First marriage and love, ex-husband please stop

She could feel Lu Haonan's concern for her, but concern did not mean love.

what is love?Love is gut-piercing poison. You clearly know that that person will make you miserable, and you know that you will be lowered into the dust, but you still fall in love with him without hesitation and regardless of everything.

Lu Haonan's kindness to her was always for a purpose, but she always fell into the web woven by his tenderness.After being hit by reality again and again, it's time for her to wake up.She can be with someone who doesn't love each other, but she can't accept a man who says he loves her but is with another woman.

Home is her last haven, but she has never felt the warmth of their home.

She thought of what Lu Haonan said, what the eyes see may not be true, and what the ears hear may be false. She not only heard it, but also witnessed it with her own eyes. Isn't this true?

If seeing is believing, what is there to believe in this world?
Maybe what Lu Haonan said is true, but she really can't allow her husband to be by another woman's side whenever she needs it.That day, she obviously played the recording of sister Ning Ruxue's conversation to him, but he didn't take it seriously.

At first I thought it was because of the beautiful scenery, but now I found out that everything was a lie.

Seriously speaking, Lu Haonan didn't do anything wrong. They were married by agreement, and they would not interfere with each other after marriage. It was her fault. She knew that Lu Haonan was poison and someone she shouldn't fall in love with, but she still couldn't control her beloved. Fucking her, she deserves heartache.

It is easy for white to become black, but it is very difficult for black to become white, just like they are now, if they always respect each other like ice, her heart will not be attracted, it is her The one who shouldn't be intoxicated by his tenderness, the one who shouldn't be obsessed with the smile on his mouth, the one who shouldn't care about him...

It is said that marriage is like drinking water and knowing how warm it is, she really felt the coldness.What she wants is the simplest, a word of concern, a warm embrace, not something illusory.

Lu Haonan, since our relationship has changed, there is no need for this marriage to continue.

I set you free, you give me peace, and we will never owe each other again.Thinking that the two of them would become the most familiar strangers in the future, Gu Nianxi's heart began to throb...

Jing Jing came in lightly, looking at the visibly trembling body protruding from the bed, she wanted to say something, but Xiao Jue covered her mouth and dragged her out.

"Bastard, what are you doing?"

"Azhi, this is their husband and wife's affairs, outsiders can't care about it." Xiao Jue said coldly with a sullen face.

"She is my only relative. No matter what your relationship with Lu Haonan is, I can't watch my sister being bullied. Xiao Jue, if you want to be with me, you have to figure out which side you should be on. Don't say I forced you to make a choice."

Xiao Jue grinned, "Azhi, you admit it?"

"Whatever you think!" Xue Jing stared blankly at the joyful affection on his face, his heart moved, but he was a little irritable.

Gu Nianxi looked around in a daze, only to remember that this was Jingjing's apartment, and as soon as she woke up, Jingjing opened the door and came in.

"Xi Xi, are you awake? I made millet porridge, do you want some?"

"I don't have much appetite, I don't want to eat. Cousin, what time is it?" Gu Nianxi's heart was empty, and she didn't feel hungry at all.

Jing Jing glanced at his watch, "It's 45:[-], what's the matter?" Seeing her pick up her coat and walk outside, her expression turned cold. "No matter what you plan to do, don't forget that you are still a patient! I don't want anything to happen to you, and you won't be able to face your aunt in the future."

Gu Nianxi stamped her feet and looked back at her, "Azhi, what do you think I am going to do? What else do you think I am going to do?"

"I don't know anything, I only know that you are so stupid that you will scar yourself." Jing Jing's tone was a bit resentful.

"Last night, I heard what you and Xiao Jue said." Jing Jing was puzzled, and looked up at her, "Azhi, I still say the same thing, if you are not sure of your feelings, don't open your heart easily."

"Are you going to find Lu Haonan?"

Gu Nianxi nodded, there is nothing to hide.

"Azhi, I saw Lu Haonan and Ning Ruxue in the hospital last night..."

"What? Why didn't you tell? If I saw him, I would rush forward and slap that shameless woman." Jing immediately exploded, her cousin had a high fever and was about to pass out, but Lu Haonan accompanied him Looking at another woman, is that plausible?It's just too much, leaving a sick wife behind and staying with a shameless woman, such a man is simply a fighter among scumbags!

"Do you know why I didn't stop them?" The smile on Gu Nianxi's face was distressing, "I'm afraid, I'm afraid he will explain to me, I hate to listen to his false explanations. I can't bear my husband's late night If I don't go home to accompany other women, I have no way to face Ning Ruxue and her daughter. I'm not sure if Qi Ruyi is Lu Haonan's daughter, and the explanation he gave me is correct, but I don't believe it at all, there is no blood relationship How could the two children of the two be similar to him? But Ah Zhi, do you know? I really love him, I dare not face them, once I face them, I have to maintain my arrogance and self-esteem, I just want to I can pretend I didn't see anything..."

"You are so stupid!" Jing Jing scolded her, but felt distressed.

"The deeper you love, the more you can't tolerate betrayal. I didn't fall asleep last night. When I closed my eyes, I saw the intimate picture of the three of them. I thought I could pretend I didn't see it, but here..." Gu Nian Xi pointed to the position of the heart, "It hurts so much here, it can't bear it..."

Jing Jing looked at her in pain, of course she could understand that feeling, because she had also experienced the pain of losing a loved one, although the nature was different, but the one she loved the most was still lost and could never come back...

Gu Nianxi's cell phone rang, and seeing that it was Lu Haonan calling, she hung up the phone directly.

"Why didn't you answer?" Jing Jing naturally saw Lu Haonan's name.

"I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself and ask him why he lied to me, why he wasn't by my side when I needed him... Impulse is the devil, I don't want to lose love and self-esteem." Gu Nianxi clenched the phone tightly, speaking With sentimentality.

"Then... what are you going to do?"

"End what should end, and start what should begin." Gu Nianxi opened the door and walked out after finishing speaking, just passing by Xiao Jue who came back from buying breakfast, she nodded at him, "Ah Chi, her heart is like a city wall, And also duplicity, you have to have enough patience and love."

"I know..." Xiao Jue smiled sincerely, "Sister-in-law, my elder brother is a very good person, don't give up lightly."

Is she giving up lightly?
If it wasn't for her reluctance, she would have filed a lawsuit for divorce a long time ago.

It is precisely because of my reluctance that I will be hurt again and again, and my dignity will be severely trampled.No matter how good a person is, if his heart is no longer on you, what's the use of keeping it.

As soon as Gu Nianxi got into the taxi, the phone rang. Seeing that it was Chu Liluo, she picked it up, "What's the matter?"

"Xixi, is Mr. Lu not feeling well today? I have two urgent documents waiting for his signature. Half an hour later, I have an appointment with a representative from the United States. I can't get in touch with him no matter what."

"Oh, I don't know, you can call him again." Although Gu Nianxi was not angry with Chu Liluo, she couldn't let go of the matter of Ning Yuan, so her tone was not good, and she didn't tell Lu Haonan that Call her thing.

Chu Liluo knew she was wrong, seeing her calm tone, she thought she was still angry, and didn't dare to bother her, so she hung up the phone after saying a few words.

However, Gu Nianxi was in a daze. It turned out that Lu Haonan didn't go back last night, nor did he go to work. For the sake of Ning Ruxue's mother and daughter, he couldn't even attend to business affairs.

Lu Haonan, you who value others so much, how dare I have the courage to go on with you?
"Hao Nan, Ruyi was born prematurely, and it was winter when she was born. I had no money. Ruyi was in poor health when she was born, and she didn't receive good treatment. The doctor said that the root cause of the disease already exists, and it is difficult to cure..." Ning Ruxue hugged Qi Ruyi, her eyes were red, and her voice was crying.

"Ruyi is still young, she will be fine if she takes care of herself slowly." Lu Haonan's tone was a bit depressed. Ruyi is the blood of his eldest brother Qi Xingfeng, and he will take good care of her no matter what he says, and will not let her suffer any harm.

"I know, but every time I see her sick, I feel very sad... Especially every winter, Ruyi's health will become very poor, and even a small problem will become a serious illness. It's all about me as a mother No, if I hadn't worked hard when I was pregnant with her, Ruyi wouldn't have given birth prematurely..." Ning Ruxue hugged Qi Ruyi, looking haggard.

"If I had known that your situation was not good, you wouldn't have worked so hard."

"It's none of your business. Ruyi is the child of me and Xingfeng, how can I accept your help?" Ning Ruxue looked at him with water in her eyes, "Hao Nan, if...you are not married, I will marry you." Is there any possibility between us without children?"

"No!" Lu Haonan replied firmly, without any hesitation.

Ning Ruxue had an indescribably weird expression on her face, both sad and relieved, "I know... you can go, I didn't return all night last night, does Miss Gu mind if you--"

Lu Haonan thought of the call from Gu Nianxi last night, his eyes darkened, "Take care of Ruyi, call me if you have any situation."

Ning Ruxue watched his slender figure walk out of the ward, the sunlight hit his body, as if he had been cast a layer of golden light.Haonan, today, if you don't have Ruyi, is it because you don't even want to meet me?

Ruyi, mom will really only have you left...