99 days trial marriage

Zhuo Yi is not stupid, he just made a mistake of trusting his brother too much.He believed all the nonsense that Zhuo Lan said without any doubt.In fact, if Zhuo Yi is willing to think about it, Zhuo Lan's nonsense will be exposed easily.

It's just that Zhuo Yi didn't want to think about it, and he didn't even dare to think about it.

If it was confirmed, his own brother had lied to him, used him, and never treated him as a human being.Zhuo Yi will collapse, no, he will collapse.Not a crash, but a crash.

Therefore, Zhuo Yi could only choose to believe Zhuo Lan's nonsense.At least in this way, he still has hope of living.At least, he always thought that his nightmare was the only way to save his brother.

Only with such thoughts can Zhuo Yi survive.

Otherwise, no one could have survived a nightmare like that.

You can understand that this is Zhuo Yi's stupidity, but it is more a mechanism for human self-protection.

When knowing the truth will make oneself collapse, people will subconsciously choose the lie that can be broken without being poked.Because of this, you can protect yourself.

This point is not difficult to understand.

Instead of looking at the facts, you have to believe the story.It's not that I don't know the lie, it's just that I don't want to believe it.

At that time, Zhuo Yi was probably in such a state and mood.

And the appearance of Ye Nanchuan shattered the last hope in his heart.It also destroyed the only support for his survival.

But at the same time, Ye Nanchuan gave Zhuo Yi a new support to survive——

That stuff, maybe love?
Zhuo Yi himself didn't quite understand.

Let's count it as love!
Zhuo Yi is just sure of one thing, if there is really such a person in this world that he can trust, that person must be Ye Nanchuan.And only Ye Nanchuan.

After experiencing too many deceptions and betrayals, the man who severely tore up his dreams and gave him cruel facts, but never deceived him, was his only trust.

Ye Nanchuan was very frank, he never lied to Zhuo Yi.

Killing Zhuo Yi will prevent him from future troubles forever. Ye Nanchuan has never concealed this from Zhuo Yi.Instead, he told Zhuo Yi frankly.Tell Zhuo Yi about the killing intent in his heart, his inner struggle, and finally, the kindness in his heart.

Kill Zhuo Yi, there is no proof of death.

If Zhuo Yi is left behind, there will be endless troubles.

These two choices made Ye Nanchuan tangled in his heart and even more hesitant.

As a politician, he should choose to kill Zhuo Yi without hesitation.

But as a person, Ye Nanchuan couldn't make this decision.

How could Ye Nanchuan kill that boy who has been experiencing darkness and living in hell since he was born?Ye Nanchuan had killed too many people, but those people were all worthy of death.Ye Nanchuan had a clear conscience for killing them.But he felt ashamed for killing Zhuo Yi.

Especially, after seeing Zhuo Yi's eyes full of fear, anxiety, and injury, Ye Nanchuan couldn't give the order to kill him.

Hiding Zhuo Yi in that isolated mountain village is the greatest manifestation of Ye Nanchuan's hesitation.

Ye Nanchuan never hid any of these things from Zhuo Yi.

He told Zhuo Yi that once he could not get through that crisis, or if Zhuo Yi's existence would always threaten his future and the safety of the Ye family, then he would definitely kill Zhuo Yi.

Zhuo Yi listened with a smile on his face, but never said a word.

Until... Ye Nanchuan came to see him for the last time.With the good news that he's safely through the greatest crisis of his life.

Zhuo Yi knew that his own life was at this moment, and it was also within Ye Nanchuan's thought.

Ye Nanchuan has successfully passed through that crisis. As long as he is killed, Ye Nanchuan will be able to avoid future troubles forever.Even Zhuo Lan has no way to use this matter to threaten him and his bright future.

Zhuo Yi didn't say anything, he just waited quietly, waiting for Ye Nanchuan's final decision.

And Ye Nanchuan, facing the taciturn boy, said a lot.There is his acquaintance, love, acquaintance, and staying with his wife.There was also the birth of his son and the birth of his daughter.There are also many things he has done in his official career.There are good and bad, and there are choices in desperation.

That night, Ye Nanchuan delayed his return to Jiangnan Province.But Zhuo Yi made a decision.A decision that changed the fate of the rest of his life - he was going to take revenge!Revenge on Zhuo Lan!

Zhuo Yi didn't know why he made such a decision after listening to Ye Nanchuan talking to himself all afternoon.

Obviously, Zhuo Lan did such an excessive thing to him, and he never thought of revenge.

He didn't know, and couldn't figure it out.

He just felt he had to do it.Otherwise, he will regret it for life.

After Ye Nanchuan fell asleep, Zhuo Yi secretly left that isolated mountain village.He left the small mountain village where he could spend the rest of his life peacefully.

However, Zhuo Yi didn't go far.He was on the hill not far from the cabin where Ye Nanchuan fell asleep.

He thought that Ye Nanchuan would come to him, and he had already thought about it, if Ye Nanchuan came to him.He gave up that crazy idea of ​​revenge, and he spent the rest of his life in the small mountain village peacefully.

However, Ye Nanchuan did not look for him.

When he heard the news of his departure, Ye Nanchuan didn't say anything or do anything.He just walked away calmly.

At that time, Zhuo Yi thought, maybe in Ye Nanchuan's heart, he was not that important either.The reason why he didn't kill him and spared his life was that Ye Nanchuan felt sorry for him.

By the way, at that time, Ye Nanchuan's daughter had just been born.Yes, Zhuo Yi remembered.Ye Nanchuan said a word. He said that he had killed many people in his life and was assassinated by many people.This time, he didn't want to kill any more.Because his daughter is just one month old, he said, just think he is accumulating blessings for his daughter.

Ye Nanchuan also said that his age was similar to that of his son.He really couldn't lay hands on a teenager who was about the same age as his son.

At that time, Zhuo Yi didn't know who Ye Nanchuan's son was or what he looked like.

He just envied that boy who was about his age.

They are all about the same age, but their situations are so different.

He is just envious.

Before going to the capital to take revenge, Zhuo Yi sneaked into Jiangnan Province. He wanted to see what the boy protected by his father looked like.No other meaning, just want to see.

However, he did not see Ye Chengshu.

Only today did Zhuo Yi know that Ye Chengshu had been sent to a northern province by Ye Nanchuan for comprehensive protection.

Oh, by the way, the villa in the basement where he was imprisoned was newly built by Ye Nanchuan for his daughter.When his wife was suspicious, he started building that villa for his unborn daughter.

Zhuo Yi suddenly felt that maybe it wasn't love.But not love, what is that?Zhuo Yi still didn't know, he still couldn't figure it out.

Shaking his head, Zhuo Yi pulled back the reason that had been drifting away, pulled his facial muscles, raised his head, and smiled palely, "Sorry, I was distracted. What did you just say?"

Tang Di shook his head, "I didn't say anything."

They were still a little bit immersed in surprise, unable to extricate themselves.

He really didn't expect that the person Zhuo Yi would trust would be Ye Nanchuan.

There doesn't seem to be any relationship between him and Ye Nanchuan, right? !
Ye Nanchuan made it very clear on the phone just now, he let Zhuo Yi go because he pitied him and sympathized with him.But more, it was Ye Nanchuan's own inner struggle.

And this point, maybe Zhuo Yi doesn't know it yet.Strictly speaking, Zhuo Yi couldn't understand.

Being in the center of the whirlpool in the officialdom, Ye Nanchuan also endured many things in his heart.There's nothing special about this, it's the same state of mind as everyone who is in the officialdom and in a high position.

For their own rights and status, stepping on the wealth and lives of others.

His throne is made of dense white bones.

No one would remain indifferent, not Ye Nanchuan, nor Ye Chengshu.

It's just that people who can be in their position are more able to control their inner... well, guilt!
But this sin, accumulated too much, will also become a kind of demon.Once something happened, the demon might be released.And it can't be suppressed anymore.

Ye Nanchuan was in such a state at the time.

Because of the betrayal of Zhuo Lan, his most beloved disciple, Ye Nanchuan began to examine his crimes in the past few decades.After all, what is the difference between what Ye Nanchuan did and what Zhuo Lan did?

In the same way, it is all relying on the blood and tears of others to pave the way for his official career to flourish.

What Zhuo Lan relied on was the blood and tears of his own brother.

What Ye Nanchuan relied on was the blood and tears of strangers.

After much deliberation, this is the only difference.

But in essence, they are all vampires.By drinking other people's blood, to maintain their own lives.

Perhaps, there is no difference.

Once these questions are considered, many things will be involved.

As much as Ye Nanchuan despised Zhuo Lan's behavior, he hated what he had done in the past.

In that case, Ye Nanchuan let Zhuo Yi go, it really wasn't a kind act.He was just looking for a habitat for his conscience.Find a habitat that is not whipped by your inner conscience and morality.

That's it.

Choosing to let Zhuo Yi go is Ye Nanchuan's guilt for his past behavior, and it is also a manifestation of his giving up his ambition.

No longer attacking, it's okay to keep Zhuo Yi.

Ye Nanchuan didn't want to think about these things any more. Many people were driven crazy by themselves because they thought too much.Ye Nanchuan was very smart, he chose not to think about it.

Since he thinks in his heart that in order to consolidate his rights, what he has done is essentially the same as what Zhuo Lan did to Zhuo Yi.Then he will give up.Giving up on consolidating one's own rights, giving up on expanding one's territory, giving up on... one's own ambitions.

Sometimes, giving up is the easiest choice.It is also a sign of cowardice.

But Ye Nanchuan's giving up was by no means cowardly.

The real cowardice is not daring to look directly at one's own darkness and blindly avoiding it.

Ye Nanchuan didn't.

It was because he looked directly at his own darkness, and he was unwilling to escape, that he gave up his ambition.

Giving up one's ambition is a confession of one's own darkness and atonement.

People who have been killed by him cannot be resurrected.

Then, giving up his only pursuit is the best repentance and apology to the undead who died under his hands.

If you can say let go, you will let go of the supreme power, and you can repent for what you have done and the people you have killed.This is already the performance of a brave man.

Ye Nanchuan is not cowardly at all, on the contrary, he is very brave.