First Marriage and Trial Love: The Doting Wife of Hundreds of Billion Lovers

This night, Lin Xiaoxiao got to know Shen Juntuo once again through Zhang Yang's writing. In fact, in everyone's eyes, there are millions of you, but in Lin Xiaoxiao's heart, what is Shen Juntuo like.
Other people are not important. Shen Juntuo may only care about Lin Xiaoxiao's thoughts. Because he likes Lin Xiaoxiao. The reason is simple and clear. This night, Lin Xiaoxiao suffered from insomnia again. Is this love? In Lin Xiaoxiao's heart, Shen Juntuo Jun Tuo is her own. She herself can't give an accurate answer.
What she can be sure of is that Zhang Yang's diary made her feel that there would be such an infatuated secret love in the world. If no author really appeared in front of her eyes, she would tell her seriously. All the truth you want to know is in my In the diary. Perhaps Lin Xiaoxiao will not be able to experience so deeply what this diary brings to everyone.
It wasn't a surprise, it didn't make Shen Juntuo feel happy, and what Zhang Yang brought to everyone was a burden. Lin Xiaoxiao felt that Zhang Yang was a sad woman like a joke, but she didn't make fun of her. Instead, she felt a little distressed.
Lin Xiaoxiao had already decided to meet Zhang Yang before he left. She felt that she had the opportunity and ability to let Zhang Yang untie the knot. Finally, Lin Xiaoxiao carefully read every word of the last page of the book.
I have flipped through this book more than once. Every time I have different thoughts, probably Zhang Yang is also like this. Lin Xiaoxiao left a message to Zhang Yang on the title page of the book.
"Sorrow arises from love, and love never lasts. If you are away from love, you will have no worries and no fears."

Perhaps the distance can produce a lot of beautiful things, Lin Xiaoxiao knew that Zhang Yang had already made Shen Juntuo feel a little conflicted, and they would not give each other any chance.
In fact, when Zhang Yang mentioned that the protagonist in his diary was Shen Juntuo, Zhang Yang felt as if he had been knocked over from a bottle of five flavors. It was an indescribable feeling. Fortunately, everything is over.
Probably for everyone, this is a nightmare. But Zhang Yang is intoxicated and does not want to wake up. Lin Xiaoxiao has not been to the company for a long time after thinking about it. Lin Xiaoxiao was a little scared. In fact, Lin Xiaoxiao's worry was really unnecessary. There are very few people in this world who live in the plot of novels like Zhang Yang.
Success and failure are all in dreams, it depends on how people deal with it. It is already early in the morning, since the insomnia, I have seldom felt the freshness brought by the morning.
Lin Xiaoxiao wanted to go out for a walk, after a simple wash and wash. When she walked out of the room, she happened to meet Shen Juntuo who was also preparing for morning exercises. Lin Xiaoxiao saw the man in front of him, was he really her husband? There are so many advantages. In Zhang Yang's writing, he is an excellent man beyond perfection.
"I didn't expect to change my habit of morning exercise wherever I go." Shen Juntuo has a habit of morning exercise, but Lin Xiaoxiao didn't know that Shen Juntuo would not change it wherever he went, whether he was at home or not, he would even experience jet lag. It was no exception. .
For the past two days, Lin Xiaoxiao has been very lonely in the hospital, but now that he is about to be discharged from the hospital, it is really a good thing for him.But Lin Xiaoxiao couldn't be happy in her heart.

Because during these two days, Shen Juntuo never showed up.Out of face, Lin Xiaoxiao didn't even want to call Shen Juntuo and ask him what he was up to.But even though he didn't ask, he was still thinking about it in his heart, wondering if Shen Juntuo went out to flirt again.If this is really the case, then Lin Xiaoxiao will only make herself more sad.

But Lin Xiaoxiao didn't think about it at all, and didn't want to believe it was true.

Many times, Lin Xiaoxiao really felt that she was very naive.People who are almost 30 years old have the same thoughts as teenage girls. '

Regarding this matter, Lin Xiaoxiao once tentatively wanted to ask Amei's opinion,
Although Lin Xiaoxiao is very clear that although Amei has no love experience, when this girl talks about this matter, she is very sensible.I don’t know if it’s really like what Amei said, I watched a lot of TV series, so I know so much,

In Amei's eyes, it was already very certain that Lin Xiaoxiao really had feelings for Shen Juntuo, but it was just that Lin Xiaoxiao herself was unwilling to admit it.Amei didn't want to say too much about this, because in Amei's heart, she was really clear.One day sooner or later, Lin Xiaoxiao will admit this matter on his own initiative.

Moreover, over the years, Amei has really understood Lin Xiaoxiao very well.Amei deeply knew that in Lin Xiaoxiao's heart, nothing could be hidden.

No matter what it is, I will tell Amei in the end.So now Amei is like watching a play.Let's see what Lin Xiaoxiao will become.Save myself when talking about Shen Juntuo face to face, Lin Xiaoxiao always denied it.If Lin Xiaoxiao confessed and exposed herself, wouldn't it be more interesting for Amei!

But Lin Xiaoxiao was always struggling.I don't know what to do with myself!
Forget it, anyway, things are already like this now.Lin Xiaoxiao didn't want to count on anyone at all.No matter what it is, it still depends on yourself.Hasn't he always been like this for so many years?What kind of love, go to the side.After so many years without love, don't you still live happily?

Now in Lin Xiaoxiao's heart, it is very certain that if a person lacks love in his life, he will lack troubles and make himself live happier.

Going on like this, for Lin Xiaoxiao, is her best life.But the reality is not always the same as your ideal.

Lin Xiaoxiao has nothing to do about many things, even though he is unwilling, so what can he do!What should happen, will happen anyway.No one can stop it.

What's more, the feelings are even more the same. If it really comes, then it can only be accepted.But when that day really comes, Lin Xiaoxiao will definitely not be living like this now, at least, he must be fair to his own feelings, and even more responsible for his own feelings!Otherwise, I don't even know how to love myself, so who else would cherish me!
"It's a habit that has been formed. There is nothing special that will not change. You also woke up very early." For some reason, after reading Zhang Yang's diary, Lin Xiaoxiao felt that Shen Juntuo in front of him was both familiar and strange. The man in front of her gave her a sense of freshness. It was not the cold, machismo man she knew before. It was a big boy who liked basketball and sports. He was positive and had excellent studies.
"I feel that you are a little different today." Lin Xiaoxiao looked a lot from head to toe. When she met Shen Juntuo who was in the attire, she didn't have the old-fashioned suit and leather shoes before. It seemed that she was full of vitality.
"What's different?" For Lin Xiaoxiao's admiring eyes, Shen Juntuo rarely saw in Lin Xiaoxiao's eyes. Shen Juntuo felt a little embarrassed. There was a shy smile on the corner of his mouth. A very sunny boy.
"Like a high school student who doesn't have a backpack to go to school. Haha." Lin Xiaoxiao seldom jokes with Shen Juntuo on weekdays. Today, Shen Juntuo in front of him is not as serious as before. It feels like the two of them feel relaxed when communicating .
"Is there, it seems that when I was in school, everyone said that I was relegated from the third year of high school to the junior high school. Haha. No one has ever said that I am tender." Of course it is. Everyone is wearing sweaters knitted by their mothers. Shen Jun Tuo's clothes are already famous international brands. The two walked out of the hotel. The sun outside was warm, but the air was still a little cool in the morning.
"I'll give you my coat." Shen Juntuo was about to take off his coat, but was rejected by Lin Xiaoxiao. Lin Xiaoxiao really wanted to feel the morning air. She smiled and said that it would be like drinking Sprite is so heart-warmingly cool. I feel that my head has become cloudy after staying in the house all day these days. This time, being blown by the strong wind will definitely blow away my thoughts.
Shen Juntuo smiled. He never thought Lin Xiaoxiao was so cute. Although he was a little childish, he felt that there was no sense of distance between the two of them.
"Actually, I used to like running in the morning exercise, then I liked to walk fast, and then I liked to take a walk. You have found that although a person grew up in City C, in many places, you didn't appreciate her carefully. Every building is beautiful. It’s because of her time and the meaning of creation,” the two of them were strolling on the street. At this time, it seemed that the night market in City C had just left. Everyone was still fast asleep. The street was rarely quiet.
There are still dewdrops on the grass on the surrounding lawn. The word "vigorous" is not only used to describe elementary school students. The two of them at this time are really a bit like a puppy lover who went to school together.
"I'm okay. In fact, I used to live with my classmates after school. I used to go for walks or do some sports. So much so that I didn't know how to do a lot of entertainment after work. But the customer leader likes to take me with me."

"Is that horse or horse? His character is really not that good. He really matches that Liu Jingxue." Shen Juntuo thought that the boss must have some good motives to go out with his female subordinates. Naturally, he was very angry. Lin Xiaoxiao quickly explained that things were not as Shen Juntuo imagined.
"No, it's because I don't spoil anything, and after drinking for three rounds, everyone likes all other entertainment consumption. It's also very inconvenient to bring a woman with me. Haha." Ma Niu Ma embezzled a lot of public funds in the past,