love addiction

Those experiences were clearly two thousand days and nights of ups and downs.

It is really difficult for Liang Siyi to describe this in words, and compared to what he knows, Gu Zhihuan said in his heart that he has endured more, more.

"When I first met her, she was in a state of black and white. You know depression. She has already reached a state of severe depression. The situation is very bad. I gave her psychological counseling, but her condition It didn't get any better, I almost thought that there was nothing I could do, and I was about to contact foreign professors to give her further treatment, but fortunately, things turned around at this time, and she was pregnant."

"On the day she knew she was pregnant, there was a little light in her eyes. It seemed that after going through a cold winter, she slowly found the motivation to live. I knew she had found her spiritual sustenance, so It will get better little by little, because this child is related to you and is your child."

"She was not in good health. She reacted a lot after she got pregnant. She vomited whatever she ate. The whole person was tossed. The situation was actually very bad. The doctor's suggestion was to give up the child, but she didn't agree at all, and insisted on Give birth to the child, no matter what method is used to keep the child..."

"That time, what I saw in her eyes was strength."

Liang Siyi took a sip of wine sullenly. Even though it had been so long, he still felt distressed when he thought of that scene, "Later, I thought, if the existence of this child can make her recover, it might be a good thing. So I tried my best to help her keep the child, but others would not understand the hardships involved."

"Later, her belly got bigger and it was inconvenient to do anything. She forced herself to eat all kinds of milk powder and calcium tablets for pregnant women every day. My goal is to make the child healthier."

"Later, the child's development was not as expected. She begged the doctor red-eyed to keep the child. You know how proud she was before, but at that time, she no longer cared about face and self-esteem, and only cared about the child. "

"Also, on the day she gave birth, she was also in a critical condition, because the child was born prematurely, and she was sick and had a high fever and was unable to give birth. When she finally chose a caesarean section, she tightly clutched my sleeve before entering the ward and said , we must keep the child, her life is not important... You don't know all this."

"You really are a cheap father."

Liang Siyi was wishing that he was an angry young man, and seeing Gu Zhihuan's grievances, he could beat the man in front of him severely.

But he is a gentle person after all, and his good upbringing allowed him to endure it.

The wine bottles on the table were almost all drunk by Nan Shijian. Liang Syi kept talking, but he didn't drink much.

"The child was born, and her life was saved. I was relieved. I thought God would start to take care of her. After all, she has suffered a lot, but what I didn't expect was that , the hand of fate is used to torture people."

"Xiao Gu's body is indeed as unhealthy as the prenatal examination showed. He has been raised in the incubator since he was born, and he was able to get out of the incubator a little later, but his physical condition is still not very good. You know the pair Gu Zhihuan said, what a blow? She blamed herself for not taking good care of the child, blaming herself for not finding out that she was pregnant early, and taking those medicines..."

"She doesn't feel guilty every day, especially when Xiao Gu is sick, she will collapse to despair. Later, when Xiao Gu's condition stabilizes, she can work hard, earn money, and want to treat Xiao Gu's illness earlier. Well, Xiao Gu is also very sensible, I have never seen such a sensible child, he does not cry or make trouble, he is very obedient, probably he also knows that he loves his mother, so I never blame Gu Zhihuan for not having much time with him, Gu Zhihuan Zhihuan can only spend weekends with him every week, but he has never cried for it..."

"Boss, bring me another dozen of wine." Liang Siyi paused as he spoke, and when he saw Nan Shijian shaking the wine bottle, he raised his hand and called for another dozen of wine.

Nan Shijian was still drinking sullenly, and between his brows, there was already an unresolved sorrow and heartache tightly locked.

"I wanted to wait for Xiao Gu's body to stabilize, and then I wanted to have a good talk with her. For example, I'm with her..."

Before Liang Siyi finished speaking, Nan Shijian put the wine bottle heavily on the table, using this behavior to express his protest.

Liang Siyi hurriedly said, "Don't worry, or do you not want to hear it anymore?"

Nan Shijian gritted his teeth and endured it, "Well, tell me."

Liang Siyi then continued, "But what I didn't expect was that at this moment, things took a new turn! You appeared again! Do you know? I originally thought that these five years were enough to consume With all her enthusiasm for you, even if you show up again, she won't have any reaction."

"But I was really wrong."

Every time he thinks of this, Liang Siyi regrets why he didn't speak up earlier, a little mistake, and he will miss his whole life.

This feeling is really uncomfortable.

Liang Siyi was very annoyed, and continued to drink, "She complained to me about herself, saying that she was useless, and that she would lose control when she saw you again. Separated for some reason, as long as we meet again and hear your voice again, I want to have it again, as if you were born to belong to each other, she knows that she has fallen again."

"Of course, she has also struggled, thinking that she may have no future with you, but this struggle is not worth mentioning in front of love!"

"Look, this is this woman's love for you." Liang Siyi was very jealous, so jealous that he was mad!
"I originally wanted to fight for it, but it seems...it doesn't make any sense. As a man, I naturally want to be magnanimous. I think, if you can give her happiness, then I can let go. After all, seeing her happy is more important than anything else." It's all good, she has experienced too much pain, I just want to make her life easier for the rest of her life."

The more Liang Siyi talked, the more dissatisfied he became, "Only two days ago, Xiao Gu was ill. After I told her, she came to me in a hurry. We rushed to Hehuan from Jiangzhou overnight. She told me that she didn't dare to tell me. Tell you the truth, because she hasn't figured out how to tell you about the child, do you know why she didn't tell you about it?"

This is a question that Nan Shijian has not figured out until now.

"She told me about this, she said that you have many brothers and sisters, but apart from you and Nan'an, no one else has any status in Nan's family at all, and you and Nan'an can have the current status not only because of you She is excellent and is valued by the old man because your mother, Meng Fuyun, has status in the Nan family, and because Meng Fuyun has the Meng family behind her, but she has nothing behind her. Being able to be a woman outside of you will bring the child a very embarrassing identity, she doesn't want the child to suffer these grievances, and wants to tell you when everything is dusted."

"Of course, I think she is too confident in you." Liang Siyi mocked.

Nan Shijian clenched the wine glass tightly, his heart sank like water.

"I am also a child of a big family. I can understand her concerns. I used to have no status in the Liang family. I have been bullied and grown up. If I hadn't fought my way out by myself, I'm afraid I would have lost my life." It's just a pawn, she doesn't want Xiao Gu to be a pawn in the family. Can you understand her intentions?"

"Yeah." Nan Shijian nodded.

Maybe I didn't understand it before, but I understand it now.

And at this moment, Nan Shijian really felt that his Gu Zhihuan had really grown up.

"But the current situation is a bit surprising. In fact, if you don't come to me, it probably won't take long for you to know about Xiao Gu's existence, even if you don't look into it." Liang Syi said clearly.

"She..." Nan Shijian seemed to have a premonition.

Liang Siyi sighed helplessly, "Little Gu's operation requires excellent suture techniques and medical skills, and there are only three doctors in the world who can do this, and two of them are already very old. , I can’t do it anymore, but the other one’s whereabouts are uncertain. I found some information a while ago and learned that he is a friend of Long Yejue from the Long family in Jiangcheng. Maybe I can get in touch with this master by looking for Long Yejue, but You know Long Yejue, right? How can others see him? She knows that your old man has some friendship with the Long family, maybe the old man is willing to help, so she tried to find a way to ask your old man. "

"You also know the temperament of your old man, he will definitely make things difficult for him."

This sentence kept echoing in Nan Shijian's mind, as if all the wine was sober all of a sudden.

Liang Siyi was also slightly drunk, and wanted to ramble on about something, but Nan Shijian had no time to listen.

He bid farewell to Liang Siyi in a hurry, and hired a driver at a high price to take him back to Jiangzhou overnight.

On the way back to Jiangzhou, he called Jing Yu again and asked him to arrange a few things for him.

In this situation, there is really no delay at all.

Gu Zhihuan has already endured too much pressure for him and their children.

Let him do the rest.

When we returned to Jiangzhou, it was already early morning.

Seeing that Nan Shi didn't even have time to change his clothes, he hurried back to Nan's house.

Lianda was still sleeping at that time, startled by Nan Shijian's voice, he opened the door in a daze and asked, "Shi Shao, when did you come back?"

"I want to see Grandpa." Nan Shijian said firmly.

"Now?" Lianda was a little surprised, "Master is still resting, this is not the time for him to wake up, why don't you wait?"

"I want to see grandpa now." Nan Shijian still insisted.

Lianda was a little embarrassed, "When you are young, even if you have something urgent, you have to wait until the master wakes up. You know his temper, and if he is disturbed to rest, he will turn his face and deny him."

Nan Shijian no longer had the heart to talk to Liandado, so he pushed the door open and walked in, shouting, "Grandpa, I need your help with something."

Because it was still dark, the air was so quiet that his voice was particularly clear.

Lianda panicked, "Oh, time is short, you can keep your voice down..."

"Cough cough cough... Lianda, who is arguing outside? Tell him to get out!" The old man's voice faintly came from the room, full of anger.

Lianda looked at Nan Shijian helplessly, full of embarrassment, "Shi Shao, look..."