love addiction

The more he knew in the past two days, the more he felt guilty towards her.

I can't imagine how she survived all these years alone.

If time could be turned back, he would definitely not let her bear this.

He wished he could turn back time...

But time can't be turned back, he can only spend the rest of his life to make up for the grievances this woman has suffered for him.

Nan Shijian kissed her forehead lightly, and whispered softly, "Baby, go to sleep, you should have a good rest, and leave other matters to me."

Probably because of illness, Gu Zhihuan was very clingy.

When she woke up after sleeping, her fever had subsided, but she was greedy for the feeling of being in his arms.

So she didn't get up, but opened her eyes, listening to her heartbeat.

"Baby, are you hungry? Do you want me to get you something to eat?" Nan Shijian asked while stroking her hair.

Gu Zhihuan shook her head, "I'm not hungry, I just want to lie in your arms like this, without thinking or doing anything, as if there are only two of us in the whole world, simple and simple."

Nan Shijian's heart choked, and he comforted softly, "Okay, then I'll just hug you like this."

Gu Zhihuan closed her eyes again. Although she was not asleep, closing her eyes could make her feel his care for her with all her heart.

"It seems that I have too little time to accompany you. In the future, I must spare more time to accompany you." Nan Shijian said with some guilt.

Gu Zhihuan moved, and wanted to say something, but when she reached her mouth, she didn't say anything, she just nodded silently, and said, "Okay."

She wanted to say that maybe in the future, they would go their separate ways again.

So she wants to indulge herself at this moment, to feel his breath well.

There is not much time left for them.

Gu Zhihuan suppressed tears and buried her face in his arms.

Nan Shijian stroked her hair gently, and slowly lowered his hand, and then rested on her slightly exposed belly.

There, that scar...

His hand seemed to be scalded by something, it seemed to be pulled away, but in the end it was slowly covered again.

The unevenness there is very similar to his heart at the moment, and it is also uneven.

When he first found the scar, he asked her about it.

Gu Zhihuan said that it was just the scar left by her appendicitis operation, and said with a smile that it didn't hurt at all.

At that time he believed it...

But only now did he realize that the scar was clearly a scar from a caesarean section.

She gave birth to a child for him.

So afraid of pain, afraid of injections and taking medicine, she dared to risk her life to give birth to their child.

This woman is obviously very strong.

Probably because his fingers stayed on the scar for too long, so long that Gu Zhihuan seemed to feel that something was wrong, moved his body, and opened his squinted eyes.

She looked at it so quickly that Nan Shijian didn't even have a chance to put away the pity and guilt on his face.

Gu Zhihuan saw his emotions clearly, her heart tightened, and she wanted to sit up.

But the next moment Nan Shijian hugged her in his arms, lowered his head and kissed her lips fiercely.

On the surface, it was a fierce kiss, but when it fell on her lips, it became extremely gentle again.

It was a pity kiss, and Gu Zhihuan could clearly feel it.

The tip of her heart also trembled fiercely, and her hands unconsciously grabbed his clothes.

This kiss was so lingering that Gu Zhihuan thought it would last forever, so Nan Shijian slowly let go of her.

Her eye sockets were already overflowing with moisture, but when she looked at Xiang Nan, she was shocked by the sadness in his eyes again.

She had never seen such a sad look on this man.

That kind of sadness is not because I was hurt, but because I feel sorry for her.

Gu Zhihuan immediately understood, this man probably already knew.

She wanted to sit up, but Nan Shijian hugged her tightly.

Gu Zhihuan's body trembled uncontrollably, and he asked with a choked voice, "Brother Shi, you...you know?"

"Yeah." His voice was hoarse enough to echo her trembling, "I know everything."

Gu Zhihuan panicked all of a sudden.

It's not that she never thought about confessing to Nan Shijian, but she always felt that the time was not yet ripe.

When she wasn't sure what model she and Nan Shijian would have in the future, she didn't dare to let the Nan family know the existence of this child.

She is a selfish mother who hopes to give her child a legitimate identity.

So this matter has been procrastinating, procrastinating, and has not yet had a chance to speak.

She also thought about it, what would she do if Nan Shijian knew about it in advance?
What if he didn't believe that the child was his, or if he was angry that he had lied to him?
After the reunion, Nan Shijian has been emphasizing to her that he can tolerate anything, but he will never tolerate cheating.

This is also the reason why Gu Zhihuan has been cautious...

It's just that now he still knows, so Gu Zhihuan is a little scared.

"Sorry……"

Gu Zhihuan was stunned for a moment, the sorry was not from her, but from Nan Shijian.

She stared at him blankly.

Nan Shijian's eyes were full of distress, and his fingers gently stroked the scar on her lower abdomen again, and said sorry again, "Baby, I'm sorry..."

"You..." Gu Zhihuan wanted to say comforting words, she didn't want to see him so sad, but in the end, she could only say, "It doesn't hurt anymore, really."

It's okay if she doesn't say anything, but when she does, Nan Shijian's heart will feel even more distressed.

The feeling of guilt and distress was intertwined and entangled in my heart.

But at the moment Nan Shijian, there is only one sentence, "Baby, I'm sorry for making you suffer so much."

He knew that being sorry was useless, but he still wanted to say it, one sentence at a time, non-stop, and repeated.

Gu Zhihuan suddenly felt that the grievances he had suffered seemed unimportant, and even felt that everything was worth it.

***
When Nan Shijian left Gu's house, Gu Zhihuan fell asleep again.

He was coaxed to sleep.

Chen Ma had already come back at that time, probably because she knew that Nan Shi was there, so she didn't bother them.

When Nan Shi met him, Chen Ma stopped talking a little while watching him.

Nan Shijian sincerely bowed to Chen Ma.

Chen Ma was astonished.

Nan Shijian said, "Mother Chen, thank you for taking care of Huanhuan these years."

After all, Chen Ma also grew up watching Nan Shijian. She knew how arrogant this man was.

It's amazing that he can do this for Gu Zhihuan.

Chen's mother was a little emotional, "This is my job, you don't need to say thank you, just...just treat the lady well, she has suffered too much."

"I know." He nodded, "I won't let her suffer any more."

"That's good."

Nan Shijian drove away from Gu's house, and the project meeting was almost over at that time.

He rushed to the project meeting site again, and Jing Yu was watching for him, so when Long Yejue came out, he appeared in front of Long Yejue again.

It was still the same sincerity as when I was looking for Long Yejue in the morning, "Mr. Long, I'll see you at Nanshi, can you give me a few minutes, I have something to ask Mr. Long for help, I know it's presumptuous, but I hope Mr. Long If you can give me this opportunity, if Mr. Long needs me in the future, I will definitely do my best."

See you again at Nan Shi, Long Yejue took a serious look.

The vision of the old man of the Nan family is naturally unmistakable. This young man is indeed outstanding.

Of course, Long Yejue, who has experienced many ups and downs, is no longer the young and vigorous him, and his vision of seeing people and things is different.

He used to be as arrogant as Nan Shijian, so fate dealt him a blow.

Seeing Nan Shijian in front of him, probably because he encountered a test for him, it gave him his current humble attitude.

There is no shortage of outstanding people in this world, but there are very few people who are both outstanding and humble.

"Your grandfather has looked for me." Long Yejue said straight to the point.

Nan Shijian paused for a moment before saying, "I wonder if Mr. Long can help with this?"

"I'll try to help, but don't get your hopes up."

"Anyway, thank you, Mr. Long."

Long Yejue nodded politely, "You're welcome."

After Long Yejue and his party left, Nan Shijian let out a sigh of relief.

Jing Yu came over and asked nervously, "Shi Shao, this matter... Is it because you succeeded in asking for help, or did the old man succeed in asking for help?"

"Mr. Cailong mentioned my grandfather just now, so it is naturally my grandfather."

Jing Yu was a little annoyed, "But in this case, you have to accept the old man's arrangement!"

"It's important to save Xiao Gu first. I'll figure out a solution for this matter."

"Are you planning to use the drag formula?" Jing Yu muttered softly.

Nan Shijian pretended he didn't hear it. Of course, whether he listened or not would not affect his decision.

Just like what he said to the old man, no matter what choice Gu Zhihuan made, he would not interfere, because that was her promise to the old man.

It is up to him to do a good job of violating this kind of thing.

If she leaves, he will chase after her.

In short, when he met in the south, there would only be Gu Zhihuan.

His future wife will only be Gu Zhihuan.

What Nan family, what family interests, he never paid attention to Nan Shijian.

When necessary...he doesn't mind learning from Nan Fengyi, and has nothing to do with the Nan family.

Nan Shijian was planning to go to Gu Zhihuan's place, but he received a call from Jing Yu just halfway through the drive.

On the phone, Jing Yu said very nervously, "It's too late, it's not good, Miss Gu was taken away by the old man's people!"

"When did this happen?"

"Just now, we blocked it, but it didn't work...I'm sorry..."

Nan Shijian no longer had time to listen to these meaningless apologies, so he asked calmly, "Where did you take it?"

"It's not very clear yet... But I will continue to investigate. As soon as there is news, I will notify Shi Shao immediately."

Jing Yu's call was hung up by Nan Shijian.

He has more important calls to make.