love addiction

The playground is an unattainable dream for Xu Weiqing, when this dream is realized in front of her, she feels very unreal.

But the warm hands holding her reminded her so clearly of the reality of this dream.

In fact, she is not very courageous at all, and she was a little timid when she was on the big pendulum.

Long Muye asked with concern, "Why don't you sit here?"

Xu Weiwei shook his head, "I want to try once."

Long Muye respected her choice very much, fastened the seat belt for her himself, and even checked up and down several times before sitting next to her with peace of mind.

When the big pendulum started, Xu Weiqing subconsciously grabbed Long Muye's hand.

This was the first time she took the initiative to grab his hand.

After hesitating for a second, Long Muye held her hand in reverse, and with a little force, told her that he would always be by her side, and told her not to be afraid.

This kind of silent and heart-warming action made Xu Qingwei slowly feel at ease.

The swing of the big pendulum was getting bigger and bigger, Xu Weiwei began to close her eyes, listening to the whistling wind blowing by her ears.

Apart from the feeling of weightlessness, Xu Weiwei gradually got used to it.

When she reached a certain height, she opened her eyes, and at that moment, she saw the whole blue sky.

Xu Qingqing hadn't seen such a blue sky for a long, long time, and the sudden feeling made her feel happy immediately.

Centrifugal force seemed to help her abandon all the burdens on her shoulders, making her relaxed and less afraid.

Long Muye grabbed her hand more and more tightly, probably because he was worried that she would be afraid.

When the rippling came again, Xu Qingqing yelled.

It was a scream of emotional release that echoed throughout the playground.

At that moment, she lived for herself.

After playing with the big pendulum, when she came down, Xu Qingqing still leaned to the side with weak legs.

Long Muye had subconsciously caught her, "Are you okay?"

"It's okay, it's fun, I want to play one more time." Xu Weiwei slightly looked sideways at Long Muye, with a hint of solicitation.

Long Muye's eyes flickered and froze, and then he lowered his eyes and said gently, "If you keep playing this, you will miss many interesting events, such as the carousel."

When Xu Qingyuan heard about the carousel project, her eyes began to light up, and she hurriedly said, "Where is the carousel? I want to play!"

"I'll take you there." Long Muye stretched out his hand to help her straighten her hair, his eyes were full of tenderness.

Xu Weiwei accidentally met his eyes, the strong emotion scared her to look away quickly, and walked forward very unnaturally, "Is it this way?"

"Hmm." Long Muye saw her little tricks, but didn't intend to expose them.

Although he didn't mention it again, Xu Qingqing didn't dare to look into his eyes again, but her heart was beating wildly.

That throbbing feeling made her a little nervous.

Xu Qingqing has an obsession with the merry-go-round horse, and this obsession has always been deeply buried in her heart, and no one knows about it.

When her parents had an accident, she was still very young, so she didn't have much idea about memory.

But she clearly remembered that on her birthday that year, her parents took her to a small playground in a park to ride a carousel.

It was the first time she played this kind of rides that belong to children, so she was very happy.

That's why she always remembers it.

But the good times didn't last long. Not long after, both parents had accidents. She and her elder sister Xu Wenrou also became orphans who were not taken in. After living on the streets for a week, they were sent to an orphanage by kind neighbors.

Since then, the carousel has become an obsession in her heart.

When I was in the orphanage, the director’s mother asked all the children what their dreams were when they grew up.

Some people say they want to earn a lot of money, some people say they want to buy a big house, some people say they want to have a home, etc.

When the dean's mother asked her, she said timidly, "I want to take a ride on the carousel."

Of course, this idea was laughed at by other children at the time.

Even her elder sister Xu Wenrou said that she was worthless and only thought about such meaningless things. If she wanted to, she thought about how to get rich and live a good life instead of living such a poor life in an orphanage.

After that, she never mentioned this matter again, as if it had been deeply buried in her heart, and she didn't want to mention it to anyone again.

Over time, it became her obsession.

During the five years in prison, she dreamed many times that she was back when she was a child, sitting on a merry-go-round and smiling happily, and her parents stood by and called her name with a smile.

Gently, gently...

"What's wrong?" Long Muye's gentle voice sounded in her ears.

Xu Weiwei flinched in fright, then shook her head violently, "No."

After looking up, she walked up to a rainbow horse, turned her head and asked Long Muye, "I want to ride on this."

"Yeah." Long Muye also came over and stretched out his hand in front of her.

Xu Weiwei looked at him, then at his hands, as if he didn't quite understand what was going on.

Long Muye said, "I'll help you up."

"...Okay." Xu Weiwei imitated the heroine in the movie, gracefully stretched out her right hand, and placed it in Long Muye's hand.

The man helped her onto the rainbow horse very gentlemanly.

With that one, Xu Qingqing felt like a little princess.

She has always been just a Cinderella.

But here at Long Muye, she felt the feeling of being pampered, protected, and favored for the first time.

At that moment, a line that she had read and remembered deeply sounded in her mind.

That was what Xu Qingqing, who was pretending to be Meng'er, said to Lin Xiu when she was lying in a pool of blood.

She said, "I have never had a good day in my life, but since I met you, my brother, I have tasted the warmth of this world. It turns out that there is really such a person in this world who will travel through the sea of ​​people and come to me." By your side, protecting you, doting on you, and taking good care of your girlish heart."

Xu Weiqing feels that this passage is very appropriate for this situation.

Here at Long Muye, she tasted the warmth of the world.

When the merry-go-round turned, Xu Qingqing had a feeling that time was interlacing.

The man who stood by and stared at her was very much like his parents who cared for him back then.

And she also went back to her childhood, she had never experienced anything, she only had a childlike heart.

Xu Qingxiao smiled happily. This was the first time she showed a sincere smile after she was released from prison.

The silver bell-like laughter spread throughout the corner as the wooden horse turned, and also reached the deepest part of Long Muye's heart.

The bright smile on her face infected him, causing him to raise the corners of his mouth involuntarily.

At that moment, he had a very strong urge to record this most beautiful scene.

He never liked to take pictures, so he took out his mobile phone, and when she turned in front of him again, he quickly pressed the shutter to record this scene clearly.

***
There are so many items in the playground, Xu Qingqing can't finish playing.

In the end, she was tired from playing, so Long Muye half ordered and half coaxed her to take her to the restaurant for dinner.

As the sun set, the entire Jiangcheng was beyond beautiful.

Xu Weiwei looked at the sunset in the sky, drinking sweet milk tea, Tong Zhen drew a smiling face on the glass with his hands, then turned his head and said to Long Muye, "Do you know the legend of sunset?"

Long Muye naturally shook his head.

In his world, there has never been such a thing as a sunset.

Maybe, he didn't have time to read it carefully, so how could he know about such things as legends.

Xu Weiwei tilted her head to look at Wanxia, ​​the red light hit her face, making her extraordinarily charming.

Long Muye looked at her intently, reluctant to even blink, for fear of missing the most beautiful part of her every second.

Xu Qingqing said, "My mother told me this legend. She said that when the gods and couples in the sky get married, they will use the sunset glow to make ten miles of red makeup, and wish them a match made in heaven."

Legends are naturally just legends, but they are also people's yearning for beautiful things.

But in the eyes of Long Muye at this moment, she is the most beautiful.

The two watched the sunset quietly for a long time, until the last ray of the setting sun dissipated and the twilight began to fall.

Only then did Xu Weiqing realize that she had actually been playing all day.

She felt a little embarrassed and hesitated how to end it.

But Long Muye said, "It's still early."

He obviously didn't want it to end, and Xu Weiwei subconsciously didn't want it to end either.

In the end...they all tacitly didn't mention it again.

After the sky completely darkened, Long Muye took her to the highest viewing platform in the playground.

There seemed to be no amusement facilities here, Xu Qingqing was wondering, Long Muye said, "Close your eyes."

"Ok?"

"You just do it."

Xu gently looked at him, and finally closed his eyes.

Long Muye held her hand again and led her forward, "Follow me, slow down."

"What's the matter?"

Long Muye took her to the best viewing position and stopped, looked at the time, and then said to Xu Qingqing, "You count to ten, and then open your eyes."

Although Xu Qingqing felt strange, she followed his instructions.

"one two Three……"

Long Muye looked at her face intently, and the corners of his mouth gently raised. At that moment, his eyes were filled with the most blazing love.

It's just that Xu Weiwei closed her eyes and didn't see it, so she missed such a touching moment.

When she counted to ten, she jerked her eyes open.

In the next moment, a large row of fireworks was set off, surrounding the entire communication castle, and began to bloom brilliantly.

Xu Weiwei opened her eyes wide in astonishment, a little unbelievable, but she didn't have time to exclaim, because she was afraid of missing every beautiful moment.

Fireworks are the most fleeting flowers in the world, and they are suitable for blooming at night.

Burn your whole life just for the beauty of that moment.

All this is so dreamy and unreal.

Xu Weiqing watched the fireworks change countless shapes and colors without blinking, illuminating the entire night sky.

Different from the fireworks she knew before, this time the fireworks show is longer and more beautiful, and it blooms only for her.

Xu Weiwei was so moved that she couldn't be more moved. At the most beautiful moment of the fireworks, she turned her head to look at Long Muye.

Long Muye was also looking at her, and they just looked at each other.

It seemed that something began to bloom in the hearts of the two of them.

The long fireworks show finally came to an end, and the world became quiet, but the shock brought by the beautiful fireworks could not be dissipated in Xu Qingqing's heart for a long time.

She heard her voice tremblingly asking, "You...why are you so nice to me?"

She wants to hear a...

I want to hear it, but I am afraid to hear the answer.

(I'm back)