First Marriage and Trial Love: The Doting Wife of Hundreds of Billion Lovers

According to the small notes at the back of the book, Lin Xiaoxiao found the address of the author’s Weibo. Lin Xiaoxiao really felt that he was extremely bored. Otherwise, he would never have the leisure and time to read such youthful books. Even in order to cater to the author’s The idea is to browse her Weibo.
"It was such a heavy rainy day again. I forgot how many times I ran in the rain because of helplessness, but I never forgot that I deliberately passed by your door. Because I still fantasize that God will always prepare me for you Opportunity to meet by chance." This is the first post on Weibo, and the time is just now. But it didn't rain in City C, probably a dialogue from the author expressing his secret love. The comments below seem to be some underage middle school students .From their messages, they expounded their childish views on love. Lin Xiaoxiao instantly felt that this book was like a piece of scrap paper, like rubbish. It was not worth spending money and time to read it.
Swiping the phone indiscriminately, flipping through the contents of a few pages of Weibo at random. "I have followed you in too many cities and too many scenes, it is ridiculous that I am always behind you like a set. I have a high frequency of appearances , but in your eyes, I’m probably a paving stone on the side of the road. Or a post box, or a street lamp. No matter where you go, they all look the same. Even in a foreign country, you don’t have the same The color of your skin and hair makes you want to strike up a conversation with me or ask for directions. You won't lean on me for shade."

It turned out to be a secret love. But with such a following, it has reached the point of infatuation. Lin Xiaoxiao casually replied a famous saying at the bottom of Weibo, "From love comes sorrow, from love comes fear, if you are separated from the lover , without worry and fear."
Lin Xiaoxiao's Weibo is because the company has a lot of business dealings, design exchanges, and the release of some things. Amei has already passed the official verification for her and added V. The official information clearly writes about Lin Xiaoxiao's identity.
This sentence was also what Lin Xiaoxiao wanted to give to Ouyang Xintong, but these years, there was no chance or proper occasion to say it to this man.
Lin Xiaoxiao simply looked at the content of the Weibo, and it was indeed what Amei said. It seemed that not only one person was writing this Weibo. Sometimes the tone was affectionate, and sometimes the writing was very hypocritical. Just like Lin Xiaoxiao What is difficult to understand is that many actions make people feel that this person seems to spend all his time on how to hide himself and how to find opportunities to appear in the life of the person he has a crush on. It is like a game of tracking and anti-tracking. These The things made Lin Xiaoxiao feel a little bit interesting, but she felt a little tired, looking at the liquid medicine in the hanging bottle that was about to bottom out. She decided not to sleep. After the infusion, she wanted to go out for a walk.
After ringing the bell, the nurse came in quickly.
"Mrs. Shen, you can go to the back garden if you have time, it's also very boring in the room." The nurse quickly pulled the pillow from Lin Xiaoxiao's hand. A group of nurses knitting sweaters helped Lin Xiaoxiao use it. Alcohol cotton pressed the eye of the needle. I was afraid that the back of the hand would be blue due to bleeding. It would be difficult to get the needle next time.
"Auntie, I want to go out for a walk. I'll be fine on my own, you have nothing to do to go home. My friend will come over in a while." Lin Xiaoxiao felt that it was useless to have an extra nurse by her side, It's not like wasting her time. I am also a person who eats and washes as much as I can. But I feel that the money has already been paid to the other party. Considering the living conditions of her own family, Lin Xiaoxiao still thinks that she should give this aunt a chance to take a vacation.
"Girl, I'm so embarrassed. Look at you, you don't need me for eating and washing. I don't even know what I can do here. Look, if I don't, I'll work as an hourly worker. I'll give you money Give it back to you. You need my cleaning, laundry, errands and so on. Just call me." The other party seems to think that he should not be paid so much, but he doesn't want to lose points for his job. For this The kindness of the employer, I am also very grateful.
"Well, Auntie, you also prepare the lunch. Every day you deliver the meals to see what you need, and you can leave if there is nothing else to do. I prefer to eat home-cooked food. I know your craftsmanship must be very good." This is the best way that Lin Xiaoxiao can think of. After getting dressed, Lin Xiaoxiao decides to wash up and go for a walk in the back garden that the nurse just mentioned.
"That's fine, girl, just tell me what you like to eat." Auntie is also very satisfied when she thinks of this way. She feels that if she insists on staying here with these young people, it seems to affect them. After all, she It is true that there is nothing to do here, instead of staying here, it is better to listen to Lin Xiaoxiao cook some meals.
Lin Xiaoxiao got up and looked at herself in the mirror. It seemed that after sleeping for a long time, her complexion was much better. It seemed that the time spent sleeping made her feel as if she had been separated from the world for a long time. She was eager to see the scenery outside. Looking at Looking at herself in the mirror, the corners of Lin Xiaoxiao's mouth finally turned up, as if she wasn't smiling anymore. She felt that her mood was as good as the weather outside.
Lin Xiaoxiao didn't take the elevator, but walked a few flights of stairs, and found the garden according to the road sign of the hospital. It said that this is a hospital, but it was more like a nursing home. Although there is no age limit, people here are regardless of age. But there is still no one of Lin Xiaoxiao's age.
Lin Xiaoxiao looked at the somewhat familiar faces around, as if she had seen them somewhere. She quickly realized that she probably saw them on the TV channel of City C, and some of them were also some officials who led City C many years ago.
Thinking that they have had status, money, and many other things that ordinary people don't have in their lives, and this old man will spend his twilight years here. Besides nurses, doctors, there are also those friends who feel sorry for each other.
The end of life must be here. Why do people have to accept loneliness when they are old? Lin Xiaoxiao doesn't care what these people have in the past when they were young, but all of them have in common that they have to face loneliness forever.
It's also because they were romantic when they were young, maybe they were widowed in middle age, maybe there are too many reasons for helplessness. Lin Xiaoxiao is not a sentimental person, she doesn't have that much thought to pursue the reasons that made them so lonely in the end But the back garden under this atmosphere made Lin Xiaoxiao feel so melancholy soon. She imagined that she was approaching middle age, childless, and her marriage with Shen Juntuo was not real. nothing.
The only youth I have is wasted, and the achievements of my career are unknown. Maybe I am still as busy as I am today, with no progress, no achievements, and even no time to be filial to my parents, and I have too many things I didn't have time to do it, just like today, these boring things arranged by Xue Lan are endlessly solved and prevented. It seems that I don't have any personal matters. I have lived for others all my life and ignored myself. Maybe in the end, I don't even have the qualifications to have fellow patients here. Thinking of this, Lin Xiaoxiao was terrified.
"Mrs. Shen, you are sitting here by yourself on such a cold stone bench. Do you know how much nourishing soup you have to drink to get rid of the cold?" She talked to Lin Xiaoxiao, she didn't know how long she had been sitting here.
"I just feel a little bored." Lin Xiaoxiao got up quickly, not sitting on the cold stone bench anymore.
"Isn't it more boring to come here? Besides you, I have a few clients, so I came here. There are some elderly people who live here. Maybe the nurse wants you to bask in the sun more, so I recommend you to come here." It’s here. In fact, it’s very big here, and there’s a gym over there. As you know, Xue’s hospital in City C is quite large.” Naturally, the nutritionist belongs to this hospital. Don't forget to praise your boss.
Lin Xiaoxiao thought that this hospital had something to do with Xue's family, so she didn't seem to want to stay any longer.
"Oh. I'm just walking around. Do your best, I'll walk around." Lin Xiaoxiao seemed to have obvious resistance to everyone related to the Xue family, and didn't want to say a word.
After all, Lin Xiaoxiao is still a kind-hearted person. If Lin Xiaoxiao wants to investigate what Xue Lan has done, I am afraid that the Shen family will turn against the Xue family. After all, her current status is the daughter-in-law of the Shen family.
This is also a cowardly expression of a person. Xue Lan is framed by Xue Lan so continuously because of such humiliation. In fact, if there is no Shen Juntuo, what will Lin Xiaoxiao be like today by Xue Lan? But it is also very Fortunately, besides Shen Juntuo, Lin Xiaoxiao also has Ouyang Xintong.
Lin Xiaoxiao, who was originally in a sunny mood like the weather, felt extremely depressed when she heard that this hospital was related to Xue's family. On the way back, Lin Xiaoxiao remembered Shen Juntuo's instructions to him before he left. Lin Xiaoxiao don't interfere.
What kind of method will Shen Juntuo use to solve it? Will he impulsively cause the Xue family and the Shen family to have a festival because of himself? Lin Xiaoxiao wanted to call Li Ling, but felt that the writing was inappropriate. After all, I don't have any evidence to say that Xue Lan planned the weird things these days. Besides, it's not easy for me to contact Li Ling directly.
The phone number I used to memorize fluently in the past must have changed the owner of the phone now. If I find Li Ling through other means now, it will cause a lot of unnecessary misunderstandings. Even if I am reasonable, there will be no reason at all.