love addiction

It was actually very simple for Lan Xiu to find someone, and Lan Mo gave him very accurate feedback the next afternoon.

The information about Fang Boni was in Lan Xiu's email, but he didn't open it for a long time.

He admitted that he dared not face it.

Speaking of it, others may not believe it, but there are people and things in this world that Lan Xiu dare not face.

But the fact is that, he didn't have the courage to open it, or to say he didn't have the courage to admit that he was deceived by Fang Baini.

All afternoon, he sat in front of the computer and stared at the unchecked email. Later, the aunt who took care of Xiao Bai hurriedly came and told him that Xiao Bai had a fever, so he hurriedly got up and went downstairs.

It may be due to the cooling of the weather. Xiaobai caught a cold from the cold and caused a fever.

Lan Xiu didn't dare to neglect, and hurriedly drove Xiaobai to the hospital.

The doctor checked Xiaobai and said it was a viral cold. Because the child's immunity is relatively low, he needs to be hospitalized.

Lan Xiu accompanied Xiaobai all the way. When she saw that she was about to be put on an IV with such a small body, her heart ached so much that she repeatedly told the nurse to be careful.

But no matter how careful the nurse was, Xiaobai still burst into tears. How could it not hurt if the needle was stuck in his flesh?
Lan Xiu's heart was so tight that he wished he could go over and push the nurse away.

In the end, rationality overcame him, fearing that he would interfere with the nurse, so he went outside, simply out of sight and without pain in his heart.

After finally waiting for Xiaobai to stop crying and put on the drip, Lan Xiu felt better.

He stayed with Xiaobai on the IV for quite a while, because he was going to be hospitalized and needed to prepare some change of clothes, etc. Lan Xiu asked his aunt to watch and drove back to get it by himself.

He went back and forth in a hurry, went home and packed up, and went to the hospital again.

When I arrived at the ward, there was still the last bottle of Xiaobai's drip.

The doctor checked Xiaobai again and found that his condition was still stable, which finally calmed Lan Xiu's worried heart.

He asked his aunt to go back first, and stayed here to take care of Xiao Bai.

Just after quietly accompanying Xiao Bai for a while, he heard a burst of messy footsteps outside.

"Are you here to visit? Why don't you go in?" It was the voice of the nurse in charge of Xiaobai's ward who spoke.

"No, no, I went wrong." The voice hurriedly explained and left in a hurry.

But Lan Xiu heard it clearly, it was Fang Boni's voice.

How could he forget her voice!

Lan Xiu suddenly got up and rushed out of the ward, grabbed the nurse and asked, "Where was that woman just now? Where did you go?"

"Over there." The nurse pointed in one direction and said.

"Thank you, take care of the child for me, I'll come as soon as I go." Lan Xiu started chasing people crazily again.

He reacted quickly and acted faster, and finally caught Fang Baini before she hid.

She was so panicked that she didn't even dare to meet Lan Xiu's eyes.

"Why are you running?" Lan Xiu asked after taking a breath.

Fang Boni lowered her head, twitching her hand that was tightly held by him uneasily.

But she was too weak to break free at all.

And it was impossible for Lan Xiu to let her slip away from his nose again.

It's really her.

The real her!

If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes and caught it with his own hands, Lan Xiu would have thought he was dreaming again.

She was thinner than a year ago, as thin as a paper figure, and seemed to be blown away by the wind at any time.

Because he lowered his head, he couldn't see her eyes, only saw her slightly pale face and slightly trembling lips.

She couldn't struggle, so she could only pray softly, "Let me go."

Lan Xiu had many questions in his mind that he wanted to ask her, but when he actually saw her, he couldn't ask any of them.

Obviously a very cold and arrogant man, but now his eyes are red.

He took a deep breath hard, suppressing the sad thoughts forcibly, and suppressing the wetness that wanted to overflow his eyes.

During this period, Fang Boni kept her head down, biting her lip and trying to break free from her controlled right hand.

"Why did you lie to me?" Lan Xiu finally asked this question.

Although it is only a simple six words, it contains many, many things in it.

The so-called thousands of words turned into one sentence probably means this.

Fang Boni's face became paler, and she said with trembling lips, "...I didn't lie to you."

"No? Your father told me that you are dead! Isn't this a deception?!" Lan Xiu's mentality collapsed.

He saw Fang Baini jump off the bridge with his own eyes, and Lan Xiu went crazy at that time, if the people around him didn't stop him, he would have jumped off without hesitation.

At that moment, he passed out directly, and when he woke up again, Fang Baini's father told him that Fang Baini was dead.

Lan Xiu personally experienced the pain of his heart being ripped away by life.

It hurt so much that he couldn't accept the fact.

But that was Fang Boni's father, he had no reason to lie to him.

It took him a long, long time to accept this fact.

But now?

She appeared alive again, is this to prove that Lan Xiu is a fool?
"Tell me, why did you do this! Fang Boni! Why did you lie to me!" Lan Xiu roared and questioned.

The emotions of anger and grief were fiercely intertwined, making him unable to manage himself rationally, and could only let his emotions explode.

Fang Boni trembled with fright, probably frightened by Lan Xiu's anger.

She bit her lip, without a trace of blood on her face, and gave up struggling, because she knew that she couldn't struggle at all.

After all, she is a lover who was once together again, so she knows something about Lan Xiu's character.

For example, knowing what he likes and dislikes, knowing his weaknesses, knowing how to hurt him...

Lan Xiu was really angry, the anger that had been pent up for a long time seemed to have nowhere to vent, he raised his fist and glared at Fang Boni angrily.

She closed her eyes in fright, thinking that she was going to be beaten by him.

Lan Xiu exhausted all his strength, but he just hit the wall next to her ear with his fist.

My fist hurts, but my heart hurts even more.

Fang Boni did not wait for the expected pain, but heard the sound of his fist hitting the wall.

She flinched in fear, and then slowly opened her eyes, her face full of panic.

Because of fear, she was trembling all over, even her eyelashes were trembling.

Lan Xiu was also trembling, but he was trembling because of anger.

"Speak up, Fang Boni!"

He was pressing her, he just wanted to know the answer.

This is the knot in his heart, he must untie it, whether it is good or bad, he accepts it.

Fang Boni closed her eyes, as if she had used a lot of determination before saying, "To get rid of you."

"What?" Lan Xiu frowned, almost unable to believe what he heard.

That feeling of extreme disappointment, that's it.

"You say it again."

At this moment, his heart felt as if he had been abused. If he had to die, then let him die completely.

Fang Boni still kept her eyes closed, this time she said with all her strength, "To get rid of you!"

Lan Xiu felt that his heart should be completely dead this time.

He finally let go of her wrist, the expression on his face was too complicated to explain.

He stepped back step by step, but never took his eyes off her. He watched her relax slowly after she finished yelling.

Then he squatted down against the wall, covering his face and crying.

If it was in the past, seeing her crying like this would have made him feel very distressed, and he would go to coax her right away.

But at this moment, he didn't have that impulse, and he couldn't say anything.

He was disappointed, really disappointed in this woman.

The resentment that had been pent up in his chest for a long time slowly sighed at this moment.

It seems that there is no need to continue to face, Lan Xiu has already figured out what she means.

Then, there is no need for him to stay.

Just miss it like this, just pretend that you have never loved, just pretend that she is really dead, just treat it like...a stranger.

Lan Xiu turned around, the tears that had been suppressed for a long time finally slipped down from his eyes.

He didn't stay for a moment, and left in big strides.

Fang Boni heard the sound of footsteps going away, and the grief that had been suppressed for a long time was faintly overflowing from the corner of her mouth.

Who is not sad?
But what can she do?
"Miss Fang, why are you here?" A nurse who knew Fang Boni saw her squatting on the ground, and asked worriedly, "Is your body feeling unwell again?"

Fang Boni shook her head, her face was already expressionless.

After Lan Xiu left, she squatted here for a long time without getting up, and her mood gradually calmed down.

But she seemed to have lost the courage to stand up, and just squatted there.

"Are you okay?" The nurse asked worriedly seeing her expression was wrong.

She shook her head again, trying to force a smile to thank the nurse for her concern, but she really couldn't smile, so she had to stand up slowly by herself while leaning on the wall.

But because she squatted for too long, when she stood up, her eyes were dark.

Or the nurse caught her quickly, "Miss Fang, Miss Fang?"

She was severely anemic, and she squatted for too long. After a while, her vision became clear, "I'm fine."

"Your body has always been weak, you'd better take a good rest and don't work any more." The nurse persuaded her, "Dr. Liu has said that your body is too weak and you need to make up for it. When you get old in the future, everything will be sick."

Fang Boni didn't say much, but thanked the nurse for her concern and left the hospital slowly.

She came to the hospital to prescribe medicine today. Her health is deteriorating. If the temperature drops, she will definitely be seriously ill.

She just didn't expect to meet Lan Xiu in the hospital. She knew she couldn't get close, but she couldn't help but want to get close.

That's why Fang Boni followed Lan Xiu to the pediatrics department. At that time, she was very worried and wanted to inquire about the situation, but she didn't dare to disturb Lan Xiu. After the nurse found her, she ran away.

But he was still caught by Lan Xiu.

In fact, she met Lan Xiu last night.

At Lu Mocheng's wedding, she saw Lan Xiu.

She didn't go to the wedding, but a pianist hired by the wedding company.

Fang Boni didn't know it was Lu Mocheng's wedding until she arrived at the wedding scene. She knew that Lan Xiu would definitely come, so she should avoid it.

But she couldn't shirk it from the wedding company, after all, she needed this job very much, and it was expensive.

In order not to be discovered by Lan Xiu, Fang Boni participated in the performance as low-key as possible. Fortunately, there were many people in the band, and they were playing on the sidelines, so no one noticed.

At that time, she was wearing a hat, which covered her entire face, so Lan Xiu didn't notice her, so she managed to escape by luck.