First Marriage and Trial Love: The Doting Wife of Hundreds of Billion Lovers

"To be honest, I regretted a little. Just when I knew that my aunt told you everything. Really, from the beginning of all this to the present for nearly ten years, I have never lived so easily. It turns out It feels good to have no secrets in my heart." Zhang Yang finally had the courage to look up at Shen Juntuo. It was the back that he had seen countless times near the dormitory, or every time he met him, he secretly hid himself and did not dare to come out. A passer-by has no courage to act. Now, all my courage has finally returned.
The Shen Juntuo in front of her was the same as in her memory, only a little tired and vicissitudes, and Zhang Yang felt a little distressed, but she knew that distress was not an emotion she should express.
Hearing Zhang Yang's words, Shen Juntuo finally relaxed his vigilance. He was really afraid that everything would be like in the bloody plot. Zhang Yang would kidnap Lin Xiaoxiao on the rooftop, and then threatened him with death. Everyone dies together, the living have no courage to live, and finally die in love.
"You think the same as I do. It's different. To be honest, this is the first time I look at you without a sense of distance. I feel a little tired. After doing so many things, I don't ask you to forgive me. Because I I can’t forgive myself anymore. I hurt your lover, I made you sad.” In Zhang Yang’s heart, none of this is what she wants. She wants her lover to live happily every day.
She finally realized that the person who can be happy with Shen Juntuo is not herself, but Lin Xiaoxiao. Loving and being loved are both expressions of happiness. But she knows that she has no chance to fight for her own happiness.
The feeling of relief made her feel extremely relaxed. But for some reason, there was a strong desire in her heart, wanting to break through her skin, wanting to die with Shen Juntuo in this closed single ward.
"What I can't get. No one wants it." A voice from nowhere echoed in Zhang Yang's ears. Zhang Yang felt that he could no longer control that voice. She seemed to have received it. A hint, an order. She can't control her limbs. But her consciousness is somewhat clear.
"No, I can't hurt my lover." Zhang Yang was fighting against himself. That kind of tormented feeling. Like committing suicide while saving himself at the same time.
Seeing Zhang Yang's sad appearance, Shen Juntuo rushed out of the ward and called the nurse over. There is no doubt that Zhang Yang has become a schizophrenic patient since he did not know when.
But she is very clear that the reason for her illness is because of Shen Juntuo. If she never sees Shen Juntuo for the rest of her life, it is just a lovesickness. The feeling of unrequited love and morality fighting against each other. Let Zhang Yang torture her so much that she can no longer breathe Yes. Probably death is a kind of relief.
"The patient needs to rest, I think you should not disturb her." The nurse pushed Shen Juntuo out of the room again. This time Shen Juntuo was more sure of the harm he had caused Zhang Yang.
Now everything is a debt of love, why do people have emotions and desires? Why do people have emotions, happiness and unhappiness.
Shen Juntuo was exhausted when he returned to the hotel after a day of tossing around. He originally wanted to take a bath, but thought that Lin Xiaoxiao's matter had not been resolved, and he didn't know how the old lady would deal with it. Seeing that it was still early, Shen Juntuo Knocked on Lin Xiaoxiao's door.
"Something happened today. Did you sleep in the room all day? What about Amei and the others?" Lin Xiaoxiao was the only one in the room, which surprised Shen Juntuo. After all, Lin Xiaoxiao's mental state is very poor now. There is no shortage of people around him.
"I asked Amei to go back to the company. Auntie said that she is not used to living here and the consumption is too high, so she plans to move to Mengmeng's place. I told her about Mengmeng's house in the morning." Very good, Shen Juntuo has not seen such a sunny Lin Xiaoxiao for a long time.
"Oh. That's it. The matter is resolved. You're in a good mood too. Auntie didn't say when she'll be back." Shen Juntuo was very curious about what method the old lady used to make Lin Xiaoxiao's mood change so much. According to Lin Xiaoxiao's character, if the house has not been transferred to the old lady, in Lin Xiaoxiao's heart, the matter is considered unfinished, and of course he will not feel at ease.
"Let's go tonight, Auntie is really a good person. In fact, I know that you all had doubts about her before. She can also see everyone's thoughts. We talked a lot last night." Lin Xiaoxiao's expression was very kind when talking about Auntie, probably It's not as complicated as Shen Juntuo thought. He still wants to believe that this old lady is a person who keeps her word.
"Actually, I'm also willing to believe that there are good people in this world. You've learned a lot from a pitfall. Isn't the matter between Donna and Ayan last time just an example." Shen Juntuo smiled, feeling that the girl in front of him was really She is very cute, she would rather suffer a loss than believe that there are still good people in this world.
Probably because people always have some spiritual comfort in the bustling metropolis, not only between men and women, but even family relationships.
"My thoughts are very simple. I just think that if Mengmeng is alive, seeing her aunt living in such an embarrassing life will be like me. And the aunt has always said that the house should not be transferred, and she has to wait for Mengmeng's father to come back. Wandering with no one to rely on. I hope to have a companion when I get old. She also said." Halfway through the speech, Lin Xiaoxiao thought about it and felt embarrassed to say the following.
"What did she say?" half of what she said would make anyone feel uncomfortable. Of course, Shen Juntuo wanted to keep asking.
"She said you are a good husband." As for the relationship between the two of them, they naturally knew each other well. Saying this made Lin Xiaoxiao feel a little shy, afraid that Shen Juntuo's lack of any response would make her Feel embarrassed.
"Haha, I deserve it." Shen Juntuo smiled. He knew that the old lady had taken care of everything properly and he felt at ease. After all, these days have not subsided, and the incidents that come again and again make Shen Juntuo Jun Tuo felt that life was a mess. He saw Lin Xiaoxiao happy, and everything calmed down. Soon everything in life will be on the right track.
"You're really brazen." Lin Xiaoxiao probably hasn't been so relaxed for a long time. Zhang Yang probably never will, and his willfulness has caused so much trouble in everyone's life.
"Girl... I'm back. When I was sorting out the cute things, I found a lot of her childhood things. I remembered where her father's hometown is. I think I need to go there." The old lady returned with a red face. Hotel, seeing Shen Juntuo in the room, the two nodded their heads.
"It's far away. Are you going alone? It's really romantic to find a husband a thousand miles away." Lin Xiaoxiao thought about the old lady telling herself so many misunderstandings about the year, and the Chinese still like happy endings. Auntie finally If you can find Mengmeng's biological father, it must be a happy thing.
"Not far away, don't you young people like the kind of journey that you can leave as soon as you say it, and this time I will try it again. When I was young, I was too selfish and always afraid of losing myself. Then it’s over.” Probably all the people who came here will have this feeling, since the matter is over, they won’t have so many worries.
"I'm really envious of Auntie. With such a wealth of experience, I still feel that I am very limited." The long talk last night made the two of them seem to have a lot of common topics. Although there is a big age gap, they are both women. Of course there are endless things to say.
"Oh, this is a secret between us." The old lady smiled and looked at Shen Juntuo, as if implying him that the matter has been settled. You must fulfill our agreement. But Shen Juntuo Tuo did not enjoy the joy of success.
Lin Xiaoxiao, who suggested going to the lakeside to eat food stalls, called Amei, Ayan, Tangna, and said that she was in a good mood today and wanted to get together. If she was not drunk, she would not return.
"Auntie, you should wear thicker clothes. It will be cold by the lake at night."

"No. I won't go with you young people. I just want to go back to see my son. I haven't seen him for a long time. There are some things that haven't been dealt with yet." The old lady glanced at Shen Jun Extension.
Maybe the matter between Zhang Yang and Gao Lei has nothing to do with him, but everything has a beginning and an end, at least it is easy to get together and part. Gao Lei and Zhang Yang must have an explanation. A witness. Shen Juntuo didn't say much, he really believed that this old lady could help him solve these troublesome things.
The reason is very simple, in her eyes, Zhang Yang is a scourge that harmed her son. She is also eager to solve these things, not to mention that things are profitable, and it is because of Zhang Yang that everyone is tied together.
"Then auntie, I'll drive you." Lin Xiaoxiao insisted on keeping the old lady, after all she knew nothing about the matter, Shen Juntuo was really anxious to settle everything properly. He proposed to drive the old lady home. Lin Xiaoxiao didn't try to persuade her to stay.
The two went to the underground parking lot and met Liu Dan who came back from work. "Do you know where Gao Lei lives?" He called Gao Lei all the way, but they couldn't get through. The old lady didn't know Gao Lei and Zhang Yang's relationship. The living location. Fortunately, Liu Dan and Ah Mei also patronized the home of this great fairy.
"Yes, I still remember." Liu Dan led the car to Gao Lei's residence. Along the way, Shen Juntuo learned a lot about Gao Lei's childhood from the old lady's mouth. The future has a great impact. The reason why Gao Lei can stay with Zhang Yang wholeheartedly is because Zhang Yang gave her a full sense of security and a sense of home.