love addiction

He hated himself for failing to protect her and let her go through such a dark thing.

Nan Shijian was so impulsive that he almost beat those scumbags to death, but no one knew that Ming Shaojing was so angry that he wanted to kill those people.

Of course, those few people didn't get any favors afterwards, and they couldn't turn over for the rest of their lives. There was also Ming Shaojing's help in this.

At that time, Nan'an had been pretending to be very quiet, but her hand holding Ming Shaojing was shaking all the time.

Ming Shaojing still remembers Nan'an's expression and panicked eyes at that time.

"Ming Shaojing, help me..." Nan'an begged.

That was the first time Ming Shaojing saw Nan'an begging for help, and he swore right then that he would never let Nan'an beg for help like this in the future.

Nan'an has always been aloof, extremely arrogant, not the one in front of her.

Nan'an said, "I've also been drugged, don't tell anyone else, don't tell anyone, I'm very scared, don't go, you stay with me first, okay?"

"Okay." Ming Shaojing agreed without thinking.

He didn't know why he wanted to hide it for her. Maybe it was because he couldn't refuse when he saw her like that.

Afterwards, everyone was busy with Gu Zhihuan's affairs, and Nan'an had been living on her own, so no one noticed her.

Only now did Ming Shaojing have time to take her away. He originally wanted to send her home, but on the way, Nan'an's drug effect was already uncontrollable.

She looked at Ming Shaojing longingly, "Ming Shaojing, please help me."

"No, Nan'an, this is not acceptable." Ming Shaojing's rationality kept refusing.

It's not that he never thought about being with Nan'an, after all, when he was young and impulsive, he also thought about doing intimate things with Nan'an.

But he knew that although Shaojing was not a gentleman, he didn't want to take advantage of others, not to mention that this was the first time in Nan'an, at least it would be good if it happened under the circumstances of a happy relationship and a perfect marriage.

It's just that Nan'an was so uncomfortable that she lost her mind, so she rushed over, and Ming Shaojing hurriedly stepped on the brakes in fright.

"Nan'an, calm down." Ming Shaojing heard his own voice trembling.

But Nan'an still has no reason, she is covered in sweat, and her eyes seem to be red with heat.

"Ming Shaojing, help me." Panting, she bit him directly without waiting for his answer.

She has no experience in kissing, she is just instigating with the impulse in her body.

After all, Ming Shaojing was a man, and in front of him was a woman he liked very much, so he was a little confused for a while.

When Nan'an tore off his clothes, his nails scratched the skin on his chest, Ming Shaojing suddenly woke up, and hurriedly pressed Nan'an's hand, "Nan'an, you, calm down, I'll take you to the doctor .”

"No, Ming Shaojing, I'm very sad, please help me..."

"Then...then you will blame me?"

"I don't blame you, how could I blame you..." Nan'an was already hungry and thirsty.

When Ming Shaojing met her fiery eyes, he was instantly defeated.

All rationality and calmness have been thrown out of the sky.

He likes her, wants to be with her, and doesn't even hate being with her for the rest of his life, so there's nothing wrong with doing this in advance.

When you are young, your thoughts are always the simplest, and you don't care about the consequences. You think that life is short, and you will easily say the vow of staying together for a lifetime.

Ming Shaojing carried Nan'an to the nearest hotel. At this time, Nan'an was out of control.

If Ming Shaojing wasn't controlling him, he might have kissed him in public.

As soon as he got to the room, as soon as he let go of her, Nan'an couldn't wait to drag him onto the bed and press her down.

That fiery and violent offensive made Ming Shaojing fall completely.

This was Nan'an's first time, but it was also Ming Shaojing's first time.

He was sweating profusely, just wanting to make her feel less uncomfortable, but Nan'an was too uncomfortable, he couldn't take care of these at all...

The first time, she was in pain.

Nan'an cried out.

Ming Shaojing was also in pain, but he endured it and still coaxed her.

When both of them were confused and infatuated, Ming Shaojing couldn't help but said, "Nan'an, I love you."

It's just that Nan'an was so exhausted at that time that he fell asleep so tired that he didn't hear what he said.

When Ming Shaojing woke up the next day, Nan An was already fully dressed and sitting on the chair beside the bed, looking at him coldly.

Ming Shaojing couldn't react to that cold look.

After all, what he remembers in his mind now is Nan'an's fiery eyes last night.

As soon as he was about to speak, Nan'an said first, "Treat what happened last night as a dream, as if nothing happened, and you must never mention it to a third person."

"Nan'an?" Ming Shaojing looked blank, not quite understanding what she meant.

"You also know that I was only drugged last night, and what happened later was not what I wanted. Of course, I didn't mean to blame you. After all, I forced you." Nan'an's tone was very calm.

　Ming Shaojing had an indescribable feeling. If he had to describe it, he could describe it as disappointment or loss.

He was looking forward to having a good confession with Nan An this morning, and wanted to tell her all his enthusiasm.

But she poured such a big basin of cold water, which completely stunned Ming Shaojing.

Nan'an said, "Remember, this matter is only known to you and me, and absolutely no third person can know about it. After leaving this door, you must completely forget this matter and never mention it again, otherwise, I just disappeared from this world."

"Nan'an?" Ming Shaojing panicked at the end, "Can you listen to me?"

"I don't want to hear it!" Nan'an refused flatly.

"I can be responsible for this matter..." Ming Shaojing was eager to explain.

But Nan'an refused, "There is nothing to be responsible or not. You don't need to be responsible to me. From now on, you will still be Ming Shaojing, and I will still be Nan'an. You can completely delete the memory of last night and never mention it again."

"You...are you so contemptuous of last night?"

"Yes." Nan'an's eyes suddenly turned cold.

Ming Shaojing was also awake, completely awake.

Was he being used?
Nan'an also told him very clearly and hurtfully, "You and I know what happened last night. If it wasn't you last night, it would be someone else, so you don't need to feel guilty. I used it It's just you."

A very hurt look flashed across Ming Shaojing's eyes... The hands buried under the quilt were also clenched into fists.

But Nan'an didn't stop, she took out her wallet, took out a wad of money from it and threw it on the bedside table, "If you have to count it cleanly, you can just treat me as a whoring man, it's money for whoring."

"Nan'an!" Ming Shaojing was angry after all, and called her name through gritted teeth.

Nan'an didn't show any intention of restraining himself, "If you think it's not enough, I can give it to you again, but you have to remember, when you leave this door, you are not allowed to mention this matter again."

"If you don't mention it, don't mention it. If you disdain it, do I still care about it?" Ming Shaojing was also angry.

His self-esteem was swept away one after another, and his temper also came up.

"Okay, then it's settled, whoever mentions it will be a dog!" Nan'an has never lost in terms of harsh words.

She picked up her bag and turned away, slamming the door loudly.

Ming Shaojing cursed furiously, "Fuck!"

The ghost knows how angry he is now, the kind that can be kicked to death by ten cows.

As for the money Nan An left behind, he later used it to light cigarettes.

He was locked in a hotel room and smoked for a day, two packs of cigarettes.

Later, when he walked out of that door, this matter was rotten in his stomach.

Ming Shaojing became that prodigal son again, surrounded by groups of women and endless love affairs.

For a long time after that, he ignored Nan'an, as if he had completely removed this person from his world.

On the contrary, it was him himself, who was at the end of the wave, and the women around him changed one by one, and even took them abroad to play.

That was also the period of time when Ming Shaojing played the most. He played so much that his family couldn't stand it anymore, so they suspended all his bank cards to warn him.

Only then did Ming Shaojing restrain himself a little, and began to take life seriously.

Of course, in order to avoid this kind of situation from happening again, he started to invest, and what he did was the night market that he was best at.

At first, the family members were against it. After all, the Ming family is a serious business, and Ming Shaojing will go back to take over the company in the future.

But Ming Shaojing insisted on doing this, and his family had no choice but to support him, giving him a few hundred million to play with.

As a result, Ming Shaojing is really famous for playing, probably because he loves playing, so he is more familiar with these fields, and it is easier to operate. He knows what young people like to play and what style they like.

The clubs and bars are opened one after another, and the assets are getting bigger and bigger.

In this way, the family members can no longer control him, so he began to show his true colors again, and the peach blossoms continued.

During the period when he completely shielded Nan'an, he didn't know how Nan'an was doing. It wasn't until he opened a new bar and invited people to cheer him on, and Nan'an also appeared here, that he suddenly realized it.

There is still such a person in this world.

Originally, he thought that he would face it calmly, or that he could say hello like a friend.

But when he saw her again, he realized that those indifferent times of his had become important in front of her.

He fled.

The ribbon was cut that day, but the boss was not there. No one could contact Ming Shaojing. No one knew what happened.

Only Ming Shaojing knew that he went to that hotel again, locked himself in that room, and drank all night.

He told himself over and over again that this was the last time, and after tonight, he completely let go.

After finally surviving until dawn the next day, Ming Shaojing left the hotel with red eyes, and returned to being that prodigal Ming Shaojing again.

That hotel was also demolished a week later. It was bought by Ming Shaojing and ordered to be demolished. He wanted to build a club here, and the name of the club was Dynasty.

Later, he gradually began to have an intersection with Nan'an.

Nan'an is like a different person, he loves to play, and always appears in various bars, clubs or nightclubs.

As a result, the number of times the two of them met increased.

Ming Shaojing ignored him at first, pretending not to know him, and Nan'an never said hello to him.

The first time I broke the ice was when Nanan drank too much wine that day, and felt a little uncomfortable. He vomited in the bathroom for a long time, and when he came out, he was dragged by a group of people to drink again.

One of the men was very interested in Nan'an, so he kept persuading him to drink.

Nan'an became angry and rejected the man decisively.

The man was swept off his face and scolded very shamelessly, "Why are you pretending to be noble, a bitch woman is out to play, why are you pretending to be innocent? I have seen women like you a lot, and if you get it, why don't you be obedient?" Being suppressed!"

Nan'an smashed a wine bottle on the man's head, and there was chaos in the bar.

(Maybe it's the third watch today,)