I What I can't understand is why when I set foot on the land of Japan, entered the door of Fujiwara's house in person, and almost killed Fujiwara Sawaaki for revenge, you never showed up? Don't you know that I am with you Can the current husband only live as one? You keep saying that you have never forgotten my son, and you want me to live a good life with all your heart, so you are not afraid that I will follow in the footsteps of my father, Jun Lintian? "

"No... no, he promised me that he would not hurt you as long as I don't see you."

"No one would hang a knife on their head. You and Fujiwara Sawaaki have grown up as a couple for so many years. Do you think his words are credible?" Lu Haonan sneered together, his eyes difficult to understand.

"He promised me that as long as I don't see you, he won't... Ah Heng, I know you won't forgive me, and I know that I am a failed mother... But I really love you... Please be sure about this." Believe me... I, I, I..." Lu Wanwan's mouth suddenly dripped with blood, which was in stark contrast to her pale face.

Lu Haonan was absent-minded for a moment, and immediately rushed over to catch her body that was leaning back, "What's wrong with you? How did this happen?"

Lu Wanwan was in so much pain that she couldn't feel it, her whole body was in pain, blood flowed from her mouth, ears, and eyes, and she was muttering something in her mouth, the voice was too low for him to hear clearly.

"Aheng's mother really loves you...you have to believe..."

Lu Wanwan gritted her teeth tightly, not letting her consciousness slacken so quickly, she really wanted to reach out and hug this child whom she hadn't seen for 20 years.

Back then, she was drugged and mistook Si Haode, also known as Fujiwara Sawaaki, as King Lin Tianxia, ​​and let her son see the humiliating picture of her being with others. That was the beginning of her nightmare, and she would never be able to forgive herself things.Later, she was cast into a sea of ​​flames but was rescued by Si Haode. Her body was completely burned by the fire, her husband died, and her son didn't know if she was still alive. She didn't even have the strength to lift her fingers.

It's not that she didn't commit suicide, but Si Haode told her that she already had a child in her womb, and she was pregnant in less than two months, and the child was undoubtedly King's Landing.

She used to really hate Jun Lin Tian Xia, his power, his domineering, and his forceful way of breaking up her childhood sweetheart.But Jun Lintian is really kind to her. Such a high-ranking man will help her put away the bath water every day, gently dry her hair, and massage her every day when her calf is swollen during pregnancy...

Everyone said that she was not worthy of him except for her face, but he just hugged her and looked at those people with contempt, and said coldly that if the woman he loves can't be respected, then go away Out of the wild flames are not worthy of following him.

There is no woman who will not fall in love with a man who treats her wholeheartedly, even if it was not good at the beginning, her heart slowly fell, but she stubbornly refused to admit her love, once she admitted that she fell in love with Jun Lintian A domineering and powerful man means that she has betrayed the pure and beautiful relationship with Si Haode.

She had already explained that she couldn't keep her anymore, and she couldn't give Si Haode anything anymore. Only by guarding her own heart can she be right for him.

The things that happened later were beyond her control. She never thought that Si Haode would enter the madness, nor did she think that he would spend so many years gaining Jun Lintian's trust, and finally gave him a heavy blow.

Why did she marry Si Haode who had recovered her identity?
Probably because of the sentence he said, it is better to marry me and torture me in every way than to hate me without pain.

So, she married.

Not only because of the intertwined love and hate, but also to give the unborn child a complete family. She knows too well how a child without a father will be cast aside once it is born.

There was no grand wedding, and she didn't even meet the members of the Fujiwara family. A marriage certificate tied her name to the unknown enemy who killed her husband and caused her son to disappear.

After marriage, she lived in the small building that Si Haode had carefully built for her, tending flowers and plants for more than 20 years.

God still loves her very much, and she can still see her son who has been dreaming of her in her lifetime.

Ah Heng, don't hate me, that will only make you unhappy.

Ah Heng, don't blame me, there is no mother who doesn't love her children.

Ah Heng, it's all over, you live your own life from now on.

"Sister-in-law, can you go faster? I don't know why I feel very uneasy." Fujiwara Lily said anxiously, pressing her hand on her lower abdomen.

Gu Nianxi was also in a hurry, but it only snowed yesterday and the road is very slippery today, she has tried her best to drive as fast as she can, if she is going faster, the car will skid and something will happen.

"Lily, don't be nervous, think about the child in your womb."

Fujiwara Lily took out her mobile phone and started calling Lu Wanwan again, but there was no answer.

When she dialed again, Cheng Mo called, "Miss, come to Moxiangfang quickly, something happened to Madam."

"What happened to my mother, Cheng Mo? Don't scare me, tell me clearly."

The phone was suddenly hung up.

Fujiwara Yuri dropped her phone angrily, "Sister-in-law..."

Gu Nianxi looked at the road with few cars, her heart skipped a beat, and she speeded up.

"Aheng..."

"I'm here, what do you want to explain?" Lu Haonan hugged her gradually icy body, his voice was calm and trembling.

"I love you……"

"Mom...Mom, Mom, I know everything. It will be fine. I'll take you to the hospital right now." Lu Haonan said those two words with difficulty, and there was a strange and painful feeling in his heart that made him unwilling to bear it. This terrible pain.

"Lily is your sister...promise me...to take care of...to take good care of her..." Lu Wanwan's voice was as thin as silk, and her tone became slower and slower, but there was a sincere smile on her face, "I'm going to find you ...Papa, I have to confess to him... the mistakes I made..."

"Mom... Mom, I will forgive you for everything, you wake up... As long as you live well, I won't care about the past..."