First marriage and love, ex-husband please stop

Seeing Ning Yuan lying on the hospital bed with a haggard face and a pale face, Gu Nianxi felt an indescribable feeling in his heart.

I still remember when I was in school, no matter in middle school or university, Ning Yuan was always a man of influence in the school. Not only was he from a good family background, he was good-looking, he had good grades, and he also played basketball well. At that time, he was so energetic and energetic, his eyes were always shining, and his whole person was as dazzling as a shining sun.

But now Ning Yuan is like an old man who can't even take care of the most basic life by himself. He has to rely on others for everything. If he is strong, he shouldn't be able to bear it, right?
It's like a person who is born blind is better than a person who is blind after seeing the world. Because he has never felt it, he has nothing to lose, but after having it and then losing it, it is not a simple pain.

"Do you regret letting him go abroad without even keeping him?" Wen Ran quietly appeared behind her, and said suddenly.

"Do you regret betraying your best friend back then?" Gu Nianxi asked calmly.

"It's a lie to say that you don't regret it, but things in the world are like this. You can't have both what you want and what you have now. At that time, I didn't know that you and Ning Yuan had been in love for many years. Even if the two of you separated, Ning Yuan will always have a place for you in my heart, but I, being young and proud, chose to cooperate with Ning Yuan in acting without hesitation, in order to make you give up completely, and from now on I will no longer have any concern for Ning Yuan, and make his people Completely removed from your memory."

"Why do you put yourself in a dilemma when you know that the result will not be as you expected?" Gu Nianxi's face was indifferent, unable to see the real emotion.

"Because of you..." Wen Ran looked at her with complicated eyes. "I'm an orphan. I met you from a part-time job. I thought you sincerely regarded me as a friend, but you treat everyone the same. You also support my tuition fees. I am really grateful to you. I, Wen Ran, am not a person without a conscience." , I also thought about repaying you well in the future, but in your eyes, it is dispensable. Later, I found myself in love with Ning Yuan, especially after I learned that Ning Yuan had lung cancer. At that time, his lung cancer was discovered early. You'll be fine with proper treatment, but he still doesn't want you to worry a little bit. Ning Yuan is really smart and has deep thoughts about you. He saw that I had a crush on him, so he found me. I don't know in the class Someone spread the rumor that I was funded by you, that Wen Ran was Miss Gu's little attendant, and that I helped you carry water and meals as a servant girl, I am an orphan without parents, but I have a high spirit, I appreciate you but also hate you. Nian Nian, can you understand that feeling?"

"Wen Ran, these are not the reasons for your betrayal." Gu Nianxi didn't understand before, but now she can somewhat understand, just like her and Lu Haonan, it's true that she loves Lu Haonan, but their marriage still has to be divorced.

"Human nature is selfish. No one will do things that are beneficial to themselves. I consider myself cold and selfish, and I am not telling you this to ask for your forgiveness. I just feel that I owe you an explanation." Wen Ran looked at Gu Nian Xi, with a hint of guilt on his face, "This, I owe you..."

Although Gu Nianxi did not agree with her point of view, she did not refute anything.

Everyone has their own way of dealing with people. Some people are indifferent, while others are fussy. You can’t say who is wrong, and you can’t say that it’s good to be indifferent, and it’s worth advocating.We are not saints, we cannot stand on the commanding heights of morality and criticize others, nor can we ask others to follow your example.

"When I first arrived abroad, Ning Yuan coughed every day for a period of time. He couldn't eat anything every day. He vomited after eating. I didn't even dare to leave him. I was afraid that he would cough and cough. Yes...he talks about you the most every day. Starting from his childhood, he said those things so many times that I can recite them all by heart. Nian Nian, I envy you and envy you, But I also understand that no matter how hard I try for the rest of my life, I may occupy Ning Yuan's heart instead of you." The corners of Wen Ran's mouth curled up, and her eyebrows became crescent-shaped, which was very pretty.

Gu Nianxi was not moved by Wen Ran's words, but she didn't feel much, but her smile made her feel a little sour.

There are some things that Ningyuan herself doesn't know well, but when she knows, she feels unhappy and feels stuck.

"Companionship is the longest confession of love. No matter whether Ning Yuan and I have been together or not, our relationship for so many years will not change. When you both went abroad, I hated Ning Yuan to the bone, but I learned that he was sick. , My hatred for him disappeared all of a sudden, but I was worried that he would just leave... People are so strange, not that I am a virgin, but some things will change, and some things will never change Change."

"But I've been by his side for five years, and he still refuses to give me a look..." Wen Ran covered her face with her hands, as if in pain.

Gu Nianxi responded silently, Wen Ran wouldn't believe her words of persuasion, so it's better not to say anything.

"The doctor said that Ning Yuan's body can't eat spicy food, can't drink alcohol, and can't be too emotional, but he not only drinks, but also eats spicy food because you like spicy food. After an alcoholism, his lung cancer also Seriously, I had to have an operation, but he refused to have the operation. He insisted on calling you, saying that he wanted to hear your voice. Finally, I got your number, and I also knew that it was your wedding day. See Looking at your wedding photo, he locked himself in the room for three whole days, no matter how we called him or begged him outside, he didn't seem to hear..."

"Wen Ran, stop talking." Gu Nianxi pursed her lips, "Everyone has their own way of life, and you are all adults before you go abroad, so don't always push all your problems to me I can't bear such a heavy burden on me."

"You are also selfish!" Wen Ran sneered coldly, she thought that after so many words of Gu Nianxi's forgiveness, but she guessed wrong, everyone will change, no one will always maintain a kind nature.

"Whether I am selfish or not is not your turn to teach me. You have told me so much in a corner, but you just want me to forgive you and use other people's sympathy to achieve your own goals. Wen Ran, you are selfish and selfish." What qualifications do you have to talk about me? I came to see Ning Yuan because of our acquaintance since we were young, and because of Ning’s mother’s request. Wen Ran, I think you should use your intelligence elsewhere. If you are always like this, Ning Yuan and Ning Yuan Whoever is with that person will not be you."

"Gu Nianxi, don't go too far." Others are fine, saying that Ning Yuan would not be with himself when he was with others, Wen Ran was angry.

"If I'm really going too far, you don't have to talk so much nonsense with me." Gu Nianxi smiled meaninglessly, not taking her dissatisfaction to heart at all.

"You..." Wen Ran was already in a hurry. Facing Ning Yuan's deliberate suppression all these years, facing a love rival who was always suppressing her, she couldn't pretend to be calm, and subconsciously raised her hands.

Gu Nianxi put down her raised hand with her expression unchanged, "Wen Ran, you haven't changed anything in all these years, but your temper has increased. The little girl who was trembling back then is now domineering."

"It's not forced by you!" Wen Ran said angrily in a suppressed voice.

"Wrong, no one has ever forced you, let alone me. Everything is your own choice. You said that you are cold and selfish by nature. If you hadn't betrayed me because of jealousy, you might be a certain person now." A person in charge of a large company. What kind of path to choose is very important. If you are wrong, you have to bite the bullet and walk down even if the road is thorny."

"I used all my courage to overcome obstacles and thorns on Ning Yuan, but the effect was minimal. My courage has been exhausted. I really don't know how long I can persist."

"Even so, are you still unwilling to let go?" Gu Nianxi squinted at her, her tone was plain but straightforward.

"Yeah, I have persisted for so many years, how could I be willing to let go at the last moment." Wen Ran looked down at the pale and thin person on the hospital bed,
"Since you can't bear it, then be good. There is nothing you can't get over. An iron pestle can be ground into embroidery needles. As long as you persist, everything is possible."

"The treatment abroad is much better than domestic ones. Do you know why Ning Yuan insisted on going back to China?" Wen Ran moistened his face, and before Gu Nianxi could answer, he said, "He has been recuperating in a nursing home for the past few years, but his body is still in good condition." Barely passable, once he saved a girl who was being bullied regardless of his own problems, and was beaten by several people with lung bleeding, lying there dying. Do you know why?"

Gu Nianxi felt inexplicable, could it be related to her?

"Because that girl misses you very much, so he is desperate." Wen Ran stared at her face, although she didn't want to admit it, but she had to say that she was more than one level behind Gu Nianxi.

Gu Nianxi thought it was enough, why should everything be blamed on her?If Ning Yuan really cared about her, why would he join forces with Wen Ran to act in such a play? Why wouldn't he tell him about his illness? Is she the kind of person who can only be rich but not suffer?
"Wen Ran, I don't know if these are your thoughts, or Ning Yuan's, or even all of you think so, but have you ever asked my wishes? One of you is my former boyfriend, and the other is my best ever Friend, it’s a double betrayal for me. It’s just lung cancer. Why didn’t you tell me that we could work hard together, but he didn’t give me this opportunity. Yes, Ning Yuan wanted to protect me, but he also deprived me The right to know the truth, I was sentenced to be out of the game, did you really consider my feelings in the name of being good for me?"

"..." Wen Ran was at a loss for words.

"Wen Ran, let me tell you very clearly that I only have brother-sister love for Ning Yuan now, and no love between men and women. No matter what you do with her in the end, whether you get married or break up, it's between you two I have something to do, so I'm leaving first!"

"Niannian--" Wen Ran moved to chase, but Ning Yuan opened his eyes, with tears in the corners of his eyes.