love addiction

Because the hair rope is hers, Gu Zhihuan recognizes it.

It was just one of her countless hair ties, but this man protected it like some priceless treasure.

Gu Zhihuan wanted to take it off to have a look at that time, but Nan Shijian refused to allow it.

"What are you doing with my hair rope?" Gu Zhihuan asked puzzledly.

At that time, Nan Shijian wished he could kiss her so hard that he passed out. Didn't this little head think too much about it?
But in the end, he just reached out and touched her forehead and said, "Wearing this hair rope, others will know that I have a small ancestor."

Gu Zhihuan thought this statement was very good. The next day, he brought a large bag of hair rope to Nan Shijian, and said mysteriously, "Brother Shi, I have a baby for you to see, come with me quickly." .”

At that time, Nan Shijian was playing basketball with Ming Shaojing and the others. When the others heard this, they all began to sigh, making Nan Shijian blush.

He broke free from those people, and followed Gu Zhihuan to the side of the playground. The girl opened her schoolbag, showed him the various hair ties inside, and asked proudly, "Choose one you like!"

See you at Nanshi, "..."

Feelings are the baby she said...

Nan Shijian really didn't know whether to laugh or cry, in the end he didn't pick out a hair rope from his schoolbag, but took off the hair rope on her head that was still tied with her hair, and asked her to wear it on her own hand.

That feeling is very ritualistic.

Maybe Gu Zhihuan didn't quite understand it at that time, but Nan Shijian has been imprinted in his heart for a lifetime.

I want to make a promise to be with her for the rest of my life.

In fact, the hair rope is very ordinary, with only one star dotted on it.

Later, Nan Shijian wore this hair rope for a long time...

　Even though he had a lot of her things later, the hair rope was always there.

For a period of time, Gu Zhihuan grew up and ate a lot, and was very prone to hunger.

Every afternoon, she would run to see Nan Shi, and naturally find all kinds of food in his drawer, which could feed her.

Gu Zhihuan still remembers another time, a boy in the same class brought her a particularly delicious snack for her to eat, Gu Zhihuan was so greedy for the cake that he ate a lot of it.

For some reason, this matter spread to Nan Shijian. When she went to see Nan Shijian in the afternoon, she felt that this man had a bad face.

　But today he has a lot of snacks in his drawer, and they are all the kind that Gu Zhihuan likes to eat.

It's just that Gu Zhihuan wasn't very hungry after eating the cake, so she didn't plan to eat it, but Nan Shijian took out all the food and opened it in a bag, and let her eat it.

At that time, there was also a very cruel sentence written on his face.

If you don't eat it, you will die!
Gu Zhihuan that day was the same as today, his stomach was full.

It's just that after she ate too much that time, she had diarrhea, which made Nan Shijian very regretful, coaxing and apologizing.

Gu Zhihuan thought to himself, if he spoiled his stomach after eating this time, there might be no one to coax him.

After Gu Zhihuan reluctantly ate a few mouthfuls, he said aggrievedly, "Mr. Nan, I had breakfast this morning, so this... I can't finish it."

"Well, then you go to work."

Today's Nan Shijian seemed to be very talkative, Gu Zhihuan was a little surprised and didn't understand what this man was doing.

When she wanted to say thank you and go back, she saw a familiar pencil beside his right hand.

Isn't that the pencil that I lost?
Gu Zhihuan hesitated for a moment, before he could speak, Nan Shijian skillfully took the pencil and began to spin it in his hand.

He was still the same as before, turning the pen so beautifully that Gu Zhihuan couldn't help but look at it for a few more seconds.

Then I realized that I had been watching it for a long time, so I reacted in a panic and said, "Then I will go to work first."

"Go."

Gu Zhihuan fled Nan Shijian's office in a panic, and when he returned to his job, he touched his face that was already burning, and hated himself for not living up to expectations.

It's just Nan Shijian's casual movements, why is she so fascinated?
Nan Shijian in the office stopped after spinning his pen for a while.

He looked at the pen carefully, as if looking at something very important.

After a while, he reached into his trousers pocket and took out something that he had been carrying with him for a long time.

A headband with stars studded on it...

Maybe it's because of too long time, the stars on it have been a little worn out, not as shining as before, but Nan Shijian is still very persistent to bring it by his side.

In the broken days after he separated from her, he lost many things related to her like going crazy.

But only this hair rope...he was not willing to throw it away.

Even though he knew it was not good to keep it like this, he just kept it stubbornly.

At that time, Nan Shijian told himself that the reason why he kept her things was to remember that all the pain today was caused by her, and to make himself hate her.

But in the end, whether it is hatred or obsession, no one knows.

***
It was night, Nan'an got drunk again and was sent home by Nan's driver.

I can't count how many times she went home like this. Her parents had a lot of opinions on her, but Nan'an didn't care at all, and she still went her own way.

She sat on the stone steps outside the grand hall of the Nan family for a long time, the coldness of the steps seemed to invade the human body, chilling her from the soles of her feet to her heart.

The night sky is as cool as water, without a little light.

The whole Nan Family compound is so magnificent and grand, but in Nan An's eyes, it is like a prison.

The grandeur is strong, the grandeur is oppressive, and they all imprison her freedom and soul.

She felt a little nauseous, and the alcohol kept rolling in her stomach.

But her face was calm, and she could actually bear the feeling of vomiting, just like she could bear some pain.

A person came from a distance, Nan An couldn't see clearly at first, but after he got closer, he realized that it was Nan Shijian.

At this time, Nan Shijian was wearing casual clothes, with thin sweat on his head, he looked like he had just returned from working out in the gym.

"Third brother..." Nan'an lazily called out.

The drunken voice made Nan Shijian frowned, and said coldly, "Didn't I tell you to drink less?"

"I'm uncomfortable. I'll feel better only if I drink." Nan'an muttered.

Nan Shijian couldn't hear such negative words the most, so he would walk over if he got cold-faced, regardless of Nan'an's.

But Nan'an quickly reached out and grabbed his pants, and hugged him pitifully, "Third brother, can you talk to me?"

Seeing a slight twitch between her brows, Nan Shi finally resisted and turned her head back, sitting next to her on a slightly higher step.

Nan An leaned her head on his lap, and said sullenly, "Third brother, I know you don't like me drinking, and my parents don't like me drinking too. People in Nan's family say I'm a worthless wild girl. She is not worthy of the status of the Fifth Miss of the Nan family, she is ignorant, only knows how to lose money, etc..."

"Nan'an, don't say that about yourself." Nan Shijian reminded her coldly.

He knew his sister was not so bad.

But Nan'an smiled disdainfully, "I don't care, I don't care what they say."

"Then how long are you going to do this?"

Nan An has really heard this sentence too many times, the last time I heard it was from Gu Zhihuan.

Thinking of Gu Zhihuan, Nan An giggled, raised his head slightly to look at Nan Shijian, "Third Brother, Huanhuan also asked me this question before."

Hearing this name suddenly, Nan Shijian couldn't help but feel his heart skip a beat.

It's just that he didn't show it on his face, but looked at Nan'an's face very calmly.

Nan An smiled a little confusedly, "Actually, this problem doesn't exist at all. How long do I plan to do this? What if I don't? I don't have the right to choose, do I?"

As a member of the Nan family, who has the right to choose independently.

Once, Nan'an was very envious of his third elder brother Nan Shijian. The person he liked happened to be someone whose family was also satisfied, and they were destined to be happy.

But the sudden change caused the two to part ways.

What a pity.

She felt sorry for it.

Nan An poked his leg with his hand and said, "Third brother, I know you have always been excellent, very outstanding, and you are the heir chosen by grandpa. You are the pride of the Nan family."

After hearing so much, Nan Shijian just asked back, "So?"

"So... have you never thought about breaking free from your fate?"

Nan An's eyes at this time were very serious, as if he was not drunk at all.

"Fate?" Nan Shijian smiled and shook his head, "The Nan family has never been my destiny."

Hearing this, Nan'an felt a sense of relief, "It seems that I worried too much, and that's right, this is my third brother. How could my third brother be given such a fate by the Nan family? Containment."

"What exactly are you trying to say?" Nan Shijian felt that Nan'an was a little strange tonight.

Nanan lay down again, and said slowly, "Third brother, do you know? Ming Shaojing is about to get engaged. I heard that she is the daughter of the Huo family. I know that girl. She is very quiet and excellent. She will be a very good girl." A good wife, but I don't know if I can control the prodigal son Ming Shaojing... Hehe, what do I want to do, I'm really drunk."

Now Nan Shijian probably understood why Nan An was in such a bad mood, and why he said such inexplicable words about fate.

He looked down at Nan'an, she was obviously a very thin girl, but she always lived very tired.

People in the Nan family do have their own destiny.

Nan Shijian never thought of accepting his fate, the frightening thing is that the fate is not Nan's family, but her.

Nan'an said, "Third brother, since you are not afraid of fate, why don't you work hard? Think about it, if there are other people around her, they live together, hold hands, kiss and hug, and even sleep on the same bed every night. Can you bear it?"

Nan An felt that his legs were tense...

She knew it was the result, the corners of her mouth raised slightly, and she continued to add embellishment, "That man will call her wife baby, and she will use someone else's surname. It's related, maybe there will be no news at all, and we will completely lose contact..."

Before Nan An finished speaking, Nan Shijian withdrew his legs indifferently.

She almost fell on the steps, stabilized her body and looked at the man who had stood up coldly, "Third brother, are you afraid? If you are afraid, what are you waiting for? Isn't Huanhuan single now? You Boldly and bravely go after him, of course, a single woman can accept the pursuit of more high-quality men, so third brother, you have to work harder..."

When Nan'an finished speaking, that figure had already disappeared inside the gate.

Nan An curled her lips, sighed and laughed again, "Huanhuan, I can only help you here."