love addiction

"Do you have anything to explain?" Qiao Xingzhou squinted his eyes, which were as black as a deep pool, making people feel cold all over.

But Shangguan Siqiao still had a faint smile on his face, and there was a bit of desolation in the smile, "Since you know everything, what can I explain?"

Qiao Xingzhou didn't expect her to admit it so frankly, and he became more and more annoyed.

"As I said, what I hate the most are deceit and betrayal."

Shangguan Siqiao lowered his eyes halfway, hiding the pain in his eyes, "I remember."

"Okay, since you remember, then I won't say anything more, let's stop here." After he finished speaking, he got up and left without any hesitation.

As decisive as a heartless person, without a trace of nostalgia.

The dishes on the table were still steaming slightly, and snowflakes began to flutter outside again.

After Shangguan Siqiao took a deep breath, he picked up his chopsticks again and began to eat bit by bit.

Those originally delicious meals have now become tasteless and hard to swallow food.

Even so, Shangguan Siqiao still chewed expressionlessly.

She will eat every dish, but she can't taste the taste of the food anymore.

When all the food became cold and Shangguan Siqiao couldn't hold it anymore, he stopped.

She calmly called the waiter to pay the bill, and then left here.

In the play area on the other side, many couples are happily playing.

Shangguan Siqiao only glanced at it hastily, then threw the little dinosaur puppet he was twisting into the trash can beside him.

It was the little dinosaur that she spent a lot of time and energy catching just now, and she insisted on catching it just because she thought it looked like a certain expression of Qiao Xingzhou when she first saw it.

Originally, she planned to give it to Qiao Xingzhou, but before she could say it, everything was over.

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The Spring Festival is the most intense festival for Chinese people, and it is also a day of joy for the whole family.

Shangguan Heng had ordered earlier that this Spring Festival must be a lively one, so the festive atmosphere in the entire Shangguan family was very strong.

Everyone was very happy, but Shangguan Siqiao locked herself in the room and did not show up for a long time.

Later, Shangguan Heng couldn't wait for the servant to invite her downstairs, so she came downstairs sleepily, and lay down on the sofa with an expression of lovelessness.

Shangguan Heng handed her a big red envelope, but she couldn't see how happy she was, and even said thank you dad with a very expressionless face.

"Si Qiao, what's wrong with you? Are you sick?" Shangguan Heng asked with concern.

Shangguan Siqiao avoided Shangguan Heng's concern, and said calmly, "Last night, I watched a movie all night and felt a little sleepy. I'll sleep again."

"Okay, okay, you go to sleep, but remember to come down for dinner." Shangguan Heng agreed when he saw that she was indeed not in a good mood.

Second Aunt had no objections at all, it would be better if Shangguan Siqiao didn't show up.

When it was time for the New Year's Eve dinner, Shangguan Siqiao finally showed up, and even dressed up carefully.

Although he still looked a bit mentally ill, at least it was much better than when he saw it in the morning.

The whole family of Shangguan's family sat together for a New Year's Eve dinner, and even Shangguan Siqiao's two elder brothers came back.

The second aunt pretended to care about everyone, and said some polite words.

Shangguan Siqiao only took two mouthfuls before saying that she had something to do and went out, and Jing Zhe came to pick her up in person.

After she got into the car, Jing Zhe took a look in the rearview mirror and said, "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine." Shangguan Siqiao replied nonchalantly.

"It's all right, look at your face, it's pale and pale, you haven't slept all night? Why don't you go." Jing Zhe tried to persuade Shangguan Siqiao.

But she still insisted, "No, I'm going, what if...what if he will come?"

Upon hearing this, Jing Zhe just sighed helplessly and didn't say anything else.

She has already said what should be said and what should be persuaded. Isn't Shangguan Siqiao still determined to go to the appointment?

Speaking of this agreement, Jing Zhe wanted to complain.

This was the previous agreement between Shangguan Siqiao and Qiao Xingzhou that they would spend the Spring Festival together, but after Qiao Xingzhou learned of Shangguan Siqiao's identity yesterday, this agreement naturally ceased to count.

But Shangguan Siqiao was stubborn and insisted on going to the appointment.

Knowing that this was a fruitless agreement, she still went alone.

It's just empty fun...

Jing Zhe was worried about her, so she insisted on following.

But the more she saw her like this, the more distressed Jing Zhe was.

Along the way, Shangguan Siqiao didn't say a word, just staring at the scenery outside the window.

After arriving at the destination, she got off the car and asked Jing Zhe to go back, so she didn't have to stay with her here.

Jing Zhe said with a smile, "Leave me alone, I'll just go around the neighborhood, it seems very lively, I'll come back to you later."

Before Shangguan Siqiao could answer, Jing Zhe drove away.

Shangguan Siqiao walked silently to the park, where many people came to set off fireworks, it was very lively.

But the excitement seemed to have nothing to do with her. She walked through the crowd alone, found the bench where she had an appointment with Qiao Xingzhou, sat down, and began a long wait.

There are couples in the park, a family of three, couples, or gray-haired old couples.

They all had smiles on their faces, which matched this lively festival very well.

Only Shangguan Siqiao sat there alone from the beginning to the end, looking longing and lonely.

What I long for is their happy smiles, but what is lonely is that she is the only one to watch the fireworks in the world.

She had made an agreement with Qiao Xingzhou to be together, but in the end it was only her.

Time passed little by little, the bell rang at twelve o'clock, and the fireworks began to bloom gorgeously, which was very dreamy.

Shangguan Siqiao raised her head and tried her best to remember these beautiful pictures. She even helped him see the one that Qiao Xingzhou missed.

Jing Zhe didn't come to look for her until after twelve o'clock. After the fireworks show in the park ended, the crowd gradually dispersed.

When she found Shangguan Siqiao, she was still sitting there, staring at the sky stupidly, like a lost girl.

Jing Zhe felt dissatisfied for a while, "Look at your current appearance, how much do you look like before?"

In the memory of Jing Zhe, Shangguan Siqiao has always been a smart and courageous girl, she has the most intelligent mind, the most decisive means, and she can calculate every step in everything she does.

But only in the case of Qiao Xingzhou, she has been giving without regret.

Shangguan Siqiao seemed to be used to what she said, so she didn't respond.

Jing Zhe became more and more angry, "He's really bad! He ruined so much of your tenderness! Siqiao, it's not worth it!"

Shangguan Siqiao just looked away, but didn't intend to leave.

"Let's go, don't wait, he won't come!" Jing Zhe directly went to hold her hand.

"Wait a little longer, wait a little longer." Shangguan Siqiao weakly withdrew his hand, as if making a final struggle.

"What are you waiting for? In fact, you know very well in your heart that it is impossible for him to come! Why wait like this without hope?" Jing Zhe was a little annoyed, "Get up, follow me, follow me back!"

"Awakening of Insects..."

"Don't call me! I won't agree, I insist on taking you back!" Jing Zhe persistently took her hand and dragged her forward.

At this time, Shangguan Siqiao seemed to have no strength to struggle, and finally obediently followed Jing Zhe and left.

After getting into the car, Jing Zhe took off her gloves and went to fasten her seat belt, not easily touching the back of her hot hand, and then reacted suddenly, and hastily stretched out her hand to test her forehead.

The scalding heat from her forehead made Jing Zhe change her face. She cursed viciously, "You damn girl! You have a fever like this and you don't even make a sound! Are you trying to torture yourself to death? Sit down quickly, and I'll see you off." You go to the hospital!"

"Hey, don't worry, I'm not that weak..."

"Shut up!" Jing Zhe scolded viciously, "From now on, I will deprive you of the right to speak, just sit down obediently, don't say anything and don't do anything! Otherwise, I'll kill you!"

Jing Zhe was really angry, and Shangguan Siqiao's consciousness was a little confused, unable to argue, so she followed her arrangement.

Not long after their car left, a black car passed by and headed for the park just now.

Shangguan Siqiao had a fever for two whole days. During these two days, she woke up several times, but fell asleep drowsily after drinking some water.

Jingzhe and Rulan took turns taking care of her in the hospital, and by the time her consciousness became a little clearer, it was already the morning of the third day of the Lunar New Year.

"Ru Lan... pour me some water." Shangguan Siqiao said in a hoarse voice.

Ru Lan hurriedly poured water for her, and after feeding her herself, she asked concerned, "Miss, are you feeling better? Are you hungry?"

"A little..."

"Then I'll get you some porridge." Ru Lan put down the water glass and went out again.

Shangguan Siqiao was lying on the hospital bed staring dazedly, not knowing what time it was.

After a while, Ru Lan brought over hot porridge and side dishes, and Jing Zhe also came. Seeing her wake up, she was relieved.

"You've woken up, I thought you were going to get sick." Jing Zhe complained.

Shangguan Siqiao ate a few mouthfuls of the porridge that Rulan bought, managed to regain some strength, and asked, "How long have I been sick?"

"It's the third day of junior high today." Jing Zhe told her frankly, "You've been in a coma for two days, and the doctor said luckily it was delivered in time. If it was any later, you would have died of illness!"

Although Jingzhe was exaggerated, in fact it was indeed very serious.

When he sent her to the hospital that day, Shangguan Siqiao had already had a high fever of 41 degrees.

"So it's already the third grade of junior high school." She murmured and fumbled for her mobile phone.

Ru Lan hurriedly handed over the phone, Shangguan Siqiao opened it and looked, and found that the phone was very quiet.

No missed calls, no messages.

Jing Zhe could tell what she was thinking when she saw her disappointed expression, she took the phone away and said, "Okay, you just woke up, you still need a good rest, go to sleep for a while, wait until you feel better. Go out for a walk, and don't think about other things."

Shangguan Siqiao was indeed a little tired, and fell asleep in a daze after drinking some water.

She woke up in the afternoon, and the doctor checked her again. After asking about some conditions, she changed the medicine again.

Although Shangguan Siqiao no longer has a fever, she has a severe cough and needs to be hospitalized.

"Look at you, if you don't listen to my advice, it's okay now, you are lying on the hospital bed, and I have to stay with you, do you know that I can't go on vacation to take care of you, my sunny beach and waves Beautiful boy in swimming trunks..." Jing Zhe wailed.

"When I get well, I will pay you a vacation." Shangguan Siqiao had no choice but to comfort her.

"It's not just a vacation! I want a handsome guy! The one with eight-pack abs!"

"Okay, the kind with abs."

"It's pretty much the same." Jing Zhe nestled on the sofa satisfied, "The day after tomorrow is Valentine's Day, isn't your show going to be on?"

Speaking of this, Shangguan Siqiao suddenly remembered, and hurriedly took out his mobile phone to ask the people in the program group.