99 days trial marriage

The two women chatted for a while in the small garden on the top floor.The last bottle of wine was gone, and the two of them were croaking with hunger.

If they were not really starving to death, the two of them would definitely not go downstairs.Because, Bai Jingjing brought up a topic that almost scared Gu Lingse to the ground.

"Director, I don't know what happened recently, I really want a child."

!!!

Gu Lingse's eyes widened. Fortunately, the wine glass was already empty, otherwise she could really have poured red wine on herself and Bai Jingjing.

She blinked her eyes very quickly, "Then what... Jingjing, what did you say just now? I didn't hear you clearly, can you say it again?"

"I said, I suddenly want a child very much recently."

"..."

"Director, is this news about eating people? Why do you have such a frightened face?" Bai Jingjing looked at her dumbfounded.

She is also in her 30s, is it too much to want a child?
Quite a normal thing!

Gu Lingse calmed down, "Jingjing, to tell you the truth, I was really a little scared. What happened, you, a staunch DINK, why do you suddenly want a child? By the way, have you told Zhu You about this?"

Bai Jingjing shook her head, "Not yet. I don't have a decision in my mind, what should I tell him? Let him be happy for nothing."

Before getting married, Bai Jingjing had already made it clear to everyone.Before the age of 40, don't want to have children!In her life, she never planned to have a baby at all!If it is not for the consideration of the family, you will have a son, and there will be no successors.It is estimated that Bai Jingjing will not even set the limit of 40 years old.

These years, Bai Jingjing seldom went back to Zhu's house, even during the Chinese New Year, she hurriedly greeted her and left.There is no time to eat the New Year's Eve dinner.Why?Isn't it because Zhuyou has only one son in Zhu's family, and Bai Jingjing has been unwilling to have one.The two elders of the Zhu family were so anxious, every time they saw Bai Jingjing, they would grab her to do ideological work.As they got married longer and longer, the two elders of the Zhu family had been persuading each other with kind words at the beginning, but now they have become cold-hearted.

It is estimated that Zhu You will be forced to divorce Bai Jingjing and remarry a daughter-in-law who is willing to have children!
The persecution by the elders of the Zhu family failed to make Bai Jingjing back down, but now she suddenly took the initiative to talk about it, Gu Lingse wasn't surprised, it was so embarrassing for her!
But Bai Jingjing was able to take the initiative to bring up this topic, of course Gu Lingse was happy.Happy for Bai Jingjing, happy for Zhu You, and happy for the second elder of the Zhu family.Except for Bai Jingjing, everyone else is very eager for her to have a baby!

This is a good thing!
Gu Lingse quickly asked: "Jingjing, you haven't made a decision yet, do you have any concerns? Tell me, maybe I can help you solve it! You always help me before, but this time it's me Come help me!"

Bai Jingjing hesitated, not because she didn't want to say it, but because she didn't know where to start.

Even she herself was surprised, why did she suddenly want a child?She herself is the last person who doesn't want to have children!
She didn't know from which day, this thought flashed through her mind.

If she and Zhu You had children of their own, what would it be like?
Gradually, seeing the supervisor and the special assistant from a family of three to now a family of four, happily, the thought didn't just pass by in a flash.Instead, it started to sprout.Recently, she has been fantasizing about that scene.The more imaginative she is, the stronger her impulse becomes.

She wants to have a child with Zhu You.

Then, this thought startled Bai Jingjing herself.She hates children the most!Therefore, Bai Jingjing could only attribute this to her aging mentality.She let the urge settle for a while, and then she found that she still wanted a baby.

In the past, she felt that giving birth was too hard and painful for her.She is too tired to take care of the child, and she is particularly annoyed when the child cries.Now she still thinks so, but she feels that these are not things that cannot be overcome.Compared to her urge to have a child, those things seemed nothing.She is acceptable.

"Director, I've thought about it for a long time in my heart."

Gu Lingse nodded, "I understand."

Jingjing is a person who thinks for a long time before making any decision.Once she said it, it means that she has thought about it for a long time, and actually has the answer in her heart.

"I thought about it, I still hate taking care of children, I hate children crying."

"Well, what then?" Gu Lingse asked softly, "What are your concerns?"

"I've always felt that if I can't give my child the best, then I'd rather not have it."

Gu Lingse nodded again and again, "Yeah. You're right."

What's more, this has a lot to do with Jingjing's own growth environment.Gu Lingse always felt that Bai Jingjing's refusal to have a child was due to her being adopted by the Bai family!Bai Jingjing never mentioned things about her childhood, but the shadow of childhood has a very important impact on a person!
"What my child wants to eat and what he wants, but I can't give her. The child will feel inferior, and I feel uncomfortable. Other people's children want to go abroad to see the world, but my child can't go out because of my incompetence .I will feel very sorry for the child."

Gu Lingse licked the corner of her lips, "Jingjing, you are right to think so. But it is not right. Your parents gave you life, and that is the best gift. Every family has a family situation. No No family can be like Ye Chengshu and others, with money and power in their hands. No, how many such families can there be? Most of the families are just well-off families. However, with the current conditions of you and Zhu You, you must A child shouldn't be a problem."

What she and Ye Chengshu can give to their children, Bai Jingjing can also afford.

So, this is not her biggest hesitation.

"I'm scared, I'm not a good mother. I'm not ready."

"Hey! That's it?" Gu Lingse smiled with a cigarette holder, "No one is a qualified mother all of a sudden! When I gave birth to grapefruit, my eyes were darkened and I didn't understand anything. Isn't it all slow?" Slowly groping. Preparations, before you have a child, what you are doing is just on paper. When you really have a child, you don’t need to prepare and you will do it yourself.”

This is called maternal love.

Every mother learns by groping a little bit.

Who can become a parenting expert in no time!

"Jingjing, if these are your concerns, then I don't think it's necessary. Even if you can't, I can help you, right? Besides, having a baby is not your business alone. I I think that instead of talking to me here, you should go back and talk to Zhuyou. He is the child of the two of you, and he contributes half of his strength. Right?"

"Director, I'll think about this matter again. Don't talk to Zhu You, even Special Assistant Ye!" Bai Jingjing stared at her persuasively, "You promise, keep it a secret for me!"

"Of course, I will definitely keep it secret for you. Don't worry, I won't talk too much!"

Even if Jingjing made a decision about this kind of thing today, she should tell Zhu You.She ran to talk too much in front of Zhu You, so what happened?

"Okay, I'm hungry, let's go eat!"

Gu Lingse chuckled, "Jingjing, Zhu You will be overjoyed when he hears the news."

"Come on, I haven't decided yet. How painful is it to have a baby? I want him to find a surrogate mother. I don't want to suffer that!"

"Is the child born by someone else's surrogate the same as your own child born in October! Really, Jingjing, I think you are a dead duck."

If Jingjing hadn't thought about it, why would she talk to her?

She didn't want to ask her for a decision at all, she just didn't know what to do, she just wanted to talk to someone, other people's opinions were not important at all.She, Bai Jingjing, is not the type who will change her decision just because of a few words from others!
The two were chatting and laughing. As soon as they got out of the elevator, Aunt Wu heard the voice and ran over, "Young Madam, Secretary Bai, should you be hungry? Have you eaten?"

"Eat!" Bai Jingjing nodded her head, "I'm going to starve to death. Aunt Wu, what food do you have at home?"

"The freshly stewed braised pork is Secretary Bai's favorite."

Gu Lingse raised her eyebrows, "Aunt Wu, what about me?"

She is now taking care of her body according to Dr. Zhang's instructions, and she can't eat anything that is too greasy.You must eat lightly, but you must also ensure adequate nutrition.So Aunt Wu smiled, "Yes, yes, all are ready. I steamed a sea bass for you, Young Madam."

In front of Aunt Wu, Bai Jingjing said to Gu Lingse sincerely: "Director, I must find an aunt like Aunt Wu for my family in the future."

Aunt Wu couldn't be happier, she was praised a lot, but she was still happy in her heart.After calling the two of them to sit down in the restaurant, Aunt Wu was overjoyed and decided to add a few more dishes for the two of them!
Looking at the food in front of him, and at Aunt Wu who was still rattling in the kitchen, Gu Ling looked helpless, "Aunt Wu, don't make it. These are enough, don't make them anymore!"

Aunt Wu came out with a bowl of crucian carp soup, and said with a smile: "Young Madam, didn't the special assistant say that he will go home today. You can't eat more, and there is a special assistant!"

Bai Jingjing was fine, but Gu Lingse's old face turned red all of a sudden.

Ye Chengshu's hint was a bit too obvious, it was difficult for her not to understand.His cheeks were slightly burned, but his mouth was disdainful, "Who knows when he will come back? Maybe it will be early in the morning when he comes home!"

Aunt Wu said alas, "That's right. Don't do it, don't do it, or the special assistant will have to eat leftovers again."

The word 'you' can also explain many things.

Nangong is no longer afraid of leftovers, because all the leftovers were wrapped up by Special Assistant Ye.He always eats leftovers.Poor!
Bai Jingjing stuffed braised pork with chopsticks into her mouth, "Is the special assistant coming back today? When I left the provincial office in the afternoon, I had a lot of things to do. According to the usual practice, the special assistant probably won't be back today."

As the director said, even if he came back, it would be early morning.

Gu Lingse's mouth twitched, "Love will come back or not! Ignore him, let's eat ours."

So there is a saying, don't talk about people during the day, don't talk about ghosts at night.

Said that Cao Cao Cao Cao will arrive.

Gu Lingse hadn't finished speaking when an elegant, aria-like voice came from the door——

"Honey, I'm in such a hurry to go home, don't you welcome me?"