love addiction

Shangguan Siqiao was angry for a while, and Qiao Xingzhou coaxed her, and even hugged Xiao Qiaoqiao to coax her.

I can barely coax her well, and now Shangguan Siqiao has washed her face clean.

"What are you busy with in the kitchen?" Qiao Xingzhou asked curiously.

"Want to prepare dinner for you, who knew you would arrive early." Shangguan Siqiao explained, "The kitchens here are all old-fashioned, and you can only cook by yourself. I learned from my grandma two days ago, but I I just can’t do it when I’m making it, the fire is very difficult to rise, and it took me half a day to finish it, but the pot became mushy..."

Speaking of this, Shangguan Siqiao was very wronged.

Such a style of doing things is really Shangguan Siqiao.

Qiao Xingzhou felt a little happy when he heard her complain.

Because he could hear her chatting non-stop like this again, he would feel at ease.

"Okay, it seems that I have to do dinner by myself again. If it is convenient, you can continue to light the fire, and I will cook." Qiao Xingzhou suggested.

"Why don't you light a fire?" Shangguan Siqiao was troubled when he heard about making a fire.

"Because I can't either. You have more experience than me in this regard." Qiao Xingzhou said very righteously.

Shangguan Siqiao was forced to light the fire just like that, and she worked hard for a long time before lighting the fire.

Qiao Xingzhou put on his apron and started cooking. The two of them worked together to do one thing, and the process itself was already wonderful.

"Why did you choose this place this time?" Qiao Xingzhou asked her while cooking.

"Because... I want to be alone with you, didn't you notice? This time, there was no camera crew to shoot, but cameras were installed in every place, and our every word and deed will be photographed, although It’s not an absolute two-person world, but it’s a little more natural than someone shooting from the sidelines.”

Qiao Xingzhou didn't have much of an opinion on this. In fact, he wanted to know what she thought these two days.

But Shangguan Siqiao didn't take the initiative to mention it, and Qiao Xingzhou couldn't bring it up either. He just chatted about other topics.

When dinner was ready, they went to the hall to eat.

The very simple four dishes and one soup are made by two people working together, and there is a lot of achievement and affection in it.

The two sat face to face and ate together. Shangguan Siqiao also prepared red wine for him. When Qiao Xingzhou arrived, Qiao Xingzhou wanted to stop her from drinking, but Shangguan Siqiao first declared, "I'm eighteen, I can drink."

Qiao Xingzhou had no choice but to let her drink.

The two were eating and chatting, and Shangguan Siqiao explained why he chose this place.

"We have seen the sea together, climbed the snow-capped mountains, and then came to the quiet building here. In fact, it is my vision for our future. The beach is like when we were first together, full of romance everywhere, and the snow-capped mountains are like we want to be together. Walking the road of life, and this quiet small building, like after we have been together for many years, our children will have their own families, and then we can find a quiet place, plant flowers and plants every day, and cook , raising small animals, working at sunrise and resting at sunset, just living the life of just the two of us, like the final destination of our love." She tried hard to express her heart.

Girlish feelings are like this, full of gentle artistic conception, it is not easy for people to yearn for it.

Even Qiao Xingzhou began to yearn for such a life.

In fact, if you think about it carefully, it doesn't matter what kind of life you live, what is important is that they will be together every day in the future.

"Do you think it's beautiful?" Shangguan Siqiao asked with narrowed eyes.

After she drank the wine, there was a red cloud on her cheeks, and her originally bright eyes became a little hazy, but there was a trace of lazy beauty.

"Yeah." He admitted frankly.

"I thought so before, I wanted to spend my whole life with you like this." Shangguan Siqiao said seriously.

"What about now? Do you still think so?" Qiao Xingzhou was more concerned about this.

Shangguan Siqiao smiled lazily, and gave himself another drink, "In fact, I have thought a lot these two days. If my love will limit your development, I probably...will give up."

Qiao Xingzhou frowned, and he was about to say something.

Shangguan Siqiao raised her hand to interrupt his thoughts, she said, "Listen to me first, believe me, I am more reluctant than you, after all, from the beginning, I like you more, maybe now you also like some Me, but I dare say you don’t love me as much, so in this relationship, I am the one who is most reluctant.”

"When I attended an event with you the day before, I saw so many people like you. I am really happy for you. You have achieved the results you have achieved by yourself. If you ruin it because of me If I did, I'd be very guilty..."

"Love is possession, but love can't be selfish. I can't ask you to make sacrifices for me just because I love you. This kind of love is not what I want..."

Qiao Xingzhou's heart sank. He kept looking at her seriously and watching her say these words, and he could even clearly feel the sadness in her heart.

It's just that she has been holding back and not showing it.

This appearance is very similar to her who kept jumping into the icy water when filming.

Even though she herself is already suffering, she will still give the best and most gentle side to the person she likes.

"So, Qiao Xingzhou, let's not start for now."

In fact, Qiao Xingzhou was quite sure that she would say this answer, but when she said it, his heart hurt very much.

Shangguan Siqiao was trying her best to hold back her tears, not to let herself collapse, "Of course, what I said is not to start for now...don't be together for now, and when you are suitable for dating and marriage, we will be together again, just like It's like a promise, I will always wait for you, and you..."

Shangguan Siqiao pointed to his chest, "Your place should always be empty. Don't let others live in it. I'm also possessive and domineering. This place of yours can only belong to me."

"Do you understand what I mean?" Shangguan Siqiao looked at him with a determined look in his eyes.

After the reluctance, it is her righteousness.

"I understand." Qiao Xingzhou nodded in her expectant eyes.

Shangguan Siqiao's eyes dimmed little by little, and then he smiled, "Then will you agree?"

It was rare for Qiao Xingzhou to take the initiative to buy her wine, "Is my answer important?"

"Of course it matters!"

"Then why do you still make such a unilateral decision?" Qiao Xingzhou couldn't bear to ask back.

Shangguan Siqiao was stunned by this question, and she couldn't answer it.

Qiao Xingzhou said, "You are afraid that I will lose my career because of you, and that all my hard work in the past few years will come to naught. You are afraid of this, but you are not afraid of losing me."

Shangguan Siqiao was stunned, she was trying to digest the meaning of his words.

"I am like you, I have many fears, but those fears are not important at all compared to the fear of losing you. I can work hard to overcome other difficulties and face new challenges, but I can't restrain myself. Lose your share of fear."

He reached out and took her slightly trembling hand, "Would you like to work hard with me once? What if the result is not so bad?"

"I don't want to block your future..."

"Aren't you my future?"

Shangguan Siqiao was left speechless by this question, and then the sadness on his face dissipated little by little, replaced by indescribable emotion.

She had always thought that she was trying to get closer to him, but in the end it was he who stretched out his hand to pull her.

She took all the 99 steps of chasing him, and he took the remaining step bravely.

Then what else is she afraid of?
Shangguan Siqiao finally burst into laughter, "Really, if I had known this would be the result, I wouldn't have to be sad for so many days!"

She laughed and wiped away tears.

Qiao Xingzhou was also amused by her appearance, but this time the smile was sincere, "Who told you to think wildly, I told you, don't let you think wildly, and the camera is taking pictures, you look like this But it was all filmed."

Speaking of this, Shangguan Siqiao felt a little guilty, and said weakly, "Actually, there is no camera at all."

"Ok?"

Shangguan Siqiao bit her lip, "No...camera."

Seeing her hesitating, Qiao Xingzhou knew something was wrong, so he said, "Be honest."

"Just... I told the program team that I will not participate in this variety show. I will pay for all the previous investment, so this episode was not filmed. It's just that I just want to have a good talk with you..."

The more Shangguan Siqiao spoke, the voice became softer, and his guilty conscience reached the extreme.

Qiao Xingzhou heaved a long sigh, "Facts have proved that when something goes wrong, a woman must not be left alone, otherwise she will really do a lot of stupid things."

Shangguan Siqiao, "..."

It's not stupid, she just thinks she shouldn't be Qiao Xingzhou's burden.

"Okay, don't drink anymore, it's almost done, don't clean up here, you go to rest first, I'll make a phone call." After he settled Shangguan Siqiao on the sofa, he went to call Xiaoxun .

Sure enough, Xiao Xun already knew about this and reported it to Ning Shuangning.

What Ning Shuangning meant was that everything depended on Qiao Xingzhou's own decision.

Qiao Xingzhou personally called Ning Shuangning again, "The variety show will continue to be filmed, but the number of filming periods can be shortened, because I don't want her to be exposed to the camera all the time. In addition, I want to announce it in person when the show goes live. her identity."

"I've communicated with the program team before that the feature film will be released on Valentine's Day. Are you sure you want to make your relationship public on this day?" Ning Shuangning asked him again.

"Well, sure." Qiao Xingzhou replied firmly, "No matter what happens after the disclosure, I will fully bear it and will never cause trouble for the company."

"Then what about your hard work these years?"

Qiao Xingzhou thought for a while and said, "When I first entered the industry, I was starting from zero. The current result is indeed inseparable from your cultivation of me and my own efforts. The worst thing is to return to the starting point. Just try again for a few years, I'm still young, aren't I?"

Ning Shuangning was silent for a long time when she heard these words, and suddenly she laughed again, "You are still the same Qiao Xingzhou I knew back then, your words are enough."

The tacit understanding between the two of them over the years has become an obsession that does not require too many words to explain.

He, Qiao Xingzhou, was never afraid of losing, so how could he be bothered by such a thing?

"Then go and shoot your variety show with peace of mind. The company will have a countermeasure. You don't have to worry. Just leave the other things to me. You know, I'm a gold agent. I can handle this kind of thing. If I can make you famous, I can keep you popular!"

Ning Shuangning deserves to be Ning Shuangning, she will always have her own unique vision and decision-making ability in this respect.

Qiao Xingzhou was reassured that he could deal with the drunk rabbit with peace of mind.