love addiction

It's rare that Fang Boni didn't refuse, she took Xiaobai for a stroll.

Xiaobai seemed to like her hug very much, and when she teased her, he giggled.

Lan Xiu was on the phone, but his eyes were attracted by the two of them, and he couldn't look away.

After he finished the call, Fang Boni also came over with Xiaobai in his arms.

Probably because when I move around, my face is flushed with heat, which is very beautiful.

Lan Xiu couldn't help but raised his hand to wipe her forehead, Fang Baini avoided his hand subconsciously.

"Why are you nervous? I just saw sweat and wanted to wipe it off for you."

"No thanks." She returned Xiaobai to Lan Xiu, then hurriedly turned and left.

Lan Xiu thought that he seemed a little too intimate just now, which made her resist so much.

With such a scare, I'm afraid they won't get close today.

He was a little bored, but he would not be discouraged, and decided to think of a way.

But to Lan Xiu's surprise, after a while, when she was busy with another paragraph, she still came to look for him.

No, I'm looking for Xiaobai.

She came to play with Xiaobai, and the little guy was already used to her hugging, and he stretched out his hand to her as soon as she came.

As soon as Fang Boni picked her up, Lan Xiu reminded, "Don't run around, you will get tired, and Xiaobai is quite heavy, just sit and play with her in your arms."

He didn't know if Fang Boni had listened, anyway, she didn't go for a walk anymore.

Lan Xiu also took the opportunity to ask the waiter to bring some snacks for her to eat.

Fang Boni definitely didn't want to eat it, so Lan Xiu said, "Xiaobai can also eat a little."

Fang Boni looked at Lan Xiu in surprise, "Is she able to eat now?"

"A little bit, but don't eat too much. You'll have to eat supplementary food later." Lan Xiu explained.

Fang Boni was already curious to eat snacks for Xiao Bai, the little guy really liked it, and ate it bite by bite.

This picture is very harmonious, and Lan Xiu is a little distracted looking at it.

Involuntarily, he and Fang Baini's child came to mind.

that kid...

It must be a pain that cannot be mentioned in the hearts of the two of them.

Although it was an accidental pregnancy, no one thought of being a parent so early.

It's also possible that they didn't expect that God would deprive them of their right to be parents, so they finally took this little baby away.

Before that, their relationship was getting better and better. Lan Xiu had been thinking about living with her for the rest of his life, even thinking about getting married, where the wedding would be held, and what kind of life they should have after marriage.

But it didn't take long for her family to have an accident, and Fang Boni's younger sister passed away.

Lan Xiu went to find out the situation, and found that Yingying committed suicide by jumping off a building because she had been subjected to school violence for a long time.

The appearance of death was very tragic, Fang Boni was the first to rush over after receiving the call.

When she arrived, Fang's mother was also there. Seeing such a tragic scene, neither of them could bear it and fainted.

After waking up, the doctor told her that the child could not be saved.

Lan Xiu blamed himself very much for this matter. He happened to be out of town that day, and Fang Boni was already in the hospital when he came back.

He also knew the situation, and he was worried about Fang Boni first, worried that she would not be able to accept the result.

He found the ward, and the first time he saw her when he went in, she was choked up and crying, and she fell into his arms and cried for a long, long time.

Although he can't empathize with that kind of pain, he can feel it to some extent.

For the child who came suddenly, from the initial panic to the later acceptance, they even began to look forward to it, and were ready to be novice parents.

Who knows, there is no such fate.

During that time, Lan Xiu turned off all work and stayed with Fang Boni 24 hours a day, fearing that she would not be able to make it through.

Fortunately, she gradually calmed down, and she didn't get depressed because of it.

Lan Xiu comforted her by saying that they are still young, they will have a long time to come, and there are plenty of opportunities to have children.

At that time, Fang Boni had promised well, she had agreed.

But who knew that from then on, Fang Boni's attitude became cold.

There were quarrels and arguments between them.

Fang Boni, who was originally very sensible and understanding, began to become sharp and mean, and could always pick all kinds of thorns on Lan Xiu.

As long as they meet, they are bound to quarrel.

Lan Xiu was also young and energetic at that time, and it was the first time he had a serious relationship, and he didn't know how to restrain his temper.

When we quarreled, we lost our temper when we should, and after we lost our temper, there was a cold war.

But in the end, it was Lan Xiu who bowed his head first and went to find her first.

But this situation has not eased, and they will still quarrel over various things.

Later, when Lan Xiu recalled this passage, he couldn't remember why they quarreled. He only knew that the quarrel was fierce, but he couldn't explain the specific reason.

During that time, Fang Boni became a little hysterical, and Lan Xiu couldn't accept it at first, and then secretly went to a psychiatrist.

The psychiatrist said that losing her child hurt her a lot, so she was so emotionally unstable because of the psychological shadow.

Lan Xiu also blamed himself for not being gentle enough, tolerant enough, and not patient enough for her, so he always tried to please her, hoping that she would be happy, etc...

But in the end, all his forbearance and pampering seemed to be an act of forcing her.

She chooses to jump off the bridge...

For the past two years, Lan Xiu has been living with guilt.

He thought it was because his love was too heavy for Fang Boni to choose to commit suicide.

So in the first year, he didn't get a good night's sleep. He stayed up all night, night after night until dawn, and only slept for a while when he was extremely tired.

The whole person is useless...

Several times, I wrote that I left with Fang Boni first, and it was his friends who couldn't stand it and put him on trial.

Later, Lan Xiu looked normal, and began to resume his previous life trajectory, working crazily and having fun crazily.

In short, don't let yourself stop for a second, because once you stop, he will be useless.

He thought that he was going to live like this for the rest of his life.

Later, Xiaobai appeared, and Xiaobai's appearance was a strong shock to Lan Xiu.

He thought of the undestined child between him and Fang Boni, and began to love Xiaobai, so he adopted her.

Rather than saying that he is taking care of Xiaobai, it is better to say that Xiaobai is healing him and making up for him bit by bit.

Lan Xiu originally decided to die alone, but after having Xiaobai, he thought it was a special gift from God.

It's just that he didn't expect that he would see Fang Boni who was still alive in his lifetime.

No one knew how emotional he was at that time.

No one knew how deeply he was hurt by her words.

When accepting An Jiayi, he was really completely desperate.

But that night, Lan Xiu saw a little hope again.

He knew he shouldn't have such fantasies, but he just couldn't control his heart.

Find a thousand and 1 reasons to turn back for yourself and her, and then that's it.

Seeing her coaxing Xiao Bai in front of him now, Lan Xiu suddenly remembered the future he had imagined with her.

A family of three enjoying themselves.

Lan Xiu's eye sockets suddenly became moist, afraid of being seen by Fang Baini, he deliberately looked away to hide himself.

Fang Boni checked the time, and hurriedly returned Xiaobai to Lan Xiu, and she continued to work.

It is already the end of the year, and malls and stores have begun to put up signs of the New Year.

When she got off work, Lan Xiu asked Fang Boni how she arranged for the Spring Festival.

"Just stay with the family."

"Is it convenient to take Xiaobai and me?"

Fang Boni subconsciously wanted to refuse, but when her eyes fell on Xiaobai, she couldn't say the rejection anymore, and said, "Our family's holiday is not what you think, it may be very shabby."

"I don't care about that."

Fang Boni didn't say anything in the end, and she continued to rush to the next job.

He would say it was too noisy, but Lan Xiu didn't go there, he just greeted He Xijue and asked him to take care of him, so as to ensure Fang Boni's safety.

But he will pick Fang Boni home after get off work.

This was also an arrangement that Fang Boni could not refuse.

She did feel a lot easier without the job in the bar.

Lan Xiu came to pick her up from get off work on time, and she wanted to tell Lan Xiu about it on the way back.

"I just want to ensure your safety. What if the incident happened again? And can you guarantee that those people will not come back to seek revenge?" This was Lan Xiu's answer.

Fang Boni could not refute.

Even if she knew, Lan Xiu's statement was a bit far-fetched.

What is the role of those people, and what is Lan Xiu's role? How could those people dare to come back to seek revenge.

Fortunately, Fang Boni did some calculations, and it will only be a week, and the Spring Festival will be soon. After the Spring Festival, he should not be like this.

Then she just waited.

Lan Xiu didn't mention going to her house, neither did Fang Boni, so he drove her away after seeing her at the door.

Every time Fang Boni would watch his car leave before leaving home.

Coming back earlier, the equation was a bit unexpected.

Fang Boni had no choice but to say that a friend dropped by to send her back, that's why she got home so quickly.

Fang Fang didn't ask much, but only talked about the arrangements for the Spring Festival, meaning he still wanted to bring Fang Boni's mother back.

"Okay, since you think you can take good care of her, then take it back, and I can come back earlier during this time, so that she can get used to the house first and spend more time watching her."

"Well, okay, then when you are on vacation, let's pick her up and go home together."

"it is good."

***
This week, Lan Xiu will show up on time, the same as before, just pick her up, or take Xiaobai to the coffee shop to play.

He didn't bother Fang Boni too much, and didn't mention anything between them.

Fang Boni didn't say anything, and he didn't ask, just got along so peacefully.

The day before the holiday, Lan Xiu actually asked her what her plans were for the holiday.

Fang Boni knew that if she didn't tell, Lan Xiu would definitely show up at her door early the next morning, so it's better to tell him now to avoid other problems.

"I'm going to take my mother home."

"Your mother?"

"...Well, she has been living in the mental hospital in Nanshan."

Lan Xiu was somewhat surprised by this answer.

He didn't know about it, Fang Boni lowered his eyes subconsciously.

On this point, she has low self-esteem, and feels that it is difficult to talk about it.

Lan Xiu hurriedly said, "I'll pick you up with you."

"No, my mother's condition is unstable, and she will be scared when she sees strangers."