love addiction

He didn't believe it, and ran to Fang Boni's house to look for her despite everyone's dissuasion.

But her father told Lan Xiu that Fang Boni had passed away.

At that moment, he tasted the taste of death.

A dead person is really dead and will not feel anything.

But the taste of death is left to the person who has feelings for the deceased.

That's heart-killing, the pain of heart-killing is stronger than any other pain.

Lan Xiu didn't even know how he got through it. In the past two years, not a single night has been a torment for him.

He even once thought that he would live in this kind of pain for the rest of his life, and he would never get better.

The results of it?
Fang Boni didn't die at all, so what did he suffer?
Even thinking about it now, there is still a dull pain in his chest.

How many times I woke up in the middle of the night because I dreamed of the scene where she jumped off the bridge.

Now that things have developed, Lan Xiu's rationality has been telling him that he doesn't want to have anything to do with this woman.

Can't have anything to do with her anymore, because it hurts too much, so he should let it go and he should start over.

An Jiayi is actually a very good woman, she is gentle, sensible, and treats Xiaobai very well.

But Lan Xiu just felt a little less towards her.

As for what it felt like, he couldn't say it himself.

During the period of dating, like other couples, they will eat together, watch a movie together, go shopping together or chat about some hot news on the Internet.

But he still didn't have the urge to marry her.

Just like when she proposed to break up now, his heart was very calm, without any ups and downs, and he accepted her proposal of breaking up very frankly.

In fact, it's better to separate, so as not to harm the little girl.

She deserves better.

In comparison, what about Fang Boni?
If Fang Boni was with other men, Lan Xiu still couldn't accept it.

That kind of concern is deeply buried in my heart, and I can't pull it out at all.

He even hated himself for caring a little bit.

On the first day, Fang Boni did not contact him.

Lan Xiu felt that the time was too short, and she still needed to think about it, after all, she had always been a thoughtful person.

But the next day, Fang Boni still didn't contact him.

Lan Xiu thought, she probably doesn't have her own contact information, or she has forgotten it, after all, it has been so long.

Now Lan Xiu couldn't sit still anymore, after much deliberation, he decided to go to the clubhouse where Fang Baini worked.

Before he went, he went to the store manager and asked if Fang Boni was at work. The store manager told him he was at work, so he went there.

Of course, Lan Xiu also learned about her work schedule, one hour of piano, and the other three hours of private room service.

He learned from Shen Shaogong that she is living in poverty now, but he didn't expect it to be like this.

Lan Xiu began to worry again, but he still couldn't change his temper of wanting to care about him.

There are a lot of people in the clubhouse, it's still early, she should be playing the piano in the hall, Lan Xiu saw it as soon as she entered.

But he didn't show up, just watched her secretly from the side.

She was still the same as before, when she sat in front of the piano, her back was straight.

　A string of beautiful notes flowed from her fingers, surrounding the entire hall, and the atmosphere was very romantic.

Her body moved slightly following the melody of the music, and the light shone on her back, which was beautiful and dreamy.

All of a sudden, Lan Xiu felt an indescribable heartbeat as if he saw her in the past.

As long as Fang Boni played, he watched it for as long as possible.

When the one-hour piano performance was over, Fang Boni stood up, bowed and stepped off the stage, hurriedly changed her clothes and started working as a private room attendant.

Lan Xiu also turned to the private room, thinking that she must hide when they met directly, so he thought of a way and asked a friend to come over to help.

Fang Boni was arranged by the store manager to deliver the wine in one of the private rooms. She delivered the wine as normal as usual, went in and bowed her head politely to say hello, put the wine on the table and planned to leave.

But the guest in the private room stopped her and asked, "Wait a minute."

"Do you have any other orders?" Fang Boni turned around and asked politely.

"No, I just think you look familiar." The guest said after looking carefully, "I remembered, you seem to be Lan Xiu's girlfriend, ah, no, it should be his ex-girlfriend."

Fang Boni was somewhat embarrassed that someone knew her.

But it's understandable when you think about it. Most of Lan Xiu's friends are rich people, and it's normal to spend money in these places.

Fang Boni said, "Sorry, you got it wrong, I don't know Lan Xiu, let alone his ex-girlfriend."

"No, no, no, I met you. Lan Xiu brought us here to introduce us to each other. I remember clearly that you are his ex-girlfriend."

"Do you have any other orders? If not, I have to go back to work, so I will go out first."

"Don't worry, I haven't finished my sentence yet. I said I won't mistake someone. You are Lan Xiu's ex-girlfriend. Of course, you broke up. It's normal that you don't want to admit it, but I just want to mess with you." Be clear, why did you lie to Lan Xiu? Do you know how painful he was when he learned of your death? As his brothers, we really see it in our eyes and hurt in our hearts. You said you women are cruel Get up, how can you be more ruthless than a man?"

It turned out that he was fighting for Lan Xiu, Fang Baini could understand.

After all... She once hurt Lan Xiu severely.

So these accusations should be borne by her.

"In the past two years, Lan Xiu's life has been a mess. He has never had a sincere smile on his face. This failed relationship has hurt him too much. Do you really have the heart? Don't your conscience Does it hurt?"

Fang Boni frowned, but still didn't speak.

Since it was an accusation she should bear, she had nothing to say.

"Also, this time Lanxiu talked about a girlfriend, and they had a good relationship at first, but he seemed to be unable to let you go, so he broke up with her again. Tell me, how long will your hurt continue?"

Did he break up with that woman named An Jiayi...?
Regarding this point, Fang Boni was quite surprised.

I saw them shopping together that day, they seemed to be in a good relationship, why did they break up again?
No, this person said that Lan Xiu broke up because of her.

But she... didn't bother.

Could it be that what happened that night...was discovered?
Fang Boni became a little nervous, "I don't quite understand what you mean, why did he break up because of me?"

"What else is there? I can't let you go, the hurt is too deep, and he is incapable of love."

Fang Boni's face turned pale, and she held the tray in her hand, feeling a little sad, "Just a little longer...it should be fine."

"Excuse me, I want to ask, do you have a boyfriend now?"

This is her personal matter, Fang Boni didn't want to answer it.

But this person kept asking, "If there is, then you should disappear completely and don't appear again. He never let you go. If you appear like this, it will affect him."

Fang Boni couldn't answer for a while.

"I know it's too much for me to say this, but as Lan Xiu's friend, I will definitely complain for him."

"I... can understand." Fang Baini bit her lip before continuing, "I will try not to show up, and hope he can let me go as soon as possible."

This answer surprised the other party for a while, and then said, "So you already have a boyfriend?"

Fang Boni didn't deny it or admit it, she just said, "I still have to work, I can't delay for too long, so I'll go out first, thank you for telling me this, I'll be careful."

"Wait a moment……"

This time, Fang Boni left very resolutely.

He sighed, picked up his phone and said, "Did you hear that? She didn't even think about turning back."

Since Fang Boni came in, the call has been on and on.

Therefore, Lan Xiu could hear the conversation between the two clearly, and naturally understood Fang Baini's attitude.

So the beauty of that night may really be just a dream.

The keychain just fell there by coincidence.

Lan Xiu clenched the phone tightly, and said after a while, "What did you say so absolutely?"

"Isn't that what you mean? You want me to stimulate her?"

Lan Xiu didn't explain, and hung up the phone directly, leaving his friend in a daze.

Did he help or not?

Lan Xiu was drunk again, and he was in the private room next door, but he had told the store manager not to let Fang Boni come to this private room.

After drinking for more than two hours, Fang Baini left when she got off work.

When he was leaving by car, he happened to see Fang Boni coming out of the clubhouse and hurrying to the other side.

This time, he was still very rational, and instead of following, he ordered the driver to take him back.

But this kind of rationality sometimes often fails.

For example, the next day, when he was making milk powder for Xiaobai, when he saw the milk powder, he thought of Fang Baini.

After thinking about it for a while, he went out again.

This time, he was going to the milk powder store. He would not go to find Fang Boni, but just wanted to go and take a look, just take a look, he told himself in his heart.

Because he knew where she worked, after entering the shopping mall, Lan Xiu had a clear goal, so he went directly to the fifth floor and found the baby care shop.

The clerks inside served him enthusiastically, and Lan Xiu walked towards the milk powder area of ​​the brand that Xiaobai ate little by little. After turning around twice, he didn't find Fang Boni.

A shopping guide from the same brand came over to introduce the performance of milk powder to him, but Lan Xiu didn't listen to a word.

After the clerk’s introduction, he asked a question that had nothing to do with milk powder, “I bought this milk powder last time, but it seems that you didn’t sell it. It was sold by a young female shopping guide. Where is she?”

"Oh, you're talking about Fang Boni." The shopping guide immediately identified who it was, and said, "She just left after get off work. She only works for four hours in the morning, and she has another job to do in the afternoon."

"Does she have to do a good job every day?" Lan Xiu asked subconsciously.

Although he asked a bit strangely, the shopping guide still answered him, "Yes, she used to work three jobs a day, and recently added another one, four jobs, and there is no time to rest. It's too hard, you guys If you need to buy milk powder in the future, you can find her, so that she can get a little more commission."