love addiction

Long Yejue frowned slightly, then took her hand and walked out.

Tang Mianmian followed him with her head down, watching the distance between his footsteps and her own.

So close, so far away.

Obviously close at hand, but it feels like the furthest distance.

She doesn't hate Zhu Wenyi, because she's telling the truth.

My current situation, to put it mildly, is being forced, but to put it badly, it means that I have no sense of shame.

Obviously, those who chose to leave, why did such a thing happen?

Before getting into the car, Tang Mianmian suddenly broke free from his hand and stood there without saying a word.

Long Yejue was already in a bad mood, so she didn't leave, so her tone naturally became a little heavier, she frowned and looked at her, and asked in a deep voice, "What are you doing?"

"Long Yejue..." Tang Mianmian rubbed her neck that was so painfully pulled by him, frowned slightly, her voice trembled slightly, but tried to pretend to be calm, "You..."

"Shut up!" Long Yejue suddenly shouted coldly, a little hysterical, and stared at her like a knife blade.

Tang Mianmian trembled a little from his roar. She didn't have the courage to say what she was about to say.

But Long Yejue's face was already full of anger, and his deep eyes were frighteningly cold, "Tang Mianmian, just say those nonsense once, because no matter how many times you say it, I will not change."

that crap...

Does he know what he's going to say?
That's right, before she told him, what else could she say?

Just let me go, let me go, let me go...

And these difficult words for her are nonsense in his eyes.

Her eyes were filled with mist, which somewhat blurred her vision.

The rain that belonged to early winter suddenly started to fall, which caught both of them by surprise.

The icy rain drenched her from head to toe, it was bitingly cold, and her slender body began to shiver.

Being cold, not only the body, but also the heart pierced with thousands of holes, Tang Mianmian sniffed, tried to make her tone calm, and tried to express her emotions, "If you don't want to listen, I have to Say, Long Yejue, let me go."

"Tang Mianmian!!"

"Do you know how I felt just now? In your mother's eyes, I became that kind of shameless woman without any dignity, discrediting all my father's teachings to me for more than 20 years, Long Yejue, I I'm tired, so let me go, okay?"

Long Yejue grabbed her hand as hard as if he wanted to cut her off, "Tang Mianmian, do you have dignity with me? I didn't have this kind of thing five years ago."

"Long Yejue..."

"When I fell from that highest point, I had hoped that you would be by my side, but the truth? Even you trampled on my dignity, so now you want to tell me about dignity two word?"

"it's not like that……"

"You don't deserve it! Tang Mianmian, you don't deserve to mention the word dignity! Do you understand?" The broken hair on Long Yejue's forehead fell down because he couldn't bear the weight of the rain, somewhat covering his cold eyes...

But despite this, Tang Mianmian could still clearly feel his sinister gaze.

She can understand what he said.

In the past five years, she has been worried, afraid that he will not be able to stand up, that he will not be able to withstand such a big blow, that he will fall to pieces...

Countless midnight dreams come back, and the scene before them is the last time they met.

He opened his mouth so weakly, a person who never begged for others, begged her.

Don't go, don't go...

But she still left, not only did not give him a hand, but also stepped on him.

So Long Yejue should hate himself.

Tang Mianmian's tears could no longer be restrained and slid down with the rain, unable to stop.

Even through the rain curtain, the time has passed, and the pain in his eyes can be seen clearly.

"Yes... um..."

Long Yejue suddenly kissed her lips like a whirlwind, biting her cool lips with hatred.

The fierceness of the anger seemed to be venting, and the pain in his eyes was vented out through this punishing kiss.

The trembling eyelashes betrayed his thoughts.

Tang Mianmian passively accepted his kiss, even though she had tasted blood, she still let him bite.

His kissing skills have always been superb, but at this time, he didn't know what to do, he just kissed her arrogantly, asking for...

The breath seemed to be taken away, and there were bursts of suffocating pain.

The rain is getting heavier.

*****
Long Yejue was sick, had a high fever, and lay there lifeless, with a fever.

But Tang Mianmian, who was in the rain with him, was fine this time.

After Shen Shaogong hung up the IV, he looked at Tang Mianmian, whose expression was not very good.

She immediately asked, "What's going on?"

"High fever." Shen Shaogong gave a simple and direct answer.

Of course Tang Mianmian knew it was a high fever, but she didn't want to ask too many questions, so she could only look at Long Yejue worriedly, "Why did he suddenly have a high fever? We got wet in the rain together."

"Because the stomach disease is serious, the resistance has decreased."

"Stomach problem?"

"Didn't Jue say that? He has been suffering from stomach problems for the past two weeks. I have notified him several times to go to the hospital for treatment. It rained again, so I got sick." Shen Shaogong explained lightly, but his eyes watched the expression on her face without blinking, not missing a single one.

Tang Mianmian went from initial worry, to self-blame, to worry, and muttered, "It's all my fault."

It was her suggestion to eat seafood, but she really didn't expect that Long Yejue couldn't eat these.

"Miss Tang, can we talk alone?" Shen Shaogong said suddenly.

Tang Mianmian was taken aback for a moment, then glanced at Shen Shaogong in confusion.

Although I have met him many times, it seems that apart from Long Yejue, there should be no topic between the two of them.

What is he going to tell himself?
Is it...

Tang Mianmian's heart trembled, and she looked at Long Yejue in panic.

Is it because he has some serious illness, and he can't tell her in front of Long Yejue, but can only tell her quietly?
She nodded with a pale face, and her eyes were filled with confusion.

Shen Shaogong just watched her face change inexplicably, wondering if he had a face that wanted to eat people?
Why does she look so scared?

The two left the room and walked to the balcony of the passage.

The panic on Tang Mianmian's face became more and more serious, and she asked anxiously, "Is there something wrong with his body?"

Body?

Shen Shaogong was obviously stunned for a moment, his long and narrow eyes were fixed on her panicked face, as if thinking of something, then he nodded solemnly, "Yes."

That hum made Tang Mianmian almost unable to bear the blow, her legs went limp.

He hurriedly supported the railing with both hands so that he would not fall to the ground.

His eyes flickered anxiously, bewildered by the news.

Shen Shaogong said just enough, "What I'm talking to you about is not about Jue, but something else."

"what?"

"I looked at your medical records in the hospital before, and I want to ask you some questions." Shen Shaogong looked at her gravely.

When Tang Mianmian heard that it was her own business, she calmed down a little, "Just ask."

"The medical record shows the cesarean section five years ago. I wonder if you can explain it to me?" Shen Shaogong narrowed his eyes and said.

Tang Mianmian's heart was shocked, and she shook her head in panic, "I, I remember wrong, because it hurt so much, so..."

"Are you nervous?"

Tang Mianmian pinched herself secretly, used the pain to calm herself down, and then said, "I really made a mistake. The actual situation was three years ago."

"Really?" Shen Shaogong didn't think so, and said again, "But I checked your medical records and got a piece of news that surprised me."

"What?" Tang Mianmian was startled by his words, "You actually checked my medical records?"

"Yes, I'm really sorry for checking your records without your consent, but I did it to verify some things. If Miss Tang feels violated, you can report me." Shen Shaogong said indifferently.

Tang Mianmian knew that Shen Shaogong risked breaking the law to do this because of his loyalty, his sympathy towards Long Yejue.

How could she report him?
But now, the secret she has been hiding all along has been exposed, what should she do in the future?
Zhu Wenyi's words resounded in her mind again and again, like a magic voice, which couldn't be lingered no matter what.

Biting her lip, Tang Mianmian opened her mouth sincerely, begging, "Since, since you know, can you keep it a secret for me?"

"Why?" Shen Shaogong couldn't understand.

Isn't this a good thing?Why keep it secret?

Tang Mianmian cried uncomfortably, her voice trembling slightly, "You can see clearly our current relationship, there will be no result, and there are other things that make me have to leave."

"But this kind of thing, Jue also has the right to know."

"Brother Shen, let me beg you, okay?" Tang Mianmian choked up and took his hand, begging pitifully, "I have some unavoidable difficulties, so please help me keep it a secret, okay?"

As Long Yejue's friend, Shen Shaogong must have said it badly.

But the woman's eyes were clearly embarrassing.

Just like Chu Linxiang back then, who insisted on leaving.

"You came to ask me this, you must be asking for my opinion and ideas, right? So Brother Shen, please keep it a secret for me, don't let anyone know, don't let Long Yejue know." Tang Mianmian begged sadly .

After all, Shen Shaogong's heart softened, and he nodded amidst her begging, "Okay, I'll keep it secret for you."

"Thank you, thank you." Tang Mianmian relaxed a lot.

Shen Shaogong sighed and shook his head helplessly, "Why did you bother to get to where you are today? You obviously care about each other."

"There are many things that we can't do whatever we want, otherwise we wouldn't have left five years ago." Tang Mianmian said sadly.

"Five years ago, he almost died, do you know that?"

Tang Mianmian was shocked and looked at him nervously.

"What happened five years ago was a fatal blow to Jue. If you were still with him at that time, he would not have suffered so much. After you left, he disappeared for more than a month. We almost searched In the whole of Jiangcheng, I found him in a bar. He drank alcohol for a month, and his stomach problem became serious. It was also because he fell down at that time, and it was only a little bit closer. You will be separated forever, you Do you know?" Shen Shaogong complained about Long Yejue.