First marriage and love, ex-husband please stop

Gu Nianxi is glad that she didn't tell Lu Haonan about her accidental miscarriage.

If Lu Haonan knew that she had a miscarriage, he might feel uncomfortable, he might blame her for being careless, or he might be glad that the child is gone...

But no matter what, as long as Lu Haonan knows, the old man will definitely know too, and the relationship between them will be cut and messed up.

How good it is now, the sadness, pain and sorrow are all hers alone, and have nothing to do with him. She can choose to hate him or not.

This is really good...

As long as she thinks about it, it's not difficult to whitewash the peace, at most she hides the wound and licks and cries alone at night.

She curled up, with a half-smile and half-smile expression on her face, half mocking and pity.

There are no more than two kinds of love in time: one is that we love each other, but we are tired until we grow old;

Gu Nianxi thought, she and Lu Haonan don't belong to these two types, there is no mutual affection between them, and it is impossible for them to forget each other in the rivers and lakes.Even if one day they really can't go on, they will probably just hate each other to death!

She is the kind of person who can sacrifice everything for love, but she will never be low in the dust, because it is a room to lower herself, and it is impossible for flowers to bloom in the dust.

She raised her hand and rubbed her sore eyes, Ning Yunuo was injured to save her, this is a fact that cannot be changed, even if she wants to escape, she can't.

The door of the ward opened and closed.

Chu Liluo came to see her with Bu Tang, Li Man and Song Shaoyang came, and the nurse came several times diligently, but the one who said to come see her later never came, even late at night...

That night, she couldn't help it all night, until midnight, in the dead of night, she still couldn't fall asleep. Looking at the bright moon outside the window, she sat up suddenly and got out of bed.

It was night, the lights in the hospital were very dim, the lights were dim and yellow, and it was eerie like a scene in a horror movie. The corridors of the wards in the VIP area were long and empty, even if there were thick carpets Gu Nianxi could hear her footsteps, she Pulling the coat on his body, there was a gloomy feeling.

The big clock at the counter showed that it was already two o'clock in the morning, and the nurse propped her head in front of the computer and was already drowsy.

"Excuse me..." Gu Nianxi asked softly, lying on the counter and staring at the nurse.

The young nurse didn't hear the footsteps at all, and when she raised her head and saw Gu Nianxi's disheveled hair, she trembled in fright, and said in a somewhat aggressive tone, "What's the matter? The sound in the middle of the night is not trying to scare anyone to death!"

"Excuse me, what's the number of Ning Yunuo's ward?" Gu Nianxi didn't care about the nurse's attitude and asked quietly.

The nurse on duty saw that she was a patient living in a top-level VIP ward, and she was someone the head nurse had specifically told her to take good care of. She felt a little regretful about her attitude, so she quickly clicked on the inpatient system and searched for it. , with a flattering tone: "Ning Yunuo lives in Ward 603, it's so late, do you still want to visit?"

Gu Nianxi nodded, but did not speak.

The little nurse didn't know whether it was out of intention to please her or something, but she took her outside the door of Ward 603 herself.

In fact, Ward 603 is easy to find. You can see it at a glance when you get out of the elevator.

After thanking the little nurse, Gu Nianxi stood at the door of the ward, but she didn't have the courage to open the door.She admitted that she was very narrow-minded, and she was concerned that Lu Haonan would stay up all night to take care of Ning Yunuo, so she wanted to find out.

But she was ungrateful and courageous, and she still didn't move forward when she reached the door. If she went in now, how should she tell Lu Haonan, even if she came to visit Ning Yunuo, she shouldn't have visited in the middle of the night, right?
While she was hesitating, she suddenly heard crying from inside the door.

"Brother Lu, please go, please, I don't want you to see me in such a mess...I can't walk my legs now, and I can't see my eyes. I am no different from a useless person...Brother Lu, you go! "

She could tell that it was Ning Yunuo's voice, she quickly let go of the door handle, and put her ear on the door so that she could hear what was going on inside.

"Yunuo, don't think about it, no matter what, Big Brother Lu won't leave you alone!" Lu Haonan's voice was faintly angry.

"Wuu... Brother Lu, don't comfort me, I'm already a useless person... Just let me die..."

Ning Yunuo wants to seek death?

After hearing these two sentences, Gu Nianxi almost knew what happened inside.

Ning Yunuo woke up and was blind and was committing suicide, she was stunned at the door, her heart seemed to miss a beat, and her mind was empty.

Gu Nianxi didn't think it was serious when Lu Haonan said that Ning Yunuo's brain was congested and might be temporarily blind, but he didn't expect to be really blind...

Gu Nianxi suddenly felt her heart go cold, she couldn't move an inch, she didn't dare to imagine what the blind world would be like, would it be pitch black or pale?
Ning Yunuo is still so young, if she can no longer see the light, what should she do?
For a moment, she thought a lot, and she didn't have the heart to be a bystander, and she didn't think that she was putting on an act, but felt that she was very pitiful.

When the door was suddenly opened from the inside, she saw Lu Haonan's anxious look, frowning brows, and tightly pursed lips. When she looked at her, she was surprised for a moment.

Gu Nianxi was like a child who was found out for doing something wrong, and suddenly didn't know how to speak, so she just lowered her head and wrung her hands helplessly.

"Why are you here?" Lu Haonan's voice was low, with undisguised inquiry on his face.

"Lu Haonan..." Gu Nianxi wrung his fingers and called his name in a low voice.

"Nian Nian, I'm not free now, you go back and rest first!" After finishing speaking, Lu Haonan quickly passed her by, and ran to the duty room, shouting loudly: "Doctor, doctor come quickly!"

His voice echoed throughout the corridor, eager and worried, like a sharp knife pierced her heart hard, and blood overflowed from the pierced place.

"Brother Lu...why do you save me? I'm a burden to live...why do you save me..." Ning Yunuo sobbed softly from the ward.

Gu Nianxi followed the voice and saw the person lying on the hospital bed, her hands were tied to the bed by a tie and she couldn't move. She was crying.

Although the distance was far away, Gu Nianxi could clearly see the tears in the corners of her eyes, which were a little dazzling under the light.

Her eyes were a little sore, she couldn't help but rubbed her eyes, and the tears also fell.She was still hating Lu Haonan for leaving her to take care of Ning Yunuo, but now she didn't expect such a serious thing to happen.

Especially the redness on the flyer was deeply imprinted in her heart, rendered and magnified in her heart...

Gu Nianxi could clearly hear her own heartbeat, hitting the softest part of her heart every now and then, as if she was about to punch a hole there.

Her heart suddenly hurt very much. She didn't think temporary blindness was anything but when she saw Ning Yunuo desperately wanting to commit suicide, she felt desolate and sad...

Lu Haonan's yelling called the doctor and nurse on duty, who quickly bandaged the wound and gave Ning Yunuo a tranquilizer to calm her down.

Gu Nianxi stood aside and watched quietly. When these things were going on, she was like an outsider, looking at the doctors and nurses, and her husband anxiously, but she seemed to be forgotten by everyone In general, no one takes care of her, no one cares about her.

It wasn't until the doctors and nurses left, and Ning Yunuo gradually fell asleep, that she left quietly. Although the sadness in her heart was about to flow upstream, her figure was straight, not letting herself show any weakness...

Throughout the night, Gu Nianxi did not feel sleepy.

She sat on the hospital bed blankly, looking at the cold moonlight outside the window, her heart felt empty and unresolved.

It is said that the human heart is the strangest thing. Some people's hearts are incredibly soft, and some people's hearts are as cold as a stone that cannot be warmed up.Lu Haonan's heart is probably that stone. For more than two years, no matter what she did, she couldn't warm his heart, and couldn't shorten the distance between them...

Should she just let it go?
Thinking that after letting go, there will be no relationship with Lu Haonan anymore, and he will be the most familiar stranger when we meet in the future, maybe he will be replaced by another person soon.Gu Nianxi felt very uncomfortable in her heart, and she couldn't explain the unknown feeling, as if her own property was about to be taken by others.

Such a thought came to her, which surprised her.

When did Lu Haonan become so important in her heart?
Gu Nianxi was too frightened to think about it any further. She was afraid that the more she thought about it, her heart would be dissected clearly, which would make her feel as if she was being stripped naked and admired. unbearable.

All night, she couldn't sleep.

As soon as she closes her eyes, Ning Yunuo will automatically appear in front of her eyes, lying motionless on the bed, with blood under her body... There are even more messy pictures in front of her eyes, she doesn't even dare to look up, she always feels that something is watching Looking at her, he could only wrap his arms around his knees and curl up into a ball with his head bowed.

Lu Haonan said he would come see her again, but he broke his promise...

She waited all night, and she also looked forward to it all night, until Dongfang's belly turned white, but she didn't wait for that person to push the door and leave.

And her heart is also cold...

The nurses came to round the room when they were changing shifts. Seeing her red eyes and ugly face, she couldn't help but kindly persuade her.

Gu Nianxi just smiled and said nothing.

After the nurse left, her eyes were so sore that she couldn't hold it any longer, she collapsed on the bed for a while and then fell into a deep sleep.

In a daze, Gu Nianxi felt that someone came in and reached out to touch her face. The cold touch made her shiver, and the person immediately withdrew his hand.

The door was closed and opened, opened and closed again, and she could feel the deliberately lowered voice, but she couldn't open her eyelids anyway, and she didn't bother to care who it was, she just wanted to sleep like this...