love addiction

Lan Xiu was already drunk, and was stunned when he heard a familiar voice.

It was the same voice that he had been thinking about day and night, and he immediately reacted, throwing away the pillow and squinting at the person who just came in.

Fang Boni saw him clearly first, was startled for a moment, and subconsciously wanted to turn around and leave.

As a result, Lan Xiu lay back down again, and murmured, "I must have drunk too much, and I thought everyone was her."

Hearing this, Fang Boni stopped in his footsteps.

She can actually understand the meaning of these few words, and it is precisely because of understanding that she feels a little sad.

He hadn't been doing well in the past two years, and Fang Boni knew it too.

But it was the first time to see him like this with his own eyes.

She stood there, as if she was fixed by something, unable to move.

But Lan Xiu was still muttering to himself, "Fang Boni, you cruel woman, how dare you lie to me like that? How dare you jump from such a high place? You are so afraid of heights , you are so timid, how dare you..."

"Congratulations, you finally got rid of me."

"Fang Boni, is my love so heavy to you? It makes you so eager and risky to get rid of me?"

"You got rid of me, shouldn't you have a good life? Why are you so depressed..."

"I don't understand why you sell milk powder. You play the piano. What about your dream? Don't you want it?"

As he spoke to himself, Fang Boni's tears rolled down his cheeks uncontrollably after all.

She didn't know that she had hurt him so deeply that it was hard for him to let go after so long.

People say that they tell the truth after drinking, and he should have kept these words in his heart for a long time.

It's only when he's drunk that he confides his heart like this.

Fang Boni's heart softened after all, all the harm was caused by her, seeing him like this, how could she be happy.

She choked up and squatted in front of him, holding his hand, trying to say something, but in the end she couldn't say a word.

She was afraid that the moment she opened her mouth, she would burst into tears, unable to make a sound.

Lan Xiu slowly turned his head to look at her. There was no focus in his eyes, a little blurred after drunk.

Fang Boni reached out and touched his face lightly. The real feeling made her tears fall more violently.

To Lan Xiu, all these feelings were like the dreams he had in the past. He couldn't tell whether it was a dream or a reality, but he subconsciously fell in love with it.

Lan Xiu grabbed her hand and stuck it directly to his somewhat cold face.

This time Fang Boni did not break free, but let him grab her.

"I know this is a dream, you can tell me in the dream, do you love me?" Lan Xiu closed his eyes and murmured.

Normally, Fang Boni would not have heard his heartfelt words.

Only when he was drunk and couldn't distinguish the dream from reality, could she have the luck to hear it.

So she is very grateful for the meeting tonight, even if she also knows that this is just a dream of Nankey.

"I love you," she said with a sob.

"louder please."

"I love you!"

After all, Lan Xiu couldn't hold back, and directly reached out and pressed her head, pressing her lips to his own.

Fang Boni still didn't struggle, she was even greedy for this kind of intimacy.

In the beginning, Lan Xiu kissed very carefully, as if he was afraid that she would disappear from his dream immediately.

Her tears also mixed into the kiss between the two, making the kiss even more bitter.

But none of them intended to end, the reluctance melted into this bitter kiss, making this kiss gradually become lingering.

I already have the other party in my heart, and in this situation, it seems that I am not restraining myself, but wantonly venting my miss for the other party.

Love is love, no matter how you cover up and endure, there will be times when you will be conquered by the truest thoughts in your heart.

Just like Fang Boni now, even though she didn't drink, she wasn't drunk at all, her rationality even kept persuading her to leave, it was wrong to do so.

But she can't control her heart at all, which is probably called involuntary heart.

After the passionate kiss, there was an uncontrollable flame, the kind that could start a prairie fire.

Fang Boni thought, let's treat it as the last sinking.

Afterwards, Lan Xiu fell asleep, Fang Boni dragged her sore body, put on her clothes in a hurry and fled the private room.

It's been a long time since she got off work, and she's already late at the bar.

The moment she closed the door, she looked greedily at Lan Xiu, and finally turned and left cruelly.

After leaving the clubhouse, the cold wind outside woke her up a lot.

She pulled up her clothes, trying to cover the red marks on her neck, and her heart calmed down a little bit.

This chaotic encounter should be regarded as his dream, she will not let him know.

And she still has to face life after waking up from the dream.

Because I was late, I was reprimanded by the store manager when I arrived at the bar, and the money was deducted.

It was her own problem, she didn't defend herself, accepted the punishment, and went to work in a proper manner.

The people in the bar are always messy, and because of her outstanding looks, Fang Boni often gets into trouble.

Most of the time, she can deal with it skillfully, but when she meets someone who is too rascal, she will suffer some losses.

For example, we met tonight, and the other party must pester Fang Boni to drink with them, and even threw a wad of money saying that as long as she drank the wine, the money would belong to her or something.

Fang Boni couldn't refuse no matter what, and she didn't dare to turn her face completely, and she needed this job very much, so she had to resign herself to drinking.

The guest made things difficult for her and asked her to drink directly from the bottle.

Fang Boni wanted to get rid of these troubles quickly, so he just took the bottle and drank, pouring five bottles of beer into his mouth.

She no longer knew what it was like, and she felt extremely uncomfortable.

Those people took pleasure in it and laughed at her.

"How about this, beauty, how about you crawl around on the ground and learn how a dog barks, and I will give you ten times more money?"

A very wretched man Y said with a smile.

Fang Boni shook her head, "I still have to work, sorry, please let me go."

"What are you pretending to do? You pretend to be like me even if you work in this kind of place! Hurry up, or you won't even be able to take a cent of the money!"

Fang Boni especially hoped that someone would show up to help her right now, but how could it be possible, no one would show up to help her.

All the hardships, she can only endure by herself.

She kept apologizing and even said that she could not want the money.

In the end, the store manager appeared to help her out, and Fang Baini was able to escape.

Due to drinking a lot of wine, she was so uncomfortable that she wanted to vomit, and when she got to the bathroom, she vomited in a mess, exhausting the last of her strength.

The store manager came in to look for her, saw her leaning there with a pale face, and asked worriedly, "Fang Boni, are you okay?"

"It's okay... I can't die." Fang Boni smiled faintly, "I'm sorry, I caused trouble for the store manager again."

"It's not your fault. Some people don't drink when they're drunk, and they like to make trouble for others." Working here all the year round, everyone knows it in their hearts, so the store manager can understand Fang Baini very well, and said, "How about it, I see that you look very uncomfortable. Let’s get off work earlier today, go home and rest early, and I won’t deduct your wages. After all, you have worked very hard, but such exceptions don’t happen often, so don’t rely too much on them. kind of reward."

"I know, thank you manager." Fang Boni was indeed exhausted.

She changed and left the bar to go home.

At this point, there are no buses or subways anymore, and she rides a shared bicycle home on weekdays.

But today, after drinking alcohol, her head was dizzy and her body was too tired. She had no choice but to call a car to go home.

In this way, you have to save money on food and expenses again in order to save back the money for taxis.

This is what life has taught her.

It was already late at night when I got home, Fang Boni searched for the key in her clothes to open the door, but she couldn't find the key after searching over and over.

She rummaged through the bag again, but still couldn't find the key inside.

Did it get lost while changing clothes?But she couldn't remember anything.

She doesn't feel sorry for losing the key, anyway, there are spare keys at home, but she feels sorry for the keychain on the key.

That keychain has been with her for so long, something she has been reluctant to change.

The key chain was bought by herself, it was a pair, and the other was from Lan Xiu.

It was a gift from her to Lan Xiu, it was just a very common keychain, not even worth much.

Fang Boni thought that Lan Xiu might have thrown away that keychain long ago, but she kept using this one.

Perhaps this is the arrangement of fate. She placed too much emotional sustenance on the keychain and lost it in the end. It also told her from another angle that this relationship is really over.

Fang Boni sat at the door of the house for more than half an hour, shivering from the cold, before she digested these emotions silently.

She often used this method to digest her emotions, and then slowly got up and knocked on the door.

Fang Fang used crutches to open the door. His legs recovered quite well, and sometimes he could barely stand for a while without crutches.

But the doctor said that it is better not to exercise a lot at the beginning, for fear that it will affect the growth and recovery of bones.

"I lost my key." Fang Boni explained when she entered.

Fang Fang didn't find it troublesome at all, and said, "In the future, just knock on the door whenever you come back, and I will open the door for you."

Fang Boni was a little surprised by these words, but she didn't say anything in the end, and planned to go to wash and sleep.

It was Fang Fang who stopped her and said, "I made some soup and warmed it in the rice cooker. You can eat some."

"The doctor told you not to stand for too long, what are you cooking soup for?"

"I moved the stool and cooked it while sitting down. It's okay. I just want you to have a hot bite when you get home from get off work. You've worked so hard."

Fang Boni probably hadn't been cared about so much for a long time, and it was hard for her to react when she heard these words.

In the end, he just turned his eyes away and said, "I will do less in the future."

"I know, you go and eat something quickly, and then go to take a bath and rest."

Fang Boni went to the kitchen and turned on the rice cooker, and there was warm chicken soup in it.

Her nose started to sour, and her eyes were a little watery.

But she just silently digested these emotions, took the bowls and chopsticks, and stood in the kitchen to eat.

Fang Fang didn't bother her, and went back to the room to rest. Fang Boni took a bath and rested after eating the chicken soup.

Today, she survived again.