First Marriage and Trial Love: The Doting Wife of Hundreds of Billion Lovers

Chapter 287 Pushing away my own happiness with my own hands

Shen Juntuo took Lin Xiaoxiao back to the hotel and scrubbed her body before putting her on the bed. He sat beside her and watched her quietly. She made it comfortable for her to spit out, and then put her back so she could sleep well.

Shen Juntuo didn't close his eyes all night. On the one hand, he was taking care of Lin Xiaoxiao, and on the other hand, he was thinking about Li Zixin he saw during the day.

Li Zixin is a heart disease of his own, he can't let Lin Xiaoxiao touch that matter again, let alone let Lin Xiaoxiao see that person again, it seems that Lin Xiaoxiao was hurt a little by Li Zixin's appearance tonight, He couldn't hurt Lin Xiaoxiao again.

Shen Juntuo looked at the time and it was already past seven o'clock in the morning. Seeing that Lin Xiaoxiao hadn't woken up yet, Shen Juntuo's mood was not calmed down, and his eyes became a little blurred, thinking of Li Zixin's appearance Shen Juntuo was still a little uncomfortable.

He sat up from the bed and stood in front of the window sill thinking for a long time, until at eight o'clock he still had to decide to go out.

The car was driving fast on the street. The streets of Los Angeles are not like the streets in China. There are people everywhere. There are almost no people walking here, and there are only a few scattered people doing morning exercises.

Shen Juntuo parked the car in front of the department store, got off the car and went straight to the jewelry company. It seemed that the store had just opened, and the clerk was still sorting things out. After entering, he went to the design room inside, but the clerk blocked him. the way to go.

"I'm sorry sir, you can't go in here." The clerk firmly blocked his way.

We must know that they were able to enter yesterday because someone led the way. Perhaps Li Zixin had announced to everyone yesterday that he could not take anyone there.

"I want to find your designer. We met yesterday. She asked me to come over to look at the artwork today." Shen Juntuo said to the clerk, thinking about what Li Zixin said yesterday.

But the clerk hesitated, knowing that Li Zixin told them yesterday that no one would be brought in, but he also said that Li Zixin asked him to come and see, and she became a little at a loss as to what to do.

When Shen Juntuo saw the clerk was hesitating, he flashed past her and entered the designer behind.

After entering, Shen Juntuo saw that Li Zixin was still wearing the black dress from yesterday, and he looked listless. When he was lying on the table and staring at the distance, he hesitated again. How about repeating what I wanted to say when I was so impulsive in the past?

"Sir, you can't go in. Our designer is resting..." The clerk rushed over untimely, and when he saw Shen Juntuo standing there without moving, he looked at Li Zixin again, and suddenly felt that what he had just said The voice was a little loud and then a little violent, and Li Zixin felt a little embarrassed to disturb her.

"MaryLe, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to disturb you. This gentleman refused to listen to my advice and insisted on barging in..." The clerk looked at Li Zixin with some embarrassment, but Li Zixin didn't raise his head, and was still lying on the table didn't move.

"Should I invite him out?" Seeing that Li Zixin hadn't spoken, the clerk asked her a little embarrassedly.

"Don't let anyone bother me, get out!" Li Zixin's voice was a little low, but she said it without energy. She closed her eyes and didn't want to look at anyone anymore.

"Okay." After receiving the order, the clerk turned to look at Shen Juntuo, but was frightened by Shen Juntuo's cold aura, and she said submissively, "Sir, you heard it too, please go out !"

Shen Juntuo didn't even turn his head, and kept staring at Li Zixin, "You go out first, we know each other."

Shen Juntuo's voice was thick but unsteady, of course Li Zixin heard it, she slowly opened her eyes and raised her head.

"You go out first!" When she saw that it was Shen Juntuo standing at the door, she asked the clerk to go out. Although she didn't know why Shen Juntuo came to see her, she was quite sure that he was not here to talk to her. She got back together, if she wanted to ridicule herself, she could only admit it, although she was quite unwilling.

"Why did you come to see me!" Li Zixin sat up, straightened her hair and looked at Shen Juntuo with a smile.

Of course Shen Juntuo was familiar with that smile. Li Zixin would use this iconic smile to meet Shen Juntuo when they met before, but this smile made Shen Juntuo uncomfortable.

He walked towards Li Zixin slowly, and then looked at her carefully for a long time. He didn't turn his attention away until Li Zixin was a little embarrassed.

"Have you been in the United States all this time?" Shen Juntuo never inquired about her, no matter it was polite or voluntary, as long as he blocked all the rumors about her, because she was the one who rejected him at the beginning.

"I have been studying in the United States since I graduated, and I have only been working in this store for a short time, but I never expected to meet you here!" Of course, Li Zixin did not expect that the person she had always wanted to avoid would now stand by her. In front of me, and that feeling is still the kind of love I used to have.

I remember that when the two met for the first time, she fell in love with Shen Juntuo at first sight, and it took a lot of connections to get them together, but later she felt that Shen Juntuo was no better than those rich second generations, so she came to Shen Juntuo from Singapore When she came back, she proposed to break up. That day when she was happily looking for the rich second generation, she got into a car accident on the road and lost a leg, and the rich second generation who kept saying that she loved her also disappeared, so she knew It turned out that she was just dreaming. At that time, she thought about dying, but her parents stopped her, so she slowly put her mind on the design, so that she can sit quietly and design jewelry without touching her Also happy to be free.

She has also changed from the active and lively little girl before to a quiet and steady woman, and there have been many men around her, as long as her legs are mentioned, that person will quietly leave, even if the two are together It won't be too long together. Whenever she takes off the prosthesis at night, she will feel that the eyes of the people around her are discriminating and contemptuous. She can't stand that kind of treatment. She would rather stay alone for the rest of her life. .

But after seeing Shen Juntuo, she began to hesitate. Although she was the one who proposed to break up, she was not reconciled. She couldn't see how happy Lin Xiaoxiao was in front of her. That happiness should belong to her. Even if she didn't want it at the time, she can't let others have it now.

"You've never looked for me, right? That's right, I have nothing worth looking for, and I'm despising myself now..." Li Zixin said with a choked voice, but pretended to be calm He raised his head and looked at Shen Juntuo.

In Li Zixin's eyes, Shen Juntuo saw a more stubborn side than before. His heart ached, but it was no longer the kind of heartache he used to love to the bone. Now he could only feel sympathy.

After all, now that he has Lin Xiaoxiao, he can't let her down, and only Lin Xiaoxiao can bear the happiness he wants to give.

"Why did I seek you? Didn't you propose to break up at that time? Since we broke up, we have nothing to do with each other. I don't need to seek you again." Shen Juntuo sat down in front of her after speaking.

"Since you don't want to look for me anymore, what are you doing now? You should take your wife and leave the United States, and keep me away from you..."

"I came here just to keep you away from us and stop disturbing our lives. I was wrong about what happened yesterday. I was too impulsive. Take what I said as if I hadn't said it. I already said it to my wife yesterday. It caused a kind of harm, and I don't want her to suffer any more harm, after all, we are in the past tense, and I don't want to mention it again, so I hope we will never meet again in the future." Shen Juntuo looked at it when he said this On her table was the feeling they had written about each other yesterday.

He reached out and picked it up, and saw how Lin Xiaoxiao felt about him.

It turned out that I existed in such a posture in her heart, but her feelings were also correct, and meeting her at that time was also considered a bright light for her.

"I took all these away, and we don't need you to design our ring, goodbye!" Shen Juntuo said as he picked up the two pieces of paper and was about to leave.

Li Zixin suddenly panicked and called out to Shen Juntuo, "Tuo, wait..."

Shen Juntuo stopped when he heard her voice. He didn't want to stop at first, but he still stopped for some reason.

"Please give me this chance, let me make your wedding ring, I want to do one last thing for you, so that I can feel that you are happy." Li Zixin said this sentence with some sadness Hearing these words, Shen Juntuo's ears were extremely irritated.

"See me happy? Let me tell you, when you broke up with me, I really thought that I would never be happy again in this life, but then I realized that my heart is not dead, I can still be happy Yes, and I will get a better woman than you by my side. That woman is Lin Xiaoxiao, my current wife. I will give her the best in the world and make her the happiest in the world. woman!" Shen Juntuo was a little excited when he said this, but it really explained the feeling in his heart, at least he thought so now and before.

"Tuo, can you not talk like this? Do you know? Every word you say now is stimulating me, like cutting my flesh with a knife. If I didn't know that I was sick at that time, How could I be willing to leave you, we have been together for five years, five years! I thought I would make you happier if I left you, but I was afraid that my crippled body would not be able to give you happiness anymore, but I have only now discovered that Your happiness is my happiness, and I pushed my own happiness away with my own hands..."

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