love addiction

Although she has always been strong and can even do things like jumping off a building, she is also very fragile inside.

It's just that he doesn't show it easily in front of others. The only one who knows is probably Downs.

And it wasn't the first time that Jing Ran cried in front of him, so she cried very disfigured, twitching, her whole body twitching.

Downs sighed and sat beside her.

Jing Ran leaned her head on Downs' shoulder, and burst into tears again without any scruples, "Woooo, Downs, woooooo..."

Downs seemed to be used to it, so he just patted her on the back lightly.

After a while, when William knocked on the door, Jing Ran's remark was restrained.

"Go and wash your face, I'll open the door." Downs warmly told Jing Ran.

Jing Ran nodded, got up and went to the bathroom.

The self in the mirror was a bit scary, with a pale face, red and swollen eyes, and red nose from crying just now, and he looked like a poor wretch.

Jing Ran hated her appearance to death, it was too weak and spineless.

Didn't you say you were going to laugh it off?Why are you still so reluctant to let go?

Closing his eyes, Jing Ran heard the sound of running water and cried again.

Half an hour later, she came out of the bathroom. Although she had washed her face, her eye sockets were still red and swollen.

You can tell at a glance that it looks like after a big cry.

William and Downs were waiting for her patiently, and when they saw her come out, they both took a deep breath in their hearts.

"Xiaoran, I'm going back to China. You have to take care of yourself in the future, and Downs will take care of you too. Call me if you need anything?" William said patiently.

Jing Ran nodded, "William, thank you for taking care of me."

"So what are you being polite to? Aren't we friends?" William rubbed her head dotingly, then turned to look at Downs, "I will leave Xiaoran to you in the future. When I am free, I will Come and see her."

Downs nodded lightly.

Only then did William salute what he had packed up earlier, and said to Jing Ran, "Take care of yourself, and after you've settled the matter here, go to France."

"it is good."

William kissed her face before opening the door and leaving.

As soon as William left, Jing Ran felt empty around him again.

She didn't have many friends in the first place, and there were only a few who could talk. Now that William is gone, it's a good thing that Downs is still there, otherwise she really doesn't know what to do.

"Xiao Ran." Downs called.

Jing Ran looked up at him, "Huh?"

"You were in the restaurant just now... Did you want to use that presumptuousness to tell him that you don't love him?"

Jing Ran bit her lip and finally nodded, "Yes."

"Why? You didn't think so before..."

"Downs... Am I...can't get pregnant again?" She looked at Downs with empty eyes.

Downs frowned, "Why do you ask that?"

"The doctor said it when I was in the hospital last time."

"So you chose to give up the love you have been holding on to because of this matter?" Downs seemed to understand something.

Jing Ran turned her eyes away, but she could see the clue from her face.

Downs understood everything, shook his head and said, "Why do you make things so difficult for yourself? Not being able to have children doesn't mean you've lost your chance of love!"

"Tang Si, it's like this in Jiangcheng. The Mo family is a big family. In Mo Chengyu's generation, he is the only one left. The other houses have long been eyeing grandpa's property and family business. If I can't have children , is bound to become his stumbling block, as you know, I just don't want to be his stumbling block, so I choose that kind of breakup method, take off the surname Mo, and stand by his side again as Jing Ran, how can it be possible again? How about tying him up once?"

"Xiaoran, you're too paranoid about thinking about it." Downs shook his head disapprovingly, "Perhaps you should ask Mo Chengyu directly, he probably won't care."

Jing Ran shook her head greatly, "No! It's because he doesn't care that I can't tell him."

"You..." Downs didn't know what to say, he just felt sorry for the girl in his heart.

Jing Ran said lonely, "I know his temperament very well, so I can't let him know the truth. Sometimes love doesn't need to stay together forever. Fulfillment is also one of them."

"What about you?" Downs asked.

He didn't care what would happen to Mo Chengyu, because that man had nothing to do with him.

He only cares about Jing Ran, and feels sorry for her being so tired.

Jing Ran shook her head, a little dazed, "I don't know, let it be."

"Then what are you waiting for?" Downs asked incomprehensibly.

After last night, Jing Ran also has some plans, which is why she said today that she can't leave now.

"I know Mo Chengyu's temperament very well. If I leave so suddenly, even if he reaches the ends of the earth, he will look for me."

"so……"

"So I want him to give up. I'll leave after I'm sure he won't look for me anymore."

In that way, Mo Chengyu would stay in Jiangcheng peacefully and accept his grandfather's career, so that his grandfather could relieve his burden.

Only the foundation of the Mo family can be stable, and it will not be swallowed up by other Mo family members.

Jing Ran thought a lot, and this was the only thing she thought feasible.

Apart from frowning, Downs didn't agree, "It will be very hard for you to do this!"

"I don't care." Jing Ran said, "As long as he can do well, I can bear all these."

Downs sighed for a long time, "Okay, I will accompany you until you finish this matter."

"Thank you."

"Don't say thank you. What you have to face next is the mental preparation you should make. If you can't persist, everything will be ruined." Downs said earnestly.

Of course Jing Ran knew, "Towns, it's a good thing you're here. If it was William, I wouldn't be so confident, but you are different."

"Why am I different? Is it good or bad to be a spare tire?" Downs said half-jokingly.

Jing Ran thought for a while and said, "In addition to your personality, you are actually quite similar to Mo Chengyu, so you are more convincing."

Downs felt a little bitter in his heart, and finally smiled at himself, "It seems that I am like Mo Chengyu, but it has become my advantage?"

"Tang Si, don't be like this..." Jing Ran said with a guilty conscience.

Downs stretched out his hand and flicked her forehead, "Just think of me as falling into the hands of a little girl like you."

"Thank you, Downs." She said sincerely.

What Downs replied was only an encouraging smile.

Jing Ran cheered up and began to plan the things that were written down.

***
Leaving the hotel, Li Xinnian kept crying all the way.

But this can't change anything. The wounds of the body and the wounds of the heart cannot be healed no matter what.

Last night, she fell into a coma, so that she didn't know how long Jun Che left.

When I woke up, it was almost noon, the bed and the room were cold, Jun Che was no longer there, and there was nothing else except that he could smell his scent in the air.

Li Xinnian escaped from the house in a panic, and took a taxi back to the old man's residence.

The elder brother went out because of something, and only the servants were at home.

Seeing Li Xinnian coming back like this, she was frightened and quickly helped her upstairs.

As soon as Li Xinnian returned to the room, he drove away all the people, locked himself in the bathroom, and took a bath continuously, thinking that by doing so, he could wash away the things related to Jun Che.

But until the water became cold, she couldn't wash everything off.

Those, like a branding iron, were deeply imprinted on her body, and she could no longer get rid of them in her life.

The servant brought food, but she also refused.

She just wants to be alone now.

The successive blows had changed her a lot.

She is jealous of Long Yejue's indifference, Jun Che's cruelty, and Tang Mianmian's happiness.

She wished that Tang Mianmian's happiness would be torn apart, that Junche would die immediately, and that Long Yejue regretted not choosing her.

But that's just her imagination, she can only lie here dilapidated, can't do anything, can't do anything...

Li Xinnian, you are really useless!

It didn't work in the past, and it doesn't work now.

Are you going to live like this for the rest of your life?
In those deep eyes, bursts of ruthlessness that did not match her before burst out.

His fists were clenched tightly, as if he was venting something, and he seemed to be grasping something.

When the elder heard about Li Xinnian, he hurried back from his official business and went upstairs to find Li Xinnian, but was interrupted by Jun Che's visit.

He suppressed his emotions and waited in the hall for Jun Che to come in.

Jun Che came alone. He walked up to the old man and called out in a low voice, "Grandpa Nian."

The elder's eyes were filled with hatred, and he waved his hand.

Xu Hou immediately asked everyone to retreat, leaving only Jun Che and the elder brother in the hall.

As soon as the person left, the old man raised his crutches and hit Jun Che severely on the leg.

Jun Che gritted his teeth and held back, but he didn't fight back. Instead, he lowered his head and endured silently.

The old man was puzzled for a while, and held up his crutches to fight again, more and more ruthlessly.

Jun Che endured it without saying a word, his forehead was already sweating thinly, and finally his legs were so painful that he knelt down in front of the old man.

The old man scolded angrily, "Where did Xinnian offend you? Are you going to do this to her?"

Jun Che gritted his teeth and said nothing, but his distorted expression was enough to show how ruthless the blow was.

In addition, he was injured last night when he was fighting with the two men in black. Over the years, the wounds have been hit from time to time, new injuries added to old ones, and the pain made him sweat profusely.

But he insisted on not saying a word, and accepted everything silently.

At the corner of the stairs, Li Xinnian saw all this, but was indifferent.

She even wished that her elder brother would beat Jun Che to death, so that she would be relieved.

The elder brother may be tired from playing, so he finally stopped.

Jun Che was about to be beaten to the ground, but he was holding on with a burst of anger.

"In the future, don't get close to her, otherwise, I will do whatever it takes to let your Nian family be buried with her!" Panting, the old man said viciously.

Jun Che endured the severe pain and said, "Grandpa Nian, in fact, I am here today not just to apologize."

"Then what else?" The old man asked coldly, a stern look flashed in the eagle's eyes.

Jun Che paused, and said, "I'm here to ask Grandpa Nian to marry Xin Nian to me."

"You..." The old man was surprised by Jun Che's words, and naturally remained skeptical, "Do you want to marry Xinnian back and torture you wantonly?"

"No." Jun Che hurriedly shook his head, "Grandpa Nian, I really want to marry Xin Nian."

"You think I'll believe you?" The old man snorted coldly.

Jun Che lowered his eyes and blamed himself a little, "I know you won't believe it, but I sincerely hope that Grandpa Nian will be successful."