First marriage and love, ex-husband please stop

"But, apart from doing a paternity test, I can't believe you in anything you say."

"Niannian..."

"Lu Haonan, don't call me, do you know that I hate you so much, you don't want our children, you wear TT every time, even if it's too late, you will stare at me to take medicine afterwards, I once thought you didn't like children That's it. I still think that if I don't have children, I will have no children. It's good for two people to live together. But you told me that it's not that you don't like children and that you want to focus on your career. I also believe you, but what about the truth? What do you say? Everything you said is just an excuse, you don't want me and your child at all..."

She woke up from nightmares more than once. In the dream, it was the child she had aborted, a bloody ball, asking her in a childish voice why she didn't want him anymore, and if she didn't like him.

She really wants to say that mom doesn't want you, mom doesn't know you exist, if mom knows, she will protect you, but she can't say anything, she always sheds tears until dawn...

"Nian Nian, I can only say that Ruyi is indeed related to me, but she is not my daughter, you must believe me in this." Lu Haonan sighed helplessly, with bitterness in his tone, more helpless.

He had no way to explain Qi Ruyi's birth to her, because many things were involved.Once a lie starts, it must be covered with countless lies. He cannot deceive her...

"Do you think I will believe what you say when your upper lip touches your lower lip?" Gu Nianxi roared, "Lu Haonan, do you dare to swear?"

"Okay, I swear, if I deceive you, I will die a terrible death." Under her gaze, Lu Haonan swore.

Gu Nianxi smiled indifferently, "Didn't you say that you care about me? Then swear on me, if Qi Ruyi is your daughter, if you lie and deceive me, I will be hit by a car and killed when I go out. Lu Haonan, how dare you take me?" Do I swear?"

"Nian Nian, don't talk nonsense!" Lu Haonan rushed over and covered her mouth with a pale face.

Not to mention swearing, he couldn't bear such a scene just thinking about it, how could he be willing to swear on her.He would rather he be doomed, as long as she is well...

Gu Nianxi gently took his hand away, looked up at the pain in his eyes, curled up the corners of his mouth, and smiled sarcastically, "Lu Haonan, don't you dare?"

"I……"

"You're guilty, aren't you? Admit that you're lying, aren't you?"

Gu Nianxi's aggressiveness left Lu Haonan speechless and remained silent.

"Lu Haonan, do you know? When I married you, my sisters advised me to find a man who was in the right family. Even if I couldn't be harmonious, I could at least be harmonious on the surface, but I still married without hesitation. You Know why?"

"Why?" Lu Haonan's voice was low, completely gone from the calmness of the past.

"Because you said you wouldn't make me cry, I believe you won't lie to me, but what happened? We've been married for more than two years, have you ever told me the truth? When Qi Ruyi appeared, I didn't ask anything You, I want to wait for your explanation. I have given you many opportunities, but you have let me down time and time again..."

"Lu Haonan, how long do you think a woman can endure? We're still far from—"

"Don't talk! Nian Nian, I beg you, give me some time, and I will tell you everything."

"You said the same thing before." Gu Nianxi said very calmly.

"I..." Lu Haonan's expression was a little stiff, and after a moment of silence, he said in a bitter tone: "Nian Nian, I admit that I did lie to you about some things, and I know that any explanation is powerless and pale, but you have to know, I really don't want you to be hurt in any way. Believe me, give me some time."

"Okay, I'll give you time." Gu Nianxi mocked, "How much time do you need? One month? One year? Or a lifetime?"

"One month, no, when Ruxue comes back, if she agrees, I will tell you Ruyi's life experience." Lu Haonan said eagerly.

"What if she disagrees? Are you planning to continue weaving lies to deceive me?" Gu Nianxi snorted coldly.

"I never thought about it, Nian Nian, is the trust between us so fragile?" Lu Haonan seemed a little helpless, knowing that her persistent questioning was due to a lack of security, but he really couldn't do anything about those things. say to her...

"Forget it, Lu Haonan, I have nothing to say to you." Gu Nianxi pushed him away, opened the door, stood by the door, and looked at him coldly, "Are you going out or me?"

"We are husband and wife, no husband and wife live separately." Gu Nianxi's increasingly cold face answered him, and he could only surrender, "Okay, okay, I'll go to the guest room."

boom--

As soon as he left the door, Gu Nianxi closed the door vigorously, and his body slid along the door to the ground, tears falling silently.

Why did the relationship between them become like this? Did she really ask for too much?
Gu Nianxi doesn't know, she only knows that she can't face a child who looks very similar to her husband, and she can't tolerate that child living in the house. She wonders if one day Qi Ruyi will directly call Lu Haonan "Dad" ", she didn't even dare to think about those bad things, fearing that one day it would come true.

Lu Haonan heard her suppressed crying outside, reached out his hand to knock on the door, raised and lowered his hand, repeatedly, and finally he could only put it down in a slump.

He knew what she cared about and what she wanted most, but now he couldn't give her anything.

Nian Nian, I'm sorry, just give me some time...

"Uncle Lu, why are you standing outside? Did you quarrel with Aunt Gu?" Qi Ruyi came out of the room sleepily, and asked curiously seeing Lu Haonan standing outside.

With a gentle smile on Lu Haonan's face, he walked over and hugged her who was staggering in his arms, "Ruyi didn't sleep in the middle of the night, why did she run out?"

"I'm having a nightmare, I'm a little scared, I want to find you, Uncle Lu..."

"So that's how it is. Uncle Lu will sleep with you, okay?"

"Okay, Ruyi always sleeps with her mother at home, and she is not afraid of her having nightmares."

Gu Nianxi laughed silently when she heard the faint voice outside.

Lu Haonan, you keep saying that Qi Ruyi is not your child, but in fact you care about her more than anyone else, it's just a nightmare, you just care about something.You still swear to me like this, do you really think that I, Gu Nianxi, are so easy to deceive that I will fall in love with your jeans?

The next day.

Before Gu Nianxi went downstairs, she heard the screams of children coming from the living room. She was a little annoyed, and went downstairs with a cold face.

"Aunt Gu, why did you wake up? We're almost done with breakfast." Qi Ruyi saw her sharp-eyed, and immediately raised a smile and said.

Reach out without hitting the smiling person, not to mention that the other party is still a child who doesn't understand anything, Gu Nianxi has no way to treat her like he did to Lu Haonan, and smiled and said: "Ruyi wakes up so early, what a good boy."

Qi Ruyi showed a shy smile and said shyly: "Of course, my mother said that our family is different from other families and has no right to be willful."

Gu Nianxi felt that these words were harsh, as if she said them on purpose.She smiled sarcastically, she was only a five or six year old child, how could she have so much scheming, she just said it casually.

"Nian Nian, breakfast is ready." Lu Haonan came out of the kitchen with a sandwich and milk, and saw her showing a warm smile.

Gu Nianxi forced a smile at him and sat down to have breakfast.

Qi Ruyi kept chattering, she didn't pay attention, but noticed that Lu Haonan's face was always covered with a shallow doting smile that never faded away...

Gu Nianxi accidentally dropped the cup while making tea at noon, thinking of going to the department store to buy a new cup when she got off work.

She had been picking out where to buy cups for a long time, but she couldn't find the exact same cup as before, so she couldn't help but feel a little frustrated. That cup was a pair she bought when she got married, and she and Lu Haonan had one each.

She searched all the cups in the department store, but couldn't find the same cup. In the end, she bought a cup with a smiling cat at random.

Looking at the cat with a mean smile, I have to admit that some things are broken, and they can't be healed no matter what.If something is lost, it is lost, even if you buy the exact same thing, no matter how the same thing is, it is different from the previous one.

After she figured it out, she no longer struggled with it, and felt a lot more relaxed.

When passing by the children's clothing counter, he hesitated for a while and went in.

She didn't know whether Qi Ruyi liked fashionable clothes or cute ladylike ones, so she bought several sets of clothes of different styles.

"Miss, this princess dress is a limited edition. There are only three pieces in our store, and the only one left. Do you still like it?"

Gu Nianxi raised her eyes to look at the skirt held by the clerk. The pink-blue skirt and the comfortable skirt line outlined an elegant temperament.The extended flowing skirts set off each other, and the pink color is like a pink and tender little princess.The hem of the skirt is hand-embroidered flowers, and the belt made of pink ribbon in the middle makes the whole skirt more shiny, and the workmanship is very delicate.

"Wrap it up." Every woman has a princess complex, and Gu Nianxi fell in love with this little dress immediately, and wanted to buy it as a gift for Qi Ruyi, even though the little girl might be his husband's child.

When she got home, Qi Ruyi was sitting there seriously drawing.

Gu Nianxi walked over and saw that what she drew was a picture of a family of three holding hands, but my father had no face.

"Ruyi, why doesn't Dad have a face?" She asked curiously.

Qi Ruyi carefully colored the painting, and replied without raising her head, "I don't know what my father looks like."

"Uh..." Gu Nianxi didn't expect such an answer, seeing the little child's serious expression, he couldn't help feeling sour.

"Auntie, do you have anything else to do? If you have nothing to do, don't bother me to paint, okay?" Qi Ruyi's expression was a little impatient, and her tone was even worse.

Gu Nianxi took out the clothes she bought, and said with a smile, "Ruyi, these clothes are all given to you by your aunt. Do you still like them?"

Qi Ruyi didn't even look at her clothes, she lowered her head to draw.

"Ruyi, the clothes Auntie sold you are very beautiful, can you try them?"

Qi Ruyi put down the watercolor pen with a "snap", grabbed the clothes in her hand and threw them on the ground unhappily, and stomped hard with her feet.

"Ruyi, how could you do this?" Gu Nianxi was stunned.