99 days trial marriage

211 Love is a chemical reaction

"You bastard! Get out!" Professor Han's face darkened, and he rushed into the flowers angrily, and pulled out a certain president who was hiding behind the big tree trunk.A look of anger.

"Xiao Nai, you are really good at it! Do you know how hard it was for Assistant Ye to slap me in the face just now? Huh? Do you know?" Professor Han rubbed irritably This is the hair of the bird's nest head, and he scolded: "You bastard! For your own selfish desires, you actually asked me to accompany you to be shabby. What crimes do you think I did in my previous life? Why did I die when I met you? Nothing goes well! The invitation to the Landsberg Research Institute in Germany, because of you, I lost it! The professor at the University of Helsinki, because of you, I also lost it! I set up a semi-private research institute for me to do experiments. But tell me, what are you doing? I have lived for almost 40 years, and this is the first time someone slapped me in the face like this! I still beat me There is no way to refute it with a single sentence, so I can only apologize! Tell me, when did Lao Tzu, a doctoral supervisor in the medical department, become a person who apologizes for laughing!"

Xiao Nai smiled, and said softly, "You're only 32, don't make yourself look so old."

Professor Han was completely angry, "I said a lot about feelings just now, but you didn't even grasp the central idea? Is the problem about my age? Ah? The problem is that you molested Ye Tezhu's wife, okay?"

Completely messing up his hair, Professor Han went crazy, which was a bit scary.

All the nurses and patients walking in the sun in the small garden of the hospital stared wide-eyed in horror.Professor Han, who has always been good-tempered, also has such crazy and angry moments?He wasn't so angry even when his interns knocked over his laboratory bacteria dishes!

It would be terrible if a person who has always been good-natured and pleasant-looking gets angry.So Xiao Nai just listened to Professor Han's scolding with a smile on his face, without refuting a word.

It's clear that it's not hitting back but also scolding.Looking at him like this, Professor Han felt even more suffocated.

"Damn!" Professor Han also swears in a rare way, "Xiao Nai, I beg you, okay? Gu Lingse is already married! She is now Ye Chengshu's wife, the young lady of the Ye family! Can you restrain your thoughts? If I hadn't seen what Ye Chengshu did for Gu Lingse with my own eyes, then I would definitely support you in taking her over. But ask yourself, what Ye Chengshu did for Gu Lingse thing, can you do it?"

Xiao Nai's expression remained unchanged, and he said casually: "For her, I can bear a heinous crime and go far away. I will abandon everything in the country just to protect her." Even such things, he has done.For Gu Lingse, is there anything he can't do?

If it wasn't for the incident five years ago, if it wasn't for protecting Gu Lingse, his achievements in the political arena of Jiangnan Province would never be worse than Ye Chengshu.This is not an ego, but a fact of self-confidence.

Even with such a crime, he still has today's achievements and status.If he hadn't been charged with that crime, he would have risen even higher.

Professor Han was startled, stared fixedly at his friend for a long time, and then sighed faintly, "I know how much you have sacrificed and sacrificed for Gu Lingse. But Xiao Nai, listen to my advice. Gu Lingse, she is no longer your Xiao Nai's woman. She is someone else's wife now. To her, you are just a piece of the past."

Xiao Nai didn't say anything, he curled his lips half self-deprecatingly and half bitterly.With his head slightly lowered, Professor Han couldn't see the expression on his face, but he knew how sad his expression was at the moment.

Professor Han couldn't bear to look at it, turned his back, and just said: "Xiao Nai, I don't care how much you love Gu Lingse, I don't care how much you have paid for her, and how much you have been wronged. I just want to say one thing. , if your opponent is that Ye Chengshu, you have no chance of winning."

"Old Han." Xiao Nai raised his head, curled his lips lightly, and called out.

With his back turned to him, Professor Han asked coldly, "What are you doing?"

"Tell me, if I don't even have Gu Lingse, what's the point of my life?"

Hearing this, Professor Han became angry, turned around and yelled again, "Xiao Nai! President Xiao! Can you be a little promising! Without women, you can't live? What nonsense are you talking about! Without her care Lingse, you still have your career, you still have your friends! Women? Where can you find them? There are women who are prettier than Gu Lingse, have a better figure than her, and are more understanding than her! With such excellent conditions, are you afraid that you won't have a good woman?"

"But no matter how nice they are, they are not Lingse." And all he wanted was Gu Lingse.

"You...I..." Professor Han was at a loss for words. He flicked his sleeves and rolled his eyes angrily.

"Old Han."

"Hey, just speak well, don't act like a baby." Professor Han's mouth twitched.Every time Xiao Nai calls his name in this tone, it must be something bad!For the first time, he used this pleading hurt tone, and he gave up the invitation to the German Landsberg Research Institute.That is the temple in the mind of every medical student.Because of Xiao Nai, he refused!The second time, he used this kind of pleading hurt tone, he gave up his job at the University of Helsinki, returned to the country with him, and came to Jiangnan Province.

The third time is today.Professor Han wants to cry, but this time, what will he give up for Xiao Nai?To be honest, he really has nothing to give up!After all, it can't, because Xiao Nai was emotionally hurt, as a brother, he has to contribute himself, right?His chastity, only his chastity cannot be given up!

"Old Han." Xiao Nai called out softly, raised his head, looked at the bright sunshine, and said word by word: "Old Han, for so many years, even though I have stood under the sun, I have never felt it. The warmth of the sun. I always feel that I am in the dark. I feel that the darkness is almost driving me crazy and suffocating. How do you comfort me every time like this?"

Professor Han didn't speak, but pressed his lips tightly.Even though Xiao Nai left Jiangnan Province with such a crime, the bad influence still hasn't been eliminated.When he first went abroad, it was not all smooth sailing for him.He also has a lot of helplessness, a lot of compulsion, and a lot of involuntary.It also received a lot of criticism.If His Excellency Mandy hadn't admired Xiao Nai very much, rejected all opinions, and insisted on reusing him, perhaps, Xiao Nai would have been driven crazy long ago.Where is the current scenery.

He knows how bleak Xiao Nai's life was during those days.Because at that time Xiao Nai's only relaxation was to come to the lab to chat with him.It is said that they are chatting, but in fact, Xiao Nai is talking to himself alone, and he hardly responds.

He was sitting in the laboratory doing experiments, while Xiao Nai was sitting in the corner talking to himself.He doesn't need a response, and Xiao Nai doesn't want his response either.Perhaps what Xiao Nai wants is a place where he can confide to his heart's content.At the beginning, he actually hated Xiao Nai quite a lot.I think he is a good young man, why is he full of complaints?Such a handsome young man, why does he always have a desolate and sad expression?Why can't the sadness on his brow linger?
Later, Professor Han finally knew where the sadness in Xiao Nai's eyebrows came from.It came from a woman, a woman named Gu Lingse.He is grieving for a woman.At that time, Professor Han still looked down on Xiao Nai.I feel that a big man will die for a woman.Too useless!

Later, Xiao Nai's soliloquies let Professor Han know about his memories with that woman.Also know why they were separated.It wasn't until then that Professor Han didn't dislike Xiao Nai anymore.It's just that I don't dislike it, and I don't even have a good impression.When did he and Xiao Nai become good friends?Professor Han thought about it, but couldn't think of a clue.It seems that the relationship is so natural.

Who made him a person with a eccentric personality and a strange temper?Who made Xiao Nai a chatterbox who likes to talk to himself?

"Old Han, when I'm with you, it seems like I'm always talking nonsense, you seldom talk to me?" Xiao Nai hides the emotion between his brows, and jokingly makes a joke to ease the atmosphere.

Professor Han heaved a sigh of relief, and nodded angrily, "Back then, I really shouldn't be greedy for that little research funding, so I allowed you to come to my laboratory and chatter every day!" His laboratory was very expensive.The school has long been unable to afford it, and the subsequent research fees are all supported by Xiao Nai's group.And Xiao Nai is the money-spreading boy in charge of distributing money.If it wasn't for the little research funding, he would have kicked out the nagging man who interrupted his experiment a long time ago!How could the relationship between them develop to this point!
Accident, definitely an accident!

He never needed a friend, or someone to talk to.All he wants is experiments, only medical research results.In fact, he doesn't want results, what he enjoys is the process of research.What excited him the most was the moment when the research was successful.As for after?What does that have to do with him.Even if his research results were taken away to make money, Professor Han didn't even bat an eyelid.He doesn't care about that.

Inexplicably added a friend, the result is that he gave up countless things he dreamed of.

"Hey..." Thinking of this, Professor Han involuntarily sighed deeply.It's best not to have friends or something!trouble!tiring!
"Old Han, every time I'm about to suffocate and I can't hold on any longer. You always say, bear with it, bear with it. When I become famous, I can return to my homeland. I can reunite with Lingse. It is because of your words that I have persisted until now. Even if you want to call me useless and worthless, I have to say that if it weren't for the spirit, I really wouldn't be able to persevere today. "

"So?" Professor Han raised his eyebrows with a cold expression.He has almost no feeling for feelings or anything.Because back then, in order to be able to concentrate on academic research, he personally performed surgery to remove the frontal lobe that controls his emotions.

The frontal lobe is the part that controls emotions.Without the prefrontal cortex, there is almost no effect on the human body.Physiological activities are basically not affected, and if there is any impact, it is the lack of human emotions.Commonly known as a big change in temperament.Another way to treat mental illness is to remove the frontal lobe.For example, schizophrenia, for example, dual personality.

Xiao Nai also knows this, so every time he says something, Professor Han acts indifferent, almost cold, and he just smiles and doesn't care.He said: "Lingse is my spiritual pillar. Without her, my spiritual world will collapse. What does the collapse of the spiritual world mean, Lao Han, you should be very clear, right?"

Once the spiritual pillar collapses, even if a person is alive, he is dead.The Walking Dead, is used to describe this situation.Gu Lingse is his light in the darkness, if the light goes out, can he still get out of the darkness?cannot.Therefore, even if his obsession is gone, he must let Gu Lingse come back to him, otherwise, he will really die.

He is not afraid of death, he is only afraid that he will lose Gu Lingse.

Professor Han licked his lips, hesitated for a long time, and then quietly asked: "Well, Old Xiao..."

Xiao Nai's expression remained unchanged, and he said with a smile: "You want to use me as a test subject to test how human emotions evolve and die? Sorry, my answer is still, no."

"Damn!" Professor Han scolded, and said angrily, "I've been listening to your nagging every day, why don't you just contribute?"

"No." Xiao Nai said sincerely: "Old Han, if you want to study human emotions, you must first have emotions. As long as you have emotions, you don't need to study, and you will naturally understand what love is."

"Love?" Professor Han disdained, "Love is a chemical reaction in the human brain. It is the continuous secretion of dopamine and other neurotransmitters in the thalamus, which rush out unstoppably. So, you have the feeling of love. The "passion" brought by dopamine will give people an illusion that love can last forever. Unfortunately, the human body cannot suppress the stimulation of this kind of stimulant. Too much stimulation is like a heart attack The same, the heart will explode. So the brain can only cancel this secretion. With the reduction and disappearance of dopamine, the passion becomes calm.”

Xiao Nai had obviously heard this explanation many times, and he asked calmly, "How long is the cycle between the secretion and disappearance of dopamine?"

Professor Han's eyes lit up, "The longest shelf life is four years! That's why I've always been curious. Your relationship with Gu Lingse lasted for nine years. The dopamine in your head is long gone. How do you persist? ? Xiao Nai, please, let me study you!"

"Professor Han, no way." Xiao Nai smiled kindly, "However, Professor Han, if you are really curious, I will tell you a method. Do you want to listen?"

Professor Han's eyes started to light up, no, it was laser light.

"Say it quickly! Don't make me want to fool around! Just say it!"

"If you really want to study human emotions—"

"It's the substance secreted by dopamine, the illusion caused. Uh... In your terms, it's love."

Xiao Nai changed his words politely, "Yes, if Professor Han wants to study the substances secreted by dopamine, then you can find a woman and have a relationship, wouldn't it be good?"

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