First marriage and love, ex-husband please stop

Shen Yanchen looked at her with a dazed expression, his eyes were slightly confused, as if he was looking through her; another person.

Gu Nianxi didn't notice it, and continued to persuade him with more positive words, and really didn't want him to get depressed because of the quarrel with Shen Ling.

"Nian Nian..." Shen Yanchen called her name with a little smile in his voice.

"Huh?" Gu Nianxi looked at him, not understanding why he was laughing.

"I suddenly realized that you look like my mother." Shen Yanchen looked at her with bright eyes, and there was something flickering inside.

"Am I that old?" Gu Nianxi suddenly became black. She remembered that Zhang Wuji had said something similar to Xiao Zhao in "Yi Tian Shou Long Ji", and she couldn't help being amused, and said jokingly, "Is it true that all beautiful women look like your mother?"

Shen Yanchen stared at her face with thick ink-like pupils, and smiled gently, gentle and harmless, and a shallow smile could always hit his heart that he thought was hard.

"Actually, I don't remember much about my mother, but I always remember the way she smiled, like the warm sunshine always makes people feel comfortable. At that time, my father was busy with work, and my elder brother was precocious and calm. I was mischievous all day long, and my mother was alone at home. Every day when I came back, I saw her standing there alone, holding a book in her hand. I don’t know if she read it, or she was sitting in front of the piano and playing. Singing a sad song... At that time, I didn't understand why our family had no worries about food and clothing, and didn't need my mother to do anything, but she was still so unhappy and depressed..." Shen Yanchen spoke very softly, With a nostalgic tone.

Gu Nianxi didn't know what to say for a moment.

For Mrs. Shen, who has long passed away, she can be said to be unfamiliar, except that her mother was still alive when she was very young and took her to a banquet held by Shen's family. After seeing her once, she just felt like she was in a TV series. The ladies in ancient times were dignified, elegant, expensive, and very amiable, making people want to get close.

"Nian Nian, do you think people should die happily, or live unhappy?"

Gu Nianxi frowned, this question was quite difficult to answer, and she was even more surprised that Shen Yanchen asked such a question.

"I will always remember that when my mother passed away, there was a smile on the corner of her mouth..." Shen Yanchen looked out of the window and accidentally saw a mother patiently coaxing her fallen daughter, and the expression on her face softened accordingly Quite a lot.

"Some people live as if they are dead, and some people are dead but still alive." Gu Nianxi thought for a long time, and managed to come up with such a plausible sentence.

Shen Yanchen burst out laughing all of a sudden, "Nian Nian, when will you learn to perfunctory this way."

"Am I that kind of person?" Gu Nianxi was dissatisfied with his rhetoric, her voice was soft and coquettish, "He is obviously very serious about comforting you."

Shen Yanchen's eyes were shining brightly, resisting the urge to pinch her rounded cheeks, he said nonchalantly, "Nian Nian, let's go eat."

"Okay, you treat me." Gu Nianxi was a little hungry, so she didn't find a reason to refuse.

Besides, the current relationship between her and Shen Yanchen is seen by outsiders as a couple who are in love. Even if some things are well known to the two of them, they still have to show it off in front of the public occasionally.

Shen Yanchen took her to a very romantic restaurant, went straight into the box, ordered a large table of dishes, and ordered a few bottles of red wine.

Seeing that he didn't care, Gu Nianxi frowned and said, "Second Young Master Shen, I can't drink."

Shen Yanchen, who had a smile on his face, suddenly became misty, as if covered with a layer of mist that made it hard to see clearly, and his smile was a bit forced, "I forgot that you can't drink now..."

"It's okay, I can have a small drink with you." Gu Nianxi suddenly couldn't bear it, Shen Ershao really treated her well, and never kept anything from her, in front of her, he really did it Arrived crystal clear.

"Then how can it be? How can pregnant women drink alcohol!" Shen Yanchen called the waiter, brought her juice, and poured a large glass of wine himself, "Nian Nian, cheers!"

Gu Nianxi raised his wine glass to touch her, and took a sip carefully.

Shen Yanchen shook his wine glass, lowered his head, and drank it down in one gulp.

"Second Young Master Shen..." Gu Nianxi was a little worried, he would easily get drunk after drinking like this.

Shen Yanchen acted as if he hadn't heard of it, pouring glasses of wine into his stomach like drinking water, and her face on the other side was like looking at flowers through a fog, and she couldn't see clearly...

"Stop drinking, you'll get drunk easily." Gu Nianxi took his glass away, disapproving.

"Today is my mother's death day..." Shen Yanchen looked at her with misty eyes, as if he wanted to see from her face the gentle smiling face that had been forgotten in memory, "Brother, he scolded me severely, I am very sad..."

"Brothers don't have overnight feuds. Maybe Brother Shen is also regretting it now. Drinking too much alcohol will hurt your body, so stop drinking."

"My elder brother will never regret it!" Shen Yanchen said bitterly.

"How could it be? There will always be one or two things you will regret in life."

"You don't understand, anyone will regret what they have done wrong, but my elder brother will never, because he does not allow himself to have any regrets. He is stubborn, stubborn, and what he says needs to be absolutely condemned by others. Obey, don't have the slightest opinion... I really miss that cold-hearted but warm-hearted elder brother when I was a child..." Shen Yanchen drank a glass of wine, obviously he was drinking red wine and wanted to taste it carefully, but he seemed to be drinking Like drinking beer.

"I don't think so. Your eldest brother may regret saying harsh words to you, but he is determined not to show it. My father used to be the same. He loved me very much, but he never showed it on his face. We When we met, we quarreled, I thought he didn't love me, and I didn't understand him..." Gu Nianxi smiled, "People, I always don't know how to cherish what is in front of me, and I have to wait until I lose it to regret it."

Shen Yanchen listened to her plain words, her words with a smile were like a gentle wind blowing past his ears, that hopeful hope softened his whole heart.The tenderness and pampering for her has been implemented in his life overnight.

Gu Nianxi's cell phone rang suddenly, she looked at the name on the screen, and hung up angrily.

"Why didn't you answer?" Shen Yanchen saw at a glance that the call was from Lu Haonan. Although she wrote her name as Lu bastard, who else was there besides Lu Haonan among the people surnamed Lu she knew.

The person she loves must be coquettish even if she is called a bastard, unlike him, she has always been Shen Ershao, and has never called him by his name, let alone a special nickname.

"Wrong number!" Gu Nianxi stuffed the phone back into the bag, with a faint smile on his face, but an unconcealable smile in his eyes.

Shen Yanchen's heart was full of bitterness...

"Nian Nian, you and Lu Haonan...have you already..." He asked with some difficulty, it was difficult to completely ask what was in his heart.

"He is the father of my child." He is also the only husband I recognize.

Shen Yanchen misunderstood what she meant, and he was excited, and suddenly held her hand.

Gu Nianxi was about to withdraw her hand almost subconsciously, but she held it even tighter...

"Nian Nian, just say it..." His tone was almost humble, and he looked at her with burning eyes.

Gu Nianxi's heart trembled slightly, she was not used to his gaze, which gave her an urge to run away.

"Actually, I know you can't let him go, you still love him, don't you?" Shen Yanchen's elegant and handsome face was obviously gentle, but there was a bit of hostility hidden between his brows.

Gu Nianxi thought quickly in her heart, thinking about how to answer him is the most appropriate.

"I went to Gu's house to look for you yesterday, and saw you hugging at the door." He said in a flat tone.

Gu Nianxi was startled, but the corners of her lips were raised, "He is my favorite man..."

Sometimes, telling the truth is the most authentic and the least suspicious.

"But what about the hatred between you?" Shen Yanchen asked eagerly, eager to know her answer.

"I..." Gu Nianxi pursed her lips, her expression was justly sad and revealing the endless ending, "Have you ever had that kind of time when you clearly wanted to hate but loved him more and more? Put it down, but in the dead of night, all you think about is him..."

The light in Shen Yanchen's eyes was completely extinguished, and the bleakness made people feel distressed.

"Have you ever loved someone heartbreakingly, have you ever hated someone heartbreakingly? I thought that as long as it was a while, he would be completely forgotten, but the shadow in my mind became clearer and clearer." As she spoke, tears welled up in her eyes.

"I understand, I know everything..."

Loving this kind of thing, sometimes, makes people very humble.

Thinking about how many women were hurt by him back then, crying and shouting not to fight back with him, he never took it seriously, now it is considered that the feng shui has changed, and he has tasted what it means to feel heartache...

"Niannian..." Shen Yanchen's dark eyes had a kind of light called hope, and he looked at her shiningly, "I know that his position in your heart is irreplaceable, and I don't expect to be in your heart." Re-brand my traces and completely erase his traces. I just hope that when you are happy, I can be happy with you, and when you are sad and need someone to accompany you, the first person you think of will be me... ..."

Love is humble, when you meet the one you love, you can become very low, down to the dust, but you are happy in your heart.

Gu Nianxi was silent for a while. To be honest, she never thought that the unruly Shen Ershao would one day set his heart on her, a divorced woman who still carries a ball.It's not that she underestimates herself, it's just that Shen Ershao, who can make her eyes look high above her head, admires her. She really has no joy in her heart, only guilt.

In the beginning, she really wanted to make friends with him, because it was easy to be with him.Later, the purpose was not pure, there was a strange emotion in his eyes, she deliberately approached the truth she wanted to find out...

But now, facing his expression, Gu Nianxi really felt guilty.

Women are all selfish, they can hurt men they don't love without any scruples, but they can't bear to treat men who are good to them from the bottom of their hearts.

"Second Young Master Shen, I am very grateful for your kindness to me. In my heart, you are different."

Shen Yanchen's eyes suddenly lit up.

"But Eileen Chang said that if you marry a red rose, over time, you will think that the red one will become a smear of mosquito blood on the wall, and the white one will still be the moonlight in front of the bed. If you marry a white rose, the white one will become a smear over time. The rice grains on the clothes, but the red one is a cinnabar mole on my heart." A gleam flashed in Gu Nianxi's eyes, but it quickly disappeared, "He is the cinnabar mole on my heart, which cannot be erased."