love addiction

Li Xinnian leaned over, wanted to hug him, wanted to exchange his weakness for his gaze, "Jue, I really love you, can you understand my heart? I have loved you for more than 20 years, no one love you more than I do."

He was cold and unmoved, even looking at her so strangely.

Although he was very hurt, Li Xinnian tried his best to smile, "Jeez, let's not talk about this anymore. I am really looking forward to tonight's banquet. Mom said that this is an announcement of our relationship."

It was what she had been looking forward to for a long time.

Long Yejue's face was sullen, and the frost in his eyes softened a little after hearing these words, and he didn't resist her hand, allowing her to hold him.

Li Xinnian was overjoyed, only when Long Yejue heard his true confession, he raised his eyebrows and looked at him.

"Let's go down after drinking some wine." He said suddenly, then turned and walked to the wine cabinet beside him.

Li Xinnian was startled, a little puzzled.

There will be a drink at the banquet, even if you want to drink, you don't have to drink now.

But Long Yejue had already poured two glasses of red wine, and walked over with them, "You want to ask me why I'm drinking now?"

She nodded awkwardly, and silently took the wine glass in his hand.

"It's nothing, because I'll just be busy entertaining later, answering questions from a group of people, or..." He paused, then looked at her meaningfully, "Congratulations."

Li Xinnian blushed, understood the meaning of his words, and quickly said, "If you like to drink, I will drink with you. You don't need to explain to me. After we get married, I won't care about you. What do you like?" Whatever it is, it's still free."

Is it?

Long Yejue curled his lips unmoved, raised his hand to drink, and cast a glance at her.

Li Xinnian wanted to clink glasses with him, but he didn't mean that, so he could only drink it by himself.

"Do you remember the first time we drank?" Long Yejue said suddenly.

Of course Li Xinnian remembers, the corners of his lips curled up looking forward to the good memories, "Grandpa has a lot of good wine in his collection, and he would only take it out when he held important banquets at home. At that time, we were very curious about what kind of wine the adults drank. Taste, Long Yechen went to steal a bottle of red wine, and the three of us secretly opened it in the yard behind Nianyuan and drank it. At that time, everyone's unanimous reaction was, why is this wine so bad? But then the three of us were all drunk , You were punished by grandpa when you woke up, you were punished by grandpa in the ancestral hall, but Long Yechen and I were not punished, so I feel very guilty."

When it comes to the past, Li Xinnian can always talk about it.

"Thinking about it now, everything seems to be the same as yesterday, but it happened to be the current situation. The relationship between you and Long Yechen is no longer what it used to be, and we..."

Li Xinnian's heart felt sour, mist gathered in his eyes, and he looked at him with attachment, "If those things hadn't happened back then, we must be very happy now.",

"Maybe." Long Yejue gave an ambiguous answer, putting the cup in his hand on his knee and shaking it slightly.

In the transparent cup, the red liquid swayed in charming arcs.

Sitting next to him, Li Xinnian was very nervous.

His heart was also up and down following his swaying arc, and he always felt that such a Long Yejue was a little strange.

She called out tentatively, "Jeez, it's almost time, we..."

"Drink this cup and go down." He raised his hand again and touched her.

Li Xinnian touched it compulsively. Seeing that he was serious about drinking, he could only drink all the wine in his glass.

Long Yejue just stood up, buttoned his suit, and said in a calm tone, "When grandpa punished us for kneeling in the ancestral hall for a long time, he told me the word responsibility, because I am the grandson and the successor of the Long family. Man, I grew up carrying these two words, and lived a well-regulated life. On the other hand, because Long Yechen was not trained as a successor since he was a child, he lived a free and easy life. Now that I think about it, I lost more than I gained."

Long Yejue laughed at himself, "I'm not the successor, but I still have to bear the responsibility, Xin Nian, do you think it's sad?"

Li Xinnian's heart trembled, and suddenly he understood the insinuations in his words, and twisted the cup in his hand uneasily.

"You said, if that incident hadn't happened, we might really be married and have children now, and live the most ordinary life of a couple. But the fact will never be if, if you didn't go abroad back then, maybe it wasn't the result now, fate That's it, I have to believe it."

Faith...

Li Xinnian's face was so pale that there was no trace of blood, and he asked tremblingly, "You mean... Tang Mianmian is your life?"

"Since you know, why bother to ask?"

"..."

Has her heart been hurt like this time and time again, and has she been disgusted like this time and time again?

Li Xinnian just felt that it was difficult to breathe, and the world in front of him began to distort a little bit, so distorted that he couldn't see his face clearly...

"Jeez..."

"Sleep." His voice came softly.

Snapped……

The cup fell to the floor and shattered.

And she couldn't hear any sound anymore.

***
Li Xinnian struggled until her wrist was worn out, but the rope became tighter and tighter.

She didn't know how long she had been bound like this, and she didn't know if she stayed overnight at the banquet.

There is no time in the room, only dim lights, and the bound self.

For Tang Mianmian, he actually tied himself up!

Long Yejue!Why did you do such an absolute thing!Why? !

Even though his wrist was bruised, Li Xinnian was still struggling.

My heart hurts so much, why should I care about the pain on my wrist?
click...

The door of the room was opened.

Li Xinnian paused, and hurriedly looked in the direction of the door.

Is Long Yejue back?

Is he reluctant to abandon himself? !

The surprise address was about to be spoken, but when he saw the person coming, he stopped.

"It's you! What are you doing here?" Li Xinnian asked with a straight face.

The person who came was wearing a fiery red dress, with a mocking smile on his face, "Hey, sister Xinnian, you are really in the mood to play a game of binding and binding."

"Shut up!" How could Li Xinnian not know what she was mocking?
Shen Xiaoai laughed so hard that her branches trembled wildly, "It's been so many years, and you still haven't taken down Long Yejue?"

Li Xinnian gave her a hard gouged look, "What's none of your business?"

Shen Xiaoai didn't care what Li Xinnian said. She pretended to be elegant and sat opposite her, smiling with her red lips raised, "Let me guess, Long Yejue tied you up, right? Because I don't want to admit your identity, so It's ironic that you're still unknown after so many years."

"To shut up!"

"The mouth grows on me, so if you tell me to shut it up, I'll shut it up?" Shen Xiaoai sneered, took a cigarette and lit it, and slowly began to puff.

During this period, Li Xinnian tried to struggle, but it was still in vain, and Shen Xiaoai laughed instead.

"What on earth do you want to do? You don't want to see how miserable I am being bound?" Li Xinnian gave up struggling, and looked coldly at Shen Xiaoai who was sneering.

Her gaze made me very uncomfortable.

Although the Shen family is also a big family, but because Shen Xiaoai was born by a mistress, she has not been very favored.

In addition, he has done many bad things since he was a child, and was punished more by the old man of the Shen family.

Especially after Tang Mianmian had a miscarriage last time, she was sent out of the country by Mr. Shen.

After disappearing for so many years, she came back again to mock her. How could Li Xinnian not be angry?
Shen Xiaoai smiled coldly, "You also know you are miserable? I thought you could sacrifice everything for Long Yejue."

"I can!"

"It's great, did he take a look at you?"

"..."

Shen Xiaoai put out the cigarette, leaned forward slightly, and looked at her with a half-smile, "Sister Xinnian, how about we make a deal?"

Li Xinnian didn't answer her right away.

But Shen Xiaoai was not in a hurry, she got up and walked around her slowly before saying, "I'll help you untie the rope and let you go down to find Long Yejue, and you, find a chance to get Tang Mianmian out for me, I'll help you." Some accounts are settled with her."

Li Xinnian didn't know the grievances between Shen Xiaoai and Tang Mianmian, but judging from the tone, there was probably hatred, so she didn't hesitate, "Yes."

"The answer is really straightforward. It seems that sister Xinnian really hates Tang Mianmian." Shen Xiaoai laughed.

Li Xinnian's face darkened, "Are you going to let it go or not?"

"Let it go, let it go now." Shen Xiaoai took out her phone and took a picture of Li Xinnian's current appearance.

Li Xinnian dodged it in a panic, and gnashed her teeth to accuse, "Shen Xiaoai, what do you mean? Delete the photo!"

"Don't worry, the photo is just a guarantee for me, and it won't affect you." Shen Xiaoai slowly untied the rope for her.

But even if she explained it like this, Li Xinnian knew what Shen Xiaoai meant.

She is using this to threaten herself.

Even though there was a lot of anger in his heart, Li Xinnian could only suppress it, and said thank you with a cold face.

Shen Xiaoai tidied her clothes, "Okay, you can go down to find Long Yejue now, but don't forget our deal."

"...Okay." She clenched her fists.

Shen Xiaoai laughed and twisted her waist and left the room again.

She has always liked to do such things that make people worse.

Tang Mianmian, the accounts between us should be settled properly.

Shen Xiaoai thought viciously in her heart.

Back then the Shen family announced to the public that they were sending her abroad, but in fact it was not the case.

Because of Tang Mianmian's miscarriage, the old man hated her very much, and Long Yejue secretly pressured her, so the old man had no choice but to find an unusually ordinary family from outside the city and forcefully marry her.

Over the years, she has suffered a lot by that man's side.

He loves to drink, and abuses and beats her at every turn.

In the first two years, she called her grandpa for help, but grandpa said it was her own fault.

Later, she gradually endured it.

Every time she was beaten and abused by a man, she put the blame on Tang Mianmian.

Last time at Long Yejue's birthday party, she framed Tang Mianmian with tricks, but Long Yejue was so protective of her.

How could this not make her hate it? !

What she hated the most was that Tang Mianmian deliberately pretended to have a miscarriage.

For this, she paid such a heavy price.

But in the end, she didn't have a miscarriage at all!