99 days trial marriage

364 The Beginning of Feelings

After thinking about it, Yao Xiaohan finally waved his hand. In fact, this question is a bit unnecessary to ask.Because no matter what the answer is, it doesn't seem to have much to do with her.

Seeing that Yao Xiaohan didn't speak for a long time, Ye Chengshu raised his eyebrows and asked silently.

"A person like you who is in control of everything, shouldn't have any problems." Yao Xiaohan said to himself.

Ye Chengshu's eyes flashed, and he asked casually, "You're worried that Lingse will have opinions on me."

Very determined tone.

Yao Xiaohan nodded lightly, "You make a fuss about Xiao Nai's efforts to protect her back then, and use the sacrifice he made for her to deal with him. I'm afraid that Lingse will..."

Yao Xiaohan didn't say what happened next, but it was obvious.Ye Chengshu will not fail to understand.

If it wasn't because Xiao Nai wanted to protect Gu Lingse, he wouldn't have left in such a mess.And the relationship between them will not break down.Whenever Xiao Nai explained that to Gu Lingse back then, maybe Ye Chengshu really has nothing to do now.Gu Lingse is a long-lasting person, and even more dedicated.When she knew that Xiao Nai had endured the humiliation and left for protection, she would definitely wait for him to come back, no matter how good Ye Chengshu was, she would not waver.

What happened five years ago was the factor that broke up their relationship, and what's more, it was the best manifestation of Xiao Nai's deep love for Gu Lingse!His feelings for her are that he can give up all the glory and respect, and bear the humiliation of leaving home.

Ye Chengshu can throw Xiao Nai into hell, he can even make Xiao Nai disappear from Jiangnan Province again.But the only thing is, he shouldn't use this matter to deal with Xiao Nai.Only this matter was unacceptable to Gu Lingse.

Xiao Nai's desolation is enough for protecting her, so why should he be criticized again for protecting her now?
Twice in succession, the same incident happened, Xiao Nai couldn't tell because of his suffering, and it was all because of her behind it.If Gu Lingse knew about this, she might collapse.He will hate Ye Chengshu!
"This is the end of the matter, I have no other choice." Ye Chengshu said coldly: "Look at what Xiao Nai did to you tonight, you know that he is already insane. If I don't kill you with one blow, no one will expect it." Xiao Nai will do any crazy things. And what I want to avoid is Ling Se being hurt by Xiao Nai."

"But Chengshu, what you are doing now is hurting Gu Lingse from another perspective." Yao Xiaohan said mercilessly: "Her husband, for whatever reason, used her first love as her The sacrifices I made to deal with my first love. I am afraid that no woman can accept it."

"She is fragile, but also very strong." That's all Ye Chengshu said.

Some things, she will understand.I will also understand.

Biting her lip, Yao Xiaohan compromisingly placed herself on the car seat, and murmured, "I just hope that Gu Lingse won't misunderstand you."

She was almost raped by Xiao Nai on the front foot, and Ye Chengshu was about to send Xiao Nai into the abyss of hell on the back foot.I hope Gu Lingse can understand that what Cheng Shu did was not for her, Yao Xiaohan, but to protect her, Gu Lingse.

Ye Chengshu concealed the emotion between his brows and eyes, and said calmly: "During this period, you should stay in Qinyuan Oasis. The password is Lingse's birthday."

Closing her eyes, Yao Xiaohan gently shook her head, "I still don't want it. If Ling Se finds out, she should misunderstand again. I know you love her very much, and I don't want her to misunderstand."

"It's okay." Ye Chengshu started the accelerator, and said casually, "We're going to move back to the compound after the wedding." So not to mention the Qinyuan Oasis, even the South Palace, they will not come back.It is impossible for Lingse to know that he lent Yao Xiaohan the house in Qinyuan Oasis to live in.

"Then the agreement between me and Xiao Nai, should we continue to pretend?" Yao Xiaohan took a soft breath, trying not to laugh so frightenedly, "Although once you reveal that matter five years ago, Xiao Nai He will be in danger, but he is not a kid. He will find a way to excuse himself. I think it is better for me to continue to pretend to cooperate with him. In case he thinks of some tricks, throw the blame on For Baby Gu, it's convenient for me to convey the news to you, isn't it?"

"No." Ye Chengshu denied it without thinking.

"Chengshu." Yao Xiaohan looked over sincerely, "Xiao Nai is crazy, but I believe he is still a gentleman. Today's incident was just an accident, just an accident. If Xiao Nai is really that kind of scum, Ling You wouldn't like him before, right? Things like today, I promise, will never happen again. At such a critical moment, if the news is blocked, it will always be troublesome for you. I don't want you—"

"I don't want you to be hurt just to help me." Ye Chengshu tilted his head, glanced at Yao Xiaohan, then put his eyes on the road again, and said calmly: "Xiaohan, I don't want to owe you anything. These words It might hurt, but that's what I thought. If possible, I don't even want to have any form of contact with you. Lingse is a person with a very delicate and sensitive heart, do you understand what I mean?"

Yao Xiaohan curled her lips bitterly and nodded, "I understand."

She understands, why doesn't she understand.Chengshu doesn't want her to be in danger again, it's really not out of concern for her.Just to prevent Gu Lingse from misunderstanding anything.Any frown or suspicion on her face was something he didn't want to see.So, he doesn't want her to pretend to be with Xiao Nai anymore, because he doesn't want to have anything to do with her.

As for Gu Lingse, he was really afraid of this and worried about that.I'm afraid it will make her feel uncomfortable and misunderstand.He really pampered her extravagantly.But once, this luxury belonged to her.

Shaking her head, Yao Xiaohan's lips became even more bitter.Forget it, why mention these things.They're over, utterly over.

Seeing Yao Xiaohan's expression, Ye Chengshu knew that she understood.Don't say extra words, just say: "Thank you for your understanding."

Yao Xiaohan forced a smile at him and didn't speak any more.

He would rather work harder by himself than have her help him.This was because he felt sorry for Gu Lingse, and it was his choice.

But she must help her, even if it means risking her life, she will not hesitate to seek skin from a tiger.It was her choice that she still loved him.

She will not interfere with his decision, and he has no right to interfere with her choice!

She must continue to pretend with Xiao Nai, she must help him!Even though, what she did for him was to protect his beloved woman.But so what?If she didn't even do this, then there really would be no connection between her and him.Like two parallel lines, seemingly very close, but there will never be a day when they meet.

And this, she doesn't want to see!

As long as she still helps him, as long as she is still beside Xiao Nai helping him spy on news, the connection between them will not be broken.She wanted to maintain even this humble relationship.

She never thought of taking him back, because after seeing everything he did for Gu Lingse, she already understood.The heart of this man, Ye Chengshu, already completely belonged to Gu Lingse.No matter how much she did, no matter how much she helped him, it would not help.But she doesn't care!

As long as she can still keep in touch with him and see him often, she will be satisfied.She never asked for very little.

Ye Chengshu is her poison/medicine, only he can detoxify.

When he stood in the house in Qinyuan Oasis again, Ye Chengshu felt an indescribable feeling in his heart.For him, the South Palace was the place where they broke through the last line of defense.Keqinyuan Oasis is the place where their relationship started.

Here, she helped him cook the first meal, washed his clothes for the first time, kissed him for the first time, met his family for the first time...the many firsts between them were from Start here.

So when Yao Xiaohan refused to live here again, Ye Chengshu did not object, but nodded in agreement.

He didn't react until he came here.This was where their relationship started, and he didn't want to be disturbed.Especially, it was disturbed and sabotaged by Yao Xiaohan.

"You're here, let's stay here today." Ye Chengshu said, "I'll ask someone to help you find a house tomorrow. Always staying in a hotel is not a long-term solution."

Yao Xiaohan nodded lightly, the couple's slippers under her feet made her feel slightly uncomfortable.

The Qinyuan Oasis was the house that she and he bought carefully back then.It is the house that is going to be used as their wedding house.But now, the air of this house was engraved with Gu Lingse's shadow.Slippers for couples, mugs for couples, pillows for couples, everything is in pairs.By the time she left, things had already changed.

Here, it no longer belongs to her.Even if, Ye Chengshu bought this house because she fell in love with her very much.

No one has lived in it for several months, and the house is somewhat dusty.The simple thing is that daily necessities are readily available.If you only stay overnight, it's not a problem.

Ye Te's assistant is delicate and expensive, and never does rough work.But that doesn't mean he can't do housework.When he was alone in other provinces, he also cleaned the house by himself.

"Okay, you sit down and rest. I'll clean it." Ye Chengshu stopped Yao Xiaohan from wanting to help, and said lightly: "You almost had an accident tonight, don't move. Go and rest for a while. I will clean the guest room for you Clean, you go to bed early. Before noon tomorrow, I will have the house ready for you."

Yao Xiaohan smiled, and obediently put down the mop.

His thoughtfulness has nothing to do with emotion.Just feel sorry.After all, she was almost raped by Xiao Nai today to help him.The more considerate he was, the more desolate Yao Xiaohan felt.

The more he did, the more he wanted to make up for her.

And making up for her is to draw a clear line with her earlier.

How pathetic she was, even the thoughtfulness he gave her was what he wanted to disappear from her side.

After simply cleaning out the guest room, Ye Chengshu left in a hurry.

Yao Xiaohan knew that he was rushing back to accompany Gu Lingse.I'm afraid she won't be able to sleep well at home alone.

That's right, the wife should be suspicious if the husband leaves for too long in the middle of the night.As for Ye Chengshu, the last thing he wanted was for Gu Lingse to suspect that he had misunderstood him.

Yao Xiaohan didn't want to wear Gu Lingse's pajamas, so she lived in her and Ye Chengshu's house and wore her pajamas.She always feels sad.She rationally told herself that this was someone else's home, and she was a temporary guest, so she shouldn't break in.But the body is always out of control.

With slightly trembling hands, he gently pushed open the door of the master bedroom.Tears overflowed in an instant, and I couldn't control it no matter how hard I tried.

Yao Xiaohan covered her mouth with one hand to prevent herself from crying, while the other tremblingly stroked the wall.

Nothing here has changed.Just like when she left.

"Chengshu, I like this wallpaper. Let's just buy it, shall we?"

"it is good."

"Chengshu, come and take a look, this floor lamp is so beautiful. I want to buy it!"

"purchase."

"Chengshu Chengshu, I like this kind of bed with curtains. It feels very gorgeous, I am a princess!"

"But you have just bought a bed."

"I don't care, will you buy it or not?"

"purchase."

"Oh my god, this is a great wardrobe! I want something extra big so I can hold my clothes."

"Wardrobe, I bought it. I will buy you more beautiful clothes."

The closet was opened, and there were still a few pieces of clothes scattered inside.Men's shirts are neatly hung on the left hand side, while women's shirts are neatly hung next to the men's shirts.

The promises he made to her are now fulfilled in Gu Lingse's body one by one.

Yao Xiaohan smiled bitterly, and she didn't know whether she was more pitiful or Gu Lingse was more pitiful.

"Chengshu, I've never regretted anything so much." Picking up a men's white shirt, Yao Xiaohan smiled wryly.

She really shouldn't live in this Qinyuan oasis, to see with her own eyes how everything that belongs to her has become something in Gu Lingse's pocket.

The cruelest thing is not not having it.But once owned, but now lost one by one.

The furniture she carefully selected has now become Gu Lingse and his warm little home.This house is too cruel for her.

Holding Ye Chengshu's shirt, Yao Xiaohan went into the bathroom, wanting to take a bath and clean the place that Xiao Nai kissed and touched.But as soon as she entered, she smiled even more bleakly.

In the bathtub, hot water had already been placed, apparently Ye Chengshu helped her clean the room just now.

This man is always considerate and gentle.This is how she can let him go.

Yao Xiaohan bit her lips coquettishly, took off her clothes and got into the bathtub with a little sweetness.

I submerged myself in the bathtub so that her tears would not flow down.

I don't know how long she cried, but Yao Xiaohan felt that if she continued to cry like this, the bathtub might be full of her tears.

Get up and get out of the bathtub.While getting dressed, she inadvertently saw her body in the mirror.His chest was flushed red.That was the trace she left behind to wash away the places Xiao Nai touched.In a few places, she has already scratched the skin.

But that disgusting feeling still lingers and lingers.If possible, Yao Xiaohan would like to use disinfectant to wash her body.But just like that, it still couldn't erase the disgust in her heart.

"Xiao Nai, you bastard!" Yao Xiaohan cursed viciously, and Yao Xiaohan turned his head away, not looking at himself in the mirror.Buttoning up her shirt, she felt that she would not want to see the body she was so proud of for a long time.

Except for fleeing to the South Palace at the beginning, when he first saw Ye Chengshu, he showed aggrieved emotions.After that, Yao Xiaohan never dared to show grievance and fear in front of him.She didn't want to use this kind of pity to win his sympathy.

Now that Ye Chengshu left, Yao Xiaohan dared to show the fear that women felt after being almost raped.Even though, she tried her best to keep calm.I also convinced myself over and over again in my heart, telling myself that she was almost raped, but she was not raped.

A person with a strong heart is very effective in hinting at his own heart.What's more, Yao Xiaohan went to Ye Chengshu crying, but in fact, only a small part of her was afraid, most of it was because she wanted to get close to him, let him hug her, and comfort herself.

What Ye Chengshu said is right, Yao Xiaohan often does things without intention.Even before she could figure out her own heart, she had already done that.Like this time.

Wearing wet hair that was still dripping, Yao Xiaohan didn't go to the guest room that Ye Chengshu helped her clean, but turned around and entered his master bedroom.

She didn't even want to take Chengshu back from Gu Lingse's side again. It wouldn't be too much to lie on the bed he had slept in, covered with the quilt he had covered, right?She's just sneaky and doing it with humility.No one would know about it, let alone Gu Lingse.Therefore, it doesn't matter if she is a little willful once.

Seemingly convinced by herself, Yao Xiaohan slipped into bed with a little joy.Burying his face in the quilt, he sniffed it fiercely, with the faint fragrance of rose petals.It's the smell of Chengshu.It seems that Ye Chengshu is by her side.

The phone rang without warning.

Yao Xiaohan was taken aback and shivered subconsciously.A woman was almost raped, no matter how calm she is, it is impossible not to be afraid.

What's more, the word flashing on the screen of the mobile phone is impressively——

Xiao Nai.

Biting her lip, Yao Xiaohan calmed down and then gently picked up the phone.

"Lawyer Yao?" Xiao Nai's voice over there also revealed deep fatigue.

Yao Xiaohan didn't answer, just silently waiting for Xiao Nai's next words.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I was rude just now. I hope lawyer Yao can forgive me for my rude behavior. I rarely drink alcohol. I drank a little more today, and I couldn't control my emotions for a while. I'm really sorry."

Yao Xiaohan could tell that Xiao Nai was apologizing sincerely.Just like what she said to Chengshu, Xiao Nai is not that kind of despicable person.He still has a moral bottom line.

"I don't ask Lawyer Yao to forgive me immediately. I just called to say sorry."

"Xiao Nai." Yao Xiaohan finally spoke, and she said calmly, "I forgive you."

"Thank you." Very low tone.

"I forgive you, but I don't really forgive your behavior. It's just that we can continue to cooperate. Please clarify this point."

"I know. But thanks anyway."

"You're welcome." Yao Xiaohan said coldly, "If it's okay, I'll hang up."

"Wait." Xiao Nai quickly stopped her.

"Ah."

"Huang Jiancheng..."

Yao Xiaohan's eyes turned cold and he didn't speak.

"He's still useful to me, I hope Lawyer Yao won't—"

"I won't take revenge on Huang Jiancheng." Yao Xiaohan continued kindly, "If you don't want me to do that."

Xiao Nai obviously breathed a sigh of relief; "Thank you, Lawyer Yao, for your understanding and consideration."

"It's okay." After speaking, Yao Xiaohan quickly hung up the phone.Xiao Nai probably didn't make this phone call to apologize.Instead, he wanted to persuade her not to let her attack Huang Jiancheng!
She won't take revenge on Huang Jiancheng, but it doesn't mean Chengshu won't trouble Huang Jiancheng.Thinking about it this way, she doesn't count as cheating Xiao Nai.

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