love addiction

Gu Zhihuan knew clearly in her heart, even if Meng Fuyun arranged a sea of ​​swords and flames for her, she had to go.

She has no room for rejection.

She was planning to go out, and she didn't need to pack anything, she agreed after answering the phone.

Before leaving home, Madam Chen was helping Mrs. Gu out.

Mrs. Gu's condition has been pretty good for the past few days. When she saw Gu Zhihuan, she warmly told her, "Huanhuan, you go to work, come on, we'll be waiting for you at home."

"Okay." Gu Zhihuan smiled gently, but the moment she turned to go out, the smile on her face disappeared.

Over the years, Gu Zhihuan has been thinking, what is growth?
In the past, she was always protected by her parents, living in an ivory tower, and she didn't understand what it meant to be warm and cold.

The first time I fell in love, I met the man I was most attracted to and who doted on her like a treasure.

Father Gu Junliang often said, "Our family Huanhuan is spoiled by me. I used to worry about it. I guarded her so well. What kind of man will I give her to in the future? That kid from home appeared, and I knew that I could take off the heavy responsibility."

If nothing happened, Nan Shijian might really take good care of her and not let her suffer a little bit.

But in this world, things are always impermanent.

She grew up overnight, and that kind of growth was something that no one else could empathize with.

Nan'an once said that after experiencing that night, her heart was completely different.

She Gu Zhihuan, why not.

Originally, Gu Zhihuan thought that Meng Fuyun would be aggressive when he saw her.

But the fact is the opposite. After she sat down, before she could speak, Meng Fuyun spoke first, "Gu Zhihuan, please, can I see you when you leave Nanshi?"

"Auntie..." Gu Zhihuan suddenly became uneasy.

Meng Fuyun's eyes were slightly red, and his voice was trembling, "I know that you will definitely refuse me if I speak like this, and I shouldn't come to you in this way, but for my son, no face or self-esteem is important anymore. , I just hope he gets better, I don't want anyone to hurt him again, I don't want him to repeat the same mistakes, so... can you leave him?"

So in the eyes of everyone, are they just repeating the same mistakes?

Gu Zhihuan suddenly lost the strength to refute, and just sat there in despair, listening to Meng Fuyun's words.

"Do you know how much that incident hit him? Do you know how he survived those years? He finally got through this hurdle and finally came back. He seemed invincible. But as soon as he met you, he started to have a weakness again, I was really afraid that he would get hurt again..."

Meng Fuyun is just a mother who loves her son dearly, she is not wrong at all.

If, if Xiao Gu encountered such a thing, as a mother, she would do the same.

Gu Zhihuan could understand Meng Fuyun, she wanted to explain something, but in the end she found that the explanation seemed useless.

Over the past few years, too many things have happened.

And Meng Fuyun witnessed the most difficult times that Nan Shijian experienced with his own eyes. It doesn't matter what the facts are. The point is that Nan Shijian was really hurt by her.

"When he first left the country, he got drunk day and night. No matter how much I tried to persuade him, it was useless. I watched my proudest son fall because of emotional betrayal. Several times... I thought he was about to die. I can't make it through..."

Meng Fuyun saw it with her own eyes, so she clearly remembered the pain.

Speaking of which, his eyes were still red and wet.

She got up, looked at Gu Zhihuan, and finally knelt down on the ground suddenly.

Gu Zhihuan was startled, stood up suddenly, and hurried over to help Meng Fuyun, "Auntie, what are you doing..."

"You promise me to leave him first, okay?" Meng Fuyun didn't get up immediately, but begged while holding Gu Zhihuan's arm.

This proud woman, who had never bowed her head before her husband, bowed her head for the first time for her son.

Gu Zhihuan was very sad, she also knelt on the ground, looked at Meng Fuyun with red eyes, "I... won't hurt him anymore, can I..."

"As long as he still loves you, you will hurt him. As long as he has no feelings, he will not be hurt by anyone." Meng Fuyun said stubbornly.

Gu Zhihuan suddenly couldn't answer.

Meng Fuyun's meaning was obvious, "As long as he doesn't touch his feelings, he can do anything."

Gu Zhihuan suddenly collapsed and couldn't answer a word.

Meng Fuyun saw that she was softening, so she continued to persuade, "There are too many hurts between you, and it is too difficult to be together again. Some people are only suitable for sharing joys and sorrows, not to mention your sufferings. , are all injuries."

After all, Gu Zhihuan let go of Meng Fuyun's hand, and sat there blankly without saying a word.

She didn't know whether she should feel sorry for Nan Shijian, or herself, or even Xiao Gu.

"If you really love him, it should be fulfilled." Meng Fuyun stood up slowly, lowered his eyes, looked at Gu Zhihuan's distraught face, and sighed faintly, "If you think about me, maybe you can survive passed."

After Meng Fuyun left, Gu Zhihuan remained silent for a long time.

Meng Fuyun said, thinking about her, maybe she can get through it...

Regarding Meng Fuyun's life, it can indeed be described as sad.

She loved Nanjing Yu once, but in the end she was forced to give up by this love, and then lived a life of walking dead.

If it was the wife of an ordinary family, she could cry and make a scene, not allowing her husband to have another woman, let alone accepting the existence of so many illegitimate children.

But she is the young mistress of the Nan family, she cannot be selfish, she must be tolerant and tolerant.

So she could accept the names those illegitimate children called her with a smile on her face, and she had to turn a blind eye to the behavior of her husband having other women.

For them, love is a prison, a weakness, and something that threatens them, so they let go of it by themselves.

Just like what she said just now, as long as you don't touch your feelings, you can do anything.

Meng Fuyun's meaning now is obvious, she hopes that Gu Zhihuan will leave Nan Shijian, so that Nan Shijian will become a person without feelings, and no one can hurt him.

It was raining outside again, and it was bitingly cold.

Standing under the eaves, Gu Zhihuan watched the icy rainwater fall to the ground, shatter and disappear.

She looked at it for a long time, like a mannequin, without any reaction, only the eyes that occasionally glowed with a little life.

Zhang Lingxuan walked over holding an umbrella, and walked straight in front of her.

Gu Zhihuan regained consciousness a little bit, looked at Zhang Lingxuan, there was no hostility, no waves, like a pool of stagnant water, calm to death

It was the first time Zhang Lingxuan saw Gu Zhihuan's eyes so dead.

You must know that Gu Zhihuan in the past, especially when he was favored by Nan Shijian, was extremely proud.

She gloated a little, but she still deliberately endured it.

Zhang Lingxuan coughed to remind Gu Zhihuan, "Do you have time for a cup of coffee?"

Gu Zhihuan doesn't want to talk to her at all, let alone drink coffee with her, she just wants to be alone now.

But it is obvious that Zhang Lingxuan is a smart woman.

She is not as thoughtless as Gu Yunsang, who always uses low-level methods to stimulate Gu Zhihuan, so she is always embarrassed by Gu Zhihuan.

Zhang Lingxuan was more scheming, she said with a smile, "I know you don't want to talk to me now, and I don't want to talk nonsense with you, but after all, what I want to say is about Brother Shi, and I can only bear it. I came to you with my temper."

See you at Nanshi...

See you again in the south.

Today is already the second person who said that he came to see Nanshi.

She nodded, "Okay."

She is willing to listen.

Zhang Lingxuan turned and walked forward arrogantly, Gu Zhihuan looked at the pattering winter rain, and finally plunged into it.

Being cold doesn't necessarily just make people feel cold sometimes, it also keeps people awake, doesn't it?

Zhang Lingxuan entered the coffee shop in good condition, but Gu Zhihuan, who followed her in, looked much more embarrassed.

But compared to Zhang Lingxuan's perfection, Gu Zhihuan's pale face and colder eyes are even more distressing.

Two women with equal temperament chose the same table and sat down opposite each other.

Zhang Lingxuan also showed her generosity by asking for a cup of hot water for her.

Gu Zhihuan was also very polite and generously said thank you.

She really needs a little hot water now to slow herself down.

Zhang Lingxuan also waited patiently for her to slow down before opening her mouth slowly, "Did Aunt Meng look for you?"

Gu Zhihuan's heart skipped a beat, and she probably understood why Meng Fuyun suddenly came looking for her. It was probably related to Zhang Lingxuan, or she heard something from Zhang Lingxuan.

Zhang Lingxuan also truthfully explained, "I met Aunt Meng yesterday and told her something, and she said that she would talk to you today."

"So, what did you say to her?" Gu Zhihuan asked calmly.

Faced with such Gu Zhihuan, Zhang Lingxuan was a little surprised.

In the past, the two of them had very little contact time, and at that time Gu Zhihuan showed her sharpness. Everyone knew her Gu Zhihuan, but not everyone knew Zhang Lingxuan.

She thought that Gu Zhihuan was just a woman spoiled by Nan Shijian, who had a pretty face but nothing substantial.

Later, when the Gu family fell and Gu Zhihuan left Jiangzhou, no one mentioned it again, and Zhang Lingxuan's status rose all of a sudden.

This is their first head-to-head confrontation.

Gu Zhihuan is not like the image in Zhang Lingxuan's mind, which has no connotation. On the contrary, her aura is indescribably powerful.

Zhang Lingxuan was rarely suppressed by someone's aura, but she experienced it once yesterday, and the other party was Nan Shijian.

And now...she seemed to be suppressed again, and the suppression method was surprisingly consistent with Nan Shijian's suppression method.

This made Zhang Lingxuan very uncomfortable.

Two people get along for a long time, there will be some similarities in personality, speaking and doing things.

This similarity is what Zhang Lingxuan is jealous of.

She never got it.

Gu Zhihuan has tasted it countless times.