Diamond Marriage: Taming Out-of-Print Cute Wife
Chapter 255 I Love You, I'm Scared.
"You take a break first, I'll pour you a glass of milk."
Along the way, Le Tiansong kept silent and showed no expression, as if his soul had been emptied.
Zhuo Anfeng helped her to sit on the sofa, then turned and went into the kitchen.
"Zhuo Anfeng" Le Tiansong's ethereal voice suddenly rang faintly.
"Ok?"
"You don't have to worry about me, I'm fine, you go and get busy." Le Tiansong pulled a bleak smile at him.
In fact, in the past, Le Tiansong also imagined many scenes when she regained her memory, but she never thought that the memories between her and Gu Xiyang would be so vigorous and even a little bit painful.
Now, everything is back to the original point, as if everything is about to start all over again.
Zhuo Anfeng was about to say something, but was interrupted by the sharp doorbell. He has rarely, or even had no visitors, and now he has almost guessed who is coming.
He walked to the entrance and turned on the video, and it really looked like Gu Xiyang was in a very corrupt state.
"Who is it?" Le Tiansong's panicked voice came over.
"Gu Xiyang is here."
"You informed him?" Her face turned pale instantly, and her palms were sweating in panic, because she was not ready to see Gu Xiyang yet.
Zhuo Anfeng pressed the button to open the door, with a dark expression on his face.
"I think...he should really want to know your current situation."
Within a few minutes, Gu Xiyang had rushed up, Zhuo Anfeng was the first to see him in such a panic, a faint smile hung on the corner of his mouth.
"Since I was a child, it's the first time I've seen you so nervous.
"Ode to Joy!"
Gu Xiyang didn't care about greeting him, panting heavily, his eyebrows twitched into a ball.
"She's inside, you guys have a good talk, I still have a meeting, I'm going back to the Golden Empire first."
Zhuo Anfeng didn't say much, put on his suit and left the house directly.
Gu Xiyang stayed at the door for a few more minutes, until all his emotions gradually calmed down, and then he walked slowly into Zhuo Anfeng's living room.
In the living room, Le Tiansong was sitting on the sofa, expressionless, but his face was pale.
Seeing Gu Xiyang walk in, she didn't seem surprised, and was even somewhat expected.
Sweeping across her haggard face, Gu Xiyang was speechless for a moment. He walked up to her and gave her a faint look with his dark eyes.
"Have you all remembered?"
"What do you remember?" Le Tiansong stood up from the sofa, his petite body was covered by Gu Xiyang's huge shadow, and he seemed to have a powerful force, "I remembered that I approached you for a mission, or did you drive away Yaoyao?" , or Bai Chenxi's death?"
Her tone was calm, but like a sharp blade, it cut straight into Gu Xiyang's heart, making him startled.
If it wasn't for Le Tiansong's reminder, Gu Xiyang would have almost forgotten these things, the reason why Le Tiansong was with him in the first place, and Bai Chenxi who died tragically under Gu Xiaotian's hand because of him!
These are not just memories of Ode to Lotte, but also bloody memories for Gu Xiyang!
He tried to pull Le Tiansong's hand, but she turned sideways slightly to avoid him.
Gu Xiyang lowered his eyes, his expression looked a little dark.
"The reason why I didn't tell you is because I know that I have been sorry a lot in the past, and what happened to Chenxi has also caused you a big blow. I don't want you to live in the shadow of the past, maybe God Letting you lose your memory is a good thing, he is giving me a chance to create new memories for you."
"Hehe." Le Tiansong snorted coldly, and his eyes became moist, "If it's really like you said, it's a good thing that I lost my memory, then why do I have to remember it now? Because God wants me to keep reminding myself , I want me to always remember how many people's happiness has been ruined in your hands, Gu Xiyang!"
A large tear fell to the ground with a thud, and a splash of water seemed to draw a sharp arc in the air.
Gu Xiyang stood there, and the sunlight filtered through the floor-to-ceiling windows, rubbing his figure into an extremely beautiful outline.
But his expression is very sad. It is different from the man who was always radiant and ruled the world in the past. The loneliness on his face now makes people want to give him a long, long, warm hug.
The silence continued for a long time before Gu Xiyang spoke again.
"About the past, I don't want to explain anything to myself, as long as you get back your memory, the old Ode to Love can come back again."
"Gu Xiyang, don't you think you are so despicable?" Le Tiansong looked at him with tears in her eyes, but she tried her best to hold back, "When I was most defenseless, you made me fall in love with you, wait for me After loving you, you told me that all of this was a lie, a trap you set for me. Now I have nothing, are you happy?"
"Believe it or not, I never lied to you. I love you the same as you before and now. What I love is Le Tiansong, whether she was before amnesia or after amnesia, yes It makes no difference to me!"
"No! It's not like this!" Le Tiansong interrupted him, tears streaming down uncontrollably, "Do you think we can still be the same as before? Now you have Su Ying, and I have found Su Ying. My memory, as well as Chen Xi, my parents and us are separated by too many obstacles, do you know Gu Xiyang!"
She said, as if she wanted to vent all the grievance and forbearance that had been squeezed in her heart for a long time, her whole body collapsed on the ground, and tears kept pouring out.
Gu Xiyang clenched his fists tightly, his eye sockets became red, and the inside was filled with dense mist.
"Why...why did I know you, why did this happen between us, why did this happen"
Le Tiansong hugged his knees and cried like a child.
Gu Xiyang's heart was pierced with holes by her. He had sworn to himself countless times that he would never let Le Tiansong be sad for him again, but facing her tears, he couldn't do anything.
"Are you afraid?" He said suddenly, his voice was low and hoarse, with a touch of sadness in his mouth.
Le Tiansong was stunned, not knowing what he was talking about.
"Ode to Lotte, I'm asking you, love me, are you afraid?"
"Well, I'm afraid, I'm very afraid." She nodded, with despair written all over her face, "I'm afraid that I will love you very much, but I will never be able to be with you. I am afraid that I will still bear countless The pain of losing you for the first time, I am afraid that I will be abandoned in the end. Gu Xiyang, I am tired, I am really tired, loving you makes me feel so tired"
Her voice became smaller and smaller, and in the end it even turned into a shallow raving.
Gu Xiyang's eyes were empty, and there was no expression in his dark eyes.
Or he overestimated himself from the beginning, even if he wasn't the president of Tianzun Empire, even if Gu Xiaotian didn't destroy it, relying on his strength alone still couldn't bring happiness to Le Tiansong, and couldn't protect her.
As long as she can be happy in the future, he is willing to leave all the pain to himself.
"Maybe I should leave. Maybe, I really should."
He finished speaking coldly, turned around and walked out.
Le Tiansong looked at his resolute back through his hazy eyes. At this moment, Gu Xiyang seemed to be far away from her.
****
Ever since meeting Gu Xiyang that day, Le Tiansong seemed to have collapsed. Not only did he lose a little energy, but he also lost interest in everything.
Zhuo Anfeng didn't ask too much about the relationship between them, but he also tried his best to avoid some unnecessary entertainment, and stayed more time at home with Le Tiansong.
Although Le Tiansong has proposed several times to move back home, but in her current situation, no matter where she is placed, he will not be at ease.
What's more, Yoyo and Du haven't come back yet, and they still don't know anything about these things. No one can take care of Le Tiansong.
Zhuo Anfeng did not deny that a large part of this was due to his own selfishness.
He was just surprised that Gu Xiyang and Le Tiansong were both very nervous about each other, but they were always hurting each other.
On the other hand, Gu Xiyang's situation is no better than that of Le Tiansong.
Since he came back from the outside that day, he seemed to be a different person. He was no longer by Su Ying's side 24 hours a day like before, and more often he stayed alone in the study or bedroom in a daze.
Su Ying also tried her best to make him happy, but Gu Xiyang's performance was always perfunctory.
Although he didn't say it directly, Su Ying is not stupid, he will have such a big change, obviously it has something to do with Le Tiansong.
But she can't control that much at all, as long as Le Tiansong can no longer appear in front of Gu Xiyang, then he will have a chance to make him forget about that woman, and then fill the most important position in Gu Xiyang's heart by himself.
She still has confidence in herself, as long as she works hard, she can still make Gu Xiyang fall in love with her again!
She was making coffee for Gu Xiyang in the kitchen, but received an unexpected call from Japan, asking her to meet at the Giant Hotel right now.
The notice from Japan, that is to say, is related to Mr. Gu. Could it be that Mr. Gu has any new plans?Su Ying's heart suddenly hung up.
She told Uncle Liang Si that she was going out to buy some coffee beans for Gu Xiyang, which he was used to drinking, and hurried out the door.
When she reached the eleventh floor of the designated Giant Hotel, Su Ying discovered that there seemed to be some unusual atmosphere here.
The entire floor was sealed off. From the downstairs, there were heavily armed black-clothed bodyguards guarding it. If no one notified, even the hotel staff and the cleaning lady were not allowed to come up.
An increasingly ominous premonition spread throughout Su Ying's body. Led by a man in black, she walked into the largest three-floor compound presidential suite in the Giant Hotel.
"Miss Su." Gu Xiaotian's confidant, Uncle Dacheng, stood at the door, and when he saw Su Ying, he gave him a faint smile.
Su Ying was a little frightened by this posture, but from the looks of this scene, it was probably not what she expected.
She followed Dacheng into the living room of the suite.
Sure enough, Gu Xiaotian's figure quickly appeared in the field of vision.
The living room was full of men in black. Gu Xiaotian leaned leisurely on the sofa. The difference was that after leaving the Crescent Club, he was no longer wearing those complicated kimonos, but an extremely simple one. It was a black Tang suit, but there was a long dragon sewn on the cuffs with gold thread, as if it was entrenched in his hands.
On his thin and old face, except for those deep and shallow wrinkles, there is no expression at all, and it can even be said to be a little frighteningly cold. Man can perceive that he is still a living creature.
Seeing Su Ying coming in, Gu Xiaotian slightly straightened his body.
"Mr. Gu." Su Ying was obviously too frightened to speak, she walked up to Gu Xiaotian and buried her head down.
"Hehe, Miss Su, this is not the first time we have met, don't be so polite, just sit down casually." Gu Xiaotian smiled lightly.
Su Ying hesitated to sit down on the sofa, but her hands were already tightly clenched, and the expression on her face was also very unnatural.
Everyone knows that because of Gu Xiaotian's poor health, he is not suitable for traveling and traveling, so he has not left Japan for many years, and he has never left the New Moon Club. This time he returned to China without a word. Important very important things.
On the coffee table in front of the sofa, there is a set of glazed kung fu tea set that Gu Xiaotian brought from Japan. Whenever Gu Xiaotian has something to do, he will invite people to "drink tea".
He squinted his eyes and looked Su Ying up and down a few times.
"Miss Su, I haven't seen you for more than a month. You are much prettier."
Along the way, Le Tiansong kept silent and showed no expression, as if his soul had been emptied.
Zhuo Anfeng helped her to sit on the sofa, then turned and went into the kitchen.
"Zhuo Anfeng" Le Tiansong's ethereal voice suddenly rang faintly.
"Ok?"
"You don't have to worry about me, I'm fine, you go and get busy." Le Tiansong pulled a bleak smile at him.
In fact, in the past, Le Tiansong also imagined many scenes when she regained her memory, but she never thought that the memories between her and Gu Xiyang would be so vigorous and even a little bit painful.
Now, everything is back to the original point, as if everything is about to start all over again.
Zhuo Anfeng was about to say something, but was interrupted by the sharp doorbell. He has rarely, or even had no visitors, and now he has almost guessed who is coming.
He walked to the entrance and turned on the video, and it really looked like Gu Xiyang was in a very corrupt state.
"Who is it?" Le Tiansong's panicked voice came over.
"Gu Xiyang is here."
"You informed him?" Her face turned pale instantly, and her palms were sweating in panic, because she was not ready to see Gu Xiyang yet.
Zhuo Anfeng pressed the button to open the door, with a dark expression on his face.
"I think...he should really want to know your current situation."
Within a few minutes, Gu Xiyang had rushed up, Zhuo Anfeng was the first to see him in such a panic, a faint smile hung on the corner of his mouth.
"Since I was a child, it's the first time I've seen you so nervous.
"Ode to Joy!"
Gu Xiyang didn't care about greeting him, panting heavily, his eyebrows twitched into a ball.
"She's inside, you guys have a good talk, I still have a meeting, I'm going back to the Golden Empire first."
Zhuo Anfeng didn't say much, put on his suit and left the house directly.
Gu Xiyang stayed at the door for a few more minutes, until all his emotions gradually calmed down, and then he walked slowly into Zhuo Anfeng's living room.
In the living room, Le Tiansong was sitting on the sofa, expressionless, but his face was pale.
Seeing Gu Xiyang walk in, she didn't seem surprised, and was even somewhat expected.
Sweeping across her haggard face, Gu Xiyang was speechless for a moment. He walked up to her and gave her a faint look with his dark eyes.
"Have you all remembered?"
"What do you remember?" Le Tiansong stood up from the sofa, his petite body was covered by Gu Xiyang's huge shadow, and he seemed to have a powerful force, "I remembered that I approached you for a mission, or did you drive away Yaoyao?" , or Bai Chenxi's death?"
Her tone was calm, but like a sharp blade, it cut straight into Gu Xiyang's heart, making him startled.
If it wasn't for Le Tiansong's reminder, Gu Xiyang would have almost forgotten these things, the reason why Le Tiansong was with him in the first place, and Bai Chenxi who died tragically under Gu Xiaotian's hand because of him!
These are not just memories of Ode to Lotte, but also bloody memories for Gu Xiyang!
He tried to pull Le Tiansong's hand, but she turned sideways slightly to avoid him.
Gu Xiyang lowered his eyes, his expression looked a little dark.
"The reason why I didn't tell you is because I know that I have been sorry a lot in the past, and what happened to Chenxi has also caused you a big blow. I don't want you to live in the shadow of the past, maybe God Letting you lose your memory is a good thing, he is giving me a chance to create new memories for you."
"Hehe." Le Tiansong snorted coldly, and his eyes became moist, "If it's really like you said, it's a good thing that I lost my memory, then why do I have to remember it now? Because God wants me to keep reminding myself , I want me to always remember how many people's happiness has been ruined in your hands, Gu Xiyang!"
A large tear fell to the ground with a thud, and a splash of water seemed to draw a sharp arc in the air.
Gu Xiyang stood there, and the sunlight filtered through the floor-to-ceiling windows, rubbing his figure into an extremely beautiful outline.
But his expression is very sad. It is different from the man who was always radiant and ruled the world in the past. The loneliness on his face now makes people want to give him a long, long, warm hug.
The silence continued for a long time before Gu Xiyang spoke again.
"About the past, I don't want to explain anything to myself, as long as you get back your memory, the old Ode to Love can come back again."
"Gu Xiyang, don't you think you are so despicable?" Le Tiansong looked at him with tears in her eyes, but she tried her best to hold back, "When I was most defenseless, you made me fall in love with you, wait for me After loving you, you told me that all of this was a lie, a trap you set for me. Now I have nothing, are you happy?"
"Believe it or not, I never lied to you. I love you the same as you before and now. What I love is Le Tiansong, whether she was before amnesia or after amnesia, yes It makes no difference to me!"
"No! It's not like this!" Le Tiansong interrupted him, tears streaming down uncontrollably, "Do you think we can still be the same as before? Now you have Su Ying, and I have found Su Ying. My memory, as well as Chen Xi, my parents and us are separated by too many obstacles, do you know Gu Xiyang!"
She said, as if she wanted to vent all the grievance and forbearance that had been squeezed in her heart for a long time, her whole body collapsed on the ground, and tears kept pouring out.
Gu Xiyang clenched his fists tightly, his eye sockets became red, and the inside was filled with dense mist.
"Why...why did I know you, why did this happen between us, why did this happen"
Le Tiansong hugged his knees and cried like a child.
Gu Xiyang's heart was pierced with holes by her. He had sworn to himself countless times that he would never let Le Tiansong be sad for him again, but facing her tears, he couldn't do anything.
"Are you afraid?" He said suddenly, his voice was low and hoarse, with a touch of sadness in his mouth.
Le Tiansong was stunned, not knowing what he was talking about.
"Ode to Lotte, I'm asking you, love me, are you afraid?"
"Well, I'm afraid, I'm very afraid." She nodded, with despair written all over her face, "I'm afraid that I will love you very much, but I will never be able to be with you. I am afraid that I will still bear countless The pain of losing you for the first time, I am afraid that I will be abandoned in the end. Gu Xiyang, I am tired, I am really tired, loving you makes me feel so tired"
Her voice became smaller and smaller, and in the end it even turned into a shallow raving.
Gu Xiyang's eyes were empty, and there was no expression in his dark eyes.
Or he overestimated himself from the beginning, even if he wasn't the president of Tianzun Empire, even if Gu Xiaotian didn't destroy it, relying on his strength alone still couldn't bring happiness to Le Tiansong, and couldn't protect her.
As long as she can be happy in the future, he is willing to leave all the pain to himself.
"Maybe I should leave. Maybe, I really should."
He finished speaking coldly, turned around and walked out.
Le Tiansong looked at his resolute back through his hazy eyes. At this moment, Gu Xiyang seemed to be far away from her.
****
Ever since meeting Gu Xiyang that day, Le Tiansong seemed to have collapsed. Not only did he lose a little energy, but he also lost interest in everything.
Zhuo Anfeng didn't ask too much about the relationship between them, but he also tried his best to avoid some unnecessary entertainment, and stayed more time at home with Le Tiansong.
Although Le Tiansong has proposed several times to move back home, but in her current situation, no matter where she is placed, he will not be at ease.
What's more, Yoyo and Du haven't come back yet, and they still don't know anything about these things. No one can take care of Le Tiansong.
Zhuo Anfeng did not deny that a large part of this was due to his own selfishness.
He was just surprised that Gu Xiyang and Le Tiansong were both very nervous about each other, but they were always hurting each other.
On the other hand, Gu Xiyang's situation is no better than that of Le Tiansong.
Since he came back from the outside that day, he seemed to be a different person. He was no longer by Su Ying's side 24 hours a day like before, and more often he stayed alone in the study or bedroom in a daze.
Su Ying also tried her best to make him happy, but Gu Xiyang's performance was always perfunctory.
Although he didn't say it directly, Su Ying is not stupid, he will have such a big change, obviously it has something to do with Le Tiansong.
But she can't control that much at all, as long as Le Tiansong can no longer appear in front of Gu Xiyang, then he will have a chance to make him forget about that woman, and then fill the most important position in Gu Xiyang's heart by himself.
She still has confidence in herself, as long as she works hard, she can still make Gu Xiyang fall in love with her again!
She was making coffee for Gu Xiyang in the kitchen, but received an unexpected call from Japan, asking her to meet at the Giant Hotel right now.
The notice from Japan, that is to say, is related to Mr. Gu. Could it be that Mr. Gu has any new plans?Su Ying's heart suddenly hung up.
She told Uncle Liang Si that she was going out to buy some coffee beans for Gu Xiyang, which he was used to drinking, and hurried out the door.
When she reached the eleventh floor of the designated Giant Hotel, Su Ying discovered that there seemed to be some unusual atmosphere here.
The entire floor was sealed off. From the downstairs, there were heavily armed black-clothed bodyguards guarding it. If no one notified, even the hotel staff and the cleaning lady were not allowed to come up.
An increasingly ominous premonition spread throughout Su Ying's body. Led by a man in black, she walked into the largest three-floor compound presidential suite in the Giant Hotel.
"Miss Su." Gu Xiaotian's confidant, Uncle Dacheng, stood at the door, and when he saw Su Ying, he gave him a faint smile.
Su Ying was a little frightened by this posture, but from the looks of this scene, it was probably not what she expected.
She followed Dacheng into the living room of the suite.
Sure enough, Gu Xiaotian's figure quickly appeared in the field of vision.
The living room was full of men in black. Gu Xiaotian leaned leisurely on the sofa. The difference was that after leaving the Crescent Club, he was no longer wearing those complicated kimonos, but an extremely simple one. It was a black Tang suit, but there was a long dragon sewn on the cuffs with gold thread, as if it was entrenched in his hands.
On his thin and old face, except for those deep and shallow wrinkles, there is no expression at all, and it can even be said to be a little frighteningly cold. Man can perceive that he is still a living creature.
Seeing Su Ying coming in, Gu Xiaotian slightly straightened his body.
"Mr. Gu." Su Ying was obviously too frightened to speak, she walked up to Gu Xiaotian and buried her head down.
"Hehe, Miss Su, this is not the first time we have met, don't be so polite, just sit down casually." Gu Xiaotian smiled lightly.
Su Ying hesitated to sit down on the sofa, but her hands were already tightly clenched, and the expression on her face was also very unnatural.
Everyone knows that because of Gu Xiaotian's poor health, he is not suitable for traveling and traveling, so he has not left Japan for many years, and he has never left the New Moon Club. This time he returned to China without a word. Important very important things.
On the coffee table in front of the sofa, there is a set of glazed kung fu tea set that Gu Xiaotian brought from Japan. Whenever Gu Xiaotian has something to do, he will invite people to "drink tea".
He squinted his eyes and looked Su Ying up and down a few times.
"Miss Su, I haven't seen you for more than a month. You are much prettier."
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