First marriage and love, ex-husband please stop

"Niannian, don't be like this, calm down..."

"Calm down? You still let me calm down? Lu Haonan, do you really have a heart? If it weren't for your repeated soft-heartedness, how could Tuanzi become what he is now? If anything happened to Tuanzi, you would be the murderer who killed him! I won't forgive you Yes, I will never forgive you!"

There was a flame burning in Gu Nianxi's heart. She had never felt that the person in front of her was so faceless. She didn't blame him for being merciful to Ning Ruxue, or for thinking about old love everywhere, but Tuanzi was like this, how could he He could still stop her from seeing Tuanzi, did he really have to wait for the second when Tuanzi's heart stopped before telling her the truth?

Why did he make such decisions on his own initiative?
"Lu Haonan, I hate you to death..."

Lu Haonan hugged her tightly, fearing that she would hurt himself if she became hysterical, "Nian Nian, calm down, if we have something to say, we'll discuss it in the ward, don't get excited."

"What else is there to say, are you still trying to lie to me?" Gu Nianxi didn't feel it before, but it was the first time that she thought how could this man be so hateful, and now she was powerless to even want to beat him.

"No..." Lu Haonan felt powerless with pain in his heart, he looked at Gu Nianxi who was crying with tears all over his face, his eyes were red, "Nian Nian, let's go back to the ward, don't look at it."

"No, I don't want to go back, I want to stay here with Tuanzi..." Gu Nianxi is unwilling to leave, she is Tuanzi's mother, how can she not be in front of her child when she is suffering, even if she can't bear the pain for him , but also to watch from the sidelines, only when her heart hurts will she feel better.

Chu Liluo didn't see anyone in the ward, and after asking around, he realized that they had come here.

She heard Gu Nianxi's cry from afar, and she felt very uncomfortable in her heart, "Xixi, listen to Mr. Lu, we'll talk about it when we go back to the ward."

Gu Nianxi looked at her in disbelief, as if she was looking at some monster, "Lizi, you are my best friend, why do you say that, the one lying inside is my son, he fell from me The meat, you all hide it from me and don't let me know..."

"It's not like that, Xixi, listen to me, we didn't mean to hide it from you, it's because—"

"Don't explain to me, I don't want to hear anything!" Gu Nianxi turned around fiercely, not wanting to look at the two faces that made her feel disgusted, and no big reason could stop her from looking at her child, she didn't Ways to forgive someone who has repeatedly lied to them.

Lu Haonan's thin lips were drawn into a line, with a determined expression on his face.

Chu Liluo was startled, and just about to speak, he suddenly hugged Gu Nianxi in his arms and walked towards the ward.

"Lu Haonan, let me go! I won't leave, I want to stay with Tuanzi here, let me go..."

No matter how much Gu Nianxi screamed, cursed and begged, he remained indifferent.

If she had never seen the appearance of Tuanzi at this moment, even if Tuanzi really left this world, she would only blame herself for a while.When she has a child again in the future, she will gradually forget about it.

But if she had been waiting by Tuanzi's side and watched her own flesh and blood lose their breath bit by bit, she would never forget this scene.

She can't be allowed to guard the dumpling, otherwise she won't be able to get out for the rest of her life.

"Let go of me, Lu Haonan, you can't do this..." Gu Nianxi was held tightly in his arms and imprisoned, her hands couldn't move, no matter how hard she struggled, she couldn't break free, and she burst into tears in a hurry Lose.

"Lu Haonan, why do you treat me and Tuanzi like this? Tuanzi is not dead yet. He is still alive and well. Why do you stop our mother and son from meeting... Let me down! Lu Haonan, let me tell you, unless you keep guarding Don't let me take a step away, or I will take the dumpling and leave, so far away that you can never find it again..."

Hearing her threats, Lu Haonan didn't speak but hugged her tightly.

Gu Nianxi was at a loss. She looked at Chu Liluo for help, but she turned her gaze and pretended not to see it. She was so angry that she cursed: "Chu Liluo, are you still my friend? Lu Haonan didn't treat me like this willfully. Treat me so cruelly? What about our years of sisterhood, have you fed it to the dogs?"

"I..." If it was possible, how could Chu Liluo be willing to let her be so sad, but Mr. Lu was right, it would be better if Xixi would live in a nightmare all her life instead of letting Xixi hate them so cruelly.

Seeing her like this, Gu Nianxi sneered twice in hatred.

"All of you are good, you all hide from me, play me like a fool, right? It's really good, why don't you hide from me for the rest of your life if you have the ability? Lu Haonan, I hate you, it's you You created the tragedy of Tuanzi with one hand, you harmed Tuanzi...and Chu Liluo, you are my best sister in vain, that's how you treat me, I misunderstood you."

Lu Haonan kicked open the door of the ward, put her on the hospital bed, and said hoarsely, "Nian Nian, I'm sorry, when we have another child in the future, you will forget about Tuanzi."

Gu Nianxi sobbed and shook her head, if the dumplings were gone, how could she have other children.Tuanzi was her child born after a narrow escape, not only her flesh and blood, but also her hope and new life, how could she forget Tuanzi.

"Lu Haonan, I know you are doing it for my own good. You don't want Tuanzi to be my nightmare, but you don't understand...you don't understand that Tuanzi is my child. Whether it is happiness or nightmare is my business. You are not qualified to come Decide something for me."

"Nian Nian, you need to calm down." Lu Haonan stared at her with dark eyes, rang the bell beside the bed, and soon a doctor and nurse came in.

"Sedate her."

"What do you want to do to me?" Hearing the sedative, Gu Nianxi subconsciously wanted to roll out of bed, but Lu Haonan seemed to have expected her to do this, and took her into his arms first, pressing her body, not letting her move around, "Have you started yet?"

The doctor thought something was wrong, but he didn't say much when he saw that he was just going to be injected with a sedative, and motioned for the nurse to come forward.

Gu Nianxi struggled desperately to prevent the sharp needle from being inserted into her skin, and she didn't want to fall asleep without seeing the dumpling.If she fell asleep and Tuanzi couldn't wake up again, wouldn't she even have the last side of Tuanzi on her shoulders?
"I don't want a sedative, I don't want...you tell them to go away, I don't want a sedative..." Seeing the approaching needle, Gu Nianxi struggled desperately, but she couldn't move her hands, and her body was crushed by Lu Haonan again Hugging her tightly, there was nothing she could do except begging and begging.

The cold needle tip pierced into the skin, and the cold liquid entered her body with the push of the nurse. Gu Nianxi cursed angrily and cried endlessly, but in the end it couldn't resist the tiredness that hit her, and the powerless Fell into his arms, and fell into a heavy sleep.

"If you do this, it will only make Xixi not understand you even more." After all the people in the ward had left, Chu Liluo said a word.

"As long as she is good, it doesn't matter if you forgive or not." Lu Haonan gently tucked the quilt for her, lowered his head and kissed her forehead, his tone was flat.

"But you will only make the distance between you farther and farther. You can stop it once, but can you guard her forever and prevent her from seeing Tuanzi? Even if there are other children in the future, they are not Tuanzi. "

"Then what do you think I should do?" Lu Haonan frowned sadly, and rubbed his temples, "She is so emotionally unstable, if she sees Tuanzi again... how far do you think she is from going crazy? "

"But she will hate you forever."

Lu Haonan's heart trembled, and then he said nonchalantly, "If you hate it, you can hate it, it's better than living like a walking dead."

Chu Liluo was speechless.

Gu Nianxi slept very deeply this time, and didn't wake up until midnight.

"Nian Nian, are you awake? Do you want to eat something, you must be hungry after sleeping for so long." Lu Haonan opened the meal that had been heated several times, and the fragrance of the food permeated the ward.

Gu Nianxi just stared at him with empty and confused eyes, her long hair like ink was scattered behind her back, and there was no blood on her thin face.

"What about the group?"

Her voice was faint, as if it came from the depths of her soul.

"Nian Nian..." Lu Haonan called her name with difficulty, his voice was low and hoarse, "Don't worry about the Tuanzi, I will take care of it."

Gu Nianxi stopped talking, and just looked at him with hatred, as if he was looking at someone who had a blood feud.

Panic crept into his heart and spread, all the cells in his body stopped panicking, he didn't dare to look into her eyes, he couldn't bear her hatred and despair.

"I don't want to see you, get out!" Gu Nianxi took a while to speak, her voice was soft but resounding.

"Nian Nian, Tuanzi is already like this, how long are you going to torture yourself?"

"Go away!" Gu Nianxi kicked him with her feet, but he easily held her white and tender feet in the palm of her hand. She was so angry that her face turned red, and her anger was instantly ignited. There, he is still breathing, he is just too tired, why do you say that he is already like this lightly? Are you still worthy of being his father?"

After scolding, Gu Nianxi only felt sad.

She had too many things to say, but facing Lu Haonan whose eyes were full of pain, she couldn't say anything.

She said to herself silently in her heart, Tuanzi is still doing well now, but he is too tired and needs a good rest.After enough rest, she will start babbling to her, she can't give up.

In the next few days, Gu Nianxi actively cooperated with the doctor's treatment, and her arms recovered very quickly. Now she no longer needs to be hung up, but her whole body quickly faded away, her appearance was haggard, and it made people feel distressed Worry again.

Lu Haonan didn't dare to leave her, and stayed by her side 24 hours a day, fearing that she would be overwhelmed and do something stupid.

Gu Nianxi ate on time, and when she was full, she lay down in front of the glass window and looked at the dumpling with so many tubes stuck in her body, neither crying nor fussing, not saying a word, her heart like stagnant water.

People around her were worried about her situation, fearing that one day she would explode in silence.

Gu Nianxi has a smile on her face when she is watching the dumplings, but she is expressionless the rest of the time. She also wants to cry loudly, but the tears are gone, and she can't even cry. of despair.

"Nian Nian, there will be more children in the future." Lu Haonan felt very good, looking at her and said sadly.

"But there is only one tuanzi, no matter how many children there are, they are not my tuanzi." Gu Nianxi shook his head, looking a little dazed, "My tuanzi is unique, he is unique..."